Chapter 487: Don't let go

"Jave was drunk and unconscious. Get her out of here. Zuo Yan walked over with a relaxed face and urged Lin Zihang. She thought she was also a complete merit. Helped him say so many good things. He was also called from the provincial capital to deal with the aftermath.

"Hmm. Just let her stay in the lounge here. Lin Zihang's eyes didn't look at Zuo Di. Not too bright in the light. What a sparkle shone in his dark eyes. But Sao's incomprehension.

"Lin Zihang. What do you mean. I really want to marry Nian Yue. Saomu rolled his face. "If so. I didn't look for you today. You will return to your home. Bridge to bridge. I will be responsible for Qin Yafu's personal safety. There's no shortage of you to take care of. ”

"How so. "I saw Sahan lose his temper. Lin Zihang's gaze finally looked directly at her. Although sad. But also calmly. "She never knew what she wanted. I'll have to wait for her to figure it out. ”

"It's been five years. You've been stumbling for five years. What else do you want. Lin Zihang. Do you feel that the five years of waiting for yourself are not worth it. I have to ask for an explanation from her. Look at her like that. You don't feel distressed. ”

"Has she seen my pain. Lin Zihang was also excited. "I don't want her to pay me the same pain. But I want her to be able to see her heart. You also say five years. I gave her five years. But she's still the same. Say how you want to. I wonder more about what she thinks. ”

Lin Zihang's face was gloomy. Walk quickly to the drunken man. Pick her up carefully. Walk straight into the lounge.

"What a situation. Fu Ye shook the bottle in his hand. While asking his wife.

"Two enemies. Zo said hatefully. "Let's make trouble. Anyway, if they stop. Maybe it's the end of the world. ”

This night. Qin Yafu vomited twice. But he didn't say a word. She was troubled. I am most eager to get drunk and relieve a thousand sorrows. It doesn't work out. On the contrary, the more you drink, the clearer your heart becomes. Fortunately, not this time. Her mind was already a mush before she was drunk. So. Plus the effect of alcohol. She finally got her wish. Completely intoxicated.

It's a deep feeling. It's so chaotic that it's like going up to the battlefield. Witnessed all kinds of bloody battles. But he didn't have the fear he had before. I think I've heard a saying before. It is said that human fear actually comes from the fear of the unknown. When a qiē is clear in the world. What else is she afraid of?

He no longer belonged to her. Then it doesn't matter if he's doing well or badly. Any of his accidents appeared in her dreams. What does it have to do with her?

Thereupon. The sleeping man just wept blindly. But he didn't even whimper.

Lin Zihang took the person into his arms. and did not say anything to comfort him. His heart was bleeding too. He wasn't trying to get revenge on her. But he was reluctant to go back to square one. From the day I met her. Eight years drained all his passion. It's not that he doesn't love her anymore. It's just that love is getting harder and harder. He could see the distance between them. I can feel her reluctance. It's a pity that he doesn't know what to do to make her go on with him in peace.

He had missed her so much. He secretly swapped the couple watch she gave him. Just to fool yourself into imagining that she has always stayed by her side. That's when he found out that the watch was missing. The main reason why I lose my temper with everyone. He was at the time. I almost thought I had lost my watch. It meant that she would never return to him. Fortunately, I found it later.

Including today. She was also recovered by him. It's just that he was ruthless. It is impossible to continue to indulge her waywardness.

The next day. Qin Yafu finally woke up. saw Lin Zihang sitting on the chair next to the bed. Lying beside her. I couldn't help but feel distressed. In my sleep. She hated him and hated him. But when he was actually sitting in front of him. How can her heart be at peace?

She forgot to ask why he was here. I was only able to see him when I woke up. It feels so good.

Qin Yafu stretched out her hand and stroked his black, hard, and straight hair. The man even has stiff hair. The decision of the character is actually quite terrifying. He used to be so attached to himself. Now I'm just sitting quietly and sleeping with myself. Then look at the clothes on your body in good condition. It wasn't taken off. It looks like he's really going to let go of himself.

Qin Yafu sighed faintly.

I don't know if it was her touch that made Lin Zihang sober. It was the sigh that disturbed him. In a word. He looked up. His face was a little haggard. But it was calm: "Wake up." ”

"Hmm. "Qin Yafu's original affection. Under his indifference, they were all put away. She sat up slowly. I just feel a splitting headache. Hangovers are no fun.

I saw Qin Yafu holding her head. Lin Zihang didn't react. Smiled at her: "I'll buy breakfast." ”

"Hey. No need. I don't want to eat. Qin Yafu said softly. "What time is it? ”

Lin Zihang habitually put his hand into his left trouser pocket. But it was quickly taken out. Changed his right hand and took out the mobile phone in his right pants pocket and looked at it: "It's past nine o'clock." Where are you going to go. ”

"I ......" Qin Yafu was a little dazed. Ben came home. Should go see the mother. It's just that. She rubbed her face with her hands. You don't have to think about it to know. I can't see where I can go now. If home. It will definitely worry my mother.

So. Hesitated for a long time. Qin Yafu made a decision: "Oh. You don't care where I go. You're busy. Thank you for taking care of you. ”

Although she was a little curious about his sudden appearance. But it doesn't seem to matter anymore.

"If you don't go back to your mother's house. I'm just going back to the provincial capital. I'll take you with me. Lin Zihang thought about it and said.

"No need. I'll just walk on my own. "Qin Yafu has backbone. I don't want to bother him anymore.

"Why bother to see me like this. Lin Zihang's eyes became sad. After saying this. I'm afraid that she will be too careful. Softened his tone. "It's not interesting for me to go by myself anyway. Multiple companions. ”

"Ahh Qin Yafu was a little trance-like. Is this companion doing a lot of fun? She didn't know. But she was indeed a little reluctant in her heart to part with him like this. That's fine. Even if it's the last time to rub back into his car. Later. The hostess in that car will no longer be herself.

"Good. Qin Yafu replied softly.

The two of them locked the door of "Lonely and Dark". After Lin Zihang drove Qin Yafu out of the car for a distance. Stop in front of a porridge shop. He got out of the car and went to buy two bowls of porridge and returned to the car.

"Eat it hot before you go. Lin Zihang handed Qin Yafu a bowl.

Qin Yafu's eyes were sour the moment she took the porridge bowl. Turn your head quickly.

She couldn't figure it out. Why didn't he take himself to the store to eat? Are they afraid that others will see that they are still together? Is he in such a hurry to dissociate himself from him?

Lin Zihang didn't seem to notice her change. Just open the package and eat it yourself.

Qin Yafu stirred around with a small plastic spoon. Suddenly, I remembered when the two of them were together. Once angry. He made porridge for her. She didn't want to feel like eating. Now that I think about it, I still don't know how to cherish it. How could she not see the feelings of his represented by each grain of rice.

"It's not hot anymore. Eat it. "Lin Zihang has already eaten more than half of it. Seeing that she was still not moving. A kind reminder.

"Oh. Got it. Qin Yafu nodded. And with tears. Swallow the porridge in your stomach.

Halfway through eating. Qin Yafu only felt that her chest was very blocked. But he was reluctant to throw it away. It's just hard to fill it into your mouth.

"Don't eat it. I don't like it, I have to eat it. How can it be comfortable. Lin Zihang endured it for a long time. I can't stand it anymore. snatched the porridge bowl from her hand. This woman has always been like this. Wronging oneself with the so-called patience.

Qin Yafu blinked with watery teary eyes. Look straight at his hand. But they don't know what to say. Could it be that their relationship is like this bowl of porridge? It's already tasteless. But he was reluctant to let go.

The car started. This journey will become the last part of the road for myself and Lin Zihang. Qin Yafu looked at the person who was concentrating on driving with tears in her eyes. There is unwillingness.

She remembered the night she had been half-asleep. Listen to Sain talk about the watch. She didn't say anything. Actually, five days after they were separated. She realized that the watch she was wearing on her wrist was missing. But I can't remember where I left it. It's just a while. I stumbled upon an extra box in my bag. It turned out to be Lin Zihang's watch.

His mind. How could she not understand.

From now on. She kept her watch with her. Put it at the head of the bed every night. No one knew when she dreamed back at midnight. I often feel at ease when I catch it in my hand.

Now that I think about it. These two couples are the embodiment of each other. Since he was so reluctant......

I don't know when. Qin Yafu snorted softly. Her brow furrowed. The face is already ugly.

"What's wrong. What happened to you. Lin Zihang's voice trembled when he asked. Scared a lot.

"Crunch". Lin Zihang parked his car on the side of the road. Fortunately, it is not yet on the highway.

"Japhe. Where are you uncomfortable. Speak quickly. Lin Zihang said. Unconsciously reached out and hugged her slightly trembling body. I couldn't help but bow my head and kiss her hair. It was his habitual action to soothe her.

"Me. My stomach hurts. Qin Yafu whispered.

Lin Zihang hugged her hard. It's a breeze to get started. Help her to sit down. "Baby. You bear with it. I'll take you to the hospital right away. ”

"Good. Qin Yafu's eyes flashed with tears. Tears were falling.

Lin Zihang raised his hand to wipe away her tears. His eyes were full of encouragement: "Yafu is good." Trust your husband. Soon to the hospital. It won't delay the condition. ”

"Hmm. Qin Yafu nodded pitifully.

Lin Zihang rushed all the way to the hospital.

The results of the examination were both surprising but also reassuring to Lin Zihang: it was only superficial gastritis. As for what she said, the pain was also bursting and bouting. It is a stomach cramp. It's not a big problem. The doctor prescribed some medications. Let her stick to it for a while. It should be fine.

"But she hurt so badly. How can you just take some medicine? Lin Zihang is still not at ease

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