Today, Zhou Yunfan is the first person to directly mention Lin Zihang to her after Qin Yafu came to Harbin, she has been deceiving herself, thinking that she is not going to inquire about him, subconsciously, she thinks that she is still waiting in place, and she still has a little expectation, but now, she has been ruthlessly debunked by Zhou Yunfan. ,

Thinking that Lin Zihang had already left his hometown, Qin Yafu's disappointment deepened, and she involuntarily leaned against the door and slowly squatted down.

"Yafu, the past is in the past, we don't need to keep dwelling on memories, right" Zhou Yunfan felt her emotions fluctuating, secretly proud, and couldn't help but burst out again, "I also heard that he didn't leave alone, he also brought a beautiful girlfriend." ”

The beautiful girlfriend Qin Yafu was shocked again, who could it be that he had been separated from him for more than a year, if it was not difficult for him to start a new relationship again, he had always been so good at women, but I don't know which girl has this blessing

Qin Yafu thought about it in a daze, if you want to say that Lin Zihang should be a good husband and a good lover, he is not the best in any aspect except for his temper and jealousy

"Yafu, you open the door, I'm tired of standing outside all the time, let's talk face-to-face, okay, I still have a lot of things to say to you, you can't let me stay outside the door all the time, let your neighbors see us talking like this, what do you think?"

Zhou Yunfan is very good at grasping the fragility of people's hearts, he feels that Qin Yafu at this time should be the most resistless, out of a man's desire to protect, he also wants to go in and hug her.

"No, no, thank you for suing me about this. Qin Yafu closed her sour eyes, feeling that she didn't want tears to flow out properly, but she still insisted on her position, "Yun Fan, you go back, I want to be quiet." ”

"No, I'm not at ease, you should be alone, I came here so late, not to say a matter of other people's gossip, I just want to accompany you out of the confinement you set for yourself, come out, you will see that the sky outside is still very vast, there is absolutely no need to give up a whole forest because of a small tree." ”

Zhou Yunfan said very movingly, but Qin Yafu didn't want to change her mind, she sat on the cold ground by the door, but she was more sober, she raised her head, looked at the mottled wall skin on the roof, and said sadly: "I'm sorry, Yunfan, we can only be friends, your excessive comfort will make me unbearable." ”

"Qin Yafu, why are you so troubled, men and women are normal, and I don't want to do anything about you, it's just that I'm not in a good mood today, I want you to accompany me, or I can accompany you, what's wrong with two lonely people chatting" Zhou Yunfan was obviously impatient.

"Loneliness is not something that can be explained by an irrelevant person, why should we deceive ourselves" Qin Yafu simply opened her mouth and spoke, "Yun Fan, I'm not a good listener, and you are not the most suitable person for me to get rid of, there is no need for us to waste time together, please go back." ”

Qin Yafu is not without heart-warming thoughts, not for anything else, just for the sentence "What's wrong with two lonely people chatting"

She also wanted to find someone to chat with and relieve the sorrow in her heart, but she understood better how lonely men and widows could talk peacefully in the middle of the night She was a person from the past, and she knew too well what it meant to be hidden

Yes, Zhou Yunfan once said when she didn't choose to say anything before, they are not innocent young men and women, and she has nothing to do with Lin Zihang now, even if she does something with Zhou Yunfan, it can't be considered "cheating", or an extramarital affair, her relationship with Lin Zihang is only a piece of paper compared with divorce, and this piece of paper, as long as she wants, can submit an application to the court at any time.

However, is she willing Qin Yafu smiled bitterly, even if she didn't pursue the question of who was responsible for whom, she couldn't give up on him.

When she was young, when she saw the sentence "once the sea was difficult to water", she was only moved by the desolation of having a lover who could not become a family, and it was not until after leaving Lin Zihang that she realized that the things contained in this sentence were too extensive, so wide that a look, an action, were deeply rooted in her heart, even if she wanted to scrape off that thick layer of imprint with a knife, but as a result, in addition to causing deeper pain, the blood did not stop and could not be scabbed, it was still indelible and unforgettable.

Zhou Yunfan was outside the door, and whispered softly for a long time, seeing that Qin Yafu had no room for negotiation, so she had to leave in a huff, and never had contact with her again.

A month after this incident, when Qin Yafu and her colleagues were organizing a large-scale promotional event in front of the mall, they happened to see a girl with a pure and beautiful appearance, happily holding her boyfriend's hand and getting into the crowd.

The girl tilted her head and listened very carefully to Qin Yafu, as the host, to explain the product knowledge to everyone, and their program was to intersperse product introductions and distribute some product samples in song and dance sketches.

Seeing that the girl was so positive, Qin Yafu specially found two bags of high-end series of masks and gave them to her.

The girl's face was full of joy, and she turned her head to her boyfriend behind her: "Buy a set, this sister said it's so good"

The boyfriend glared at Qin Yafu with peach blossom eyes and smiled: "This sister is so beautiful, even if she doesn't say it well, she should buy a set." ”

Qin Yafu smiled like a flower, she had already seen that the girl's boyfriend was Zhou Yunfan.

Seeing Zhou Yunfan and his new girlfriend leave, Qin Yafu's heart was slightly sour, she didn't have a good impression of Zhou Yunfan, but she didn't hate it, especially a man who was always as bright as the moon in the sky actually said that he had a soft spot for her when she was a girl, and the emotion at that time did warm her increasingly cold heart.

It's just a pity that she still can't adapt to the fast-paced love of modern people, this man told himself affectionately a month ago, the reason why he didn't marry for many years was because of his unforgettable memory for her, but in a blink of an eye, he has interlocked his fingers with another girl

"Heh" Qin Yafu shook her head and smiled bitterly, fortunately, she already belonged to her heart, and she had never had true feelings for him, otherwise, just because of his own retreat, his decision to turn around and leave would be too hurtful.

Thinking about it again, Lin Zihang's pursuit of himself at the beginning, although he was a little eager, but the efforts he made were not so simple as the dragonfly and water mode, and the sincerity and falsehood were naturally clear at a glance.

However, then again, the innocence and beauty of the past are long gone after all, and with the passage of time, Lin Zihang has lost his deep love for her, or that sentence, where in this world can any feelings that can be kept fresh for a lifetime

Even though Qin Yafu was reluctant, she had to accept the reality that Lin Zihang was no longer her, she was silent on the surface, but in fact she was anxious to wait, and finally dissipated because there was no hope for support, she didn't dare to call herself Lin Zihang's wife anymore from the bottom of her heart, although she couldn't wait to find a man to follow to relieve her anger, but, as she had said to Lin Zihang, after experiencing him, which man could get into her eyes

As a result, Qin Yafu continued to stumble in self-torment.

It wasn't until the Spring Festival of the third year after separating from Lin Zihang that Qin Yafu officially went home to visit her parents and saw her sister Qin Yayan's baby daughter and Yuan Yuan's son.

In Yuan Yuan's newly decorated new home, looking at Xin Ran's eyes holding his son Ci, and Yuan Yuan standing beside him and smiling sweetly, Qin Yafu's heart was inevitably bitter, thinking that these two people had also had a miserable quarrel with their families for marriage, and they cried sadly, but fortunately, after going through nine hundred and eighty-one difficulties, they finally achieved positive results, where is like themselves

Yuan Yuan saw the loneliness in Qin Yafu's eyes, gave Xin Ran a look, sent the father and son to the child's room, and took Qin Yafu's hand and sat down.

Qin Yafu naturally knew what Yuan Yuan was going to say, but she just buried herself in studying the child's photo album.

Yuan Yuan pointed to many toys in the photo, saying that this was bought by the child's godfather from Shanghai, that was brought back by him on a business trip to Guangzhou, and that this one was the most special, which he designed by himself

Qin Yafu turned a deaf ear and casually found a reason to turn the page, but it happened that the next photo was Lin Zihang holding the child.

Lin Zihang in the photo seems to be thinner than before, although his smile is bright, there is a faint resentment in his eyes, just like his pitiful appearance after being angry with Qin Yafu before.

Of course, maybe it's a delusion, Qin Yafu sighed secretly, he has always been so domineering and reasonable, I think that apart from himself, there will be no one in this world who is so ruthless to bully him

Thinking of this, Qin Yafu inevitably remembered what Zhou Yunfan said, when he went to Shanghai, he brought a beautiful girlfriend with him, why should he continue this hopeless lovesickness She silently turned the album to the next page.

Yuan Yuan was silent on the side, but sighed in her heart: Good two people have come to this day, to say that the responsibility must be on both sides, originally Lin Zihang has always been the party who took the initiative to seek peace, but this time he was also stubborn, and refused to mention half of her affairs.

After Qin Yafu finished reading all the albums, Yuan Yuan said with a smile: "You godmother is so incompetent, you are embarrassed to come to see my son for so long, as a punishment, you have to take a photo with my son."

Unexpectedly, Qin Yafu refused, the reason was far-fetched but people couldn't say anything: "No, I've been in a bad state lately, I don't want to take a photo of such an ugly image, let's talk about it later." ”

Yuan Yuan understood that she was uncomfortable, and she had already persuaded her, but Lin Zihang didn't have a clear attitude there, and what to do here was useless after all.

Qin Yafu also heard her mother say that Lin Zihang would come over on the second day of the first lunar month every year, which is also the day when the daughter of the Qin family returned to her parents' house, and brought many gifts. ~ Search the basket color, you can read the full text of the following chapters

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