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"This ...... In fact, Gu Xi's matter has not reached the point of prosecution at all. β
Chi Chi's words were said to Gu Xi, and naturally to everyone present and not present, her short words were like a summer afternoon, originally I still felt that the sun made people's hearts feel stuffy, and suddenly it became a heavy rain covering the sky, the wind came, the clouds also came, and the wind, rain, thunder and lightning protected Gu Xi's small mass that was about to melt, and some of the people present trembled at the tip of their hearts.
So a reporter spoke out to ease Chi Chi's emotions, although she couldn't tell whether Chi Chi was excited or not.
The white-haired, blue-eyed girl looked calm, looked up at the reporter and smiled.
"It's not to the point of prosecution yet, and seeing so many people wishing she was dying now, I thought she would have to spend at least a few decades in prison.
I've already figured out that I'm going to have to open a restaurant not far outside the prison, and then people will come in droves to see how the former actresses are in their cells, and I'll have to scold them to their faces.
This can also provide a place to rest and earn more money, and when Gu Xi comes out, she can also buy a dilapidated house for her to retire.
Dare to be affectionate, am I thinking too much?"
Thinking too much, thinking too much, who is thinking too much?
Is it this big star and big movie queen who seems to see through the minds of everyone present with a sweep of his eyes, or those who hide their filth under the knife and pen and keyboard and still have to crown themselves with a high-sounding hat?
"If there is a mistake, admit it, correct it, the moral things belong to morality, the legal things belong to the law, and the things of the spectators belong to the ...... Naturally, it also belongs to the spectators. β
At this time, Yu Yuan, who was on the side, confirmed that the car had arrived outside, and immediately escorted Chi Chi to go out.
The reporters tried to keep up, and someone in the crowd shouted a word that made their enthusiasm for catching up less positive.
"Her family is in the capital, and now she is returning to China and going straight to Shanghai, she must be going to find Gu Xi. β
That's right, what Chi Chi and Gu Xi said and did together was much more interesting than any of them being interviewed alone.
first hid Chen Fang's passport, so that she couldn't stop herself from coming back, and then asked Feng Shuo to help drag Dou Baojia, and now Chi Chi's car was borrowed by contacting Manager Yuan of the Panda Group in advance. In addition to the car, he also lent Chi Chi more than a dozen bodyguards very intimately.
Yu Yuan replaced the driver sent by the panda and drove himself...... There are outsiders in her, and she is afraid that Chi Chi will not have a good rest.
"It's going to take more than an hour to drive, so you can sleep for a while. β
Looking at Chi Chi's face through the rearview mirror, Yu Yuan said.
First after a busy day's work, and then urgently returned to China, flying in the sky for more than ten hours, as an assistant, she was very worried that Chi Chi's body could not support it.
"It's fine. β
Speaking lightly, Chi Chi slowly closed his eyes.
At nine o'clock in the evening, the Shanghai market was full of traffic, even if there was a light snow in the sky, it couldn't stop people from coming and going, and the strange atmosphere filled this strange car, I don't know why, Chi Chi only felt that she couldn't sleep, her heart was a little heavy, and she was a little stuffy.
"I remember, you asked me that story before you got on the plane. β
Her voice was soft and a little erratic, and Yu Yuan was stunned for a moment before remembering what she was talking about.
That story, she remembers.
Dreams span a woman's sixteen to forty years old.
"Do you still want to hear it?"
ββ¦β¦ Yes, but you should have a good rest. β
"Actually, I should be honest and stay abroad and not come back, as many people hope...... But I don't like should, I like 'I want to', 'I want to', 'I can'. β
Chi Chi closed her eyes and pouted slightly, like a coquettish girl, but what she wanted, what she wanted to say, the most vivid part of her life mark was being revealed little by little.
Chi Jinwen used to wonder why Chi Xiulan said that Chi Jinyin was very similar to her, but it was clear that Chi Jinyin was always naΓ―ve and willful, which was completely different from his flawless grandmother.
But he didn't know that the reason why his grandmother was so "perfect" was because she was essentially the most willful person, but no one could indulge her willfulness, so she willfully turned herself into a guy who kept playing and pursuing.
β¦β¦
"Is Chi late coming over?"
The reporters in the venue were confirming the accuracy of the news, and they did not forget to continue to take pictures of Gu Xi.
She had just cried, when Chi Chi was shouting at her in the air.
Tears flowed uncontrollably, and there was a lot of snot.
It's ugly to cry.
Gu regretted that he knew that he was ugly and ugly when he cried.
She has to practice crying scenes in front of the mirror for a long time every time she films, because when she really cries, her facial features will be wrinkled, and people can see the green tendons on her forehead, as well as her imperfect facial muscles.
Just like it was a few minutes ago.
"Live with integrity" is actually what she really wants to pursue, and after selling everything in her life, she found that what she wanted most was just that...... Cheap.
But it has been repeatedly pondered into a treasure in her heart.
Gu Xi's crying came suddenly, and her crying stopped abruptly.
People hadn't recovered from her sudden outburst of howls, and she had already looked through the screen of her phone to see if her makeup was on.
In fact, there is still any makeup, it has been a full four hours since she entered this venue, and the brightness and heat of the flash have made the skin on her face dry and tight, and people need her answer, so her mouth is also chapped and her makeup is removed, not to mention what she has tossed herself into in the past period of time, and now the fine spots on her face, the blackheads on her nose, and the fine lines on her forehead can no longer be hidden.
Gu Xi, who has always been dazzling and always glowing, looked at himself on the black screen, was stunned for two seconds, and turned on the phone directly.
Some people thought that she would call someone, or take the opportunity to see who her contacts were, but she actually opened a mobile game and played it.
"Gu Xi, you're being interviewed, isn't it okay to play games?"
While playing a game, she used a tissue to remove the makeup around her eyes, Gu Xi's posture really relaxed, and she didn't lift her eyelids in the face of this accusation.
"I've said everything that needs to be said and what can be said, believe it or not. β
On the screen of the mobile phone, the little red snake grows longer little by little.
β¦β¦
The woman in her forties and almost fifty years old finally retired, and on the fifth day of her retirement, she participated in the casting of a movie with great interest, and the comrades in charge of the casting praised her for her aura, and the money given to her for a scene was just enough for her to eat two meals of meat, and at that time she had become a well-known builder in the province, but she was still happy for the two meals of meat money that was about to arrive. β
Ji Chi opened her eyes and looked at the low roof of the car, her mind falling into a brief memory.
Recall...... It's like opening a book that you have been missing for a long time, you have looked for it, but it resents your forgetfulness, quietly hiding in the corner, waiting for you to forget the name of this book one day, only remember a sentence, a fragment, a beauty in the book you once saw in it, at that time you will remember that you have read a great book, make you hurt or laugh, and every pursuit of it carries the beauty of being beautified by time.
But one day you really found the book and opened it, only to find that laughter or tears are only a very rare part, and more importantly, it is a long trajectory, from an unexpected beginning to an unexpected end.
Turning his head to look at the brilliance outside the car window, Chi Chi's eyes had a strange look.
It was a realistic movie, and it needed a temperamental forty-year-old woman to say a few words to the protagonist, and now, people call that kind of character a trick, but it was the first time in her life that she could come into contact with the filming of a movie, and her excitement and excitement cannot be described in words decades later.
That feeling, like a small β‘β‘ in a book, instantly lit up the long waiting time ahead, and the development of everything in the past few decades seemed to have meaning in an instant.
"On the way home after getting the role, she stopped by to pick up her nephew and grandson from the kindergarten, and said to the child she held in the palm of her hand, 'Grandma is very happy today, grandma will make you something to eat'...... It was also on that stretch of road that she was in a car accident and lost a leg. β
Yu Yuan, who couldn't help but smile on his face just now, almost missed the steering wheel of the car.
Chi Chi's mood didn't change, she put her hand on her left leg and groped through her pants, she even wanted to laugh.
Now her legs are healthy and strong, because of enough exercise and a reasonable diet, her legs are envied and loved by countless people.
There is no phantom limb pain, no looking at her crippled emptiness, no grief of not being able to walk freely, because she is Chi Chi now, not Chi Xiulan.
Chi Xiulan's life did not end in that car accident, even if she lost her legs, she still had to continue to move forward, keep moving forward.
β¦β¦
"If you're okay, you can go, and I don't care about supper here. β
With a yawn, Gu Xi watched the snake on his phone screen hit the wall again, and instantly turned into colorful pieces.
Of course you can't go, I'm going to come over later, although there are too many entertainment headlines to write about tomorrow, but no one will be too lively, right?
Of course, Gu Xi knew what these people were thinking now, but fortunately, she didn't care anymore, as long as she didn't let Chi Chi be discredited because of her dirty things, everything else was easy to say.
Having said that, Chi Chi himself can sit upright - this is what he admires most about her.
No, actually, there are many, many more.
"Gu Xi, won't you regret it?"
A reporter asked such a question, just now they have been wanting to ask Gu Xi for all kinds of details between her and Han Ke, as if the existence of Han Ke is the greatest meaning of Gu Xi, they are curious why Gu Xi wants to talk to Han Ke, why they want to reveal it now, and they are also curious about how Gu Xi gets along with him...... Among these problems, Gu Xi is not a separate existence, but a "woman who belongs to Han Ke".
Now this problem has finally come to Gu Xi's own body.
"If you say that I was with Han Ke at the beginning, I regret it. β
The little red snake is short, running around the map, carefully dodging, there are many other small snakes around her, and there are also terrifying long snakes, which will make it shatter in an instant.
"I regret it more and more, because my life is covered in a piece of garbage, and I see this piece of garbage as my label...... So I became a ...... who was labeled garbage Litter. β
The little snake died again, and Gu Xi pressed it down unhurriedly.
The reporters had filmed enough, and could only watch her lame and lame games.
β¦β¦
"With no left leg and gut injury, it was more than a year before the woman was able to get up again. In order to allow her to recuperate, her nephew spent a lot of money to send her abroad, with a garden house, a private doctor, and a brand new environment where she could forget about her grief.
In this environment, she began to learn foreign languages, began to systematically learn architectural knowledge, and began to watch foreign movies and dramas...... It's a pity that there is not one in a hundred works that needs a middle-aged woman in a wheelchair. β
In the movie, there are a lot of special actors, some specialize in playing giants, some specialize in playing dwarfs, some specialize in playing harlequins dressed as men, and some specialize in playing a certain type of fixed role, but no one needs a disabled person to play a disabled person.
Holding a magnifying glass and searching through all the newspaper recruitment information, Chi Xiulan also laughed at herself: "Even though you are disabled, you still think that you can be special, and I don't want to think that anyone really wants to see your broken leg." β
It was at that time that the woman realized that if she wanted to act, she could only pay for it herself to organize people to act. She still decided to form her own troupe in a foreign country, because she wanted to perform, and the preparation process was a long time......
Everyone in China has thought that she has given up her dream, and no one expected that she already has a reliable team, and even has a drama that is about to be performed. β
A year of polishing the script, half a year of serious rehearsals, she may not have paid so much attention and enthusiasm to anything in her life, a fire still burned out from her heart, crackling, making her soul hurt, that is a kind of pain that a dream is about to come true, that is a kind of ...... It made her feel crazy and reassuring.
Madness and peace of mind are put together, just like bungee jumping in the face of the rising sun, even if there is a cliff under your feet, but a small step forward, you think you will leap into the eternal glory.
ββ¦β¦ When the release was still a few days away, she received a call from China that her nephew, who was in the prime of life, was dying. She was sixty years old that year, and she chose to stay abroad to have a drama of her own, and when she returned to China, she had to bear all the burdens, after all, her nephew was only a teenager, and there was no way or ability to carry her nephew's life's work - a construction group of thousands of people to eat in it.
She returned to China, her nephew died, and the drama she had been longing for became a secret that she never mentioned again. β
The cruelty and loveliness of time is that when you look back, you will find that everything has changed, and the state you thought would exist forever did not last long, getting better or worse, all in the inadvertent collision and choice.
So, at the age of sixteen, the girl who watched acting with her eyes wide open for the first time became a powerful female entrepreneur, and the only thing that remained unchanged was the fire of dreams that was ignited at the age of sixteen, which has never been extinguished.
β¦β¦
"Gu Xi, what are you doing now?"
"Play the game. β
"No, I mean why are you playing games here, in front of so many of us?"
"Because I'm waiting for someone, just like you. β
Gu Xi's tone was cold, after playing the game for so long, her score did not exceed four hundred, and she even died because of grabbing a big piece as soon as she came up.
Now she felt empty in her head, as if there was nothing, and she seemed to be extremely relaxed.
It seems that those few tears just now are actually all her brains, and now they are all out, and she has become an empty shell of a waste, sitting here and playing games, she feels good.
She felt very good, others thought it was bad, and another reporter returned home, and several people were a little helpless on their faces.
The two sides formed a strange confrontation, even if one of them was only one person, and the silence caused by this confrontation lasted until Gu Xi yawned.
"Actually, I know what you want to ask, what I want to say, you all know, you have all been mixed in a circle, and they have cooperated at the beginning, everyone is a thousand-year-old vixen, and no one can play with others. β
The reporters had nothing to say at all, but Gu Xi had a little interest in chatting, maybe because the game was not happy, and she wanted to make up for it from somewhere else.
"In our business, what we want is attention, you want sales to click, I want income, the people want to have fun, each takes what they need, but everyone has competition, and they all hope to show better shows to outsiders, we have to please the people, and we have to think about what they want to see.
A reporter said that Gu Xi admitted that he was taken care of, and clicked 5,000, and a reporter said that the nude photos exposed that Gu Xi was taken care of by the big boss, and clicked 10,000...... If the topic is more sensational, it will be even more powerful. We are the same, celebrities have to be seen to make money, a good work has to look at the heavens, the right time, the right place and people are indispensable, but a piece of news...... Maybe we'll be able to hang it for days on the red carpet, and you say, do we want to be so hot?"
Morality, professional ethics, and celebrity professional ethics are not just to pass other people's empty, lonely and cold leisure time?
Gu Xi feels that she is actually very dedicated, if she appears in front of the camera, people can talk for an hour just by discussing her hairstyle, who else in China can be better than her? Who can say that she is not a good star?
"It's just that we've all crossed the line, and it's all over...... Just like now, I was in a hurry to get to the top at the beginning and took a wrong step, and I will be wrong in the future, and you are the same, you want too much, and if you are in a hurry, sooner or later something will go wrong. β
Stir-up and hype, it has become a topic, and once this kind of thing is exposed, it will be an earthquake in the entertainment industry that no one can recover.
Not long after the news came out, Chi Jinwen and some of her friends asked her if she wanted to help, and she simply turned off her phone and said that she refused all.
The cost of keeping her is too high, the danger is too great, she regrets that since she has made herself a brand, she will have to bear the bankruptcy liquidation when the brand is finished, if this matter is replaced by anyone else, she may not be scolded by thousands of people like her, but it is her, it is the cause of her own work, and she has to bear the consequences.
Therefore, she fired all her assistants, only the chubby girl, who is probably still crying while taking care of the unconscious Lu Nan.
In fact, it doesn't matter, what she can't bear is that in the future, a few big words "Han Ke's woman" appeared firmly in her Gu Xi's life resume, and people will think of Han Ke when they see her, and forget everything that belongs to Gu Xi because of Han Ke, which made her desperate to death.
It's just that Han Ke's phone call made her have other thoughts - even if she died, she had to peel off this layer of skin on her body, telling others that even if she had slept with Han Ke before, she would still be a pity, the one who would die in front of everyone even if she died, and let her whole life be vigorous.
Now she didn't want to die, because some people said that she should live with dignity, and she seemed to have forgotten what it was like to live that way, and she wanted to try again.
There was a slight burst of music, and the red snake that Gu Xi was playing with was killed again.
"I got out of play, and the price I paid was to be ruined, and I won't do it in the future, I should pay back the money and compensate those brands...... I've learned from the past, and you have to be careful. β
is obviously the object of "judgment", but Gu Xi seems to be a life mentor, and he also educates these people in front of him.
"Believe it or not, a year later, there will be managers looking for me with money, asking me to contribute a 'comeback'? This is the reality in this circle, as long as I don't commit a crime, my value will still exist, but I don't want to play anymore, I will quit completely, and there will probably not be many times when you can photograph me after today, so shoot more." β
Gu Xi sat on the chair and suddenly remembered a scene in the movie where the young queen sitting on the throne finally got everything she wanted, but lost everything.
It's really life like a play, and drama is like life.
"In fact, I completely disappeared from the public's sight like now, but it will make people feel that our circle is still saved, there will be glory and fall, and there will be success and failure, just like these snakes, some grow up and some die, if the one who should grow up does not grow up, the one who should die does not die, then in the end, it is everyone in a circle who dies...... Mix with you, and cherish it. β
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Later, she was really old, the word sick and crippled body is used to describe her very appropriately, looking back on her life, she has never been defeated by suffering in her life, in the eyes of everyone she is materially rich, spiritually strong, and in the eyes of her cultivated children is even perfect to the point of insurmountability.
But she lost to the sky, and the flood from the sky made her compromise. She lost to her life, and the disability of her life made her discouraged. She lost to time, and time took away her youth and health, so that she never had the possibility of being on the stage again in her life.
That's what belongs to her, the full story. β
The full story.
Chi Chi closed his eyes and opened them again, with a smile on his face, and the smile gradually faded again.
The fine snow was flying on the empty street, and her mind in the car crossed one winter night after another, and finally, there was an extremely cold winter when she could really stand on the scene of filming.
"Do you remember? I'll tell you a story, for that dream of yours. β
Looking at the front of the car, his eyes swept the rearview mirror, and Chi Chi looked into the eyes of his assistant.
Yu Yuan wanted to say something, but she didn't say it after she opened her mouth, this story made her so sad that she wanted to cry, and she felt that she was actually not qualified to sympathize with the woman in the story, it felt too complicated, so she was entangled in her throat.
At this time, the car's navigation system sounded, reminding them that the destination on the outskirts of Shanghai had arrived.
"If this is a martial arts, maybe Gu Xi is the red-clothed swordsman who will die after doing all the bad things. β
A journalist wrote this in his column.
And Chi Chi, who appeared in white hair and black clothes on such a snowy night, with people, with the slaughter and coldness of midnight, like a mastermind behind the scenes, the agitator of all the wind and waves in the rivers and lakes, she is probably not a bad person, but in the eyes of many people, she is not a pure good person.
Because she took the bruised swordsman and told everyone that they could solve their problems with her.
Leaving them behind, the 'Justice League' was intimidated by the momentum, and could only murmur twice to watch them disappear into the night again. β
People who use the pen are always exaggerated, they are entangled in the turn of the situation, they are lost in the change of atmosphere, and what they write often has their own emotional filter.
In fact, Chi Chi just rubbed her face and walked into the hall after getting out of the car, Gu Xi lowered her head to play the game, she finally played five hundred points this time, and she was a little reluctant to stop.
"Let's go, what are you tossing in the middle of the night, I'll go back and cook some noodles for you to eat." β
Chi Chi's eyes were red (sleepy), his expression was cold (windy), and his black down jacket had scattered white snowflakes.
"I couldn't stand up. β
Gu Xi looked up pitifully and said to Chi Chi.
"I injured my waist during filming, but I can't hold you, or let the bodyguard give you a princess hug. β
Looking at Gu Xi's appearance, Chi Chi raised his eyebrows, and a little smile appeared on his face.
"Oh, then no. β
Gu Xi grabbed the mobile phone with one hand and the other hand was naturally in Chi Chi's hand and stood up, she wore a pair of seven-point shoes today, but she was still a little shorter than Chi Chi who was wearing sneakers.
"Are you getting taller again?"
"I'm young, and I'm not done yet. β
"Where it should be developed, it doesn't develop, and where it shouldn't, it comes suddenly......"
Gu Xi glanced at Chi Chi's chest, his eyes full of contempt.
Chi Chi ignored her, took out a pair of sunglasses from his pocket and handed them to Gu Xi.
"What's wrong? It's early in the morning, and you're still wearing sunglasses?"
"Your eyes are swollen now. β
Gu Xi took the sunglasses and looked at his appearance through the reflection of the lenses, and put the glasses on silently.
"What kind of noodles do you eat?"
"Instant noodles, with eggs. β
"You'll get fat if you eat it so late. β
"Aren't you out of the circle, and you're still afraid of getting fat?"
"Oh...... So what are we going to eat tomorrow?"
"Eat whatever you want. β
"That's good, I haven't eaten chocolate cake in years. β
The two of them chatted and walked out, as if they were walking in the corridor home, a group of reporters were taking pictures and asking, Chi Chi turned a blind eye, Gu Xi who was wearing sunglasses was smiling, and people no longer knew what she was thinking.
"You're filming a play directed by Stanley, aren't you? That role was mine. β
"Well, what a coincidence. β
"What a coincidence, you're stealing my role. β
"Then add an extra piece of luncheon meat to the noodles?"
ββ¦β¦ Yes. β
Escorted by bodyguards, the two men left like this, leaving some people standing in place, leaving many more people staring at the computer screen with red eyes.
Gu Xi is here, Gu Xi is all kinds of revelations!
Chi Chi returned to China, and Chi Chi said that she helped Gu Xi!
Pool is late to the scene!
Chi Chi and Gu Xi are leaving?!
Why are they gone?!
This night, everyone was excited and tired, beating gongs and drums waiting for a gorgeous opening of the scene, and they also heard a sound after the collapse on the stage reached the apex, but in the end, they only felt empty in their hearts.
Everything was like a road covered in snow in silence, empty and empty, only ruts, winding into the unknown depths of the night.
Maybe on an evening like this, it's better to cook a bowl of noodles, put an egg, a few pieces of luncheon meat, and eat and chat with friends who can chat...... I don't know why, but many people think so.
In the car that was far away from the hustle and bustle, Chi Chi and Gu Xi tilted their heads and fell asleep. 166 Reading Network