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"Yafu," seeing Qin Yafu who had stopped, Lin Zihang couldn't help but sit on the side of the 'bed' and gently comb her messy hair with his fingers, "You say, don't you want me in the days when I'm not by your side?" Why do you hate me like this when you see me? ”

Qin Yafu sighed secretly in her heart, where does hatred come from without love? Looks like he still doesn't understand!

"I admit that I followed you last night, I didn't want to, I tried to restrain myself for five years not to bother you, we went our separate ways, and we were all right, I knew that you were living well and happy without me, but just when I thought I could give up, I met you again, what do you say I should do? One after another, you can even meet a meal......"

"Shut up!" Qin Yafu interrupted him with hatred, as soon as she said that she was even more angry when she said that she was eating, she covered her ears with her hands, and said hatefully: "I don't care, you can do whatever you like, in short, you are a 'bastard' who doesn't distinguish between right and wrong, black and white 'bastard', I don't want to see you, never!" ”

"Are you willing?" Lin Zihang slowly asked this sentence, "When you saw me and Nian Yue together, why were you so desperate in your eyes?" Sometimes I also think, maybe there is really no good fate between us, stumbling through three years, and then there is a five-year separation, what I can't understand is, why have you lived better than me in these five years? This is not fair, the same feeling, why do you say let it go? ”

Qin Yafu gritted her teeth and didn't let herself make a sound, she refused to sue him for the pain of her thoughts in the past five years. {We don't write novels, we're just web text porters - (hua). The update is so fast.

"Five years ago, during the Mid-Autumn Festival, I wanted to go to you, but you had a concubine with Lan Haijun and had a very happy chat, and I endured it; On the fifteenth day of the first month of the second year, when it was snowing heavily, I rushed over, but I saw the beautiful ice lantern scene, the two of you hugging each other, why are you so eager to get away from me? ”

"What's the 'mess'?" After Qin Yafu asked, she finally figured out why the first time she received a call from an unfamiliar number rang so many times, sure enough, it was him, it seemed that he had wanted to contact him, but when he was on the phone with Lan Haijun, he deliberately called the two of them for verification, and then chose to give up as a matter of course.

There is also the ice lantern exhibition, it is pitiful, she just went to Harbin on the fifteenth day of the first month of the second year, the goose 'feathers' snow flew all over the sky, but the colleagues were enthusiastic, they were the first time to spend the winter there, everyone was full of strong interest in the ice lantern, and she was not pulled to go shopping. Read the full text of the latest chapter

Of course, that was also the only time she visited the lantern exhibition, and after that, she refused to go again under the excuse of being busy, because she couldn't forget the agreement she had made with Xin Ran, Yuan Yuan, and Bai Yu when she was with Lin Zihang before.

No matter how beautiful the 'flower' lamps in front of her are, they are all cold and ruthless, and you can see thousands of lights everywhere, but which one is the one waiting for her behind? Although she was not desperate at that time, she already understood that according to his urgent 'sex', most of the time should have worn out his enthusiasm for more than half a year.

What Qin Yafu didn't know was that it was Lin Zihang who finally made up his mind and rushed there after she left in a bad mood, he wanted to find her.

However, when Lin Zihang saw Qin Yafu and Lan Haijun from a distance from the bustling crowd enjoying the lanterns with a calm and warm face, his heart hesitated again, so he endured it for half a year, just because she hated the restraints she brought her, she said that she was unhappy with him, and now, she was clearly happy, blame, he didn't know a few people who walked with them, and he was determined that only the two of them walked together in this lantern show.

At this time, someone happened to bump into Qin Yafu, Lan Haijun reached out to hug him, who knows, his feet slipped, and the two of them fell together, and Lan Haijun still used himself at the critical moment.

If it was in the past, seeing the two people so close, Lin Zihang would have been furious, rushed up to beat Lan Haijun, and then took Qin Yafu away, but now, he only felt that he was not qualified, it turned out that he had always been conceited, thinking that he was the only person who could give her happiness, but after going through so much, he felt that in fact, anyone could make her happier than him.

The snow 'flowers' in the sky were getting bigger and bigger, and the oncoming north wind was blowing cold in people's hearts, and Lin Zihang finally left sadly.

This trip to Harbin contributed to Lin Zihang's determination to go to Shanghai, and from then on, he did not dare to inquire about her except for frequent phone calls to disturb her.

If it comes to the issue of children, including the matter of Lan Haijun, there are many people he can ask, Zoom's 'wife', the Ning sisters, and Bai Yu all keep in touch with her, even if these people refuse to sue him because of their good relationship with her, as well as Xin Ran's wife Yuan Yuan, and his classmate 'Hua' Ran.

But Lin Zihang insisted on not asking, he wanted to live a life that faded out of her like that, but he couldn't do it, especially five years later, at that crossroads, when he met her walking lightly and smilingly leading the little girl through, all his self-deception fell apart, how could that beautiful and warm little 'woman' let him go?

Because of this, Lin Zihang rescued her in time when she was in distress in the sea, but he didn't know how to say this, he had been separated for too long, and what he could say seemed to be a lot, but he didn't know where to start.

Qin Yafu's eyes were always closed, and tears slowly welled up, she never thought that he had come to her so closely, but he refused to step forward to say hello to herself, he wouldn't know, if he was willing to take a few more steps at that time, she would leave with him without hesitation, no matter what work she had, no matter what resentment, she was so lonely, she just wanted to stay with him at that time.

It's a pity that the things that were missed have changed their flavor when they are said again, and the two of them were silent for a while.

"Japhe, you seem to have a fever, do you have a thermometer? I'll give you a measure. When Lin Zihang helped her wipe away her tears, he finally felt that her body temperature was a little abnormal.

"It's okay, no." Qin Yafu turned her face sideways, she didn't know what else to say, would there be any results for the two of them to get to this day? Why should he continue to pretend to be concerned?

"Then I'll go get you some hot water." Lin Zihang remembered that she had a small water dispenser in the living room, he found two water cups, connected the hot water, poured it back and forth, and waited for the water temperature to cool down before bringing it in.

At this time, Qin Yafu had already wiped away her tears, regained her previous coldness, took the cup and thanked her, then lowered her eyes and ignored him, she only hoped that he could leave quickly.

Lin Zihang didn't care about her attitude, walked outside, and washed out a few clothes that she had soaked in the basin.

Qin Yafu knew that it was useless to stop her, so she stopped talking and went down to the ground to continue to pack up other things.

After Lin Zihang dried his clothes, he turned to look at her: "Have you eaten in the morning?" Do you want me to do something for you? ”

"Don't eat it." Qin Yafu still refused.

"Then, I'll go first." Lin Zihang thought about it, but he also felt bored, he missed each other when he couldn't see each other, and when he met, he made a fuss, but it was still such a result, it was better to take the initiative to leave before she was annoyed.

"Okay." Qin Yafu had no intention of staying, stood up and came to the 'door'.

"Don't you just want me to stay with you a little longer?" Lin Zihang endured it for a long time, but he still couldn't hold back this breath, "Is it in your eyes, any man can come here, but I shouldn't come?" ”

"Whatever you want." Qin Yafu's tone was indifferent, she didn't know what to say, this man was not bad, but he had just admitted that he was ready to give up on himself, and if he was entangled with him, wouldn't it be boring to be self-deprecating.

"That's right," Qin Yafu suddenly stopped Lin Zihang after he walked out of the 'door', "Don't come downstairs in the future, especially don't sleep in the car." ”

Lin Zihang listened to her stop himself, and his heart was happy, but he didn't expect to hear this incident next, and he couldn't help but become more irritable, he waved his hand and sneered: "My life or death has nothing to do with you, what kind of good person!" ”

After that, Lin Zihang strode away.

Qin Yafu looked at his back in a daze, and suddenly remembered the sentence: "It's better not to see each other than to see each other", you can still be lovesick if you don't see each other, but you don't know how to get along when you see it.

After Lin Zihang left, Qin Yafu went back to the 'bed' and squinted, feeling that her physical condition was better, so she went to the children's mall, thinking about buying a few more clothes for Yaya, now Zhou Jiani is at home with the children, and there is less time to come out, and in a blink of an eye, it is time for the change of seasons, so prepare some for the children first.

"Japherd?"

A voice as crisp as a yellow warbler sounded, Qin Yafu felt extremely familiar, and when she looked back, she saw Nian Yue sitting on a rest chair next to a baby 'bed' beckoning to her.

"Buying clothes for the kids?" Nian Yue smiled brightly in spring, and such a vivid beauty immediately attracted the envy of the surrounding eyes.

"Well, what are you ......" Qin Yafu replied casually, her eyes looking at Nian Yue's lower abdomen.

"Haha, hate, don't look at me like that." Nian Yue covered her lower abdomen with both hands, and laughed coquettishly, "Not yet, it's just that I'm not young, but I should have planned it early." ”

"Are you getting married?" Qin Yafu's expression darkened, and her eyes searched for Lin Zihang's figure everywhere.

"Don't look for it, he's not here." Nian Yue smiled sweetly, "Let's sit down and talk for a while." ”

At this time, the attentive salesperson brought over a glass of juice: "Please use it slowly." ”

"Such a good treatment?" Qin Yafu was taken aback, she didn't expect that the children's shopping mall respected customers so much, and she usually visited the shopping mall, including the "golden" beauty, and when the customers entered the store to rest, they would only give a glass of boiled water

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