"Bang!"

Ms. Lu outside the door was taken aback.

It was Wen Luning smashing the computer desk with his fist.

"What did you say?!"

Chi Chi smiled slightly, daring to send supper in the dark film and television city, daring to wait for the drama in the group performances with complex attributes, and daring to beg for a life alone without memory.

Will she be afraid of a coward who doesn't dare to move when she sees her friends fighting with others?!

"I said, Lin Qiu died, she died in order to stop being dominated by violent tendencies, in order to keep herself from becoming a person like her father! ”

Chi Chi stood up and carefully placed the noodle bowl in his hand in a safer position. Thanks to the pair of five-centimeter wedges sponsored by Gu Xi, she is now taller than Wen Luning.

"I not only said that Lin Qiu is dead, I also want to say that what you miss is not the living Lin Qiu at all, you are remembering your youth that you have someone to protect, you don't care if the person who protects you is painful, you don't care what kind of desire she has, even if you write a script called Remembering Her, when you edit, you still subconsciously put yourself in front of Lin Qiu! I said, what do you want?"

"I ......" Wen Lu's chest kept rising and falling, he wanted to yell at Chi Chi, wanted to break something, but he couldn't say anything, he never said anything.

Chi Chi grabbed the mouse and pressed it to make the video quickly retreat, Lin Qiu's fist was withdrawn, and her dance bloomed brilliantly in the azaleas...... Eventually, the scene returned to the beginning of the movie, with Lin Qiu's eyes closed peacefully.

"Why do you think I'm here? I don't care about the salary, I don't care about the cost of time and energy, I don't care that you, the director and screenwriter, are a giant baby, I don't care about anything, it's because of Lin Qiu. ”

The girl pointed to her face on the screen, it was a face that belonged to Chi Chi herself, but her soul was surnamed Lin Mingqiu.

"Lin Qiu is the kindest and most powerful girl I have ever seen, she can be beaten all over her body in the dark, she will still protect you in the sun, she is dead ...... such a girl"

Those bright, always smiling eyes were flushed at this time.

When he saw the script for the first time, Chi Chi felt a great despair.

That was the despair that belonged to Lin Qiu.

For a teenage girl, the beating from her father, the indifference from her mother, and the prejudice from her peers have become the straw that crushes her, she has suffered domestic violence since she was a child, but she has grown into a girl who looks independent and strong, willing to protect Wen Luning, who looks weak, even if it is dark around, she is still willing to seize those opportunities that look bright, so when she got the qualification to go to dance school, she made up her mind to change herself, and become a " Someone as decent and elegant as a dance teacher".

As a result, the so-called dance school is a dream that cannot be realized at all, her father will only beat her, and her mother only says to her: "You are your father's child, you ask him for money", she herself has mental problems, and her classmates and teachers regard her as a violent maniac who can hurt people. The teenage Lin Qiu didn't know how to redeem herself, but she did the only thing that seemed to her to keep herself from becoming like her father

-- Death.

"She chose to die herself, also because she is kind and strong, if she is not kind and strong, she can let herself be dominated by those bad things, as long as she no longer acts as 'Lin Qiu' and becomes 'her' in the eyes of others, she can live...... You didn't save her at the beginning, but now you subconsciously want her to give up the last good things in her life to cater to you?"

Wen Luning's hands were trembling, there were some things that no one said to him, and there were some things he hadn't thought about, but his heart was real at the moment, and his panic was real, which also made him even more weak and frightened.

"I didn't!"

"Don't say it to me, you say it to her. Chi Chi's hand was still pointing at the computer, "If you dare to say that you don't, I'll apologize to you, and if you don't say a word about the movie, you say!"

Wen Luning opened his mouth, but found that he couldn't say anything else to refute, something rolled in his chest, and finally precipitated the scum that he could ignore.

"You say!" the girl slapped the table heavily, her voice was far louder than Wen Luning's just now, and her momentum was even stronger.

Wen Luning looked at "Lin Qiu" on the computer screen, and slowly sat down on the bed.

Chi Chi took a deep breath, she could feel the blood vessels in her forehead beating suddenly, watching the man hold her head and not speak, she wanted to beat him hard.

If it weren't for Lin Qiu.

If it weren't for the fact that she was here, she would be Lin Qiu, and Lin Qiu would be her.

After experiencing Lin Qiu's short life, Chi Chi was affected more than she imagined, Lin Qiu would not beat Wen Luning in order to vent her anger at this time, and she would not either.

It's a pity.

Chi Chi turned around and picked up her scallion oil noodles, there were still two mouthfuls of noodles and a chicken leg left in it, she finished the noodles slowly, facing Wen Luning, it would only make her lose her appetite, she really couldn't eat the sauce chicken thighs in the bowl that tasted pretty good.

Holding the chicken leg with sauce in two fingers, she took a deep breath and said to Wen Luning:

"Lin Qiu chose to die in order not to become a person dominated by violent tendencies, I am not praising her choice of death, if I can, I hope that there has never been such a tragedy as Lin Qiu in the world, but I appreciate her strong soul that borders on arrogance. Before today, I thought that our film was inheriting the chilling beauty of her short life, but now I realize that I am the only one who inherits this idea. ”

Wen Luning was silent, there was a little dark mark on his pants, it was his tears dripping down.

"I really want to beat you, why did you become like this. It's a pity, I'm Lin Qiu, I won't beat you just because I think you hate it, don't worry. ”

After saying this, Chi Chi turned around and left his room.

This passage is a line in Wen Luning's script, and it is also a dialogue in his memory.

Lin Qiu at that time, the Lin Qiu who wouldn't beat his friends.

Lin Qiu at that time, the Lin Qiu who protected himself.

Lin Qiu at that time...... She was able to save herself, and when she was beaten, did she also hope that someone would save her?

Strong and kind, she is so strong and kind, is it just once, even once, if I can protect her, will she not die?

The man let out a painful wail in his room, and on the computer screen, the girl's sleeping face was so peaceful.

Outside the room, his mother looked at him with tears in her eyes and leaning against the door frame.

"Cry, cry enough, know that it hurts, and it's time to grow up. ”

Chi Chi dragged his suitcase and nibbled on chicken thighs with sauce and lived in a nearby hotel-style apartment.

Sitting on the bay window of the room, she didn't move for a long time.

There are some "little evils" that are so trivial that they may only be seen as "unkind" by many people, but they accumulate and eventually kill people.

Just like Wen Luning's movie, that little bit of beautification of Lin Qiu is nothing in the eyes of others, but it is indeed tarnishing Lin Qiu as a person, and it can even be said that he has turned his back on Lin Qiu's soul.

The pinprick pain was in Chi Chi's heart, and she didn't know who she was hurting for.

Is it Lin Qiu, or is it a movie that should have been better?

At two o'clock in the morning, she was woken up by the sound of a phone.

Wen Luning's voice came from the phone, with a wonderful excitement: "Chi Chi, let's go shoot the ending of the movie!"

"Good. Chi Chi agreed without hesitation.

The filming point of the ending, Wen Luning chose the roof of his house.

"Don't wear a school uniform, if you don't have a nice dress, come with one. Wen Luning instructed Chi Chi on the phone.

Chi Chi looked at his suitcase, rubbed his eyes and said, "Yes, but I'm afraid we have to add a sponsor's name to the end of our movie." ”

The beautiful skirt is an international brand endorsed by Gu Xi, and the price is probably enough for her to eat chicken thighs in sauce for a few years.

The sky was pitch black, and at three o'clock in the morning, the legendary pre-dawn darkness.

Wen Luning didn't rush to start filming, he asked Chi Chi a question: "What does it feel like to be beaten?"

Time and time again, he watched Lin Qiu fight for him, and when he thought about it, he had never really been beaten.

This question is really difficult to answer, and Chi Chi laughed briefly: "Probably it hurts?"

"I know......" Wen Luning was silent for a moment, "I have caused you a lot of trouble in this movie, and I still have to trouble you again." ”

The man lay on his back on the roof of the house, like a sacrifice on an altar.

"Beat me up. He said generously and righteously.

Chi Chi: "...... Good. ”

I've wanted to do it for a long time.

It hurts, it really hurts.

Chi Chi is very heavy, every time she fights, she must make the director who is looking for hardships hurt to be cool, she is ruthless to herself, and of course she will not be soft on others.

Wen Luning hugged her head and rolled on the ground, tears and snot flowing one by one.

Just now, Chi Chi unceremoniously kicked into his people, directly forcing out his tears, he bowed into a shrimp, and he couldn't stop those punches and kicks that hit him.

After playing for more than ten minutes, Chi Chi stopped her hand, and she had to film for a while, and she had to keep her body.

The man lay on the ground for half an hour before he slowly got up.

The pain in his bones, the pain in his flesh, and the pain all over his body even made him forget Lin Qiu for a moment, and in these pains, this man who has always been pampered and protected by others realized that all the cowardice and self-righteousness were really because he had not really hurt it.

"Pain, despair, kindness, and strength, Lin Qiu has these four things, and I finally have ......one of them now."

He chuckled lowly, and as the laughter subsided, he straightened up.

"We ...... Let's shoot. Wen Luning supported himself and set up the camera.

The small generator started, and several lights were lit in turn, and he pointed to the place where the light converged and said to Chi Chi, "You start dancing, right here." ”

Chi Chi changed into a red skirt, the skirt just reached her knees, and the fabric was a little hard, which fit her figure very well.

As soon as he jumped, he was shouted CUT by Wen Luning.

"No, your hair is not good, it's too soft, it shouldn't be the way it is now, can you mess up the ends of your hair a little bit?"

Without saying a word, Chi Chi found scissors and cut her long black hair into a dog-like look.

Wen Luning was silent for a moment, and motioned for Chi Chi to prepare to shoot again.

Lin Qiu dances a high-spirited and fierce modern dance, she likes to listen to music with headphones on her own, and dance her own dance where no one is around.

Chi Chi danced and danced, and she didn't forget to practice her dance moves every day in the days she left Hangzhou, and now she dances more skillfully and naturally than when she was filming before.

Wen Luning slowly approached the girl with a video camera and took a close-up of her.

Focus.

It is the only word that can describe Chi Chi at this moment.

The headphones came out of the enthusiastic music, her body danced with it, and the whole rooftop was like a huge stage, and in the center of the black stage, she was the only light.

Tossing and turning, moving and struggling with hands and feet to reach the things in life that can never be obtained but that haunt the soul.

It was Lin Qiu's desire to get rid of his filthy life.

It is Chi Chi's dream of self-satisfaction in acting again and again.

Jump, jump out of all hope, jump out of all despair.

Who is Lin Qiu? Who is Chi Chi?

Who is it that moans in those lonely and painful nights?

Who are the smiling people in those playful and lively daytime?

Who is it?

Clasp your hands together, slowly open, and with the efforts of the muscles in your waist and abdomen, let your body form a beautiful angle with the ground.

The girl was already sweating profusely, and the sweat was drenching her hair, but she didn't think about stopping at all.

Wen Luning kept watching, patting, catching the girl's occasional glances, those eyes were so beautiful, each one was thrilling, and each one seemed to be accusing or extricating herself.

As he patted, the man suddenly grabbed a camera and ran down, leaving the girl alone on the rooftop to continue dancing.

The sky is getting brighter.

The sunlight pierced the darkness, revealing gray clouds in the sky.

Wen Luning carried the camera and ran from a certain floor of this building to the rooftop over and over again, again and again.

When his camera pans in the dark, who would have thought that at the end of the darkness would be seen such an amazing dance?

Light was spreading on the earth, and behind Chi Chi, the sun was rising, and the red light reflected the lumpy dark clouds into a thick gold.

This stage has become golden, and the girl on this stage, she has gradually become golden.

"Shall I disappear into the brilliant light, or shall I fall into eternal darkness?"

It's something everyone is thinking about.

In Lin Qiu's heart, at this moment, life is darkness, and death is light.

"Shall I let her disappear into the brilliant light, or shall I fall into eternal darkness?"

This is the question that Wen Luning is thinking about.

No...... She had already made her own choice, and my pain had nothing to do with her.

Rushing to the rooftop again, the camera faithfully recorded Wen Luning's own exhausted gasps.

Today is a rare good weather, the sun is about to jump out of the horizon, and in that bright light, the dancing figure of the girl seems to be swallowed by the light.

She fell to the ground exhausted, and in the shot, the slender figure seemed to have embraced the rising sun.

"Lin Qiu!"

Wen Luning forgot that he was still holding the camera in his hand, he ran to Chi Chi and shouted Lin Qiu's name.

The girl lay panting on the ground, unable to move.

The man cautiously tested her snort with his hand, causing Chi Chi to gasp and laugh.

"If it's not enough, I'm probably going to have a day off. ”

"It's over. After saying that, Wen Luning also lay on the rooftop, ignoring the cameras and lights that were still on.

At this time, it was already half past six in the morning.

The city has woken up and doesn't know that last night, two young people were going crazy in some secluded corner.

"I will disappear into the light, I am a fairy tale dancing elephant, you can let me die in your dreams, just don't make me give up my yearning. ”