Since it's Chinese New Year's Eve, there is no doubt that the family is happy. The servants poured wine one by one, and Jin Shi'an wanted to drink it when he saw that it was a good bottle of wine, but he couldn't help but look at his boss Nan's laser gun-like eyes, and suddenly coaxed, and waved his hand at the servant: "I don't drink, let's have a glass of juice." ”

"Okay, if you are determined enough, you can quit drinking. Si Yuan was quite impressed.

Jin Shi'an was bitter, before he came, Sinan said that a glass of wine ran ten kilometers, it's not that he can't drink it, let's look at it himself. In this winter, let alone running ten kilometers outdoors, one kilometer is punished, and he is still bragging about it: "This little thing is nothing." ”

He changed his mind and changed his past, which made Si Shenmo's attitude towards him also change greatly. This night, Jin Shi'an stayed at Si's house and set off guns together, he and Sinan were orphans, only staying here, there was still a little sense of home. Seeing that he was sad, Sinan walked over and stood beside him, looking up at the brilliant fireworks in the sky together, as if saying to himself: "The road of life must always be walked by yourself......"

Jin Shi'an's body moved slightly, his heart felt something, and he couldn't help but look down at Si Nan beside him, Si Nan didn't look at him, just looked up at the vast night sky in the temperate winter, and then said: "Suffering and loneliness are the essence of life, thinking of this, I try my best to live happily, and I can't live up to life." The worse it is, the more arrogant I will be, and the better it will feel, don't you believe you try?"

"Sinan, why are you pulling me?"

"Because, in you, I see who I used to be. Sinan turned his head, starry eyes full of infinite hope to look at Jin Shi'an, "While self-exile and self-hatred, we don't get the desired happiness and liberation from the fall, this feeling is too bad, isn't it? Then why do we continue to do it? There is no reason to continue to be unhappy." What do you say?"

"Yes, I feel like I'm slowly healing from a serious illness, weak but feeling better. It feels so much better. ”

The bell rings to say goodbye to the old and welcome the new, and the secluded high-end villa area is also noisy like never before, and every family is celebrating. The grand fireworks show specially arranged by the property of the community also began, and everyone stopped talking, looking up at the fireworks exploding in the night sky amid the roar of firecrackers, like an unreachable dream, so beautiful that any words lost their meaning.

In the second half of the night, Sinan slept exceptionally peacefully, she found a corner in her heart, buried Chen Kaize in it, and viciously covered it with thick soil, in case he jumped out to cheat the corpse on a night when the moon was like practice, Sinan was also ready to grit his teeth and die.

On this night, Chen Kaize did not return to his home in the United States to reunite with his parents as usual, and he did not think of Lucy, who stood lonely in front of the floor-to-ceiling window where he could pick the stars, facing the flourishing fireworks in the sky, silently resisting the onset of heartache. During this time, his left arm often felt tired and weak, when he typed on the keyboard, his fingers could not keep up with the train of thought, and he went to have a check-up, and the doctor told him to pay attention to rest and relaxation, and avoid working at the desk for a long time. That day at the gym, he suddenly couldn't hold the barbell with his left hand, and almost shook his foot, which made him frightened, but except for weakness and exhaustion, there were no other symptoms, which made him even more uneasy.