Chapter 8: The Death of the Past 2
Entering the courtyard gate, in addition to the flowers and plants that were stuffy by the sultry weather, there was also the two-storey luxury villa facing the courtyard gate, and the most eye-catching thing was the stout old locust tree standing on the left side of the courtyard and obliquely facing the villa gate.
I don't know how old the old locust tree is, but it takes two adults to hug its thick trunk. And the branches and leaves of the old locust tree were even more luxuriant, covering almost half of the yard, and some branches and leaves had grown to the top of the villa.
If it is a hot summer, this old locust tree is a good place to cool off.
That day, the misty drizzle at that time did not wet the place where the luxuriant branches and leaves of the old locust tree were covered, but only a shallow circle around the place where the old locust tree was shading.
On the back of the thick trunk of the old locust tree, about two meters above the ground, there was a hole the size of a fist, and I don't know how it formed, and there was a small hollow place in the tree hole, which was found by Meng Yu when he was a child when he was playfully climbing the tree.
That day, Leng Qing took a fluke and reached into the tree hole, expecting that the habit of Mongolian language had not changed for so many years, and expecting that she had left her a clue of only a few words.
That day, Leng Qing took out a somewhat old diary in a sealed bag from the hole of the old locust tree, as well as a suicide note.
That day, when Leng Qing took out the diary from the sealed bag, opened it, and looked at the pages of the diary notes, she had the idea of hating Mengyu.
However, when Leng Qing saw the last page of the diary and saw the handwriting on the printed page that was blurred with tears, all of Leng Qing's hatred for the Mongolian language was completely wiped out at that moment, and it turned to the outpouring hatred for the beast and the distress for the Mongolian language.
Leng Qing will never forget the words that made her heart-rending that day, she saw on the last page of her diary.
That day, Leng Qing looked at the contents of the last page of the diary word by word, tears couldn't stop falling, wetting the diary in her hand, and in her heart, blood was already flowing like a river-
I know I'm selfish, I know I shouldn't have robbed Qingqing's fiancé, but I love Ho-hyun, I love him very much, and I've been in love with him since the first time I met him. I have never loved someone so much as this time, so loving that I can give my part for Haoxian!
Qingqing said that Haoxian is very good, Qingqing also said that Haoxian is a good man who is self-motivated, and Qingqing also said a lot of things about Haoxian. I didn't want to regret it later, so I hesitated for a long time, and when I finally mustered up the courage to confess to Haoxian, Haoxian agreed to me, and I was so happy at that time that I couldn't put it into words.
At that time, I asked Haoxian, what about Qingqing? You are already engaged to Qingqing! Haoxian said that he would explain the matter between us to Qingqing, and would try to make Qingqing accept the matter between us, because the person he loves now is me. And Haoxian also promised me that he would give me happiness and make me one of the happiest women in the world.
Because Haoxian is really good to me, I have always believed in Haoxian, I believe that Haoxian will give me the happiness I have been looking forward to, and I believe that Haoxian will give me and my children a good home and a good future. However, it was not until yesterday that I realized how naïve and ridiculous I was!
Yesterday, Haoxian told me that he had never told Qingqing about what happened between us, and even told me to go to the hospital to kill the child myself! That was not only my child, but also his child! How could he bear to ask me to kill our child with my own hands!
I refused, and I said that I would definitely give birth to the child! Haoxian replied to me: "Even if you give birth to the child, I will not admit it, let alone admit that you were once my woman, and I am just playing with you." Because compared to you, Leng Qing has more interests for me, and you are good for nothing except that your family has money!"
At that moment, my heart ached, it turned out that I was just an object of play for Haoxian! It turned out that I was really just "one of Haoxian". After the pain, I realized how wrong I had been, and if I had the chance to do it all over again, I would never make the same mistake again. But it won't and can't do it again!
If Haoxian just abandoned me, then it would be fine, but Haoxian abandoned it together, and the child in my womb who was only more than a month old! The child is not wrong! Why should an innocent child suffer this!!
But Qingqing, if Qingqing knew what I did, would Qingqing forgive me? If Qingqing is not willing to forgive me, what should I do? I have lost the person I love, I can't and don't want to lose Qingqing, the only good friend and good sister!
Yesterday, Haoxian said that if I * Qingqing might forgive me, really? If that's the case, then I'm willing!
At the end of the diary, the word that was blurred by tears, Leng Qing knew that it was a "death" word.
Did she think she would forgive her if she died? She, Leng Qing, would never forgive a fool who didn't know how to cherish her life!
And on the suicide note, only a few short paragraphs were written:
Qingqing, I know that the first person to see this suicide note must be you, because you are so smart and know me a qiē.
Qingqing, the person I am most sorry for is you, I have failed to live up to your kindness to me and trust me. I know I'm wrong, wrong, so please don't be angry with me and don't hate me, okay? I know, you're so smart, sooner or later you'll find out about my pregnancy, and you'll know whose child it is, and I really don't have the face to face you anymore.
In this life, I can only leave with regret. I will exchange my death for your forgiveness.
Please tell my parents, I'm gone, I'm sorry for them, they gave birth to me, but I can't support them in their old age, it's my unfilial piety. After I leave, please don't be sad, let alone sad, this is my own sin, there is no need for them to be sad or sad for me.
If there is really a next life, I am willing to use my qiē to repay the mistakes I have committed in this life, and I only hope that you can forgive me.
Mongolian language is unique.
That day, when Leng Qing handed over the diary and suicide note to the police with tears in her eyes, she didn't feel the slightest joy of revenge.
Growing up with Leng Qing, Meng Yu, who loved Leng Qing like her own sister, committed suicide; Meng's mother, who loved Leng Qing like her own daughter, suffered from depression because she couldn't bear the heavy blow of losing her daughter suddenly, and she was listless every day.
Later, every time Leng Qing went to visit Meng's mother in the hospital, she would see Meng's mother talking to herself in the air, and sometimes Meng's mother would pull Leng Qing and ask: "Do you know where my family Mengmeng went?" She said to go out for a walk, why hasn't she come back yet? If she doesn't come back, her favorite braised pork will be cold!"
How many times, hearing Mother Meng ask herself like this, Leng Qing could only cry silently, and then endured the heartache to deceive Mother Meng and herself: "Meng Meng is coming back soon, you wait for her to come back, she will come back......"
When Leng Qing visited Meng's mother in the hospital for the last time, Meng's mother's attending doctor told Leng Qing that Meng's mother had suffered from severe mental depression and had no possibility of recovery, and that her condition would only get worse and worse, and that all they could do was to try their best to take care of Meng's mother and prevent her from self-harming and committing suicide due to mental depression. And Meng's father, who loves Leng Qing the most, also disappeared on the day after Meng Yu was buried.
The happiness that Leng Qing has, the warmth of home that Leng Qing has, and all the ...... that Leng Qing has been trying to protect On that day, at that moment, at that moment, all the qiē was ruined, and all of them were gone! And all of them were because of that beast, no, a man who was worse than a beast.
Compared to the pain in Leng Qing's heart, compared to the Mongolian family of three, Leng Qing felt that even if that man who was inferior to the beast died a hundred times and a thousand times, it was not enough! Hate! Leng Qing really hated! Leng Qing couldn't wait to cut that beast with a thousand knives and throw it into the mountains to feed the wild dogs! Even so, it was not enough to relieve the hatred in Leng Qing's heart!
The Mongolian family was harmed like this by the beast called Chen Haoxian, but Leng Qing couldn't avenge the three members of the Mongolian family with her own hands, at that moment, Leng Qing hated herself, but she was helpless. Because no matter how much she hates it, Leng Qing clearly knows what it means to "abide by the law".
Leng Qing actually gave Chen Haoxian and Meng Yu a chance and gave them time to deal with things.
After discovering the relationship between Chen Haoxian and Meng Yu, Leng Qing has been waiting for the day when they confess to her. She's been so smart since she was a child, her fiancé is with her best sister, how could she not notice it?
At that time, although Leng Qing knew that Chen Haoxian might not love Mongolian language so much, Leng Qing naively thought that Chen Haoxian and Mongolian would be moved by the sincerity of Mongolian language after getting along for a long time, so he sincerely treated Mongolian language and loved Mongolian language. But what happened later made Leng Qing deeply realize that she was really too naïve.
For Leng Qing, love can never compare to family affection, this time the love is gone, there will be the next love, but if the family is gone, it is really gone.
Maybe it's because she's really cold, she doesn't love Chen Haoxian so much, because she never pins her hopes on anyone, including lovers, so love is dispensable in her eyes. Therefore, even if Chen Haoxian is Leng Qing's fiancé, as long as Meng Yu speaks, Leng Qing will never have the slightest objection and will agree to them being together. So she never thought about exposing them, she chose to wait, waiting for them to confess to her.
However, what Leng Qing was waiting for was not Chen Haoxian and Mengyu's confession, but the news that Mengyu committed suicide by jumping off a building with the child in her womb! )