Su Yiqing said indifferently: "There is no right or wrong in many things in life, I am willing to be an ordinary person, but things have been finding me, I don't kill Boren Boren because of death, I can't hide after all, I don't want to hide, everything has cause and effect, I don't want to be like this, I am also innocent and implicated, I can't sit and wait for death, from the day I married Lian Yufeng, I have already paid off what I owe to the Su family."

"You owe the Su family?" Zhao Boyang said, "Isn't this marriage something you are willing to make?"

"Are you talking about being willing to give? No, I'm not that kind of person, I just don't like to owe people something. Su Yiqing paused, remembered Xin'er, and said, "Of course, it's not all for the Su family, remember when I came to the door late at night, please help save my maid who was bitten by a snake?"

Of course Zhao Boyang remembers, it seems that from that time, Su Yiqing has lost hope in him, he thought that revealing the truth of the poisonous snake incident could save a little, but now that he thinks about it, the idea at that time was really naïve, liking someone is not to uncover her scars and let her face things that she can't face.

"Mrs. Zhou wants me to die." Su Yiqing said indifferently, "You can actually guess a little bit of the reason, there are some things I don't want to explain, and I can't explain clearly, but I didn't know at the time, I just thought that there was a person in this world who was willing to die to save me, and I naturally had to save her, I had no other way, and I didn't want to force others, so there was only one way." ”

Zhao Boyang closed his eyes and said, "Break into the palace and steal treasures?"

Later, the maid was fine, he vaguely guessed a little, but he couldn't believe it.

Su Yiqing said: "It's almost, but I can't even tell the difference between the southeast and northwest of the palace, I don't know where the treasure house is, it's impossible to steal secretly, I can only ask someone, to ask Queen Xu, Queen Xu is indeed a strange woman, she agreed to my exchange conditions." If others are in need, as long as it does not violate morality, I will definitely serve my life, and later. She found me and put forward the condition that she marry Lian Yufeng, and I couldn't refuse. ”

"That's how it is." Zhao Boyang sighed, "Now do you think that Empress Xu is harming the Su family?" Because you broke the agreement by running away?"

Su Yiqing shook her head, "No, I told Queen Xu that as long as I married, the deal would be completed, and I could find a chance to escape, and she would help to protect the people around me." But maybe I'm really a broom star, and misfortune happens to anyone who comes close to me. ”

"What happened to you after that?" Zhao Boyang asked.

Su Yiqing's face darkened a little, and she said softly, "What else can there be?" After being held hostage, I knew I couldn't go back, and I certainly didn't want to go back to that place of depression and despair. I wanted to go a few times before, but I couldn't make up my mind, I had too many concerns, and when this happened, I had no other choice but to go hard, I knew that a woman was dangerous and abnormal when she was alone. No matter how much you imagine, you can't compare to your own experience...... But it's all in the past, no matter how difficult a person is, he has to live, suicide is detrimental to yin morality, and I am afraid of retribution in the next life. ”

"You've been alone?" After Zhao Boyang finished speaking, he felt that this was a bit misleading, so he said. "I mean, you're going to keep doing it from now on?"

"What can be done otherwise?" Su Yiqing smiled bitterly, "Actually, I'm afraid of being lonely and growing old, I can't move when I'm old, and I'm still alone." No one cares, I'm scared when I think about it, I also want to have a home, have children and daughters, but I can't just find a man to marry, even if I want to, unless I deceive, otherwise I know my identity, there are really few people who dare to marry, and the rest have no intentions, my life, I really don't understand why it got to this point, this can say that this is all fate, and I can't complain about God, compared to those who have nothing and suffered a lot from birth, I was born in a rich township, clothes to reach out for food to open my mouth, and complain that it is indeed not right, it is I who do not fight, Now I'm at a dead end again, I want to fight, but I'm really sorry, you're right, everyone has the right to choose, I shouldn't have instigated you to risk the destruction of the Nine Clans to do such a rebellious thing, hearing the news of the accident in Yuanping Bofu, I thought I could bear it, but it turned out to be more difficult than I thought, so I shouldn't force others, I'm sorry. ”

Su Yiqing bowed solemnly, turned around and prepared to leave.

"Wait, what are you going to do?" Zhao Boyang felt that her words were like a farewell.

Su Yiqing said: "If you have your insistence, then even if this matter is over, I can't act as if I don't know anything, so I want to go back to the stable to see how the Su family is doing."

"Isn't it dangerous for you to go back to the stable?" Zhao Boyang said, "Empress Xu is not a simple character, she may still find a way to use you." ”

Su Yiqing said gloomily: "That's no way, I don't have anywhere else to go, and there is one more thing I forgot to tell you, I was in Yunzhou when Yunzhou City was broken, you know Zhang Qifeng, right?" He is the person of King Ping, they want to rebel against you, they know my identity, they want to use me, I also have a few friends in Yunzhou, this time it is really going to affect them, oh! I forgot to say that although Jing Gang is a thief, but in a certain way, he is a good person, and he is not willing to take such a road, after I leave, you can also leave, don't embarrass others. ”

Zhao Boyang watched Su Yiqing leave gloomily, and before stepping out of the door, Su Yiqing didn't look back, and said, "I hope this is the last time we will meet."

Zhao Boyang's heart shook suddenly, he knew that Su Yiqing didn't say that he hated him, or hated him for not seeing each other because of this, but that there were no pleasant memories between the two, and if they could avoid it, they should avoid meeting, and when they couldn't avoid it, they usually couldn't help themselves, or a big misfortune happened, so it was a blessing for both parties to not see him.

In the final analysis, he owes her again, and his family grievances can be said to be the matter of the elders, but this woman is a debt owed by him all his life, and a tragedy is due to his thoughts, young and naïve, impulsively asking for marriage and committing a mistake, if it weren't for his appearance, she might have really lived a life in the ancient Buddha of the nunnery, in the eyes of the year, this was too cruel for a girl in the mood for love, but now that I look at it, there is nothing wrong with living a peaceful life.

She already knew that people's hearts were sinister and powerless to fight, so she chose to escape, but he couldn't do it, and he could use excuses to say that it was the reason for the Lian brothers and sisters, and he couldn't help himself, but now that his own sins have exploded, it is her luck that she didn't marry her, otherwise she would have to bear such an inextricable pain with him.

Su Yiqing went back to the room to pack her luggage, in fact, there was nothing to pack, but after living here for a few days, a woman always had some personal belongings that could not be left for others to pack, and tidying up the room was also the most basic courtesy.

When I was cleaning up, someone knocked on the door outside, and when I opened the door, I saw that it was Jing Gang.

It just so happened that she also wanted to say goodbye to Jing Gang, so she said, "Brother Jing, please come in."

Jing Gang walked in, saw the small burden on the table, frowned, and said, "Are you leaving?"

Su Yiqing nodded, "Yes, Brother Jing, thank you for taking care of you these days, I have caused you a lot of trouble, I'm really sorry, I have nothing to repay, a little woman can't say things like a man, don't cause you any more trouble is the best reward, within the scope of what I can control, we won't meet again." ”

Jing Gang's face sank, people are sometimes so contradictory, although he didn't want Su Yiqing to provoke Zhao Boyang to rebel, but he had to admit that this time it was the family he was looking for, originally the people had a good life in Yunzhou City, but he brought them in the middle of the night, and it turned out to be like this.

It was he who disturbed this girl's life again, it is undeniable that if he hadn't told her Zhao Boyang's news, she would have been less concerned at all, and some things would have passed if she didn't know, and if she knew, even if she didn't want to, she still had to take the corresponding responsibility, even if she couldn't bear it.

Judging from the words of the past few days, it is obvious that this General Zhao has been hit by Yan zhòng, and the whole person is decadent and has the desire to die, and she persuaded him to rebel may be the way to do it, even if there is anything wrong, it is not her fault.

But at this time, Jing Gang didn't know what to say, so he persuaded her to stay, and he didn't have this position, so let her go like this, and something else.

As soon as Jing Gang was silent, Su Yiqing said: "Brother Jing, don't worry, after I leave, General Zhao will also leave immediately, Pingshui will meet and cause trouble to you, I will say sorry for him, there is really nothing else to repay."

In this way, Jing Gang felt even more that he was holding back in his heart, he really didn't mean it, but his previous words and deeds really reminded him of a sentence, when something should be established, he was obviously a thief, but he regarded himself as a righteous person, and then he cowered.

While speaking, Su Yiqing had already packed up, picked up the package, and didn't say goodbye, just nodded and said goodbye.

"It's getting dark, it's better to rest for one more night and leave tomorrow." Jing Gang couldn't say anything pretentious, but he didn't want her to go down the mountain so sadly.

"No, I like to walk at night, but it's safer to walk at night than during the day." Su Yiqing smiled faintly, "The person who made my mind had to weigh how much it was a female ghost." ”

In a relaxed sentence, experienced people know the sadness here, indeed, a woman is outcast, and it is indeed safer to walk at night, but this night is windy and heavy, and the barren mountains and wilderness are even more eerie and terrifying, and big men dare not walk lightly at night, let alone a woman.

Jing Gang was speechless, the world is difficult, and it is not easy for anyone.

ps:

Weakly asked, at the end of the month, is there still pink?