I put my mother's leftover food in the morning into a big iron pot, and now the house is still a clay kang and a big pot, I have not used a big pot to cook for many years, fortunately my grandmother caused the fire, otherwise I feel that I have a problem with hot rice, it is too embarrassing

The vegetable bowls in the Northeast are very large, I took a lot of effort to put the food in the pot, alas, the age is still too young, and I have no strength to work, I tried to stuff firewood under the cauldron, and after a while the cauldron began to bubble, I stopped the fire, ready to wait for my mother to come back, and then bring the dishes out,

The current dog in the family, or many years ago Da Hei, Da Hei is very well-behaved, when Han Peng bullied me, it will directly pounce on him to scare him, when I later went to school, it sent me to school every day and came back, when I was out of school, it would wait for me at the school gate, but Da Hei was 6 years old, missing, I was sad for a long time, my parents were too, and then the family did not have a dog, because no one can replace Da Hei, Da Hei is not as tall as before, but very well-behaved, it will lie at my feet and let me comb it,

When my mother first entered the hospital, I heard the cry of the big black, now there are people in the countryside who shoot flowers, that is, steal children, they have a powder in their hands, see children, pat them on the head, children are unconscious, there were children in the village, stolen by shooting flowers, so I didn't dare to go out, just lie on the window to see who it was, but saw that my mother had entered the hospital, I quickly ran to the door to pick up my mother, in my previous life, I didn't go home for almost a year, and now I miss my mother very much,

"Big girl, your dad is back," my mother and my memory have not changed much, because of the youth, so there are no wrinkles on the face, and the body looks quite healthy, in fact, my mother used to look like, I don't remember it very clearly, but the photos of my mother when she was young, I have seen very beautiful, my mother has always been very strong, the most difficult time in the family, my mother did not complain, including the later family business, but also she and my father worked together, my mother entered the house and looked at no one at home, looked at me and said" Didn't you say that you wouldn't let him run back, how hard it would be" because my father worked as a carpenter, and the host would provide three meals a day, but sometimes, my father was afraid that my mother would work hard, so he would come back to cook a meal for my mother and then leave.

"Mom, this is what I did, Dad didn't come back today, Grandma came just now, help me lead the fire, I'll heat up the leftovers of the morning. I explained to my mother

Mom brought the hot meal to the house, we began to have lunch together, looking at my mother when I was young, I suddenly didn't know how to get along with her, in my memory, more I talked to her about my work unhappiness, but now I am still a child, I don't know what to say to my mother, we eat lunch very quietly, my mother went directly to work in the field after eating, before going out my mother gave me 2 cents, and said to me, "Don't play with fire next time, go buy some snacks with this money,"

I was stunned there, and suddenly understood what my mother meant, I am still a child, she should feel that I want pocket money, so I took the initiative to cook for her.

With two cents, I feel a little uncomfortable in my heart, there is no money at home now, so I basically didn't have the opportunity to buy snacks to eat when I was a child, my mother often beat me when I was a child because I was disobedient, and I also hated my mother for a while, and then I grew older, and began to slowly know that my mother's is not easy, my mother's hard work, and then the relationship with her is getting better and better, in fact, she also hurt me when she was a child.

After my mother left, I was left at home with Da Hei, Da Hei lay in the yard and basked in the sun leisurely, because my mother has been hoeing grass in the field recently, and the house has not been cleaned up for a long time, because it is land, I am afraid of smoking when sweeping the floor, first spray some water on the ground, after spraying water, I picked up the big broom at home and began to sweep the floor, the broom is much taller than me, and it is particularly heavy, I dragged the broom, swept for a long time, and finally swept the ground, after sweeping the ground, I took the big basin of water at home to the outside, and began to pour water into it again and again, because of the small strength, I can only do this

Now the weather outside is very hot, basking in the water for an afternoon, you can use it to bathe and wash your feet, this is also a way to save firewood in the countryside, my mother and father are very tired after a day's work, and you can soak your feet in hot water a little more comfortably.

After doing these work, it was still early, I took the water scoop and watered the newly planted vegetables in the vegetable garden

Almost, the leftovers at noon were enough for me and my mother to eat, I put the leftovers in the pot and heated it again, it was a waste of time to start the fire, the dishes were hot, it was dark, and my mother came back,

My mother looked at my hot dishes, the clean ground, and the water outside, looked at me and said, "The big girl is sensible, don't do this in the future, you are still young, these living mothers do it themselves," the old mother touched my head after speaking, the young mother is so gentle,

I hugged my mother and said, "Mom, I will help you work more in the future, study hard in the future, make money for you to live a good life, and you will never have to do these farm jobs again,"

My mother smiled and said, "Before I went to school, I knew that I had to study hard, but I was poor," and the corners of her mouth were still full of smiles

We just had dinner in the evening, my dad came back, there is a tube light at home now, I looked for a long time in the afternoon, only to find the switch, it was a wire, next to the table, now people are poor, reluctant to pay for electricity, basically there is no dark day to eat, my mother is also reluctant, when I eat at night, I took a candle out, we eat dinner under the candlelight, this is also very good, it is also a candlelight dinner, although we eat, the rest of the morning stewed beans, the first thing my dad did when he entered the house is, first hugged me around, my dad has been very fond of me since I was a child, took me everywhere I went when I was a child, Later, when I grew up, my father began to become more and more strict, this feeling of being picked up by my father, I haven't experienced it for a long time, the child is really happy, there is no change in my father and memory, it is still so dark, because I have been doing carpenter work for a long time, so my hand is very strong and strong, my father picked me up with one hand and put it on his shoulder, I am almost 30 years old, my father is still carrying me on my shoulder, my heart is a little broken, because I am afraid that I will fall down accidentally

As my dad gets older and older, he will buy me things he likes and chat with me, but my dad in my memory is always strict, the backbone of the family, I have long forgotten jì, when my dad still sits on my shoulder, I sit on my dad's shoulder, look down at him and my mother, it feels amazing.

While holding me up, my father was afraid that I would fall, and said to my mother, "Why did you heat up the meal so early today, I also thought that I would come back early to cook and let you eat hot,"

My mother said, "I did this, this is what your precious daughter did, and just now she said that she should study hard and let me live a good life," and looked at me and smiled

Dad laughed, "I think what my baby girl said is true, how can there be such a sensible child now, he can cook at such a young age, don't do it in the future, Dad will come back to do it, you are still young," Obviously it was just a hot meal, but Dad just thought I was very good.

"Dad, don't laugh with your mother, I will study hard in the future and make a lot of money, so that you and your mother can live a good life without having to work for a meal" After speaking, I nodded firmly, this is my goal of rebirth, so that my family can live a good life

After listening to my words, my father smiled and said, "Okay, I believe in our eldest girl, and I will point to you for a good life with your mother in the future" Dad put me down and said to me

My mother looked at me and my father, "You don't have a good shape, you're still the same as a child, but the big girl is really good today" Although it is said that rural children are in charge early, they are all forced to be helpless, everyone wants to live a carefree childhood, but life does not allow it,

I'm now small, I don't have anything to eat, I look like I'm 3 years old, and my clothes are stained because of the fire.

Mom used the water in the big basin, washed my feet with my father, and gave me a bath, there is basically only one big kang in the rural home, not to mention their own independent house, even the independent kang is not, the winter in the northeast is cold, the winter is to burn the kang for heating, the kang is to burn firewood, at this time firewood is a precious item, can not be wasted, after taking a bath I lay directly on the kang, my mother thought I had fallen asleep, began to chat with my father, "Today the big girl is sensible, and at noon also helped me heat up the dishes, I cleaned up the house in the afternoon, it seems that I have indeed grown up, we are suffering from this child, how old is this, I have to give me a hot meal, I can't eat a good mouthful, I look like a three-year-old child" After speaking, my mother was a little choked

Dad was silent for a long time and didn't say anything, and after a long time, Dad said, "I'll get up early tomorrow, help you weed in the field first, and then go out to work,"

Mom disagreed, "You're tired enough this day, you have to get up early, there is not much work in the field, it's done in a few days, you sleep a little longer, you work so hard every day, you have to pay attention to your body"

In my previous life, my parents have always been very affectionate, but because I have lost my passion by life, I basically don't care about each other like this, I lie next to me, I feel that a qiē is real and like a dream, and I don't know when I fell asleep like this.