The unfathomable lower limit
Mom and Grandma Zhang, after eating, they started, cleaned up the mushrooms they picked in the morning, and now the mushrooms at home are no longer sold, the family is busy, and there is no time to go out to pick, these are picked this time, they are also ready to keep their own food, the kind of food in my father's mouth, not warm, thinking about how to make money to make the family, slowly getting rich, seems to be far away from me.
Qi Qi and Li Qi were still shouting to eat, but after a while, they began to squat by the river again, eating wild strawberries, and eating a fragrant one, which also makes people have to admire, Wang He and I really can't eat at all, and we also refused Qi Qi's rare invitation.
The two of us held hands and walked slowly, because we walked a little far, and my mother couldn't see us, originally we were still, a little distance away, but Wang He saw that my mother couldn't see us, so she walked directly to my side and naturally took my hand.
I originally thought that it was not very good for the two of us to be like this, because we have begun to grow up now, and we are about to go to junior high school, and we used to be children, so it makes sense, but now, it is still like this, it doesn't seem to be very good.
But I don't know, how to talk to Wang He about these things, in Wang He's heart, maybe we are just, very good friends, I say this, I don't know if it will hurt Wang He, after all, he is still a, a very young boy, should not have opened his mind, and boys are, to mature a little later than girls, Wang He has been studying hard, and I don't see which girl in the class is interested.
Now in the school, there have been little girls, writing love letters to him, it seems to be influenced by Naoki, girls are beginning to like it, boys who study very well, Wang He has become, the most clear goal, but he has never read those love letters, but I read them with great interest, and occasionally I will comment on those love letters, write love letters and handwriting, it is still very important.
And I still have a little bit in my heart, the bitterness of the child when he is older, but every time I ask, when Wang He asks, I don't hear him say that his feelings for which girl are not the same, among so many choices, I have not chosen one, and my final summary can only be that he has not yet opened his mind, which is also relatively normal.
It's because of Wang He, such a expression, I don't know how to tell him, these things, in my heart now, I hope that Wang He, when will he open his mind, and he will figure it out, these things will not be so tired of me.
But when I think of Wang He, I will have a sense of distance from me in the future, whether he will be so good with me, and he will not be able to see him when I get up, will not help me wash my face, will not help me comb my hair, will no longer hold my hand, lead me to school, and will no longer cook for me.
I don't know why, when I think of this, I feel very uncomfortable and feel very sad, and it is because of these that I have never told Wang He about these things, and I have not broken this layer, the so-called window paper, and the two of us are still, continue to think about it like this.
Forgive me for being an ostrich, that's how I encounter things, I especially like to escape, and I don't know how to face it, so I can only continue like this, keep delaying, know when, I can't drag it out, I will pick out this matter.
But I estimate that the person who will be picked out in the end should not be me, because Wang He is a particularly decisive person, but his personality is completely different from mine, so I still wait for Wang He to clarify this matter, and then let's talk about it, when the boat reaches the bridge, it will naturally be straight.
Wang He looked at me, didn't speak all the way, thinking that I had just eaten, so I was a little sleepy, and he wasn't ready to pull me and continue walking, although he still enjoyed this feeling of pulling me for a walk, but looking at my appearance, he still couldn't bear it and continued to walk.
When I found out that we had come back, it was because of Wang He, and suddenly let go of my hand, because there was no warning, so I was a little confused, raised my head and looked at Wang He, Wang He looked at my eyes, wide open.
smiled and explained, "Actually, I don't want to let go either, but we're back, it's not what you said, I don't want to be seen by others, the two of us are holding hands," Wang He finished speaking.
I began to blush, and whispered, "I'm not confused because of this, why did we come back suddenly, why don't I know at all," After I finished speaking, Wang He touched my head and said with a smile, "I saw that you didn't have any energy, and I thought you should be sleepy, so I led you back," Wang He finished speaking.
I raised my head and glanced at him, thought for a while and said, "But I'm not sleepy," I got up today, and it was quite late, just because I was thinking about things all the time, so it would be like this, no energy, but I can't be right, Wang He said directly.
After Wang He heard my words, he took my hand again, "Since you are not sleepy, then let's go again, let's go for a while," Wang He said this, and led me, ready to continue walking, following Wang He's footsteps, after walking for a while, I realized what a stupid thing I had done.
Wang He had a rare time, took the initiative to go back early, but it turned out to be like this, I refused, I don't know, what to say, I unconsciously made it seem like I like it very much, like this, Wang He didn't know my heart, happily holding my hand all the time, kept walking.
Neither of the two of them spoke, until I unconsciously, yawned, Wang He led me back, I knew this, I had already beaten, I just thought all the way, what to do, in order to make Wang He, think that I just didn't mean to say that, I didn't want to hold hands with him for a while.
But it seems that no matter what, no matter what I say, there is something not quite right, it feels a little, there is no silver here, I didn't expect this, it's simple, when we go back, Mom and they have begun to pack up their things, Dad and Uncle Li, lying in the tent, sleeping heavily, sleeping very soundly.
It's Qi Qi and Li Qi, the two of them are not sleepy at all, when we go out, where are they still eating, eating strawberries, it's been so long, the movements of the two people, they haven't moved, they ate at noon, so many things, where have they eaten, and now they have eaten for so long.
I'm starting to admire them, my stomach is a bottomless pit, I've been gone for so long, and now I still can't eat anything, but Dad and Uncle Li, snoring so loudly, I can't help it at all, take a nap, I looked at Wang He, and there was a lot of helplessness in my eyes.
Wang He looked at me and said with a smile, "Yaya, since you can't sleep now, then I don't have two, continue to go for a walk, I still want to go for a walk," Wang He finished speaking, looked at me with blank eyes, I glanced at Wang He, and quickly shook my head.
"Brother Wang He, the two of us, don't go anymore, if you want to continue walking, go to Li Qi and accompany you, I feel very tired now, my legs are a little painful, I won't accompany you," I said this, and quickly ran away, ready to go over to help, my mother and their help.
As a result, as soon as I did it, the preparatory action, was grabbed by Wang He's arm, "Yaya, are you sure, aren't you going with me," Wang He still laughed at Mimi, but I don't know, why looking at him, my heart is very hairy, and I am a little scared.
I originally wanted to nod directly, but looking at Wang He's expression, with my understanding of Wang He, I still hesitated, and then stared at Wang He, thinking that I could see what he was thinking at this time, but alas, I didn't see anything.
The current Wang He is basically an unfathomable rhythm, I don't know at all, what he thinks, he can't see through anything, he can only rely on Wang He, he said it himself, Wang He looked at my expression, and knew that I was, waiting for his words, and then evaluated, whether to be obedient.
Although Wang He was unfathomable, he had already seen me through, he pulled me to his side, whispered in my ear, "If you don't want to accompany me, it's okay to go out for a walk, but I especially want to hold your hand, since you are tired, then we are here, let's hold it," I listened to Wang He's words.
In my heart, after refreshing Wang He, the so-called unfathomable lower limit, I looked at Wang He, and my eyes were full of all the accusations, how could he be like this, and he actually threatened me, although he often did this, but today, I especially want to, hard.
I looked at Wang He, plucked up my courage, and said angrily, "I don't believe it, you dare to do this, if you do this, I will ignore you again, but I am serious," I looked at Wang He seriously, solemnly, Wang He looked at me with a smile.
Without saying anything, he let go of my hand, I looked at Wang He's appearance, and I felt in my heart that it was very strange, he was still, the first time, so lightly, let me go, was it me, using the right method, or did he feel that I was angry this time, so I gave up.
It seems that I have finally, hard breath, it is really too rare, I feel that in the future, I can slowly, raise my eyebrows, and finally see the dawn of the bright light, there is a day when I am the master of the house, I look at the clouds in the sky, I feel that they are, so beautiful, as if they are still shining. (To be continued.) )