Chu Xue looked at her father indifferently, once she thought she was the happiest person in the world, when her mother was still there, her father loved her very much, since her mother left, she didn't feel happy, her father used to be her pride, her idol, but now? she looked at her father, like a stranger.

"Smack"

Chu Gang walked over and slapped Chu Xue in the face, although Ye Feng wanted to block it, he obviously couldn't stop it with his strength, so he could only watch Chu Xue being beaten, and this slap was like hitting him.

His heart hurts!

Chu Xue didn't shed tears, just looked at her father, and then sneered, even her eyes were cold, he actually beat me for this woman, he actually beat me for this woman.

The first time she was beaten by Chu Gang, this slap was not only on her face, but also on her heart, breaking her heart, she used to have a trace of concern for this family, a trace of fantasy, and now this slap completely interrupted all her beauty.

Ye Feng was angry, although this was someone's housework, but he couldn't watch Chu Xue being beaten, and the problem was not easy to do, after all, this was Chu Xue's father, no matter what happened to Chu Xue, the fact that it was her father could not be denied.

"Uncle, I know I shouldn't talk too much, but it's not right for you to hit someone. Ye Feng had to theorize that Chu Xue was now his girlfriend.

Is it?

Sort of!

After all, the third watch was forced to confess in the middle of the night.

Chu Gang looked at Ye Feng, this time he looked at it seriously, as long as he has a little IQ and a little smarter, he will find an excuse to leave, after all, this is his family's business, family ugliness should not be publicized, ordinary people absolutely do not want to look at other people's family affairs, this kind of thing, who is reasonable, who is unreasonable, has nothing to do with outsiders.

However, Ye Feng not only didn't leave, but also stayed to watch, Chu Gang really didn't understand such a stupid boy, he really hadn't seen such a stupid person.

"This is our family matter, what are you an outsider interjecting in. Before Chu Gang could speak, Li Mei opened her mouth and said, she was very satisfied with Chu Gang's performance, think about how to treat Chu Gang tonight, Li Mei really didn't have a good impression of Ye Feng, an ignorant little kid.

Chu Xue rushed out of the hall, she didn't want to stay here for a moment, this place didn't belong to her at all, this home used to make her feel warm and secure, now she hated this home, hated everything here, including her father.

changed, everything changed, even her memories changed, the word home, slowly began to disappear in her memory.

Ye Feng is not in theory, he can only follow out, this slap also hurt his heart, his admiration for Chu Xue made him even more convinced to take care of this girl, Ye Feng now not only has admiration, but also sympathy, love and sympathy, in fact, there are some similarities.

Chu just watched the two walk out of the door, his serious face, with a trace of remorse, and then he looked down at his hand, this daughter, who has always been regarded as a treasure by him, actually slapped her today, he still didn't chase her out after all, not that he couldn't let go of his pride as a father, but Li Mei was looking at him.

All tragedies are often caused by a little thing, if Chu Gang chased out to explain to Chu Xue, Chu Xue would never blame him, after all, her father used to be her pride, was her dependence, she was just angry, her mother left two years and her father married this woman, for a while she couldn't accept it, but because there was no explanation, this slap completely changed Chu Xue's fate and the track of her life.

Until many years later, Chu Gang still regretted that he didn't chase it out today, but unfortunately life can't be always, all mistakes can only be wrong again and again, because the first mistake was not resolved, and all the first snow done in the future was thought to be wrong.

Chu Xue walked for a long time, and had no intention of stopping at all, walking very far, Ye Feng followed her, just followed her, looking at her tears falling on the ground, Ye Feng's heart sank, if Ye Feng used to understand feelings and human nature, then now he understands.

People are originally very strange, and growth is also very strange, when the time comes, things come, there are many things that do not need to be learned, just like Ye Feng's heartache, this kind of thing does not need to be learned, and it is naturally established.

Chu Xue's tears made Ye Feng hate, he hated himself, he didn't know how to comfort her, he didn't know how to understand her, he didn't know what to do.

So he followed Chu Xue, just followed, without a word of concern, because Ye Feng didn't understand, didn't know what a word of care was, and didn't know what to consider comfort.

A hug, the same words of concern, it is even more than all words, Ye Feng doesn't understand he doesn't know, his heart hurts, he hates himself, hates himself for being immature, hates himself for not knowing how to care about others, hates himself, sees the person he loves crying, but he doesn't know what to do.

His heart hurts, but Chu Xue needs comfort and support, if Ye Feng runs up to hug her at this moment, it is more important than anything else, because she needs comfort and support, Ye Feng doesn't have it, he doesn't understand.

Isn't this the saddest story!

Isn't that a bleak joke!

A girl you like, crying in front of you, crying in front of you, you don't know what to do, you don't know what to do, a word of comfort, not a single hug is given to her.

This kind of immaturity is not pitiful!

Isn't this kind of immaturity miserable!

I love someone!

She is someone I love!

But I don't know, I don't know what to do, what to do to be comforted.

Ye Feng can only hate, hate his own pathetic, hate his immaturity, once he hates himself, he often wants to be mature and sensible, Ye Feng is like this, there is no way for him to experience too little, and he doesn't understand human feelings at all.

Chu Xue stopped, they didn't know how far they went, they didn't know that they entered a garden, Chu Xue sat on the edge of the fish pond, looking at the fish playing in the water, her expression was dull, her heart was in turmoil, looking at the fish in the water, silently crying.

Ye Feng didn't know what he should do, or what he could do for her, Ye Feng didn't dare to sit with Chu Xue, let alone look at her, he was afraid.

Because he doesn't understand, he doesn't know how to comfort people, so he is afraid, afraid of himself, because this is the person he likes.

She's crying!

She's crying!

I'm right next to her, but I don't know how to do it, I don't do anything, this immaturity, this pathetic, who can understand?

Ye Feng is also very heartbroken, but what is the use of his heartache, he can't even comfort and care about people, who knows if he has heartache.

"Go back! Thank you for following me. Chu Xue said, her tone was no longer just indifferent, she knew that a lot of things would happen today, so she called Ye Feng, but unfortunately she was wrong, Ye Feng didn't understand much more than she thought.

"You're not going back. ”

Ye Feng asked, he didn't know what to say, he didn't know how to comfort him, he wanted to stay, but what was the use of staying, what could he do if he stayed.

"I want to be alone. ”

It's true that being with Ye Feng is not as good as being alone, staying, after all, there is no one around, so he is not expecting comfort, not waiting for other people's hugs, but none of these, some are just that he follows her, follows her like a dog, does not teach it to sit down, it will not sit at all, does not call it to get up, it will not get up at all, Ye Feng is like a dog, he needs the master's orders, he can't even think without an order, he doesn't understand anything, Chu Xue's heart is already very messed, and he doesn't know how to teach him, not to mention the hugs that are taught, the comfort that is taught back, does she need it？

Why do I have to be together like this, why don't I cry alone, I hurt alone, and I have no comfort or support, why do I have to let him be with me, and see me laughing, will I laugh at me in the future?

This experience not only changed the fate of Chu Xue, but also changed Ye Feng's fate, he had to grow up, he had to mature.

Chu Xue and Ye Feng have begun to move towards two different paths! Their life tracks are no longer the same, a person who has been injured always needs the comfort of others, but an immature person always longs for his own maturity, these two are not the same.

Ye Feng left, he ran to the back of the academy, there was no one there, he looked at the river, and kept shouting.

"Ah......h

Crying out the sourness in his heart, the hatred in his heart, and his helpless love.

"Ah......h

Ye Feng shouted heartbreakingly, his heart was very painful, he only shouted to vent the grievances in his heart and all his pain, this kind of pain was going to tear his heart, and his hatred made him feel deeply inferior.

A girl I love, she cried, I don't know how to comfort her, I don't know what to do.

This kind of pain, this kind of comprehension, made him feel self-resting, Ye Feng hit the stone in front of him and "touched" the blood, he was still hitting, this kind of pain, he couldn't bear it, especially the hatred for himself.

"Bump!"

"Bump!"

"Bump!"

Ye Feng kept hitting the stone, and the blood flowed more and more, but he didn't care, after hitting it for a long time, Ye Feng stopped, he cried, tears accompanied, and blood slid down his cheeks.

He cried heartbreakingly, loudly, this kind of crying, crying like a child, not like a man at all, let alone a man's cry, only a child will cry out of a voice.

This kind of pain, no one can feel it, no one can feel this kind of feeling, so Ye Feng cried, all youth, maybe that's it.

Some people say that youth is beautiful, but such beauty is not a tragedy for Ye Feng.

Some people say that youth is very simple and youthful, when I recall it, it is like spring, but for Ye Feng, is it spring, does he need such a spring, he now has endless pain, and he can't describe the mood in words.

Is this what some people call youth? He doesn't even care about him, he doesn't even comfort him, he doesn't know what care is, what comfort is, isn't his youth a tragedy with a capital letter?

Ye Feng cried for a long time, and fainted from crying, this pain made him unable to forget in this life and this life, this incident was left in Ye Feng's memories for a lifetime, and he never forgot it.

When he woke up, Ye Feng jumped into the river, caught some fish ashore and began to roast them, but it was already dark, Ye Feng didn't go back, there was no smile, no expression, and he started to eat the fish before it was cooked.

But he did not shed tears, his tears were gone, they were finished, and what a sad thing it was, and the tears were gone, and they were gone.

Growing up was originally a lonely thing, Ye Feng began to grow, if such a pain, such a blow to him, could not grow yet, he could only go home to farm.

Ye Feng finished eating, almost raw, and then looked at the river and watched quietly, the place where he was sitting was exactly where Chu Xue sat yesterday.

The night was so dark, how could he see, although he couldn't see, his heartache did not decrease.

He was still hating himself and blaming himself.

He began to ask, to ask himself, why he couldn't find words of comfort, he began to ask, to ask himself why he didn't understand these things, he began to think, he began to answer.

Who can help who to grow, only to comprehend, only to think, others can often only give some advice, or the understanding of life, but Ye Feng has no one to teach, he can only comprehend by himself, no one tells him about these experiences, he only thinks about himself.