"Don't be nervous, don't get excited! Actually...... It's nothing. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 info" Jiang Xiran was a little nervous when he saw Guan Jia so excited, "Because...... Because I already have a boyfriend!, ......."

"Uh...... I know!!" Guan Jia calmed down in a short time, and then leaned on the soft sofa back casually, "It's just that he arrived before me, just because he was with you first." I know that feeling. You still love him, although many times you can't communicate mentally and mentally, and your hobbies are likely to be different, but you still love him, even if you don't know anything about being a fool and a poor ghost. It's just that because we met, we can't change it! And this love is indeed real love, but there is no divine relationship!"

The corners of Guan Jia's mouth showed a hint of bitterness, "I still remember your favorite novel "Gone with the Wind", because you said that it was your favorite novel, so I immediately bought it and finished reading it." After reading it, I was also deeply moved. I also wrote in my journal that I wish I was Rhett, but unfortunately I am Wesley. You are like Scarlett, who is deeply in love with Wei Xili, but the charm of Rhett also deeply attracts Hao Scarlett, but Hao Scarlett's heart has always been on Wei Xili. ”

"I don't want our relationship to be like entangled in Gone with the Wind, I want my relationship with you to be like Qian Zhongshu and Yang Jiang. Only when two people whose ideas can really burst into sparks can they have the most complete result together. Otherwise, the helplessness of life is always defeated by all kinds of trivial affairs. There are all kinds of contradictions, quarrels, entanglements! I don't want that kind of life, even if two people can live in peace and stability for a lifetime, but I don't want that! You know what!? I love you, I want to be with you, when I am with you, when I communicate with you, there is a real soul collision! I believe that you are the same as me. Although I was naïve at the beginning, judging by the attitude of your boyfriend towards me, he is not really an open-minded person with a big belly. If his consciousness reaches the same height as yours, he will never interfere with the relationship between us, and he will not care if I give you a little hamster!"

"I've met a lot of girls, and many of them I've loved. It's just that after a long time of contact, I found that we don't actually have much common language between us, and sometimes we are together just because we happen to meet, and we have common thoughts and desires together at a certain moment. Of course, they also like each other from the bottom of their hearts, but that kind of liking is different. That kind of liking is just a mutual attraction between the opposite sex, the important thing is the union, the union of the body, but not the fusion of the soul. So, I'm really tired and annoyed with people like that. But because they were already together, I also liked her and didn't want to live up to it, so it lasted for a long time, and I already planned to live like this with her for the rest of my life. ”

As a result, I still can't accept the fact and the result. There were two thoughts colliding in my head, and I didn't know what to do. One of the ideas is that in this world, no one can guarantee that the next person they meet is better than what they have now, as long as the other person loves me and I love her, then everything else is not important. Maybe just like this, you can live a good life, like ordinary people, like ordinary people, get married, have children, be born, old age, sick and die. However, another thought reminded me that if I married her, I would never have a spiritual and spiritual partner to communicate with again. I can only regard myself as the object of appeal, and no matter what kind of thoughts I have, I can't find anyone to communicate with and collide with. Am I really willing to be like this for the rest of my life!?no!!I'm not reconciled!!"

"Since I'm not reconciled!!, are you willing!!?" Guan Jia looked at Jiang Xiran affectionately.

"Hey, this ...... What about you now? Can you tell me what you've been through in the past two years!?" Jiang Xiran was quite moved, and after listening to Guan Jia's words, she was also deeply moved, but she didn't give Guan Jia an answer, but asked.

Guan Jia knew that this kind of thing was not in a hurry, so he didn't continue to talk about this emotional issue. Instead, he calmed down and confided in Jiang Xiran what he had experienced.

For Jiang Xiran, Guan Jia had no reservations, and told Jiang Xiran almost all his experiences.

After Jiang Xiran left, Guan Jia died of affection, and then soaked in the library all day to read books. After graduating from university, he stayed in Shaocheng for more than half a year, and then returned to Tongcheng to work as a waiter for a few months. On the day of the Chinese New Year, I met Zhang Yunling, entered the plane marriage agency, and saw the big world of the plane. How to train, how to fight in the future world. Then he went to the parallel plane for a blind date and met Mu Qingyi. ** After returning to the plane marriage agency, the battle in the prison school park. After returning to practice, after the blind date, I came here to see her and see my Xiran senior sister.

"Actually, what I applied to the plane marriage agency was to go on a blind date with you, but it may be because the last blind date failed, so the plane marriage agency changed its strategy and did not inform you about the blind date. When Guan Jia finished speaking, the day was actually about to end.

During this period, Jiang Xiran personally cooked a bowl of hearty egg sausage noodles, and the two chatted while eating. What Guan Jia said made Jiang Xiran feel very surprised, he couldn't believe it, he didn't expect Guan Jia's experience to be so tortuous, and he didn't expect Guan Jia to go through life and death.

Jiang Xiran was fascinated by it, indulged in it, supported his chin with both hands, and watched Guan Jia dance and talk about his glorious deeds with soft eyes.

And Guan Jia saw Jiang Xiran looking at him like a well-behaved kitten, and the pride in his heart became even stronger. The inferiority complex dissipated at this moment, and he felt that Jiang Xiran was like his wife, like his little fan, revealing that kind of adoring gaze. And this kind of gaze would only be revealed when Guan Jia looked at Jiang Xiran before this. I didn't expect that now I can also let my goddess show such a look.

The sky was getting darker, and the sky had been unclear all day, and the lights were always on in the small house. At night, the surroundings become dark, but the light in the room becomes softer.

To Guan Jia's surprise, after saying that he came here to go on a blind date with Jiang Xiran through the application of the plane marriage agency, Jiang Xiran didn't care at all. As if it hadn't been heard at all.

"What you said is really true!? It's amazing! Can you show me that universal attraction Dafa!" Jiang Xiran smiled playfully and looked at Guan Jia with burning eyes.