“…… Frost, I'm not your experiment. Chen Chi spat lightly.

"It's not. Xu Shuangchuan pulled out a wry smile, "So, there is less room for intervention." ”

Her gaze took away from Chen Chi's face and fell to the ground behind him, the gray dusk followed by black earth, and the room was darkened, only outside the wooden window, but there was still a small square of skylight, and the bright gray was reflected on the glass coldly. Her gaze seemed to penetrate all this, her lips opened slightly, and a few words were leisurely, but also clear: "I know that people also have hormones...... I mix the feelings. ”

"Frost. Chen Chi twisted his eyebrows.

"I'm more barbaric in my quarrels, and I'm also verbose in my speech, you have to find someone who is innocent," Xu Shuang's eyes retracted to Chen Chi, his face indifferent, "No." Let's go back. ”

Chen Chi looked at Xu Shuang and shook his head for a while: "Shuangshuang, it's not like this. Me and you, it's not like that. ”

"You're ready to go. Xu Shuang said quietly.

Chen Chi stretched out his hand, gently touched Xu Shuangchuan's knee, and quickly retracted: "A little longer." He lowered his eyelids, pondered for a moment, raised his eyebrows, and said, "Frost, men and women think differently, do you know?"

Xu Shuangchuan turned his face away.

"I don't mean hormones, I mean ...... In many ways, you know some. Chen Chi's heart flashed the words and sentences that the emotional master Xie Jingzhen had instilled in her, and said slowly, "I'll talk about my thoughts, from the beginning." ”

"I don't think I want to hear your thoughts," Xu Shuangchuan cut off with a cold face, "It doesn't make sense." She looked in the direction of the side table, there were a lot of things brought by Chen Chi, the room was getting darker and darker, and the table was like a big gray shadow, she said in a stalk: "You should take those things back, it's inconvenient to buy food on the way, just eat while walking." ”

"I'll go, I have to go back to work. Chen Chi said helplessly, "Shuangshuang, listen to it, it's not an hour and a half, I won't delay your rest." ”

Xu Shuang frowned and didn't say a word.

"The year before last, Daisy ......"

Xu Shuangchuan stood up without warning, and Chen Chi hurriedly stood up as well and grabbed her: "Shuangshuang, I'm going to explain to you from the beginning." ”

"Chen Chi, tell your story for yourself to reminisce, I don't have time to listen to it. Xu Shuangchuan pushed him away, trying to restrain his emotions, "I'll give you a flashlight, you can go." ”

"Frost, I really have nothing to do with her. I'll tell you all the details of the process, let you understand it all, and you can judge again. ”

"I don't need to judge, it's okay for us to do so. Xu Shuangchuan shouted at Chen Chi, but he didn't dare to make a big noise because he was afraid that there was Principal Miao and his wife on the other side of the playground, his voice was suppressed, his tone was cold, and his eyes were fixed on Chen Chi, in the room that was almost completely dark, like a cold glow on the back of a knife, "Chen Chi, we are divorced." ”

"I ...... Know. Chen Chi pressed her shoulder and said bitterly.

He and Xu Shuangchuan stood so close, his facial features melted into the gloom, Xu Shuangchuan looked at him with wide eyes, as if he had seen boundless sadness, his expression was the same as when he told her grandmother in front of her, and he was sad and endured to the bones. Xu Shuangchuan looked at it in a daze, and her heart slowly throbbed.

"It's okay for us to do so, Chen Chi, I don't want to hear about the past, I'm starting a new life. She said softly, "I'm still going on a blind date." ”

Chen Chi's hand trembled slightly, he was silent for a long time, took a breath, and said in a low voice: "Shuangshuang, I don't want to divorce, I saw you and Lin Yu sitting together at that time, I was mad, your explanation sounded more like defending him, and I agreed to your divorce request on impulse." I came back that day to have a good talk with you, but you sorted out all your things. I went to the Civil Affairs Bureau to see if you would actually sign it, but you did. I signed it like that. He stared at Xu Shuangshuang, and the darkness around him quietly wrapped him and Xu Shuangshuang, giving him complete protection, making him bow his head and pray, "Shuangshuang, I made this mistake, can you allow me to change it back?"

"Let's go. ”

"Frostshuang, I know I misunderstood you, it's me who is wrong, but I really have nothing to do with others, I didn't explain enough before......"

"That's enough, let's go. No matter what happened before, it's all gone, and I don't dwell on it. I don't care what happens to you and others. I don't care if you believe me or not, not at all. Xu Shuangchuan smiled, shook his head, and said calmly: "I think it will be easy not to think about these things before." ”

She looked at Chen Chi and said slowly: "Without you, it will be very easy." ”

It was already dark in the house.

If it weren't for the fact that she could clearly feel the heat from Chen Chi's palm in her down jacket on her shoulder, Xu Shuangchuan would have thought that the person standing in front of her was a sculpture, and he was surprisingly quiet.

Xu Shuangchuan didn't want to look at Chen Chi's expression, and suddenly turned sideways: "I'll go turn on the lights." ”

"Frost ......" Chen Chi was stunned for a while, his hand slid down the shoulder of her down jacket, and his fingertips swept over the coldness of the woven surface, and he blurted out a reminder, "Be careful when you walk." ”

Smack, Xu Shuang pressed the switch familiarly.

Turning around again, she glanced at Chen Chi, and without saying much, she walked straight to the window. Principal Miao's room on the opposite side of the playground had also been lit up, but except for the window that showed light, everything else was jet black, Xu Shuang saw from the phantom of the window glass, Chen Chi was standing in the middle of the ground, his eyes tracking her. She lowered the curtain carefully with her eyes and turned her head away.

The light bulb hangs under the front beam of the house, the wattage is not high, and the ground has a large space from the roof beam, this dim yellow light does not make the room too bright, but instead applies the wooden tables and chairs to an increasingly old atmosphere. However, compared to the twilight that had soaked the house before, the dim yellow light could make people feel a little warmer, and the cold of the winter night seemed to have gone a little.

Especially when there is one more person in the house who can breathe.

Xu Shuang took two steps, resolutely suppressed the hesitation in her heart, returned to the bed, lifted the pillow, and took out a flashlight. She opened it and tried it, and handed it to Chen Chi.

"Let's go, I'll take you to the school gate and show you the way. ”

Chen Chi looked at her, and reached out to take it silently for a while. Xu Shuangchuan avoided his gaze, pointed to the food on the side table, and said, "You take it back." ”

"It's worthless, you take it. Chen Chi finally opened his mouth and said, "I'll take it back on the way." ”

"In that case," Xu Shuangchuan said simply, "If you don't want to bring it, just stay with me, roughly estimate the price, and I'll pay you." ”

Chen Chi smiled, shook his head, didn't say anything, walked to the side table, bent down and continued to take the remaining things in the big backpack out.

What I took out was a handmade origami book, and when I took it out, it was a pack of twenty or thirty pencil rollers. Xu Shuang raised his eyebrows.

"You might be able to use it. Chen Chi explained.

Xu Shuang watched silently. The table was already full of plums, beef jerky, honey, and seaweed, and he took out a big bag of loose Kaiyang, which was very large, not like the one bought in the supermarket, but like when he went to work in Hangzhou before, she and her mother went to the vegetable market to buy live shrimp and fried them themselves and asked him to bring them. She showed it to him, and when she was a child, she used this kind of shrimp as a snack to eat it all the way to be so smart.

Xu Shuangchuan looked at Chen Chi and took it out, as if his backpack was a bottomless treasure chest. This situation reminded her of the fact that when they were abroad many years ago, when he came to see her, he always carried a large bag of things, and sometimes even seasonings.

"Frosty, you love this chicken roll. ”

"Frost, this bibimbap sauce can be served with rice, but the dish still has to be made. ”

"Frosty, I've found a bread that you love to eat. ”

Xu Shuang lowered his head, looked at his toes, and waited patiently for Chen Chiteng's things. The sound of the zipper of her backpack tearing through the silence of the room and interrupting the distant memories that were ethereal, she raised her head to meet Chen Chi's gaze.