Chapter 346: Not Loving Enough?
"Well, facts are facts, and if he quibbles something else, I will look down on him. After Qin Yafu heard Xin Ran tell Yuan Yuan's father the truth about his situation, she felt sorry for her while trying to find a way to comfort her.
"Alas, maybe we really don't have the right personality!" Yuan Yuan took a sip of coffee, her eyes tasted the bitter and mellow fragrance in it, her thoughts gradually drifted away, you can imagine her mood, this sentence is not forced, she will not say it if she is killed, she once cherished the relationship between them so much.
"What personality is not suitable? Don't think about it, it's not easy for two people to come together, you have been together for so long, you naturally have a good emotional foundation, so it's not interesting to guess and guess, what he said is the truth, we also have to understand him. ”
Qin Yafu asked while comforting, "Then did he say anything about his future plans?"
"Yes!" Yuan Yuan raised her eyebrows, smiling rather than smiling.
"He said that it was best to wait for him for another two years, the business of the studio is not good or bad now, Lin Zihang can't take care of here, he himself is not very proficient, and it is not certain how long he can do it, he has some other ideas, but he is still planning, and it takes time to realize his ideals, heh!"
Yuan Yuan leaned back in the chair: "Speaking of which, he has everything in the plan, and the only thing that surprised him is marriage!"
"No, he did all this, after all, it was all to give you a stable home in the end!" Qin Yafu cautiously persuaded.
"Really?" Yuan Yuan sneered, his eyes sharpened, "Let me wait for him to be seventy or eighty? Miss Ben doesn't have so much time and energy to accompany him!"
"I think he just wants to be safer, and his own ideas are not wrong, you can't stand it, you can communicate with him!" Qin Yafu also knew that with the situation in Yuan Yuan's family, if she was asked to wait for another two years, Yuan's father would definitely not agree, but if she didn't wait, Xin Ran seemed to be difficult to explain.
"How do you communicate? Sue him, I hate to marry, I hate to do nothing, marry him upside down, it's better to give him a house? Let's put it this way, if I have it, I can really give it to him, I'm not a money fan, why do I keep dead money? But I don't!"
Yuan Yuan's crystal tears finally couldn't be controlled, like pearls with broken threads, gently gliding across her delicate white cheeks, but they were caught by her hand that quickly covered her mouth.
She choked up, and her tone was vague: "What do I have? I don't have anything, just a heart that is willing to follow him to endure hardships, but he is still not satisfied......"
Seeing Yuan Yuan crying like this, Qin Yafu was also uncomfortable, thinking of things in this world, it was always so embarrassing, the rich were self-righteous like an uncle, and the rich could only be wronged like a grandson, and they couldn't even meet the minimum requirements of their sweetheart.
She sighed secretly in her heart, but she still had to try to suppress the sourness in her heart, and forced a smile: "What's wrong? You guys have so many things, in fact, you think too much, after all, two people have to be more active and passive, you can't always think about grievances!"
"Did I always think about it? We were not equal from the beginning, and I was a girl who gave up all her dignity to chase him, and he was not satisfied, and it was not until later that he saw that his goddess had no hope, and he began to notice me. ”
Yuan Yuan's words made Qin Yafu embarrassed, Xin Ran's original goddess has always been Qin Yafu, and everyone knows this situation.
"I won't mention the past, we can see his feelings for you. Qin Yafu tried her best to avoid the chaotic time at the beginning.
"Is it?When there is an imbalance between the effort and the return, isn't it the best result to separate?" Yuan Yuan suddenly stared at her and stared at her fixedly.
Qin Yafu was stunned, this sentence seemed to apply to her and Lin Zihang, because Lin Zihang's current radical behavior was not because he felt that his efforts were not rewarded? But in fact, was he really so selfish? Isn't she also working hard, but the other party can't see it either.
"Is this good, let's take a step back, you don't have a place to live, or work hard first, live in the bungalow that Aunt Yang gave us, although it is far away, but it is still a place to live, and then, you slowly find a way to ......" Qin Yafu put down her mind and put forward her thoughts again, always hoping to help them.
"No, I know you're kind, but it's too far away from the city, it's inconvenient to commute to work, and it's impossible to accept it with his personality. ”
Yuan Yuan smiled bitterly and shook his head: "Isn't he just a person who 'slaps a swollen face and fills a fat man'? It's just that 'the heart is higher than the sky and the life is thinner than the paper'!"
Qin Yafu was stunned there, these words may also be talking about herself, doesn't she just want to bear everything alone, but in the end, she can't bear anything?
Looking at Qin Yafu, whose eyes darkened, Yuan Yuan sniffed and sighed softly: "Actually, between us is like the moon chasing the sun, just like you and Lin Zihang, except that you are the sun and Lin Zihang is the moon." ”
The tears in the corners of her eyes slowly flowed down again, and Qin Yafu raised her hand to help her wipe them away.
"The sun can release light wherever it goes, and the reason the moon chases the sun is not that she can't live without the sun, just because the moon likes to be shone by the warm sun, but my sun is too willful, and he never cares about the hard work of his followers. ”
Qin Yafu lowered her head, isn't she also the wayward sun? Although she is also trying her best to take into account Lin Zihang's feelings, unfortunately, it seems to have little effect.
"Separation may be a relief, and there is nothing wrong with it. After Yuan Yuan finished speaking, she pursed her lips tightly to prevent her sad voice from leaking out again.
"How do you say that, it's not easy for you to get to this day, think about your previous efforts, you have persevered with so much pressure, you ......" Qin Yafu hurriedly persuaded.
"Sometimes it's not necessarily right to persevere," Yuan Yuan interrupted, and she took a deep breath, "Actually, it takes more courage to let go." ”
"No, you still have so many ......" Qin Yafu was unwilling.
"Yafu," Yuan Yuan took her hand and interrupted her again, "You and Lin Zihang love each other so much, but there are always many misunderstandings, and it is extremely hard. ”
The moment Yuan Yuan shook her head with a pale face shocked Qin Yafu, or rather, it should be said that this sentence woke her up.
"We can't love enough. It seems like a simple five words, but it expresses the hearts of all crazy men and women, all the people in this world who know and love each other but have difficulties with each other, are they all because of this reason will go extremely sad?
Yuan Yuan sighed lightly: "Between us, I have always been forcing him, at first when he had to give up on you, let me take advantage of a loophole, forced him to accept me, and later, our relationship suddenly reached the point of meeting his parents, and then my father began to force him to marry me, which is too embarrassing for him!"
Qin Yafu was stunned, yes, hasn't fate always forced everyone? Lin Zihang forced himself to marry him, and then he was unprepared for pregnancy, and had a helpless miscarriage, plus he forced himself to reconcile with him, and then she had to accept the tenderness again and again, she finally knew why she was tired, because his love was too deep and strong, she couldn't bear it, she always couldn't enjoy the emotional contribution he gave with peace of mind, because she felt that she couldn't afford it!
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Xue Jingjing sat on the high chair and spun around, naturally she saw Qin Yafu when she entered the door, but there was never a real good feeling between the two of them, and she didn't bother to say hello, so she deliberately ignored it and still focused on chatting with Nian Yue.
And this branch is Nian Yue's earliest base, every time Nian Yue comes to the provincial capital, she has to come here to sit, her identity is an open secret here, everyone naturally treats her as a proprietress, as comfortable as her own territory.
When Xue Jingjing turned out of the window again, her eyes suddenly straightened.
She pointed her finger outside and didn't know what to say: "That, that, isn't that Brother Hang?"
This exclamation was loud and abrupt, which directly alarmed Qin Yafu, who was not sitting very far, and she subconsciously turned her head, just in time to see Lin Zihang and a woman half-hugging and half-hugging into the taxi.
Qin Yafu was stunned for a long time, she had never encountered this situation.
Yuan Yuan shouted: "What is he going to do? ”
At this time, Nian Yue and Xue Jingjing also hurriedly walked over: "Qin Yafu, your husband is playing with fire, why don't you go to him?"
"Go, what are you going to do?" Qin Yafu looked at them blankly, her pounding heart hit her chest so painfully, and the strong sense of weakness made her suspect that she was in an unreal dream, but a question clearly flashed in her mind: Do you have to be reduced to being caught on the spot?
"No, no, I'm not going. In the face of the aggressive eyes of the three women, she shook her head pitifully, grabbed the corner of the table with both hands, and looked like she didn't want to move.
"Don't go, do you want to cheapen that woman? No, you have to go!" Yuan Yuan gritted her teeth and pulled her up.
"It's better to try your best to redeem it when it's irretrievable, otherwise, you'll regret it even more. ”
Nian Yue said lightly, she felt a little guilty in her heart, she had long known Ye Han's ambitions, that girl was playing big, and she was always reckless, and she had misled her, making her more and more bad at destroying a pair of lovers.
However, Qin Yafu's inaction also made her annoying, there is competition, at least it means that her husband is valuable, this is her honor, how can she ignore it?
The three of them dragged Qin Yafu into Nian Yue's car.
But the people outside are long gone.
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