Chapter 3 The past is hard to remember

When did Qiu Yun leave? Li Muqi didn't know, and Li Muhua didn't know. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info

Xu couldn't stand such an atmosphere either, and quietly withdrew. The atmosphere at this time is too depressing, making people feel uncomfortable, just want to go out for a walk and see the lively scenes; Or ride a fast horse, face the wind, and exhale the stuffy breath in your chest violently.

Qiu Yun had to go, she had no reason to stay, and she didn't have to stay here. Even if she stays, what's the use? Will he be able to stop the mountain from collapsing, or will he be able to unravel the worries in their hearts, the thoughts in their heads?

She couldn't, so she quietly went. She's not a very smart person, but she's definitely not a fool. Come to think of it, at that time, the fool will also be far away.

That is not something that can be resolved by human words. Only time can, but it takes a long time, will they have that long? No one knows...

Qiu Yun didn't go far, sitting on the green fence between the corridors, leaning slightly on the vermilion lacquer pillar, looking up, looking at the white clouds slowly moving in the sky, listening to the noise of the bamboo forest, facing the wind blowing, slowly closing his eyes, enjoying the time at this moment. But in my heart, I was thinking about the two people in the room. She shouldn't think about it, but she couldn't help but think about it. This is exactly what makes her not smart, if she is smarter, she won't think about it, she will just stay away, avoid...

Imagination is terrifying. I often think about the worst ending, and the imagined ending will also sway the mind, making people unconsciously irritable and uneasy. Then I don't know where a sullen breath struck, staggered in my chest, and lingered for a long time. I will also think that this is the result.

Qiu Yun is so stupid, she has such thoughts at the moment. She seemed to have seen the result, fidgeting, her breathing became heavy unconsciously, and the silk scarf in her hand waved faster and faster, but she couldn't get rid of the hot feeling...

Li Muqi also felt very hot, but he was already standing in front of the window, and the wind was already blowing in his clothes. But it still can't blow away the feeling of heat.

It's not that the wind isn't cold enough, it's that it's hard for his heart to calm down, and he doesn't know what to do to get rid of the embarrassment at this time. He didn't know, so he stayed away.

This is not the time to speak, and there is no guarantee that words at this time will not make the situation worse. Only to hide from afar, silent. Silence is the only way to resolve this time. That's what Li Muqi thought and did at this time.

Li Muhua didn't say a word, watched Li Muqi walk to the window, opened the window a little more, and watched the wind blow his clothes, shaking like a leaf. Looking at the back, a burst of emotion suddenly struck in my heart: How did they come to this point, is this providence or man-made? How could the originally harmonious brothers be like this? Although I could see his posture in my eyes, there seemed to be an insurmountable gap in my heart.

No, I shouldn't be at that point with him. Li Muhua said in his heart: I can't just do this, I can't let this matter continue, and I can't do nothing and let it go freely. I've got to do something...

Wait. The outcome is always unpredictable, and it is not necessarily the desired result. There is only one kind of person who will wait, and those who do not know what to do will wait, waiting for the unknown result.

"Today is a good day," Li Muhua finally broke the silence, looked at Li Muqi's back and said, "Do you remember what day it is?" ”

"How could I forget?" Li Muqi turned around slowly and said with a smile, "Today is the princess's birthday." The whole house is busy with this, how can I forget? ”

Li Muqi can't forget this day, this day is the happiest day of the year for him, and it is the most enthusiastic day for him. He would drink lots and lots of wine, forgetting who he was, forgetting everything in his heart - happy or troubled. Let yourself follow your own heart and follow your own will, and don't think about the world.

If a person is like this, how can he not be happy?

Happy past is beautiful, but it is already in the past, and if you think about the past often, the beauty will become painful. Painful memories I want to forget all the time, but I can't forget them. The more I try to forget, the deeper the impression will become, as if it is happening right in front of my eyes. As long as you stretch out your hand, you can touch that terrible picture.

If you forget all of this, how can people not be happy?

"But there is another thing that is even happier," Li Muhua tapped lightly on the table and said quietly, "I may be able to see my foreign wife today..."

"Marrying a wife is indeed a happy thing," Li Muqi smiled lightly, "but I don't feel any happiness from you." ”

"It's only them who will be happy, so how can I be happy?" Li Muhua sighed and said, "How can I be happy to marry a person I have never met as a wife?" ”

"The princess's arrangement will never be out of consideration for you," the smile on Li Muqi's face became even stronger, and he felt that Li Muhua at this time was the person in his heart - the person he was familiar with. smiled and said, "As long as you marry her, you won't know each other, and you won't have that feeling anymore... Huh"

"You..." Li Muhua looked at the smile on Li Muqi's face, and really didn't know what to do? However, there is a warmth flowing through their hearts, and they used to be like this. Perhaps, at this moment, it is back to the past. Li Muhua imagined in his heart.

At this moment, a rhythmic and strong footsteps sounded on the corridor. From far to near, louder and louder.

Suddenly, it was gone. At the moment when it disappeared, a figure had stopped by the door. Clenched his fists with his hands, arched his body, stared at the high threshold, held his breath, but his voice was very rough, "King Huai'an, the princess let you pass." She has something to say to you. ”

"Do you know what the words are?"

"I don't know."

"Oh," Li Muhua nodded and said, "I know, I'll go over later." ”

The man said yes and slowly withdrew. The sound of footsteps sounded again on the corridor.

"He still hasn't changed," Li Muqi said as he listened to the footsteps in the distance, "In my memory, he is like this, and he is still like that..."

"It would be nice if all men were like him, no matter how much time has passed." Li Muhua let out a long sigh and said, "However, the years are changing, and people change with the years." The country has not changed, but people's hearts have changed and changed,"

"How many things in the world are like this, let alone people?" Li Muqi also sighed and said, "It is not people's hearts that have become people's hearts, but people's desires." The human heart is just constantly changing with desires. ”

"Desire," Li Muhua read in a low voice, looked at Li Muqi and said, "The king's life is difficult, and my mother called me, so I don't dare to hesitate." Sit down with it yourself. ”

Li Muhua carefully sorted out his clothes. When he was about to go out, he turned back to Li Muqi and said, "Don't forget the hour." ”

Li Muqi nodded and responded to Li Muhua.

Seeing Li Muqi like this, Li Muhua hurried out. I saw Qiu Yun resting on the porch again. When he saw him coming, he was busy giving gifts. Li Muhua stretched out his hand to signal that she didn't have to be like this, and whispered a few words in Qiu Yun's ear, and then left in a hurry.

Looking at Li Muhua's figure slowly disappearing until it was gone, Qiu Yun just turned around and saw that Li Muqi was not far behind him.

Li Muqi saw Qiu Yun's body movements, and hurriedly said, "Don't be formal," teasing, "Maybe I will give you a gift in the near future, how dare you do this at this time." ”

"King Xianyi, don't make fun of the servant," Qiu Yun's face floated with a burst of red glow, and said in a panic, "How dare the servant be like this." ”

Li Muqi looked at the red tide on Qiu Yun's face, smiled lightly and slowly moved away. A soft voice slowly floated in: "Please forgive me for being rude." However, who knows what will happen next? ”

Even if Qiu Yun didn't want to do that, if Li Muhua had that idea in her heart, whether Qiu Yun wanted it or not, she couldn't escape it. She didn't have a choice, this is the princely house. If this is true of princes, what will happen to emperors?

Li Muqi walked very slowly, as if every step was taken after he had thought it through.

He hadn't thought about how to take a step, he just didn't want to go early. He's killing time, wasting time that he doesn't know how to squander at this point. Time is simply enough for him at this time to give him a headache.

This is really a jealous thought, I don't know how to squander the world? How many people in the world are begging for more time, and he doesn't know how to waste it.

There are actually many people like him in the world. Always wasting time, complaining that I always have too much time. One day, I will cry and hate myself for being like that.

The wind was much slower, not as swift as it had just been. The corners of the clothes swirled with the breeze. I don't know if the wind is playing with it, or if it's teasing the passing wind.

There was a hint of floral fragrance in the wind, and it slowly entered Li Muqi's nose with his breathing, so he couldn't help but stop, looking at the wind to find the place where the fragrance of flowers came from.

Where the fragrance of flowers wafts up, it must be when it is thick. Who can pick the flowers, I can't bear to hope for the flowers.

Step with the wind, the stronger the fragrance of the flowers.

A square flower garden is blooming at this time, and the flowers are blooming very brightly. The slim flowers are dancing in the wind, it is so joyful, it is so beautiful. I can't help but want to touch her, and even want to take her off. Who could be so ruthless? Take her off, just for the simple, somewhat excessive desire.

There will always be.

People will always make many unexpected and even unimaginable decisions cruelly for their own desires.

The flowers are mixed with many weeds. The weeds were so overgrown that they were much taller than the flowers, but no one was pruning them. They were too busy to take care of the flowers and let her grow freely, and everything was up to her. Such a delicate flower can only fight with the weeds.

The flower lovers have passed away, and no one cares about the flowers in the garden; The flower lovers are gone, and no one cares about these flowers anymore.

Li Muqi couldn't bear to stay here. He was afraid, afraid that he would think of the deceased flower lover - Egina, his mother, afraid of remembering her smile, her appearance, her little bits...

The sound of ding-dong is endless.

Looking up, a clear stream flowed under the bridge within a few steps of the eye. Above the water, there are petals and leaves that have been broken off by the wind. Downstream, there is a lake and autumn pond. The fish in the pond were playing happily, playing and chasing each other.

No matter how happy they are, they can't swim out of this big mansion. Thankfully, they don't care, or they would be sad.

A majestic rockery blocked Li Muqi's gaze into the distance.

Look at the abrupt edges and corners of the rockery. The muscles in the corners of Li Muqi's eyes twitched slightly, and the past unconsciously resurfaced in front of him: it was the shadow of two children, laughing and playing, and a bright smile...

Everything seems to be happening right in front of you, but you can't touch it; It happened for a long time, why is it so clear?

The hurtful past, I can't help but don't want to; Why does the hurtful past appear so clearly; Why do the hurtful past linger.

The past doesn't hurt, it hurts only because it's in contrast to the here and now. If you don't compare it less, it won't hurt so much.