Chapter 33: A Promise to Break Love 3
When she first heard Gu Linyu say that Liang Shengxiao was sick, Leng Qing's first reaction was to ask Gu Linyu - is Liang Shengxiao's illness better, and is there still symptoms of vomiting blood?
However, when the words came to her lips, Leng Qing finally held back, and only spit out a sentence indifferently: "The people don't know." Pen ~ Fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info"
Leng Qing's words were spit out, and sitting on the right seat in the hall, Gu Linyu, who was wearing a fancy dress, opened her mouth and answered slowly: "The people around the palace said to the palace that Xiao'er in the palace vomited blood for a few days in a row, and the person was already emaciated. ”
"Is Prince Xiao so sick? The folk girl has been staying in the mansion to read and practice calligraphy in the past few days, and the people in the mansion have never talked about these things, and the folk girl doesn't know about it!" A light smile whispered as if it didn't matter to herself, and spit out unhurriedly from Leng Qing's mouth, who was sitting at the end of the row of chairs on the right side of the hall.
In fact, Leng Qing's heart has already been twisted together at this moment, because of Gu Linyu's sentence "Xiao'er in this palace has vomited blood for several days in a row, and people have lost so much weight that they can't look like this, if they continue to toss like this, I'm afraid they won't be able to survive this winter......
Leng Qing couldn't imagine and didn't dare to imagine what Liang Shengxiao, who was so energetic in the past, like a small sun that could move, should be described as lingering on the sickbed and standing upright......
Yes, in Leng Qing's eyes, the man who is gentle and elegant, the humble as jade, the man who will not ask "Do you understand" but will ask "Did I make it clear" after speaking, is a small sun that can move, illuminating and warming Leng Qing's cold heart that has long sunk to the bottom of the cliff.
And that man is called Liang Shengxiao.
Leng Qing once thought that Liang Shengxiao would always illuminate and warm her heart like this...... However, just because of her words that day, Liang Shengxiao gave up on herself, was she willing to fall, and bent on death?
Leng Qing still remembers that that day, when Zhu Zimo was leaving, he said to her: "If he dies, you won't be heartbroken, then let him die." I will go to the Prince's Mansion again tomorrow and tell him that you Leng Qing don't care about his life or death at all, so that he doesn't have those illusory thoughts anymore, and he can suffer less if he dies simply!"
But does she really care, doesn't care whether he lives or dies? No...... No...... She cares about him!!If he dies, she ...... It would be heart-wrenching!! especially when she knew that all the sins he was suffering now were caused by her, and her heart was even more painful.
His kindness to her, his affection for her, she knew it, she knew it clearly.
And at the moment when she decided to marry him, she also decided that in the future life, she would treat him as well as he did to her, love him as he loved her, and she and he should be like Liang Shengde and Cheng Yiying, no matter how much time has passed, they must put each other in their hearts wholeheartedly, hold the hand of their son, and grow old with them.
But......
Providence makes people, things backfire, he and her, after all, are destined to be inseparable-
She can't put Lin Xiaoyang, Yan Ziming, and Zhu Zimo into it for him alone......
She inherited Liang Ruming's favor, she borrowed Liang Ruming's hand to help Lin Xiaoyang and Zhu Zimo, she owed Liang Ruming a favor, and this debt is several favors, great favors.
Father Meng often taught her that what she owes others must be repaid after all, and what she promised others must also be done. If you can't do it, don't say yes in the first place.
And since she owes Liang Ruming and fulfills Liang Ruming's promise, she must go down this road. No matter whether there is a mountain of swords or a sea of fire ahead, even if the road under her feet is full of thorns, she must go on unswervingly, because she must be worthy of her own promise, worthy of her own conscience, and worthy of her father's teaching to her!
However, she is worthy of Liang Ruming, Lin Xiaoyang, Yan Ziming, Zhu Zimo, and everyone, but she is only sorry for Liang Shengxiao......
It's just that from the moment she promised Liang Ruming, she was already doomed, and she would be sorry for him in this life......
But in the final analysis, all this is her fault, it was she who hurt Liang Shengxiao, if there is really "karma" in this world, it should also be retribution on her! But why is it that Liang Shengxiao is the person who is suffering and lingering on the sickbed now......
But Leng Qing can't tell anyone about all this, not even her lover, because this is an agreement and promise between her and Liang Ruming.
Doing what she says will be, this is the life creed that Leng Qing has always adhered to, and it will not change a little because of the environment she is in.
Therefore, all the pain and bitterness, Leng Qing can only swallow it alone.
Therefore, the torment in Leng Qing's heart can only be understood by Leng Qing herself. And Gu Linyu is destined to not understand.
Therefore, after Leng Qing pretended to be calm and said those words, Gu Linyu, who was sitting on the right seat in the hall, asked with a smile: "This palace heard that Qing's newly promoted brother-in-law of Guannei Hou was very diligent in running to the prince's mansion a few days ago. Could it be that after Guan Neihou returned home, didn't he talk to Qing about the situation of Bengong Xiao'er?"
Regardless of whether Leng Qing had anything to do with Liang Shengxiao before, Gu Linyu's words were all heart-wrenching.
Leng Qing's current identity is the concubine who is about to enter the palace to serve the king, and she is the Zhaoyi who was personally sealed by Liang Ruming's imperial pen, but Gu Linyu asked Leng Qing in a dignified manner: Didn't the Marquis of Guan Nei tell you about Prince Xiao's situation?
Gu Linyu's question was undoubtedly smearing Leng Qing, and at the same time putting a green hat on Liang Ruming.
Let's ask, Leng Qing, a boudoir woman who is about to enter the palace as a concubine, as Leng Qing's "brother-in-law", why does Guannei Hou Zhu Zimo want to talk to Leng Qing about the physical condition of a foreign man?
Therefore, to sum up, isn't Gu Linyu's words vaguely saying that Leng Qing does not abide by women's morals behind her back, and has dealings with foreign men in private?
Although Leng Qing is not a native of this other world, and does not know much about some of the rules and regulations of this other world, Leng Qing is not stupid, almost when Gu Linyu asked this question, Leng Qing heard Gu Linyu's words.
So, Leng Qing quickly reined in the complex emotions in her heart that were easy to interfere with her thoughts and reactions, and once again built the wall in her heart, and smiled modestly: "The queen mother said that she laughed, the people's daughter is the Zhaoyi who is enshrined by the saint, and she is the one who is about to enter the palace to serve the king, how can the brother-in-law of the people's daughter tell the people's daughter about the situation of those irrelevant men." What's more, the brother-in-law of the folk girl is also a foreign man to the folk girl, so the folk girl and the folk girl's brother-in-law don't meet much on weekdays. ”
Regarding Leng Qing's defense, Gu Linyu, who was sitting in the right seat in the hall, just repeated meaningfully: "Doesn't it matter......
At the right time, it happened that a little palace maid walked into the hall with a vermilion lacquered round wooden tray, and Xia Chan, who had been standing behind Gu Linyu, saw this, and immediately walked down the hall very consciously and took the tray in the little palace maid's hand into her hand.
After the little palace maid handed the tray in her hand to Xia Chan, she whispered a few words to Xia Chan. When Xia Cicada replied in a low voice, "I know", the little palace maid retreated towards the outside of the hall in an orderly manner.
And when the little palace maid retreated outside the hall, Xia Chan walked back to Gu Linyu who was sitting on the right seat in the hall with the vermilion lacquer round wooden tray, and said to Gu Linyu with a smile and respectfully: "Niangniang, this is the white fungus lotus seed soup that the imperial dining room just made today, it is said that it has been boiled for a few hours with a simmer, the white fungus and lotus seeds are rotten, and the soup is also added with honey from the South China Sea, and the imperial dining room sent a copy to the Shengshang, and this one was specially sent to honor the mother." ”
However, Gu Linyu listened to Xia Chan's words, but waved her hand lazily, and ordered Xia Chan in a faint tone: "This palace has never liked sweets, so withdraw it." ”
But Xia Chan didn't seem to want to waste that bowl of white fungus lotus seed soup, and continued to persuade bitterly: "The slave also knows that Niangniang has never liked sweets, but Niangniang has a good taste, which can be regarded as sympathizing with the filial piety of the imperial dining room!"
However, in response to Xia Chan, it was Gu Linyu who said very coldly: "This palace said to withdraw, don't let this palace say it again." ”
So, Xia Chan didn't say anything, just shook his head helplessly, walked down the hall with the vermilion lacquered wooden tray, and walked in the direction of the wide open palace door.
However, when Xia Chan walked past Leng Qing who was sitting at the end of the row of chairs on the right side of the hall, Gu Linyu suddenly opened her mouth and shouted to Xia Chan, and then looked at Leng Qing who was sitting at His Highness, and said with an amiable smile: "It's better to reward Qing with this bowl of white fungus lotus seed soup, and it's the same for Qing Dai's palace." ”
"This is the imperial dining room to honor the queen's mother, how dare the people dare to overstep the bounds. Almost without hesitation, Leng Qing smiled and politely rejected Gu Linyu's good intentions.
was rejected by Leng Qing without hesitation, Gu Linyu, who was sitting in the middle of the hall, immediately seemed to be a little unhappy, and even the words that came out of her mouth revealed a cold taste: "It's okay, this is a reward from the palace to Qing." If you don't answer, it's not ......."
"The people's daughter thanked the queen for the reward!" Without waiting for Gu Linyu to say the following words, Leng Qing decisively interrupted Gu Linyu's words with this thank you with a smile.
So, Xia Cicada, who was standing opposite Leng Qing, turned his steps and walked in front of Leng Qing with the vermilion lacquered log tray.
It wasn't until Xia Cicada walked in front of Leng Qing that Leng Qing saw clearly that there was a white jade bowl the size of an adult's palm resting on the vermilion lacquered round wooden tray, and a bowl of thick white fungus lotus seed soup was contained in the bowl, and a small and delicate white jade spoon was resting on the edge of the bowl.
The bowl of white fungus lotus seed soup was still faintly steaming, and after the heat rose to a certain height, it dispersed, and the next moment it entered Leng Qing's nose with a unique sweetness of honey, and faintly carried the fragrance of white fungus and lotus seeds.
Even if you don't taste the bowl of white fungus lotus seed soup, just look at the appearance, you can see that the bowl of white fungus and lotus seeds are stewed, if it is eaten, it must be dissolved in the mouth.
Speaking of which, Leng Qing followed Xia Chan into the palace without lunch today, tossed on the road for more than an hour, and after entering the palace, he stood outside Qinghua Palace and still basked in the sun for more than an hour......
Therefore, in Xia Chan's smiling gaze, Leng Qing picked up the bowl of white fungus lotus seed soup on the vermilion lacquered round wooden tray, picked up the small and delicate white jade spoon in the bowl, and drank the bowl of white fungus lotus seed soup one by one.
After Leng Qing drank the bowl of white fungus lotus seed soup, Xia Chan took the empty bowl and retreated outside the hall with the vermilion lacquered round wooden tray. And Gu Linyu, who was sitting in the middle of the hall, said to Leng Qing for a while, and after saying things that were not salty or light, she "invited" Leng Qing out of the palace on the grounds that it was getting late, and she was afraid that the palace door would be locked and Leng Qing would not be able to get out of the palace for a while.
Because Leng Qing was the chariot that Xia Cicada took out of the palace when she entered the palace, the subordinates on the Zhu Mansion and the carriage Leng Qing did not bring any of them, and when Leng Qing was leaving, Leng Qing did not tell Lu Xueyue to remember to send someone to pick her up at the palace gate, so after Leng Qing walked out of the palace gate, Leng Qing found out with a headache......
Hehe, she has no horses or carts, and she is penniless, how can she go back to Zhu's Mansion now???
Looking up, looking at the sunset that had been reddened and sunk for more than half of the day, Leng Qing couldn't help but sigh faintly, resigned herself to her feet, and walked in the direction of Zhufu on foot......
Anyway, he has entered the palace twice, so Leng Qing knows the route of walking back to Zhufu from Suzaku Gate, but because he knows, Leng Qing really even wants to die......
It takes more than an hour to take the carriage, and she really has to walk on foot, she has to walk to the top of the moon today to walk back to Zhufu!!
But God still opens his eyes, and sometimes he treats Leng Qing really well-
More than 200 meters after Leng Qing walked out of the Vermilion Bird Gate, an oncoming black-canopy carriage suddenly stopped when it passed by Leng Qing and just passed by Leng Qing.
However, because the carriage stopped too hastily, the horse's hooves and wheels raised a lot of dust, some of which rose high, and even got into Leng Qing's nose, causing Leng Qing to sneeze twice.
Then, when Leng Qing frowned and rubbed her destroyed nose, before she could react to what was happening, a cold man's voice suddenly came from the tightly covered carriage: "It's you?"
The cold and emotionless tone, listening to Leng Qing's ears, there was a feeling of déjà vu. It's just that, listening to the other party's familiar tone, Leng Qing couldn't remember who the owner of this voice was for a while.
It wasn't until Leng Qing saw that the curtain of the carriage of the carriage was lifted by a white and broad palm, revealing a handsome face similar to Liang Shengde behind the boxy panes, that Leng Qing suddenly remembered - isn't this Liang Shenghao, who had a relationship with her on the day she first arrived at the Prince's Mansion, and almost married Liang's son? !