In the three days when the two of them rested, Lin Zihang began to tell Qin Yafu about his mental journey in the past five years. Please search for the product #Book.com to see the most complete and fastest update

Too much helplessness and too much longing are the reasons for his emaciation.

It is said that missing is pain, but it is not the only medicine that can relieve the pain of parting?

After the two separated, on the third anniversary of Grandma Lin's death, Xin Ran was interrogated by Mother Lin, but he could only tell him nothing, because he didn't know what to say, obviously Yuan Yuan and Qin Yafu had such a good relationship, and the connection between them had never been broken, but Yuan Yuan didn't even reveal it to him.

In fact, there are many people who know Qin Yafu's whereabouts, Zuo Yan and his wife, Ning sisters, and Bai Yu all know, and the only ones who don't know are Xin Ran and Lin Zihang.

How big can the world be, if you insist on finding someone, will you not find it?

Xin Ran knew that Lin Zihang hadn't tried his best to find it, and he could understand Lin Zihang's feeling that he had no way to face it.

Including Xin Ran himself, he just went to the "Golden Beauty" to ask in a perfunctory manner, and the answer he got was that she was not in the sales department now, and he didn't have the courage to ask what it meant to be not in the sales department, because he was afraid that when he heard her exact news, he couldn't help but tell Lin Zihang, and once again aroused Lin Zihang's thoughts, in fact, it was useless, so he thought, since they can't get along with each other, then, forget about each other.

It's just that Xin Ran doesn't know, it doesn't mean that Lin Zihang doesn't know either, but he really doesn't dare to face it.

Lin Zihang once wanted to just get over it, but he couldn't let go of it in his heart, he was always unhappy, so he deliberately called to harass her, making her feel uneasy.

Later, what annoyed Lin Zihang the most was that one day, he actually received 100,000 yuan from Qin Yafu, and he quickly sent the card back to her.

Sure enough, Qin Yafu's side was like a stone sinking into the sea, and there was still no movement.

In a blink of an eye, it was the second day of the first month of this year, which made Lin Zihang even more angry, when he went to Qin's house, he obviously guessed that she was at home, but he refused to come out to see him, so he inevitably became more and more troubled, gritting his teeth and reminding himself not to look for her, to see how long she had to endure it.

Both of them held back their strength and persevered until the summer.

In the early morning after the summer rain, Lin Zihang was waiting for the red light at the intersection, and accidentally saw a woman with a lilac floral parasol coming from the crosswalk on the right.

Lin Zihang's heart skipped a beat, this person was too familiar

Like a slow-motion shot in a movie, Qin Yafu's movements as she walked in front of his car were so slow that she seemed to deliberately let him see her face clearly.

That face was more beautiful and moving than before, and the figure wrapped in the dress became more and more attractive, Lin Zihang secretly weighed it, feeling that she should be plumper than before, and of course, it also made him miss it even more.

It's been five years, he has endured it for five years and ignored her, but he can't resist the temptation of the moment, and it was not until this moment that he realized how meaningless the previous wasting was, and his thoughts swept in again.

He was still in a reverie, and the car behind him had begun to honk, and he looked up to see that the traffic lights had already turned green.

Lin Zihang hurriedly stepped on the accelerator, and after driving the car out of a distance, he let out a long breath, but soon regretted it.

Qin Yafu was walking in the opposite direction from him, and it was no longer possible for him to change lanes.

Lin Zihang had no choice but to park the car on the side of the road and look back.

It's a pity that people are no longer visible.

Lin Zihang sat in the car in a daze, overwhelmed by the tide of thoughts on the one hand, and cranky on the other, he even suspected that the bright little girl was the child he left behind, but he quickly denied it, because he remembered that on the fifteenth day of the first month of the second year after they separated, he went to Harbin to find her, at that time, she had no signs of pregnancy, since the time was not right, he was so sad that he almost despaired, because he naturally guessed that the child was Lan Haijun's.

Fortunately, God has eyes, and Lin Zihang no longer misses the person he has been thinking about day and night for five years, and after meeting once, he saw her again less than a week apart.

That day, Lin Ziyao came to the provincial capital on a business trip, and by the way, she also brought her daughter Niuniu, she went to a meeting, and asked Lin Zihang to take Niuniu to the playground to play.

Lin Zihang didn't have the patience to accompany the child, so after arranging for Niuniu to get on the merry-go-round, he went straight to the bench to the side to watch the scenery.

The hot sun made people sweat, but a group of children sitting on the wooden horse had a lot of fun, Lin Zihang wiped the sweat on his head, went to a big tree in the distance, leaned on the tree to smoke, since Qin Yafu left, his smoking addiction could not be stopped.

He was annoyed by the fact that the Trojan horse was turning around and around, so he turned his head to look away, but he couldn't ignore the child, and after a while, he had to look back at Niuniu.

When his gaze returned to the big turntable again, he found that Niuniu had a tacit understanding with a little girl opposite her, and the two of them waved from time to time, looking very close.

What attracted Lin Zihang's attention the most was not the cute appearance of the little girl, but that she was too familiar.

Isn't she the kid who crossed the street with Qin Yafu a few days ago?

Lin Zihang's heartbeat increased, and his eyes immediately searched around.

Sure enough, not far away, Qin Yafu walked over in a casual suit of white half-sleeved shorts, compared to the ladylike dress last time, this dress made her look more easy-going and gentle.

She held an ice cream in each hand, and her loving eyes followed the little man on the wooden horse.

At this point, the Trojan came to a stop.

The little girl above jumped down and ran directly towards Qin Yafu.

Qin Yafu squatted down, stretched out her arms, hugged the little person gently, kissed the child's pink and tender face, and then handed her the ice cream in her hand.

The little girl excitedly said something to Qin Yafu, Lin Zihang couldn't really hear it because he was far away, I saw Qin Yafu take out a tissue from the small bag in front of her, and carefully wiped the child's forehead, that gentle gesture poked Lin Zihang's heart, and he also melted.

At this time, I saw that the little girl ran to Niuniu, handed over the ice cream in her hand, and hurried away.

Lin Zihang became more and more curious about this child, but Niuniu shouted loudly: "Uncle, uncle, I'm going to play with that water spray gun, you quickly carry me down"

Niuniu stood up on the spinning wooden horse and beckoned to Lin Zihang.

Lin Zihang was frightened: "Little Ancestor, you don't want to die" He hurriedly hugged her down, and then looked at Qin Yafu again, only to find that she happened to be talking to Lan Haijun with a smile.

"Uncle, I'm going to get in that car with a water spray gun. Niu Niu found a novel gadget and immediately took action.

Lin Zihang turned around and reprimanded: "Why are you so impulsive, don't you know how dangerous your behavior just now is?"

"If I like it, I want to play" Niuniu is eight years old, she has her own ideas, she is active by nature, she immediately wants to see things, and she will not hesitate at all, for her personality, Lin Ziyao jokingly said that she inherited her uncle.

Lin Zihang pursed his lips and had to take her out of place.

When he returned to the tree, there was still the shadow of the mother and daughter

Lin Zihang couldn't help but feel bitter in his heart, this playground is not big, it is not small, if he digs three feet into the ground, he will definitely find that person, but if he finds it, how can people still want to see him

After Niuniu sprayed water for a while, she felt bored, and took the initiative to get out of the car, Kainu was noisy and too hot, Lin Zihang remembered that Qin Yafu had just bought ice cream for the child from the left direction, so he also took Niuniu to that side.

When people are blind, they can see more with their eyes scattered.

Lin Zihang was suddenly stunned, the slender and beautiful figure in front of him stood under the sun, staring blankly at the Ferris wheel in the distance, as if she remembered something, can she say that she didn't remember their good past

Lin Zihang's heart was suffocated, and he couldn't help but clench his hand holding Niuniu, so he wanted to rush over and hug her, telling her how much he missed her

"Ouch, uncle, you hurt me. Niuniu pumped her hand out hard and complained.

"Oh, I'm sorry. Lin Zihang came to his senses, and after calming Niuniu, he looked at the slightly lonely woman again, only to see her smile and bow her head, and slowly walked away.

Lin Zihang made up his mind for a long time, but he couldn't move the place.

"Uncle, uncle, who is that person, how do you see it" Niuniu followed Lin Zihang's line of sight and caught the woman who was gradually moving away, but unfortunately she didn't see Qin Yafu's face, otherwise, in her grandmother's uncle's room, there were a lot of photos of Qin Yafu, she would definitely recognize it at a glance, if she recognized it at that time, she would have stopped Qin Yafu as soon as possible, and even pounced and shouted "aunt" directly.

Sadly, they missed another step.

Lin Zihang hurriedly retracted his gaze and smiled unnaturally: "I don't know, let's go." ”

"Haha, my uncle is a coward, my grandmother said, my uncle is not brave at all, and he doesn't dare to pursue what he likes, my mother also said that I am like you, I am not like it, I have always dared to do the most, never be a turtle with a shrunken head. Niuniu pouted, looking down on Lin Zihang.

"It's not like it, it's not like it. Lin Zihang lowered his head lonely and waved his hand quite irritably, "Why are you a girl like a big man like me?"

The big and small two people mixed their mouths, and then entered the cold drink shop, Lin Zihang accompanied Niuniu to eat slowly, but he fell into deep thought. Mobile phone please visit wèn:

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