Qin Yafu called Lin Zihang. It sounded like a mess over there.

"Japhe. Can I help you. Lin Zihang shouted.

"It's fine. I just want to sue you. Sister Mingming's surgery is done. Qin Yafu's idea of pouring out lost its direction at this moment.

"Oh. Was it a success. Lin Zihang remembered to ask.

"It's fine. The doctor said a qiēshun lì. Qin Yafu said truthfully.

"That's fine. Where are you. ”

"In the car. ”

"When will I be back? ”

"In an hour and a half. ”

"Okay. Go back and get some rest. Lin Zihang didn't say anything like picking her up.

"Good. Qin Yafu replied sullenly. I thought about it. I still can't help but bring up the old story again. "You. There are many things you can do. You don't have to drink that much. ”

"Who said I was drinking. Lin Zihang was a little strange. But I reacted immediately. The tone suddenly relaxed. The voice was much softer. "You're feeling sorry for me. ”

"Where do you need me to feel distressed. All right. Do not say. Qin Yafu hurriedly hung up the phone. stroked the cheeks that had burned unconsciously. Her heart was racing.

Nothing was said all night. Until the afternoon of the next day. Lin Zihang called Qin Yafu just now. Get her after work. Go directly to the western restaurant opposite their unit to find him.

Qin Yafu no longer shirked. Obediently agreed. She wanted to see him too.

It's almost time to get off work. Lightning and thunder roared in the sky. It was raining heavily.

Qin Yafu didn't care. I usually carry an umbrella in the office. It's a matter of three to five minutes to cross the street. She was looking forward to seeing Lin Zihang this time. It's always better to have a good conversation face-to-face. The word "stumbling" is terrifying. Anything will change. She felt like she couldn't be so confused any longer. Give him a clear statement. Let's give myself an explanation.

Five o'clock. Just after Qin Yafu packed up. When you're ready to leave. The phone rings in the office.

It was the Lan Navy who called. Qin Yafu asked to notify each sales department to count a report. Handover tomorrow morning.

Notification is easy. It is inevitable that there are some detailed work steps that Qin Yafu needs to negotiate with the store managers.

Wait until all the stores have finished calling. Qin Yafu looked at the time. Although more than ten minutes have passed. But it's still thundering outside. It's not very safe to call Lin Zihang's mobile phone. She thought about going straight to it.

When Qin Yafu hurriedly ran to the western restaurant. Put away the umbrella and give it to the waiter. went straight to Lin Zihang's seat on the phone to tell her sù.

The environment of the western restaurant has always been elegant and quiet. It's very different from the noisy, chaotic world outside. Surrounded by the faint light shrouded in ornate crystal lanterns. Listen to soft saxophone music. It's like coming to a paradise. The mood of the person involuntarily relaxes.

Walk around the semi-circular bar. Qin Yafu's gaze was fixed on Lin Zihang's body.

On that square dining table. Lin Zihang sat opposite Yue in the same year. Talking happily.

Qin Yafu's heart sank. Why did he bring her again?

Then. Nian Yue raised her hand and rubbed her arm. It seems to have a cold meaning.

Lin Zihang stood up considerately. Put the clothes behind Nian Yue for her.

Qin Yafu hid to the side. I can't move the place. She suspected that Lin Zihang had called her. It seems that it is just to watch the play for himself. Even if it's not. No matter why it's so coincidental. It all made her feel disheartened.

I've had enough.

Once, twice, three times. How long will he Lin Zihang play this kind of trick? She shook her head. Quietly retreated.

Qin Yafu thought of Yan Mingming and her husband for more than ten years. I used to be in love like that. There is even a lovely, sensible son between the two of them. But won't they still part ways in the end? And he and Lin Zihang except for a marriage letter. Outside of five years of separation. There is nothing left......

Qin Yafu walked out of the western restaurant in a daze. Ignore the storm. Always walk alone. The sound of wind, rain, and thunder is no longer terrible. Lightning lit up around him. It doesn't matter anymore.

Until yesterday. She was just hesitant. Then before coming here. She had already made up her mind. But why did she let her see this scene? It's that he doesn't want to turn back. God still doesn't want to get them back together.

Qin Yafu raised her hand to wipe the rain on her face. But there is no way forward. It's still a blur. She leaned against a lamppole. I want to take a break. but was awakened by the thunder that shook the sky.

I don't know if it's an illusion. Qin Yafu felt that the street lamp pole seemed to tremble. She suddenly remembered. Teachers taught them when they were young. Don't take shelter under trees, under eaves, etc. on rainy days. How do you feel that the more you live, the more you regress?

Qin Yafu smiled bitterly and stood up straight. Walk to the side of the road. Wave down a taxi. Destination: Home.

Go into the house. After Qin Yafu closed the door. The silence in the room calmed her chaotic thoughts.

She leaned against the door and was stunned for a long time. Only then did I feel wet all over. And it's very cold. Finally remembered this world. The only one who can take care of himself is himself. Why expect anyone else. Thereupon. After she took a hot shower. Curl up lazily back on the bed.

The feeling of dizziness came over me. It's obviously very uncomfortable. But he was sane. It's crazy to think about the world. The human heart is not ancient to what Cheng dù. Right, wrong, black, white. It's all upside down. The funny thing is that people are all complacent. I don't feel embarrassed about my actions in the slightest.

Yan Mingming's husband raised the woman outside the home is five months pregnant. The two had been living together outside for almost a year. He was furious when he caught his wife dating someone. After claiming a divorce. Nothing will be given to her.

It should be said. Yan Mingming's marriage. She was also at fault. to this day. Both of these people are contrary to common sense. And there will be no possibility of going on. Just can't think of it. Meeting the wrong man became her motivation to live well. There is right and wrong in this. Who knows?

Like Lin Zihang. He poured all his enthusiasm into Qin Yafu. But in exchange for her constant struggle and resistance. So he got tired. also has its own happy harbor. Nian Yue can "become a daughter-in-law for many years". Waited so long in silence. Finally achieved positive results. Isn't that also her creation?

On the other hand, Qin Yafu. It's the bleakest one. was once pampered by Lin Zihang. Because I don't cherish it. Eventually, he threw himself into the ground. This. It's retribution.

Qin Yafu wrapped the quilt tightly. I still feel a chill. Sore, throbbing limbs. Lightheaded. But he couldn't sleep.

She persisted for a while. When I finally remembered this situation, I guess it was a fever. It rained so hard. Catching a cold is inevitable.

Qin Yafu half-leaned on the head of the bed. Barely open sour eyelids. I took my temperature from the bedside table and measured it. Thirty-seven degrees five. I guess it's a low-grade fever. She remembers hearing from doctors before. If you have a fever of 38 degrees or more, you can take antipyretics. Then don't eat it.

She pondered for more water. It is said that physical cooling is fine. She didn't have the energy to think about how to cool down. Let's drink water first.

Qin Yafu leaned against the wall. Slowly move to the living room. It was found that there was not a drop of water in the water dispenser. Had to go to the kitchen. She had just filled the kettle with water. I haven't had time to bring it to the stovetop. I heard a quick knock on the door outside.

"Who. Qin Yafu asked in a hoarse voice. I obviously feel something. But I don't have the energy to think about it.

"Qin Yafu. Hurry up and open the door. Lin Zihang's voice was anxious and irritating.

"What are you doing here? Qin Yafu's attitude was cold. She didn't want to put up with him anymore. Again. Provoke yourself again and again. Then a big mouth will be given. She was dizzy. She's had enough.

"What am I doing? What do you think I'm doing? Why did you miss the appointment? I've waited so long to say nothing. He wouldn't even answer a phone call. What do you mean. Lin Zihang seemed to be very angry. Roaring loudly.

Listen to him mention the phone. Qin Yafu remembered her mobile phone. She walked to the doorway. I saw the bag that I threw to the ground. I couldn't help but smile wryly. It's crazy today. It's just a matter of getting caught in the rain yourself. I forgot that I also had two phones in my bag. Looks like they're going to have to be scrapped.

"My phone is broken. Qin Yafu said casually. "But it doesn't matter if it's bad or not. I won't answer your calls again. Won't see you again. Let's go. ”

"What nerves do you have. Lin Zihang became more and more annoyed. "Just because I saw me and Nian Yue waiting for you in the Western restaurant. You just can't take it anymore. Won't you go up and ask? ”

"Ask what. Qin Yafu leaned against the wall. Talk to him with a strong fighting spirit. "Lin Zihang. I don't want to ask. Something before. It's me who is wrong. I can't stand you. I shouldn't have left you behind. I don't ask for your forgiveness. You are willing to hate. Hate me for the rest of your life. Just the way forward. I'll get good myself. Please don't bother me again. I'm tired. Rested. ”

She finished. But he didn't go away. Don't expect him to retreat. But I really didn't have the courage to face him again.

"Less nonsense. If it hadn't been in a hurry. Forgot to bring the keys. Do you still need to grind with you like this? Lin Zihang secretly hated himself for being careless. I thought that today a qiē will be solved. So he left the key he had stolen at home.

Now. I had to passively continue to grind my teeth with her. Fortunately, he had a way to get her to open the door.

"Hey. Qin Yafu. You don't want to ignore me and pull me down. I'm too lazy to bother with you. But. "He was tough at first. Then he was aggrieved again. "It's raining so hard outside right now. No matter what, I'm your husband too. You can't push me out. ”

"Click". Grandma Chen on the opposite side opened the door again: "Xiao Qin." What are you two messing with? I also let people not sleep. ”

Qin Yafu raised her heavy head and looked at the time on the wall. It's not too late. It's just that the elderly rest early. To say that people have already slept. I don't know. But. Looking at Lin Zihang's appearance, he didn't mean to leave.

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