Chapter Twenty-Nine: Remembering the Beginning
"Did you see that?" Brother Shi had never heard him mention it, but he was curious but vaguely guessed the answer. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
Beiming's gaze fell on the shadow of the sun not far away, and the window lattice reflected long and short lattices. The figures of the two people were stacked on top of each other on the ground, and he smiled: "No." β
"Oh-" Brother's mood also fell.
"But I saw you!" The corners of Beiming's lips raised slightly, and he looked down at his younger brother Shi: "I still remember very clearly, you got off the horse, looked at me and started crying, kept crying, and didn't pull me." β
"I- I thought you were dead. Who made you motionless at that time, listening to me cry for so long, without saying a word. Brother Shi was amused and remembered the scene at that time.
Beiming also smiled: "I don't want to get up." It was snowing very much, and I didn't feel cold when I was lying in the snow, and I looked at the sky as if it was about to be pressed down, and the snow swirled and fell, and I was the only one in the wilderness, and that feeling-"
"Destroyed by me?" Brother Shi Dao.
Although Beiming was smiling, a trace of sadness flashed in his eyes: "Yes, I thought at the time, how could someone be so annoying, so annoying, and not even give me that little purity." Annoyed that I still do it, pushing you far away. β
Brother Shi was still a little funny when he thought about it: "I thought you cheated the corpse." I was so scared that I didn't cry anymore. Who told you to get up slowly like a zombie, your hair was unkempt and full of snow, and your eyes were glazed, so it's no wonder if you weren't frightened. β
Bei Ming gently stroked his brother Shi's smooth long hair, and his eyebrows and eyes became softer: "Yes, I must have been like a walking corpse at that time." Maybe you didn't show up, maybe one day I would really be found dead there, stiffened, but no one cried for me like you did. β
"Where am I crying for you? It's not that Tuan Yuan is dead, I'm sadβ"
"So, you're not crying for me, you're crying for your dog?" Beiming was still smiling.
Brother Shi also smiled: "Yes-is it difficult to cry you?" Then I didn't recognize you. β
"Yes, at that time, I was still thinking to myself, if I died, there would be someone crying for me besides my mother." Beiming smiled: "As a result, it will still be wrong." β
Brother Shi was a little embarrassed: "That's not a coincidence-"
"yes. But if it weren't for this coincidence, I might not really be up. Beiming's voice was low: "That person-refusing to see me, it's actually nothing, I just think it's not worth it, so many years, I've thought about it for so long, I've endured it for so long, but it's actually empty, I feel very tired, I just want to lie there and sleep it." β
"Then did you decide to come back and help me bury the group because you were grateful to me?" Brother Shi was afraid that he would be depressed, so he changed the subject.
Beiming shook his head and hugged his younger brother: "Of course not." If I hadn't taken a few steps to look back at you on a whim, I wouldn't have gone back. As a result, this time - I can't get out again. β
His eyebrows and eyes are already good-looking, but when he doesn't smile, he smiles occasionally, and there is a charming look in his eyes.
Brother Shi also chuckled: "How long did you look at me at that time?" β
Beiming said: "I don't know, but I only saw you get up later, take a cloth bag from the horse's back and cry, and then I knew that I was probably wrong." β
Brother Shi said: "Then you won't come to help me?" β
"yes, why didn't I move? Later, I thought, I may be envious and jealous of that dog, because you can cry so sadly because it is dead. Soβhe refused to come forward. Beiming smiled.
"Hey-" Brother Shi said quietly, "You're really-you don't know about it-"
Beiming said: "Okay, you can treat me as a group." We don't mention it. β
"Don't talk nonsense, I don't want you to be like it-" Brother Shi quickly turned around.