Chapter 266: An Unbearable Past
Day 1. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 infoAlthough the diary is the first day, it has been a few days since it happened, but it is only now that I have gradually calmed down. Today, those outsiders attacked us again, although we were extremely reluctant to resist, but because we had seen the consequences of the previous few times Phil and Edwards resisted, we had to bear it silently, but this was really very uncomfortable, and I hope to leave this hellish place as soon as possible.
The next day. Today the sky is cloudless and the weather is very good, but we are not in the mood to appreciate the beauty of nature, because everything in our lives has been changed. My husband, children, and family were all killed in front of us by the outsiders, who left us alone with the young women of our village to force us as their slaves.
Today, as usual, those outsiders are like hungry wolves reaching out their claws to us, constantly moving around us, but we are powerless to resist and can only be at their mercy...
The diary is very long, with more than 300 entries in total, but most of them describe how they were bullied and how they feel, so Lin Qi only read it hastily until he turned to the key points they wanted before carefully studying them.
Day 134. Oh my God, these outsiders are perverts at all, they seem to be tired of the original way of expression, today they actually make the iron tools into strange shapes, and then burn them on our chests, our burned blood gurgles, pain, and keep screaming for mercy, but they still refuse to give up, even looking at our painful appearance, the corners of their mouths are raised with a satisfied smile, I have never seen such a sick person in my life.
My burned chest really hurts, and I'm going to write it in my diary here today, please, whoever it is, please save us, let's get out of this horrible place, I really don't want to stay any longer.
Day 191. Perverted, it's so perverted, it's perverted beyond my imagination, it's been fifty-seven days since the last time they imprinted our chests, today they seem to be tired of playing with the way they imprinted on us, this time they are still taking hot molds, but it turned out to be in our bodies, the hot iron rod burned in our bodies, but we can only be like lambs on the chopping board to be slaughtered, we can only keep screaming but are powerless to resist, and even some people are directly unconscious. I'm really tired, I don't want to live this life anymore, maybe death will be more comfortable.
Day 195. On this day, the outsiders still treated us as before, but today we found the dawn of hope from despair, and Kai Lilin proposed an escape plan, which she said she had thought about for many days, and she had thought about the route and time of the escape, just waiting for us to agree.
Of course, we all agreed without thinking, a group of our clansmen have long wanted to get out of this terrible hell, let us live worse than death, we have longed for freedom for a long time, and now we are just waiting for an opportunity.
This is how Kaylin's plan looks, we observe the habits of these outsiders these days, and then quietly flee while they are resting and not paying attention. And everyone agrees on this plan, and I think it's good, and we will start implementing it tomorrow. The day of freedom is just around the corner.
Day 235. Although there was a lot of torture today, the atmosphere was no longer as heavy as usual, and everyone was in good spirits and full of energy, because today was the day of the plan, that is, the day we were going to escape from this hell.
After thirty days of observation, we have finally mastered the habits of the group of outsiders, and at two o'clock in the morning they are all resting, and we will take advantage of that time to carry out our plans, and follow the route we have said to escape from this damned place, and we will all be free at last, and today this diary will be buried here forever with our departure, and we will meet again.
Day 236. Hehe, everything has come to naught, no freedom, no escape, no escape, I didn't expect that the group of outsiders would have thought that we had escaped this day, and they had already set a trap, and when we left again, the trap set off an alarm, so we returned to this hell again.
After this escape, they became even more wary of us, and even whipped us as punishment, with a crisp sound and terrible screams, our flesh was beaten to the flesh, and we had no hope, it was impossible for us to escape again, we could only be trapped in this terrible place forever, and it was really sad to think of the words I had when I left yesterday.
Day 240. We seem to have fallen into complete despair, and we no longer feel the so-called hope, and today their demons seem to want to control us even more, they have implanted a strange object in our body, the appearance is crystal clear like a gem, and as for the rest of the details, I am not in the mood to look at the details, my life is not mine anymore.
Two hundred and fifty days. I don't know what they're doing to us, or if they're tired of us and treating us like experiments. Ever since they implanted that strange object in our bodies, they haven't harmed us, and even made us eat real food that we haven't eaten for a long time, instead of eating their leftovers.
It's just that in the past few days, Sophie's memory has begun to deteriorate, and I don't know if it's because of the relationship that has been tormented for nearly a year.
Day 290. In the past few days, Rosalyn and Catherine Edna have fallen one by one, and sure enough, those demons have treated us as experiments, since the implantation of that strange object, we began to be in a trance from time to time, and our memory began to deteriorate gradually, and in the end we even forgot who we were, and finally collapsed and died, if I hadn't had a diary and these wounds on my body, I might have been like them and I didn't remember anything or even died.
I am the only one left in this hell, and I am captured with all the people who have died, and I wonder if I will be free.
Three hundred and one days. Hehe, as expected, they seemed very surprised when they saw that the rest of the people were dead and that I was left, but they did not let me go, but took me to a cave in a mountain.
There are some strange and strange utensils in this cave, and there is a large furnace, it seems that I am going to be used as an experimental subject, but I don't care, let me die and go to the undead world to accompany Kai Yuanlin and them, I think we all died with resentment, and we should be reborn in the undead world, I don't know if I will still have memories of my life at that time.
Three hundred and five days. It seemed that I was not far from death, and that tomorrow was the day of the experiment, and the outsiders did not expect that they would have a conscience, so they told me directly that they were going to use me as an experiment tomorrow and asked me what I wanted to eat, and they could find it for me to eat.
Although I have lost hope of survival, I still miss the old days, those good and happy times, so I told them that I wanted to eat the colorful Tianri soup in Tianyuan Town, which is the signature meal of a restaurant in Tianyuan Town, which was brought back to me by my husband when he went out on a trip, and they really brought it to me.
After eating a mouthful of soup, the memories of the past came to my heart, the care between my family, the laughter between friends, and the sweet first kiss with my husband were all presented again in my mind one by one, and my tears unconsciously dripped down.
My tears are like rain, this soup is like I can't finish it, I finish a bite, but the teardrops fill that bite again, but the taste of this soup is getting lighter and lighter, as if I have experienced so far, these happy times are farther and farther away from me, and in the end only bitterness remains.
They also seemed to be unable to bear to look at me crying because of their conscience, and instead of stopping me, they locked my room and turned away.
Day 330. I finally got used to this body, I didn't expect that I didn't die after the experiment, I now know that their experiment put my head on the monster's body, if I haven't been tortured by this, I will think, this is really disgusting, but I don't feel it anymore now, calculate that it took me twenty-five days to get used to this body, and finally be able to write a diary today. Hmm? wait... They're coming.
Day 337. Please, I want to die, I want to die, I find that my memory and my sanity keep disappearing, but since I changed my body, I can't do anything to hurt myself, I try to kill myself by hitting the wall, but every time I die, the next day I will be reborn in a strange room. Please, please let me really die, I don't want to be a senseless monster, I'd rather die!
Day 340. My sanity is probably gone, and all I remember is the days in this room, and if it weren't for my own diary, I would have forgotten who I was. But I didn't want to be a monster without reason, so in the past three days, I transformed into a monster and rushed to the top of the mountain that transformed me from memory.
In the end, I finally found a way to make myself truly die, but I don't have time to destroy the thing that made me immortal, so I wrote down in this diary how to destroy that thing and its location, if any descendants see it, please help me destroy it, so that I can really die and get rid of all the shackles.
And when you read this diary, I've lost my mind, I don't know what I'm going to do if I lose my mind, but I beg for your help, thank you, I'm from the village of Nipodi.
That's all for the diary's record, and all that's left is the method of cracking it mentioned in the diary, as well as the map of the location of the so-called thing that makes monsters immortal.
Smack!
Lin Qi closed the diary in his hand, exhaled deeply, and muttered, "I will try my best to help you get free." ”
(To be continued, the second update will be sent out later)