Chapter 106: Never Experienced for Others

The high-pitched Hedong lion's roar before Xu Shuang fell did not have a big effect, and no one passed near the train station at all, because it didn't last long, and no one opened the windows upstairs.

She stood alone for a moment before taking a breath, sniffling, walking over and shaking her hands, spinning the car keys that had been inserted into the keyhole.

On the road, Xu Shuangjiang rode fast, and the night wind of early spring hit her face, but she could not lower her red-hot heat. She clenched her teeth and stared forward with an expressionless face, her anger churning in her chest, but there was nowhere to vent.

This was the first time in her life that she had encountered a groping pig hand.

Halfway through, she had imagined it thirty or fifty times in her mind, pressed the man's hand to the cutting board, took a thick-backed kitchen knife, and slapped his five fingers vigorously like patting the meat fibers of loose pork chops.

Chopping would have been more relieving, but she couldn't succeed in imagining the bloody picture.

She entered the apartment, opened the door, and the familiar nest was quiet, Xu Shuang suddenly soured her nose, and all her strength seemed to be exhausted by the cool breeze in countless lapping imaginations.

She sat down in her chair for a long time, limp.

The phone rang again.

Xu Shuangchuan looked at the screen silently and answered for a while.

"Shuangshuang, have you arrived home?" This is Xu Shuangshuang's last journey, Chen Chi has always known Xu Shuangshuang's bad problems, she always said that her driving skills are not good, and she never answers the phone halfway. So, when she picks it up, it means she's arrived. Chen Chi smiled relaxedly.

Tears suddenly welled up from the corners of Xu Shuang's eyes, she had a lot of grievances, and she was summoned by Chen Chi's voice, scrambling to emerge in the bottom of her heart.

"Frost, Frost?" Chen Chi shouted.

"Chen Chi. She called softly.

"Shuangshuang, have you arrived? What's wrong?" Chen Chi frowned, Xu Shuang's voice didn't sound energetic at all.

"It's here. Xu Shuangchuan raised his head and blinked, pulling away his smile, "I'm sitting on a chair panting." ”

Chen Chi was amused by her, his heart relaxed, and he asked softly, "Are you tired?"

"Hmm. ”

"Frosty, hurry up and find something to eat. Chen Chi reminded.

Xu Shuangchuan calmed down his breathing slightly: "Then I'll hang up, you go to bed early." ”

"Who said you hung up?" Chen Chi laughed and ordered, "Take your phone, I want to interrogate you properly, why did you get caught in a bomb when you went out?"

"It's not what I want to meet. Xu Shuang lowered his head and said.

Chen Chi listened to her wilting voice, smiled and comforted, "I scared you today." ”

"It's a little scary. Xu Shuang lowered her eyebrows and muttered.

Chen Chi frowned again, put away his smile, and asked seriously, "Frost, what's wrong?"

Xu Shuangchuan was silent for a moment and replied, "I'm hungry and tired." ”

"Look for something to eat. Chen Chi urged, suddenly remembering that Xu Shuangchuan was used to buying once a week, and today she was running outside and had no time to go to the supermarket to buy, so she couldn't help asking, "Shuangshuang, do you still have something to eat?"

"Yes, my phone is running out of battery. Xu Shuangchuan stared at his toes and said softly.

"Recharge your batteries then, stupid. Chen Chi said with a smile.

"Do you want me to eat, or do you want me to say it?" Xu Shuangchuan said in a stiff voice, "You can only choose one." ”

"Of course I want you to eat. Chen Chi said boldly, and immediately apologized softly, "It's me who is not good, I have been pulling you to say, hurry up and eat, I'll call later." ”

Xu Shuangchuan pursed her lips, knowing that her attitude was not good enough, and she was depressed, but she couldn't say anything, so she had to dodge and say: "Chen Chi, don't call, you have been calling me today, I am home now, don't worry, I will go to bed early after eating, I am indeed a little tired today, I will talk to you tomorrow." ”

Chen Chi thought for a moment: "Okay, you rest early." ”

Xu Shuangchuan put down the phone, raised her hand and wiped the wet marks from the corners of her eyes, she really couldn't tell Chen Chi about this.

She had to go and tell Liang Shiyun, Bian Yunman, and Xian to let them be careful when they went out at night, and then scolded that wicked person together to relieve her anger, but she was just embarrassed to complain to Chen Chi.

On Sunday morning, Xu Shuangchuan was looking at her new book when there was a soft knock on the door.

She put down her pen and got up to open the door.

"Frost. Outside the door, Chen Chi was full of smiles, quickly glanced her up and down, stared at her face, reached out and touched her head, and said, "Stupid?"

Xu Shuangchuan was indeed a little stupid unexpectedly, and it took a long time for him to think of letting him in, and the first thing he asked was: "How did you get in?"

"The door is right open. Chen Chi replied casually, seeing that Xu Shuang was relatively sluggish, he helped her close the door easily.

"Didn't you come here last week?" asked Xu Shuangchuan suspiciously.

She and Chen Chi don't meet every weekend, they see each other once every two weeks when they are not busy, and they can't say if they are busy, but they also see each other once a month. After the Christmas holiday, Chen Chi had a lot of things, and he didn't come to see her until February, so Xu Shuangchuan didn't expect him to come over today.

Chen Chi felt helpless, threw the backpack to the ground, dragged her into his arms, and rubbed his head in her ear: "I can't do it if I don't come." ”

Xu Shuang was stunned, a sour warmth slowly appeared in her heart, she wrapped her hands around Chen Chi's waist and buried her head in his chest.

Chen Chi lowered his eyes to look at her, hugged his arms tighter, and asked softly, "Shuangshuang, were you scared yesterday?"

Xu Shuangchuan nodded silently.

When Chen Chi saw this, he knew that his blue-gray soft-shell crab was not a little scared, she had always been very strong on the surface, and she hid her fear in the dark. Take the initiative to hug back, the little bird is as docile as a human, and she rarely did it in the past. Chen Chi was merciful, gently rubbed her back, and whispered comfortingly: "Frost, I'm also afraid." ”

Last night, Chen Chi was lying in bed and couldn't fall asleep for a while. When Xu Shuang landed without his knowledge, he encountered an unbelievable bomb threat, and something so far from their lives suddenly fell on her. She walks alone in a strange city out of his reach, and she may encounter all the dilemmas that a lone girl can face in the dark.

Chen Chi has never been a person who is willing to spend too much time on meaningless imagination, he prefers to do it directly and do it as well as possible. However, when he held his mobile phone and reminded Xu Shuangchuan of how to act, he couldn't get rid of the fear and powerlessness in his heart, which was the best way he could do at that time, and he still felt that it was not good enough, and he was afraid that it was not good enough.

Thankfully, she was safe.

Yesterday he suddenly realized that no matter how much he cares about a person, he can't really experience her experience, he can only empathize with it at most, this is the most helpless experience, it will make people anxious at the time, and it will make people deeply sad afterwards.

Happy things are shared with feelings, and it is enough.

Hard things will worry with feelings, and they will desire to exonerate her and do it by herself. And there is no way to do this.

Maybe you can watch, maybe you can listen, maybe you can accompany, but you can't replace.

Chen Chi had to come, he had to really touch her and comfort her in order to make himself steady.

Xu Shuangchuan was covered by Chen Chi's body temperature, and her body and mind were stable, and she felt that her palpitations had really passed. (To be continued.) )