Seeing Xiyue's thin back slowly disappear into his sight, Chen Hai's body immediately trembled slightly, as if he couldn't stand still, and he fell to the ground at the moment. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

The right hand tightly assists the chest. At this time, he only felt a feeling of distress surging towards him, and this pain was so strong that it made him feel as if he was about to suffocate.

Looking at the stars in the sky with blank eyes, Chen Hai's thoughts drifted far, far away, so far away that even he didn't know where he had been, and his mind just kept repeating the nightmare picture that had been lingering in his mind for a long time.

Time cuts back to three years ago, in a courtyard in Huoyuan Village, which was the home of the village chief and the home of Xiyue.

A teenager stood there dumbfounded, staring blankly ahead, without a trace of focus in it, as if he was stupid. In his hand, he was holding a blade, and a trace of red blood was constantly dripping from it, making a crackling sound, but the young man was unaware of this, just standing indifferently.

In front of the young man, a sturdy middle-aged man was lying there, his eyes wide open, looking at the beam above his head. Underneath him was a pool of blood, staining the entire ground bright red, a dazzling red.

Looking at the sturdy middle-aged man lying in front of him, the young man immediately stretched out his hand, trembling, as if he wanted to grab something, but he didn't catch anything. His lips also moved at the moment, as if he wanted to shout something, but he couldn't shout anything. Just muttered, "I don't know, I don't know anything." Why, why did things turn out the way they did? Why?"

"Daddy, daddy" At this moment, a crisp female voice suddenly came from outside the house.

Listening to this crisp female voice, a trace of panic flashed in the eyes of the young man in the room at the moment, and he also put the dagger in his hand in his arms, and hurriedly fled from the room, fled back to his home, and hid, and the dagger was thrown by him in the panic I don't know where to go.

The boy didn't know the rest, he knew that the girl was crying very sadly, as if the sky had fallen. The girl came to him several times later to cry, for in her heart he was the only one here who could make her feel at ease.

But she didn't know that every time the girl came here, the young man's heart was full of fear, full of worry, afraid of being discovered by the girl, so his eyes were always dodgy.

The sad girl never noticed this, but quietly lay her red and swollen eyes in the boy's arms, and a trace of crystal tears continued to flow out of it, wetting the boy's clothes.

At this time, the young man's heart was always like a knife, and he didn't know what to do!

The days are like this, day by day, but things are always no progress, and there is always a trace of haze in the young man's heart. Until one day, the girl brought the dagger, which was still bloody, to him, and said that it had been found near his house, or even in his yard, and the girl asked him if he had done it.

Seeing the dagger that was still bloody, the young man's heart also felt a burst of panic at the moment, and his heart was also panicked like never before. However, he still forced himself to calm down, trying to calm his heart, and said, "No, he didn't do it," the reason is that he has never cultivated, how can he kill a barbarian realm fifth-order powerhouse, even if it is a sneak attack.

It was the first time in his life that he had lied, albeit lamely. But the girl, out of long-standing trust, still believed in him. But since that incident, there has been an inexplicable estrangement in the relationship between them, and there is no longer the feeling when the two were together before.

Even with the expansion of time, this gap is getting bigger and bigger, and in the end, even when it comes to meeting, it is just a greeting, completely like a stranger.

The young man also knew about this change, but he couldn't say it, he could only put all the pain, guilt, and self-blame in his heart, and bear all this silently.

Even at the moment, he began to stop cultivating, constantly paralyzing himself with reading, covering up the lie that he never knew how to cultivate. He didn't want the girl to know that he was cultivating, because he was afraid!

But paper can't contain the fire after all, just like today, Tian Laosan provoked him and punched him, as in the past, he must have already dodged, or pretended to be unable to support and was knocked to the ground, which is an extremely normal performance.

But today, somehow, the impulse that he had been silently suppressing three years ago, which made him still feel terrified, suddenly reappeared, and Chen Hai at that time really felt that he was no longer himself, but another person, an extremely strange person. At that time, he had no idea what he had done, and by the time he knew, it was already too late, everything was over.

Chen Hai stared blankly at the bright moon in the sky, and at this time, those star-like eyes were already full of tears.

"Xiyue, I really don't know, I really don't know........" Chen Hai kept repeating these words in his mouth, as if he was already crazy, and as if he was already stupid.

"Ahh No one knew that Chen Hai's eyes were very red at this time, as if they were about to drip blood.