Chapter Thirty-Eight: There Is Always a Process in Everything
Gu Heng rubbed the hair on my head and said comfortingly: "Don't worry, since I let you live here, what you are worried about will not happen." Pen ~ fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info and ......" He suddenly lowered his voice, his face was full of shyness and said: "I can't let you walk around in a bathrobe in Yu Haiyang's house, who knows what Yu Haiyang is thinking in his head?"
I grabbed his hand in disgust, "Come on, you don't know what you're thinking, you say him." ”
Gu Heng leaned back and smiled, "Why do you always want to demolish me?"
"Do you think I'm willing, if I don't dispel your doubts, I'm afraid that you will think about it, won't I be the one who will suffer at that time?"
Gu Heng suddenly fell into deep thought, his slender fingers rubbed his temples, and asked sullenly: "Xiao Nian, will you think the same as Yu Haiyang?"
I sighed softly, picked up the remote control and turned on the TV, and only after half a sound did I respond to his gaze: "I just think the script of this movie is good, and it's a pity to give up." ”
Gu Heng nodded, as if he was thinking about something, and after a long time of not answering, the voice of the indoor variety show became louder.
So I decided to spend my mind on the TV, and when I came back to my senses, Gu Heng had already gotten up and gone to the kitchen.
I looked at his back for a few seconds, except for lamenting that he sat in the office every day, drank and socialized people who were overwhelmed, and his figure was actually very good, but I didn't want to talk to him about work anymore, anyway, I would be disappointed left and right, so it was better to clear my mind.
I've been really tired lately, and this time I fell asleep on my stomach on a pillow after drinking the juice he handed me.
When I woke up on the second day, I found myself lying on Gu Heng's bed, and I immediately bounced up from the quilt in shock. Subconsciously looked at the pillow next to me, only the softness of the trap reminded me that I kicked off the quilt in a daze last night, and found that it was Gu Heng who was holding the warm thing after the cold.
I got up and pushed open the closet, grabbed a t-shirt and jeans and came out to change out of the dirty clothes from last night. Then I tidied up in front of the wardrobe and went downstairs.
The living room was quiet, so the sound of fiddling with the dishes and chopsticks became surprisingly loud.
When Gu Heng called me over for breakfast, I took the porridge on the table in a weird way, scooped a small spoonful and put it in my mouth, looked at the person who was in a good mood for several rounds and said, "You have a lot of strength, and it's not too heavy to move me from the living room to the second floor." ”
Gu Heng couldn't hold back a smile and quipped, "How can it be heavy, I'll drag you all the way up." ”
I looked up and laughed dryly, glaring at him across my face, "It's not funny at all, but I'm still giving you this face." ”
Gu Heng shook his head helplessly, "Aunt Li will come to make it for you, you can tell her what you want to eat, and I will come back to eat with you after dinner." ”
I hurriedly waved my hand, "No, it's common for me to eat by myself, so don't delay your work." ”
Gu Heng nodded, "I'll try my best!"
In the afternoon, I was honored to receive a call from Song Zhun, just when I was distressed that he might have only symbolically asked for my phone number and would not call.
He called, and his tone was cautious, "Jiang Nian, are you okay?"
I was stunned for a moment, turned off the noisy TV, "I can eat, drink and sleep, do you think it's okay?"
“......”
"Is there anything else?" I asked softly.
The other one smiled awkwardly, "Eh, it's so embarrassing, I didn't know what to say when I called, and you blocked the words." ”
Listening to his straightforward answer on the other end of the phone, even from a distance, it seemed that he could see his head slightly lowered when he was shy.
I got up and went to the kitchen and poured a glass of water to ease the strange feeling in my heart. Then I held the end of the phone tightly and asked if there were any.
The whole space was so well soundproofed that I couldn't hear anything except his voice on the other end of the phone.
In the days after the hug, if it weren't for the fact that I was overwhelmed by work, I guess I would have spent even my breathing thinking about why he didn't call.
At this point, my enthusiasm wanes, and everyone rushes to broadcast the phone call of concern, and your voice becomes meaningless.
The human heart is always fickle, let alone caring about this kind of thing that needs to be timed.
In addition, I could clearly feel the estrangement and embarrassment between me and him during the conversation, which made me even more frustrated.
Time is such a scary thing!
Hung up the conversation with Song Zhun Sheng, and only afterwards did he feel relieved, after all, he couldn't detect the change, so he could continue to ease and maintain. It's sad to think about.
But as long as you don't have to recall familiar topics, it proves that you are improving.
While there are always gray areas in memories, most of them are good. I'd rather go back to that time than now, when the leper dog approached him.
There is always a process for everything, and the psychological changes to be overcome really depend on where you put him.
Otherwise, it is easy to stay away because of your own doubts and one-sided emotions. At this point, I am really grateful for having the courage to approach him in the first place, or after facing my own thoughts.
On the side of the road in summer, there are always swarms of unknown insects hiding in the grass and chirping, and when I return late, I used to smoke a cigarette at the door and then go back.
After provoking Song Zhun last time, I was shocked by the large number of this person, every time I met at school, the other classmates wanted to stay away from me, so he took the trouble to say to me: "Good morning!"
I smiled happily: "It's good, you don't care about the courtyard with me." ”
"Then what can I do? They won't come back after beating you. If you have a bad conscience, you can come and help me weed the yard or something, I don't have a man anyway. ”
I sneered sarcastically, "You really have a lot of adults, if I try to point out again, maybe I will harm something important in your family?"
Song Joon smiled and said nothing, and didn't show that he hated me.
I slammed the bag on my shoulder on the table, then took out the bread and milk I had bought at the store from the bag, and filled my stomach seriously.
Song Zhun took two steps back, and he really wanted to come and talk to me. But before the smile on his face could fade, Lin Zimo came to the door.
Probably as a last resort, he darkened his expression and walked in the direction of Lin Zimo.
When I looked back at them and talked seriously, I would look at each other with a smile when I talked about interesting things, and I felt a panic in my chest.
As a result, as soon as his hand was forced, the gossip man at the front table turned around with a pen and squeezed his eyebrows and said: "Hey Jiang Nian, what do you say is the relationship between this Song Zhun and Lin Zimo, a denial of a pass, tsk, this is really a annual drama, see who will win in the end." Hey, is your bread delicious? I'll buy one later. ”
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