Reborn back to childhood
Six reincarnations, from birth to death, I was once again squeezed onto the subway by the crowd, every day when I went to work, there were a lot of people in the subway, people all looked like they hadn't woken up, and they all looked down at their mobile phones
Fights and brawls often occur on the subway due to crowding, and everyone is not happy, and they are tired every day with a meager salary
I encountered a fight again today, obviously I was far away from them, standing by the subway door, who knew that the door suddenly opened, due to the pushing, I was pushed down directly, and before I heard the exclamation, it was dark in front of my eyes.
When I fell, I was still thinking that because of the long hours of work and no vacation, I hadn't been home to spend time with my parents, I hadn't gone out to play for a long time, and I hadn't read a book quietly for a long time.
If you can start your life all over again, you won't choose to come to this metropolis again, it's too hard to live here, it's too tiring to live every day, it's better to find a job at home, and the quality of life is not something that can be improved if you make more money, so I think about it slowly until I completely lose consciousness.
When I opened my eyes again, what I saw was not a white hospital, but a dark and miserable room, the room was very dark, was it dark, touched the head of the bed casually, and saw if there was a switch, but I didn't seem to be lying on the bed,
My eyes slowly became familiar with the darkness, and I could slowly see the furnishings in the room, but I found that the more I looked at it, the more strange it became, the wooden table, I should be lying on the kang and the land on the ground, where is this, and there is no lamp,
I leaned against the wall, slowly walked out, the outside was actually bright, the house just now was a small earthen house, it seems that I did not seem to have traveled to ancient times, because there is a big horn on the wooden door, but how do I feel a little familiar here,
Although this house is not the same, but I remember that I seem to have seen this horn, is this a time to the 70s, I remember that I had this big speaker at home when I was a child, and everything in the village is conveyed through guò,
There's no mirror here.,I don't know what I look like.,It seems like I've really crossed over.,It's the 70s.,It's still the 90s.,It shouldn't be kidnapped into the ravine.,It seems that I have to get familiar with the environment first.,Otherwise, what if it's exposed.。
First open the windows and doors, let the wind out, because there is light, so I can clearly see the furnishings in the house, there is only one cabinet, a table, a clay kang, the house is very small, you can see it at a glance, it seems that the conditions of this house are very poor, I hope there will be no sale of daughters
Don't you even have a photo at home, I opened the cabinet and searched for a long time, but I didn't find anything useful,
Let's take a look at my appearance first, take out the lacquer basin in the house, scoop some water from the vat, fortunately I have been living in the countryside when I was a child, otherwise I don't know what to do, looking at myself in the water through the sunlight outside,
This is me, isn't this what I looked like when I was a child, because I grew up to be fat, my appearance gradually changed, but there is a photo of myself at home when I was 6 years old, which is the same as my six-year-old self.
But this house is not my own home, the house at home is obviously very big, is this my home when I was a child, my mother and father used to tell me about the hard days of the family, because of their young age, the memory of that period is vague, although it is a hard time, there is no need to be so bitter
When I was about 6 years old, my family built a new house, but it was indeed an earthen house before, it seems that I was reborn, this is God heard my prayers, is it that God pities himself, let himself live again, I pinched my arm hard, it really hurts, it seems that this qiē is true, I really went back to my childhood, I haven't woken up from the shock, I heard my grandmother's familiar voice,
"Why hasn't the big girl gotten up yet, hurry up and come over to eat, don't be the same as your eldest brother, there is only one boy in the family, you will eat less meat, you are the most obedient"
It's really grandma's voice, as well as the nickname of the family when I was a child, and grandma's words that have not changed, "There is only one boy in the family, you have to give way," after so many years, since I went to college and left my hometown, it seems that I have never heard it again.
I slowly walked out of the house, looking at my little arms and legs, I don't seem to be 6 years old, this little arm is too thin, when I was a child, my parents were busy, and often let me stay at home by myself, because my grandfather didn't like my parents, and the family was separated early, and my grandparents lived with my grandfather, living in the backyard one street away from us.
When I was a child, my father had to go out to work, and my mother had to be busy with the work in the fields.
Only my grandmother will pay attention to me in the backyard, and my grandfather thinks that I am a girl, and I have no interest in getting married in the future, but it is very ironic, the family has been in the family for so many years, as long as I am a college student who walks out, and because of this, when my grandfather sees me, he will chat with me very gently, but I have passed the age where I need to be cared for by my elders
As for the uncle and aunt are very stingy, when we were young, our family was poor, and we couldn't eat any oil and water for a year, my grandfather's food was much better than mine, they had more land at home, and when they split up, they didn't give us a penny, and the previous savings were left to my uncle's family, and my grandfather kept saying to my father, "You have to help your eldest brother more, he wants to support me and your mother, it's not easy"
When I was a child, there was no one at home, I sometimes went to the backyard (that is, my grandfather's house) to eat, and if their food was delicious, they wouldn't let me eat, and my uncle's family had a son named Han Peng, who often bullied me when I was a child.
Later, my father did it alone, and the family had money, and they began to make up again, and my father was also soft-hearted, and felt that his brother should help, and my father didn't know what my mother and I had suffered at home.
At that time, my father was doing carpenter work outside, and sometimes he would bring us back a little delicious food, and my mother was reluctant to eat it, so she gave me food, and the family couldn't eat oil and water a few times a year, so I was very thin when I was a child.
I eat at their house, and even the dishes are not allowed, every time I order food, the eldest mother will stare at me, as for the grandfather, he will directly say to eat less, Han Peng is more direct, I remember that once their family ate chicken, I sandwiched a piece, he pulled me from the house, to the gate, and no one stopped me,
When I was a child, I don't remember a lot of things, but this thing knows that before I was reborn, I never forgot it, I cried so sad that day, but no one paid attention to me, I didn't understand at the time, I was also my grandfather's granddaughter, why I had to be beaten if I ate a piece of chicken, and then I understood, people's ten fingers will be different in length, and because of this incident, I basically won't contact their family, because when life is difficult, I can see people's hearts more clearly, in fact, since then, I should not have treated them as relatives again.
Now God has given me a chance to be reborn, I want to make up for all the regrets in my previous life, in my previous life, the conditions at home have slowly improved, but because I was too tired when I was young, my parents' health has not been good, and my mother did not take care of my body when she gave birth to me and my sister, so the rheumatism is very strict.
Dad is also because of the carpenter's work, the waist and legs are not good, this has always been a regret in my heart, in this life I have to find a way to get rich and become well-off as soon as possible, so that the family conditions are good, my parents don't have to be so tired, and I want to get out of the backyard early, I don't want someone to suck the blood of our family all my life.
In his previous life, because of his mistake in the college entrance examination, although he was admitted to a university in the end, he did not enter the school of his choice, and the major he chose was average.
In this life, I want to study hard, be admitted to a better university, find a better and more comfortable job in the future, and give my parents a good life.
Grandma saw that I had been in a daze, and began to persuade me again, although it has been those few words that have been repeated over and over, but grandma cares about me, and I am still very happy in my heart.
Seeing my grandmother when I was young again, I felt very sad in my heart, my grandmother has also worked hard all her life, tired all her life, and her health has been bad after she got old, so I hugged my grandma and began to be coquettish
Grandma took a nest head and handed it to me, now the family generally can't afford to eat white noodles, and the cornmeal may also be saved by grandma.
At this time, it should be summer, seeing that my mother is not at home, I must have gone to the field to weed, the family is now planting peanuts and corn, my father has no time, and my mother is working in the field alone
Grandma saw me staring at the dish and didn't speak, thinking I wasn't feeling well, so she went back and secretly
Got me an egg,
Although grandma has listened to grandpa all her life, she has been very good to me, and often secretly brings me food, I looked at the egg in my hand and asked, "Grandma, how old am I this year?"
Grandma looked at me and said, "Aren't you already in school, why don't you know how old you are, you are 4 years old this year, didn't you go to school with your eldest brother some time ago, and then you were greedy for fun, your mother won't let you go, it's okay at home, your eldest brother can still take you and teach you to learn." ”
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