Chapter 06: Pride and Sadness

"Is that really the case......" Xiuying muttered, was silent for a while, shook her head, and said: "Sister, I still don't think it's right, even if these are what you said, it's everyone's own, it's not just for me, it doesn't mean anything, but the estrangement is something I can feel," Xiuying muttered and concluded: "He still doesn't love me anymore!"

"You just think about it......" Xiuzhen was about to say something, when her brows suddenly furrowed, and she said, "Don't say it, I suddenly remembered something, you wait a minute,"

Saying that, Xiuzhen got off the bed and walked to the door, Xiuying looked at her, not knowing what her sister was doing. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

Xiuzhen stood at the door of her room and shouted, "Abba, what are you doing? Go to bed early." ”

"I'm going to sleep, after watching Happytogether," Choi Jung-nam's voice came, and Su-jin confirmed that Abba wouldn't come upstairs suddenly, and turned around and waved to Su-young. The sisters' little code has been around for more than 20 years, and as soon as Xiuzhen moved her hand, Xiuying knew what it meant, and tiptoed over.

Xiuzhen took Xiuying to the door of Choi Jung-nam's study, gently opened the door and got in. It was dark in the study, and the lights were not turned on, Xiuying wanted to turn on the lights, but was stopped by Xiuzhen: "Don't turn on the lights, you wait, look at the wind." ”

"Oh," Xiuying obediently cooperated, Xiuzhen fumbled to Choi Jung-nam's bookshelf, rummaged through it, found an English dictionary, opened it and took out something from it, it was not clear in the dark, but it looked like an envelope. Xiuzhen got her hands and gestured to Xiuying, and the sisters retreated and closed the door with them.

Back in so-jin's room, so-jin handed the envelope to so-young, and so-young opened it suspiciously and saw that it was a passbook...... She's a little funny, who else uses a passbook in this era, unless it's a joint account...... She opened the passbook and was immediately stupid, she was really stupid for the joint account, and it was hers - she and Zheng Jinghao were together with the joint account!

"This, this is ......" Xiuying didn't know the existence of this thing at all, and looked at her sister: "What is this?!Why is it my name, I haven't done it!"

"It's Abba," Xiuzhen said, "The money in it is also saved by Abba." ”

Suyoung took a look at it, and since 2013, a sum of 500 million won has been made every year, and the most recent one is at the end of January this year...... Xiuying was almost crazy, and said madly: "What is this! Without my ID card, how can Abba open an account!"

"Don't you remember 13 years?" Xiuzhen reminded: "In 13 years, you and Zheng Jinghao were just together, and his father said that he was preparing to buy a house for the two of you, weren't you very happy at that time, in order to facilitate the formalities, I took my ID card, and this account was opened at that time, but you don't know, the two old men made it, Zheng Jinghao knows it or not, I don't know, anyway, this is what I saw last time I helped Abba clean up the study." At that time, I also said that Abba was biased, and later Abba said to give me our house, and when I got married, I ......"

Xiuzhen said that she missed her mouth and hurriedly covered her mouth, but fortunately, Xiuying didn't pay much attention to it, she was staring at the passbook in a daze. She finally understands now why Ah Jiu's attitude is like this recently, he must have checked all of their accounts for the fake account of this fund, including all the accounts, and this account is not a VIP, it must have been known by him. There is a deposit every year, and even this year, how could he not think about it...... But he didn't know how to ask himself, and his heart was naturally awkward, and out of sight was pure.

Xiuying empathized and didn't feel strange at all. If he was Ah Jiu, it is estimated that he would have exploded at this time, but Ah Jiu has not said anything so far, nor has he asked about it, obviously wanting to wait for himself to speak...... Xiuying has been with Ah Jiu for so long, and she already has an understanding of the biker party and who Ah Jiu is. What she can make clear is that Ah Jiu should not have thought about how to deal with it now, if he thinks about it, Zheng Jinghao's life may be erased anytime and anywhere. And the key thing he didn't think about was that he didn't know what to do with himself...... Xiuying suddenly felt a lot of pain in her heart, she could feel how contradictory and tormented Ah Jiu felt at this time.

She took out her mobile phone, found Ah Jiu's number, and wanted to dial it, but her finger hovered on the screen and she didn't press it for a long time, and she didn't know what she was hesitating, but she just hesitated. Xiuzhen's voice came into her ears, as if she said what she thought for her: "Since he didn't say it, don't say it, how to explain this kind of thing, how to explain it, it's all a problem." If you pick yourself out, he will definitely complain about Abba, think about what Abba is doing this for? Isn't it leaving you a way back? His profession, the women around him, whether his feelings for you can last a long time are all uncertain factors, if one day he doesn't want you, Jung Kyung-ho...... He's nice to you. ”

"Sister!" Xiuying couldn't help but say: "What am I like like this, what will he think of me, it's not fair to Zheng Jinghao." ”

"Sister, Xiuying," Xiuzhen took Xiuying's hand and said: "What is fair or unfair, for the family, what is beneficial to you is fair, and whether others are fair or not is it something to consider from the position of the family? Abba didn't tell you, there must be his thoughts, you just don't know, nothing big, don't worry." ”

Xiuying didn't say anything, looked down at the passbook, and after a while, put down the phone and handed the passbook to Xiuzhen. She compromised, listened to her sister's words, and acted as if she didn't see it...... But I really saw it, this kind of thing, how to lie. Xiuying was lying on the bed, tossing and turning and couldn't sleep, she sent a text message to Ah Jiu, but after waiting for a long time, there was no reply, her heart hurt, staring at the ceiling and waiting for a reply, until her eyes were dry and tearful, tired, and she fell asleep groggily.

……

When he woke up, Ah Jiu saw Xiuying's text message, frowned, but didn't reply, casually put the phone aside, helped Sunny tuck the quilt, got up to wash, and then made breakfast.

Sunny opened her eyes in a daze when Ah Jiu woke up, she saw Ah Jiu reading the text message, but she was not interested in this, Ah Jiu got up and went out, she turned over and wanted to continue sleeping, suddenly caught a glimpse of the screen that was not dark, her brows furrowed, she didn't see what it was, but she saw the name of the contact, it was sent by Xiuying, Sunny felt a little strange, why didn't you reply?

Sunny reached out and pressed the screen, but it was already automatically locked. She really didn't have that much curiosity, what was the content of the text message, far less important to her than sleeping, Sunny yawned, hugged Ah Jiu's pillow and closed her eyes again.

Ah Jiu cooked the porridge, came back and sat on the bed, picked up the phone, and replied to Xiuying. In his heart, he minded the account matter, that's for sure. In the past few days, he has also thought about asking directly, but he still held back, and the reason for holding back was not what Xiuying thought, or what Xiuzhen thought, his reason was that he suddenly remembered that when he was with Xiuying, he promised Xiuying's parents.

He promised that Xiuying was free, that she was by his side or chose to leave, it was up to her to decide, and he would not entangle. Now it's just the account that has been discovered, does that mean anything? Yes and no. If you only rely on one account, it is not enough to say that Xiuying did something behind his back. Moreover, during this time, no one has seen the team he sent to protect Girls' Generation, so-young and Jung Kyung-ho have met or whatever.

When he was just cooking, he thought about this too. In the end, he decided not to get to the bottom of it, and in the end he decided not to ask. He believes that Xiuying is not a woman who has two boats on her feet, and if she really wants to leave her, she should say it first, and she should come and say it directly. Now that she didn't say it, he chose to believe it, and if he didn't mention it, he thought that he didn't know how it should be, or what it was, and that life would go on.

Ah Jiu also knew that during this time, he was more or less avoiding Xiuying. In order to make up for it, Ah Jiu made an appointment for an evening date, and Xiuying decided what he wanted to do, and he would spare all the time in the evening.

After waiting for a while, there was no reply. He was asleep when Xiuying texted last night, and he texted it now, and Xiuying hasn't gotten up yet.

After sending the text message, Ah Jiu plugged his phone into the charger to charge, leaned sideways and looked at the fragrance of Sunny's sleep next to him, somehow, he just felt cute, he didn't do anything, he just kept staring, and dozens of minutes passed. It wasn't until he saw Sunny's eyelids move that he turned his head and pretended to be asleep too.

……

Neither of them mentioned the account matter, and the page seemed to be gently opened, and it returned to its previous state. Xiuying will go on a date once a week, and occasionally when she is in a good mood, she will also mess around with Sunny and Ah Jiu, but the limit of sleeping with Sunny is Sunny, and she will never agree to change someone else. Ah Jiu didn't insist on this, and gradually his mind in his heart faded a lot.

The time entered September, and on the day of the military parade, Ah Jiu sat in front of the TV and watched the live broadcast of the whole process. Because South Korea's relationship with China has reached the honeymoon period of historical high, South Korea has deliberately produced documentaries, and has also broadcast or broadcast the parade live on the Internet and various media channels on television stations. Ah Jiu browsed the real-time search, during the military parade, the attention of the entire country of South Korea was attracted to the past, and there was not a single artist in the top ten, all of them were all kinds of 'surprised', 'China's weapons look so powerful',' Is that an atomic bomb?', this type of search term, although Ah Jiu was not at the scene, he also felt honored that his country now has this kind of deterrent, but when he thought of the people who paid for this glory, and thought of what happened to these people, he couldn't feel better, sighed, and suddenly didn't want to watch anything, so he turned off the TV.

Long Shi sent a text message and pictures of the scene, he is now the person with the highest position in the oolong, Ah Jiu did not return to China, he became the representative of the oolong without dispute, but even if it is the representative of the oolong, he is not qualified to watch the ceremony in a conspicuous place, but as a 'plain clothes', mixed in the phalanx of a group of old generals, as a secret security, watched the ceremony together. But even so, Long Shi was also excited, and the shock brought by the scene was absolutely different from the feeling of just looking at the photos.

The military parade was over, and he came to Seoul on an evening plane. He could probably guess Ah Jiu's feelings, so he went straight to the harem bar from the airport, and sure enough, he found Ah Jiu drinking here. Ah Jiu had already drunk a lot, and the table was full of wine bottles, and Long Shi walked over, feeling a low sense of oppression from a distance. This feeling is like a person walking into a cold storage full of ice cubes, and the closer he gets, the colder it gets, so that Long Shi had to rest his luck before he stabilized his mind and sat opposite Ah Jiu.

Ah Jiu didn't expect this situation, and there were still people who dared to sit opposite him. He looked up at the man, it was Long Shi's annoying face. Ah Jiu's face was expressionless, he didn't bother to make an expression, pulled away a beer, and pushed it in front of Long Shi.

Long Shi didn't speak, and drank the beer directly. Ah Jiu also drank, but he drank too much, and he couldn't drink it all at once, and he choked and coughed. Long Shi stretched out his hand to help him, but Ah Jiu separated his hand, Ah Jiu looked up at him coldly, and said, "You're so happy?"

Long Shi didn't answer this stubble and said, "Senior brother, I can understand your feelings. You must have thought of those who sacrificed...... But senior brother, we can't look at things with such negative energy, and now that our country is strong, isn't that a good thing? Isn't it just for this that all the efforts we, as well as those sacrificial comrades, have made? ”

"I understand the reason...... "It's rare that Ah Jiu didn't 'stab' Long Shi, or he was already stupid and didn't have that energy:" But ......" Ah Jiu was suddenly silent, and after a while, he continued: "I thought I thought the same way, but I suddenly found that I didn't seem to be ...... It's all meaningful to be alive. Only when you are alive can you talk about your goals, and you have a chance to be happy, everyone is dead, and you tell me when you die, how can you be happy?"

Long Shi was choked up and couldn't speak, and in the same way, he also understood what Ah Jiu said, but everyone had different ideas, and he couldn't understand Ah Jiu.

"The first time I went on a mission," Ah Jiu said quietly, "I had no experience at that time, and Senior Brother Long Gen specially contacted an informant who had been buried for more than ten years in order to ensure my safety. The mission was successful, but the informant died...... Die right before me!"

Long Shi suddenly found that Ah Jiu was crying, he looked at it in a daze, and couldn't believe that he would be able to see Ah Jiu crying one day.

"He's a good cop, an anti-narcotics policeman...... His wife was two months pregnant, and an order made him go undercover, and he did it for ten years. Ten years, he lived in a city with his family, he didn't go home once, and his superiors told him that one day when he was activated, his undercover career would come to an end, and then he would be promoted and raised, and he would never have to be an undercover agent again...... This was all nagging to me before the mission, and he was very happy that day, and he said that the mission was over, and he took me back to his house for dinner, and he hadn't eaten his wife's cooking in twelve years......"

Two hours after he said this, he died. ”

"In his life, he can't remember a word on the file, because on his file, he has been dead for twelve years. ”