Chen Qingdong drove silently, his heart was turbulent, he didn't know how to respond to Tian Xin's words, because Tian Xin's words that had not yet been said were already ready to come out. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

There was silence in the carriage again, only the radio was still playing a song, which was a song by Stefanie Sun, "I Began to Understand".

"I believe you are just afraid of hurting me, not lying to me, who will be willing to ...... if you have loved me very much"

Stefanie Sun's unique voice, as well as her unique lazy temperament, and this deeply affectionate lyric have infinitely amplified the special atmosphere of tonight.

After a while, Tian Xin broke the silence by speaking: "Qingdong, before the song "Love in This Life" was played just now, did you hear what the host said?"

"Huh?" Chen Qingdong thought for a moment and said, "I didn't listen too carefully. ”

"I listened carefully and memorized it. Tian Xin said, "She said: In our lives, it is impossible to love only one person, but there is often a person who makes you smile the sweetest, makes you hurt the deepest, and often has a beautiful wound that becomes a part of your body that cannot be healed! Because of strangeness, so brave, because of distance, so beautiful." I think she said it well. ”

Chen Qingdong didn't know how to deal with it, so he had to say simply: "Yes." ”

"Qingdong, you have a girlfriend, right?" Tian Xin suddenly asked again.

Chen Qingdong turned his head to look at Tian Xin, and saw that Tian Xin was also tilting his head to look at her, in the blurry darkness, Chen Qingdong couldn't see Tian Xin's appearance clearly, and could only see her two eyes shining.

"Yes. Chen Qingdong said.

"Have you known each other for many years?"

"Yes, many years. ”

"Classmates?"

"Yes, classmate. ”

"You ...... When did they start together? Hehe, it must be early love, right?"

"Hehe......" Chen Qingdong couldn't help but turn his head to look at Tian Xin again, and then said, "We should be considered to have been together since high school, and it can be regarded as early love." ”

"That'...... Qingdong, do you have that very heart-warming feeling when you are together?" Tian Xin asked again.

Tian Xin, who is usually very reserved, suddenly became very gossip today.

"This ......" Chen Qingdong pondered for a moment and said honestly, "sometimes there is, sometimes there is not." If you don't see each other for a few days, you will definitely be very excited when you meet. But if you are together every day, this feeling fades. ”

Chen Qingdong didn't want to continue talking about this topic, so he asked, "Xinxin, are you sure about the date of your engagement? ”

Tian Xin didn't answer immediately, but said after a while: "It's settled, the twenty-sixth of the lunar month." However, we are not going to hold a banquet when we are engaged, but our relatives are just having a meal together, and I am afraid that you will not be able to drink this cup of wine. ”

"Oh, that's it, in fact, we don't usually do a wedding wine when we get engaged here, hehe, then wait until you get married, and then drink the wedding bar together. Chen Qingdong smiled a little unnaturally.

At this time, Tian Xin said in a deep voice: "Qingdong, I want to tell you something from the heart, but you have to promise to keep it secret for me." ”

"Okay, you say, I promise you, I will keep it secret for you. ”

"I don't want to get engaged. ”

"Uh......" Chen Qingdong was very confused, and he really didn't know what to say to comfort Tian Xin. Perhaps, Tian Xin doesn't need comfort at all.

"I haven't told anyone about it, but for now, I'm just telling you about it. Tian Xin hugged her legs, curled up on the seat and said, just like an insecure kitten.

"Why?" Chen Qingdong asked, "Do you think you're not ready?"

"I don't know, maybe it's not ready...... Tian Xin said, "The main thing is that when I was with him, I didn't feel tempted at all." Although he is excellent in terms of various conditions, I just can't find that feeling of love from him. Marriage is the most important thing in life, and I don't want to be so hasty......"

"Indeed, marriage can't be hasty, men are afraid of getting into the wrong business, and women are afraid of marrying the wrong man! Otherwise, you can tell your parents, don't get engaged first, and then think about it?" Chen Qingdong reluctantly suggested with a rational attitude, but in his heart, there was a faint active idea that he didn't want Tian Xin to get engaged, and he couldn't suppress it.

"My parents admire Cheng Tao very much, and especially hope that I can marry him, although I haven't thought about it yet, but I am too timid to tell them what I really think......" Tian Xin said in frustration and self-blame, "Actually, I found that Cheng Tao may have the same idea as me." ”

Chen Qingdong was taken aback and asked, "He has the same idea as you?"

Hehe, of course, he didn't want to get engaged, but he didn't have the courage to tell his parents. Tian Xin smiled bitterly, "And I found that although Cheng Tao is excellent, his character is very weak, he listens to his parents for everything, and he doesn't dare to express his true thoughts at all." Just like his job, he didn't want to go back to our county hospital for the transition, but his father insisted on letting him come back and help him get a few certificates before letting him go, so he came back. I don't think I can stand this weakness of myself for a girl like me, and I really can't stand Cheng Tao's weakness! I really can't imagine how boring life will be if I marry a man like him who has no opinions! In addition, I also think that Cheng Tao's essence does not seem to be as gentle and elegant as his appearance......

"Forehead......" Chen Qingdong was a little surprised, but there was a kind of snickering, and asked, "You said that Cheng Tao doesn't want to get engaged either? What is the situation? You are such an excellent girl, Cheng Tao doesn't want to get engaged yet, what does he think?"

Tian Xin smiled bitterly: "Qingdong, thank you for praising me so much, but I know that I am not good at all, hehe......"

Chen Qingdong said in an aggravated tone: "Xinxin, don't be presumptuous! If you say that you yourself are not good enough, then how can so many other girls who are far inferior to you live! Cheng Tao can't look down on you, it must be his problem!"

"Really?" Tian Xin asked, "Qingdong, seriously, I'm almost out of confidence now......

"Of course it's true!" Chen Qingdong said, "Xinxin, this is a recognized fact! How can you not have self-confidence? This is not like you!"

"I also feel like I'm becoming less and less like me during this time......"

"Xinxin, you said that Cheng Tao didn't want to get engaged to you, this might be your guess, right?"

"It's not a guess, I can clearly feel it. When our two families were eating together, he showed great care of me, but when the two of us ate alone, he would have little patience, and we couldn't talk together, often just a long silence, half a day to talk. I wasn't interested in talking to him, and he didn't talk to me. It seems that both of us came out on a date to fulfill the wishes of both parents, which is obviously a farce, but neither of us has the courage to puncture this farce......!

"Xinxin, then why do you think Cheng Tao is like this? Is it because he has other people he likes, or are you not communicating enough and can't open your heart, so you are so estranged?"

Tian Xin shook his head lightly and said, "Who knows! Maybe it's because of the lack of communication, he didn't tell me what he wanted, but I guess he may still have a woman he likes, or maybe he is too ambitious, and he only thinks about work and doesn't want to fall in love at all." I don't have any feelings of love for him anyway, and I don't want to dig into it, let alone solve it. ”

Chen Qingdong said helplessly: "Then you will definitely not be able to go on like this! Now that you are still in love, you are already in this state, if you are engaged, it will be even more boring, and you will not be able to live this life at all." ”

"Yes!" Tian Xin sighed, "so I don't want to get engaged." ”

"Otherwise, the two of you will discuss it, and one piece will be proposed to both parents not to get engaged. Otherwise, when the time comes, both of you will suffer, and your parents will suffer with you. Chen Qingdong said.

"With my understanding of Cheng Tao, he didn't dare to mention this matter to his parents. If I did, I would mention it, but I ...... There is also no courage. ”

"This ......"

Chen Qingdong really didn't know what to say.

"Forget it, don't think about it. Tian Xin said with some frustration, "Qingdong, I'm sorry to suddenly tell you so many boring things." In fact, I also know that no one can help with this kind of thing, and I can only solve it by myself. I really don't know what's going on today, I can't help but want to tell you about it......"

"It's okay, Xinxin, who called us friends! You tell me, even if I can't help much, but if you talk about it, you will feel more comfortable. If you keep holding it like this, maybe something will go wrong. ”

"Thank you for saying that. ”

"Hehe, what's the politeness! You helped me so much just now, and I can count this as a small reward. ”

At this time, they had already driven to a very remote place in the suburbs, and for the sake of safety, Chen Qingdong did not dare to continue walking, so he turned the car around and walked back.

"Qingdong, these things, you will keep them a secret for me, right?" Tian Xin asked.

"Of course!" Chen Qingdong smiled, "I said that I would keep it secret for you, and I will definitely do what I say." ”

"That'...... Is there one more thing I can tell you?"

"Yes, you can say it. ”

"However, you must ask me to agree, and this matter must be kept secret!" Tian Xin said seriously.

Chen Qingdong laughed: "Okay, I promised, this matter will be kept secret for you!"

"Then I'll tell you?"

"Well, let's talk about it, hehe......"

Tian Xin looked at Chen Qingdong affectionately, took a light breath, and said, "Qingdong, I think...... I'm in love with you. ”