Chapter 11 Li Antong
Li Shuqi watched Li Muqi throw the fish food into the lake from time to time, snatched the fish food, and quickly put it behind his back, "If you continue to feed them like this, they will die in a while." Pen | fun | pavilion www. ο½ο½ο½ο½ο½ο½ γ ο½ο½ο½ο½β
"How come?" Li Muqi raised his head and looked at the fish food hidden behind Li Shuqi suspiciously, wanting to reach out and take it again. He also borrowed fish food to calm his heart, which was also stimulating his nerves. "If they are full, will they eat again?"
"Even if they're full, they're still going to keep going, and they can't control their habitual movements. Li Shuqi sighed softly, "Like many people, I don't lack that thing, and I will desperately grab it." Even if they know that even if they take it, they don't use it, they don't dare to use it, they can only hide it, and they have to be careful and careful every day, they will do that. I can't control the greed in my heart, I can't resist the temptation..."
He turned his head back to look at Li Muqi's silent face and said, "Actually, you have already figured it out." It's just that I'm still a little worried, and I want to use it to calm my inner turmoil. As he spoke, he shook the fish food in his hand. "You don't have to. In fact, man's fate has long been predestined. Because of his temperament, his behavior, his birth, his status, he can't escape these shackles, and he can't change all this, he can only accept his fate, and can only move forward with the trajectory of fate. β
"Fate..." Li Muqi unconsciously read these two words, thinking about himself, if it is really as Li Shuqi said, what kind of fate should he be...
"When a person is born, his life is almost fixed," Li Shuqi looked into the distance, where he didn't know where to go. "Sometimes because of one thing, one accident, maybe it can change. He glanced at Li Muqi deeply and said, "Maybe some people can change their fate because of your appearance." β
"Me?" Li Muqi smiled reluctantly, "If it's because of me, they will only become unfortunate because of me." β
"How to distinguish between luck and misfortune?" Li Shuqi stared at Li Muqi and said, "You can't always measure it by your standards." What you see is not what they think. They know what they want, and they know what kind of result their luck is. What you give them is not necessarily what they want, maybe in their eyes, what you want is exactly what they want. If they don't want to, no one can persecute them? People live by their own thoughts, not by a single person, and they may be able to dominate for a while, but they can't dominate for a lifetime. If they don't want to do that, they will always rebel and fight. β
Li Muqi said suspiciously, "Will it be what you say?"
"It will be like that. β
"What about you?" Li Muqi said, "Is this your fate?"
"This is what I chose," Li Shuqi smiled and said, "I like it this way, and it should be so." β
"You..." Li Muqi sighed and said, "You shouldn't be like this, you should be..."
"I know what you're trying to say, but why don't you think about it. Li Shuqi interrupted Li Muqi's words and said, "If you think about it seriously, you should understand that this is my best choice and my safest situation." If not, I'm afraid of me..."
Li Muqi thought quietly and thought: Li Shuqi, he was originally a prince, both smart and talented. The emperor also loved him very much. But for some reason, his temperament gradually changed, and Li Muqi, who had changed, almost doubted whether he still knew him. If it weren't for the fact that his feelings for himself remained the same, he would hardly dare to stay with him.
Li Muqi thought for a long time, and gradually radiated a brilliance in his eyes, and suddenly understood the key in his heart.
Li Shuqi looked at his eyes and smiled: "At this time, you understand." β
Li Muqi nodded, but still sighed softly, "Even so, it's a pity." β
"There's nothing to be sorry for," Li Shuqi looked into the distance again, and his voice seemed to come from afar: "I was originally the eldest son, and the emperor made me the crown prince because of my mother's relationship." Gradually, it was because of my little talent that I appreciated me more, and because of the relationship between the emperor's uncle and the king, and I loved you very much, so I asked you to be my companion with Li Muhua, I am really cultivating you, and I want you to assist me in the future. But slowly, I discovered one thingβone crucial thing: even if I got that position one day, I would not be able to do well, and I would never get that position at all. In fact, the position was not decided by the emperor alone, he had to consider the opinions of the ministers. And that's exactly what I lack: without strong supporters, if I don't give up, I won't end well, and I can only spend it in pain and regret. Why don't you give up early, avoid that struggle, and be a king quietly. β
Turning around, he smiled and said, "I think the emperor has finally figured this out, so he will demote me to this mansion." β
"I think that's how it should be. Li Muqi looked at the green mountains in the distance, "Won't you regret it?"
"No," Li Shuqi said with a smile, "how could I regret it." It's too hard to be the emperor, how can you be as comfortable as a prince. You don't have to think about the affairs of the world, you don't have to think about the minister's thoughts, and you don't have to worry about someone killing you. β
"How could it be," Li Muqi said apologetically, "If I enter the court, you will definitely be in danger." β
"My danger is not because of you, but because of me. Li Shuqi sighed, "If I am in danger, it must be because of myself, because of the saint today." When I stay here, there is always a hint of jealousy in his heart, after all, he knows me. There will always be a few people who advise him, after all, I was the crown prince. β
"Would he do that?"
"Yes, he will. Li Shuqi also looked at the green mountain and said, "If you enter the court, you may be able to help me and let me avoid that catastrophe." Li Shuqi sighed softly, and said in a hoarse voice, "After all, that is a fate that you can't escape, maybe it's a blessing for the people of the world to do that." The Zhang family is too ambitious. And you are the one who is most suitable to solve this matter, and you have no desire for power in your heart. β
"Lust always grows, who can say. β
"Lust does grow. Li Shuqi looked at Li Muqi deeply and said, "But you don't like power, and you don't like power." β
"People will always change," Li Muqi smiled strangely, "Who can say for sure what will happen in the future." β
Who knows what the future holds? If you knew, wouldn't life be boring?
A deep, straight path that only allows a carriage to pass. On both sides were high walls, the walls were mottled, and under the corners of the walls, moss was overgrown, and some had even climbed up the high walls, finely weaving a green thread, and there was a faint pungent smell of rancidity.
A low-lying spot was a puddle of last night's rain. The breeze passes by, and a wave chases a wave. There were dead leaves on the surface of the water, which hit the corners of the wall hard, and then were bounced back fiercely, spinning on the surface of the water.
The rain-washed slate reflects the light of the afternoon, reflecting a little bit of water, and it is even darker and translucent.
This passage was originally very quiet, but since Li Muqi moved into Baicui Yaju, it has broken the silence of the passage, and also broken the life of Wang Xigui, the gatekeeper of the north gate.
Originally, Wang Xigui's life was very comfortable and comfortable. Early in the morning, open the north gate of the Huaiwang Mansion, and then you can sleep a return sleep, wait for the sun to climb high, sit by the door, lazily bask in the sun, and then sleep comfortably for a nap, and then lock the north gate when the sun sinks, with the dim and faint lights, just dry pickles, drink a sip of turbid wine, hum an unknown song that I don't know when, where I heard it, lie down in the tattered cold fur, and then dedicate my evening years to the long night. Listen to the sound of the wind whistling, the echo of the leaves blowing through the trees, close your eyes and wait for the sun tomorrow. Maybe I'm lucky enough to be able to dream of my childhood playmates, the happy years of my childhood.
Now all this has been broken by Li Muqi, waking up early, not only can't sleep that back to sleep, but also has to pick up a broom, sweep away the dust by the door, and have to sweep that passage every once in a while. Although he can still bask in the sun and take a nap, he always thinks about what he should do in the afternoon; at night, when he sees that Li Muqi's house is not bright, he will lock the north door, and then when he returns to his house, he will lie down when he is leaning or lying, thinking about the interesting things he heard, or humming a little song, and lying down when he is tired. Regardless of whether there is a dream tonight or not, I sleep very soundly.
Although the days are harder than before, the confused heart is filled, and I feel that life has meaning again, and I live again.
If there is no hope in the heart, and life is very boring, although he is alive, he is dead.
On the quiet stone slab, there was a sudden sound of small footsteps, but every step was so powerful that people had to doubt their ears and eyes.
Li Muqi and Li Antong sometimes walk one after the other.
Li Muqi's face was contemplative, what was he thinking?
And Li Antong looked relaxed, with his hands behind his head. The corners of the mouth are raised. Revealing a very comfortable and charming arc, humming a little song in his mouth, that is Mu He's favorite song, she often hums lowly, and he slowly learns. The footsteps were almost the same as Li Muqi's, and he walked back slowly.
Li Muqi seemed to have figured it out and figured it out. With a little hesitation, I silently made such a decision in my heart. stopped suddenly, and when he turned around, he saw that Li Antong had also stopped, stopping at that unchanging distance, his eyes full of inquiry.
Looking at Li Antong's eyes, it seemed that he had returned to the first meeting with him: his gaze was not like this at that time, it was the kind of cold, cruel, and somewhat bloodthirsty eyes, although he saw that he was a little restrained, but he still couldn't hold it. The corners of his mouth went up, and the curvature he hooked was chilling, it was a mockery of life, a sneer at him who had become numb. He was laughing at his own fate, but he was also laughing at the lives of others.
learned from King Huai's mouth that Li Antong was his subordinate, just a big-headed soldier, King Huai's personal guard, but he was also a cold person who made everyone fear, even fearful. His strikes were so ruthless, swift, and so precise that almost none of his men survived unless he was ordered not to kill.
Seeing such a person, understanding such a person, looking at such eyes and such a smile, Li Muqi did not have a trace of fear in his heart, nor did he have the slightest fear.
Looking at Li Muqi's gentle eyes and the light that shot out of the pair of eyes, Li Antong was a little uneasy, and he didn't dare to look at him, and gradually lowered his head and looked at his undulating chest.
Li Antong didn't know why his heart was like this, he didn't understand why he felt uneasy in his heart, and he didn't know why he was afraid of those eyes.
After a long time, Li Antong gradually understood: That kind of look is not terrible, what is terrible is the place where he has been, the cold and ruthless place, and the place where life is like mustard. If not, all that awaits you tomorrow is death. If you want to survive, you have to put your own life on the line, and you can't care about the lives of others.
If it weren't for Li Muqi, I don't know what Li Antong would look like now.
Putting away his memories, Li Muqi smiled shallowly and said, "How are your days now?"
"Good. Li Antong only replied with a simple word. That one word is enough to sum it up.
"Would you like to go back to your old life?"
"As long as you're around, no matter what kind of day it's a good day. β
"Swords and swords, long rivers of blood, too?"
Li Antong was stunned, and then immediately understood what Li Muqi was thinking. He smiled and said, "It's a good day to be with you, even then." β
Li Muqi smiled and laughed.
That's when Li Antong trusts him, believes in him, and fears him. Who can not be happy with such a person by their side?
However, what kind of day Li Muqi will give Li Antong, Li Antong doesn't know, and Li Muqi doesn't know. He didn't know what his future would hold.