"No matter what, even if the whole world doesn't want you anymore, I will still be by your side and wait by your side. Zheng Sitian said softly to me.

That determined look made my heart ache.

Why is Zheng Sitian's waiting not what I want?

Why should I pursue the impossible?

Why do I want to pursue Wu Tianhao's insecurity?

Why is that?

I really hated myself.

I don't want happiness that I can easily get.

You have to pursue something impossible.

Hate, I really hate myself.

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Got out of the taxi.

Zheng Sitian took me into a restaurant.

I asked for a private room.

And I still cried with tears in my eyes.

Zheng Sitian sat next to me and accompanied me.

He has been silently with me and has not said anything.

Wait until I've had enough crying.

Only then did he wipe away his tears, looked at Zheng Sitian and said, "I...... I ......"

But I couldn't speak.

"Okay, eat when you've cried enough, these are what you like to eat. Zheng Sitian looked distressed and concerned.

He was always so gentle.

"Sitian, you say, am I too stupid and stupid?" I asked, looking at Zheng Sitian.

Zheng Sitian smiled gently.

He looked at me with doting eyes.

Reached out and gently touched my head: "Silly girl...... You're a very smart girl with a lot of backbone, who said you were stupid?"

"Don't you just call me a stupid girl?" I looked helpless.

I really look stupid.

"You're just my stupid girl. Zheng Sitian smiled softly.

"Okay, don't be sad, things haven't been figured out yet, and besides, isn't it worth knowing for that kind of person? Look at you, how many tears have you shed for him until now? So, stop crying. Zheng Sitian continued to comfort me.

I nodded: "Well, yes, I must not shed tears anymore, I can't be so unproductive, what is he?"