Chapter 164: Sister Haixiu left
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I didn't want to fall asleep, probably because I wanted to escape, my brain started to get groggy at night, and then I just lay down on the couch and fell asleep.
I fell asleep quickly, as if I had taken a drug.
When I opened my eyes again, there was no Sister Haixiu around, and I was lying quietly on the big bed in Sister Haixiu's bedroom.
I jumped out of bed in fear and shouted all over the room, "Sister Haixiu." "Looking for Sister Haixiu, but there is nothing.
Finally, on the table in the living room, I saw a note with the words left by Sister Haixiu.
"Xiaoyou, I'll leave everything here to you. Don't worry about me, I won't be out of my mind. ”
It's just such a simple two sentences, Sister Haixiu left me here alone, I didn't expect that the person who left first would be Sister Haixiu, where did she go, and where could she go.
I slumped on the sofa, holding the note left by Sister Haixiu in my hand, and for a while, the whole person seemed to be emptied.
Sister Haixiu left, this is a consequence that I never expected, no matter how unacceptable what happened, it will not be like now, there is not even a direction.
After I don't have Sister Haixiu, where am I going to ask myself if I am doing the right thing, everything I do, and who will help me clean up the mess behind. Even the only Sister Haixiu is gone, how can I go down the road alone.
The first person I think of now is Ah Feng, but I know that I can't just go to Ah Feng, and now I really have to carry it by myself no matter what happens.
I don't know how long it was, there was a knock on the door, I stood up like a walking dead and opened the door, and after seeing that the person who came in was Ah Feng, I suddenly wanted to hug Ah Feng and cry bitterly.
But I couldn't help it, I glanced at Ah Feng indifferently, didn't say anything, turned around and walked into the room by myself, and then sat on the sofa.
"Do you have anything to do with me?" I asked Ah Feng, suppressing all the discomfort and sadness in my heart.
I know very well that if I don't do it now, I will be even more sad in the future.
"Xiaoyou, do you have to be so rejected?"
Only when Xia Loling was not by Ah Feng's side would Ah Feng say such a sentence that he didn't know what it meant.
I snorted coldly, is it useful to say this now, "What were you doing when I asked you to pay attention to Xinyue, what were you doing when I asked you to watch out for Zhao Qing, what is left in your mind except for women?"
If you want to talk to Ah Feng, it must be a quarrel.
"Xiaoyou, listen to me, that day Ling'er said that she was in the hospital, so I went. ”
Hehe, at such a time, Ah Feng kept saying that it was still Xia Loling, was he blind or not, couldn't he see when Xia Loling did it on purpose?
"Han Feng, I don't want to say a word to you now, I don't want to look at you, you get out of here. ”
I will never forgive Ah Feng in my life, Ah Feng and I are like this, he can ignore anything for the sake of a Xia Loling, such Ah Feng is no longer the Ah Feng I love anymore.
When I hear Ah Feng speak now, I am very irritable, especially when I hear his explanation about Xia Loling, my heart is as uncomfortable as there are thousands of ants crawling, I can't help but want to drop things, I want to torture myself.
When I see Ah Feng now, I can't wait for it. It's okay if I'm dead, I can't beat Ah Feng or hurt Ah Feng, I can only torture myself, I hate this feeling.
"You don't say anything, you don't explain anything, you don't give me an explanation, what do you want me to do?"
Ah Feng insisted on standing in front of me and said, no matter how I scolded him, he would not leave.
Now I just want to stay alone, waiting for the next consequences alone, and I don't want Ah Feng to look at me embarrassed here.
If you want me to say anything, will Ah Feng still believe what I say now? The truth of everything is telling that I am a traitor, how else do you want me to say it?
I looked at Ah Feng and didn't say a word, let Ah Feng say anything, I don't care.
"Xiaoyou, you have to make your words clear, so that I can arrange the next things. Ah Feng said very seriously, I listened, there was a moment of emotion, and then I didn't say anything.
How to arrange the next things, now that everything I have been arranged by Zhao Qing, what else can I do.
In fact, sometimes, I really want to hug Ah Feng and cry out all the pain and sorrow in my heart, as well as those helplessness. But no, I knew that very well, so I held back, I couldn't help but say a word.
I looked at Ah Feng like this, thinking about every moment since we met until now, I looked at Ah Feng like this, close but unable to get close, what kind of pain it was for the person I once loved.
"What about Sister Haixiu?" Ah Feng didn't ask, my sadness would be a little less, Ah Feng asked, and my sadness began to spread endlessly.
I didn't see Sister Haixiu in the house, Ah Feng just said this, I was in the empty house, looking back and forth, but all I looked at was Sister Haixiu's shadow.
I saw Sister Haixiu's smile, saw Sister Haixiu's serious preaching, and saw Sister Haixiu talking seriously......
There are so many things that occupy all my memories, I can't see anything in my heart and eyes, I only have Sister Haixiu in my mind, and nothing else.
"Let's go, Ah Feng, there will only be you in the future JK, how careful you are. ”
I can only say so much to Ah Feng, I don't know where Sister Haixiu went, I don't know where I'm going, and I don't know what I'm going to do.
"What do you mean by this?Where did Sister Haixiu go, and where are you going?Xiaoyou, I ......"
Do you have a lot to say? Do you want to keep me? I don't know what Ah Feng wants to say, I'm still looking forward to it, so I look at Ah Feng with a look that I don't know what kind of eyes I don't know, how long will it take to go on like this.
"I also want to know where Sister Haixiu went, if you can, you can look for it. ”
I sat weakly on the couch and said angrily, I don't know what is left.
"After that, I lived here. "I said to Ah Feng, and I still habitually told Ah Feng about the decision in my heart.
It's been a habit I've developed for a long time, and I really can't get used to it for a while, so it's going to take a long time.
“……”
Ah Feng was silent, and then didn't say a word, he was still very distressed, and there were some very uncomfortable things.
"Let's go. ”
After a long time, I said these three words to Ah Feng, and then I saw Ah Feng standing there in a daze, and after a few minutes, Ah Feng turned and left.
When Ah Feng left, a tear of mine fell, I said that I would not cry or cry, and I said that I was strong or fragile, how could I be so useless.
I was lying on the sofa, there is the temperature of Sister Haixiu here, everything here has something to do with Sister Haixiu, I will guard this place until Sister Haixiu comes back.
I was lying down, and the phone at Sister Haixiu's house rang, this Zhao Qing is really omnipotent, is he really just a nightclub owner? I doubt it, and I'm not sure.
"Hey. "I answered the phone in a very small voice, I knew it was a call from Zhao Qing, so I was like a nobody, except that the voice was a little quieter. Nothing has changed, and I'm pretty good at controlling my emotions now.
"Miss Yu, shouldn't you come to the CD report next, I welcome you to be my secretary. ”
Zhao Qing's voice sounded, it was really annoying, I hated to hear Zhao Qing's voice.
"What's the hurry, I won't run away, now that your goal has been achieved, are you still afraid of what I will do?"
I asked Zhao Qing rhetorically, my mind was empty, and I didn't think about anything.
"I don't know what Miss Yu will do, I always think it's better for you to stay by my side, come over this afternoon, the place to live has been arranged." ”
Zhao Qing was really thoughtful, and he thought of everything.
"I want to live here and wait for Sister Haixiu to come back, so that I will remember what you did to Sister Haixiu every day, so that I can hate you all the time. ”
I said what I had thought about countless times in my heart, and said to Zhao Qing, if I were in front of Zhao Qing now, I would really be tempted to do it.
"In that case, if you stay with me every day in the future, will you just kill me directly, or abolish me? ”
Zhao Qing asked me, smiling and saying, it seemed to be a joke, but he was really serious about asking.
"Yes, but I don't want to go to jail for a crime, I'll make you pay a heavy price. ”
I didn't hide what I thought in my heart, and I said all the things I was thinking in my stomach, and I couldn't wait to stand and send Zhao Qing to prison.
"I'll tell you Zhao Qing, keep me by your side, you'd better stay vigilant at all times. ”
I said cruel things to Zhao Qing.
"Don't worry, we will be a grasshopper in the future, and you will not be able to bear it when the time comes. ”
Bah, I almost spit on Zhao Qing's face, this kind of thing is also thanks to him Zhao Qing said, I won't be like this, even if I match myself in, I won't just let Zhao Qing be free.
What he owes Sister Haixiu, I will definitely double his efforts to make him pay it back, I can make compromises, or I can be desperate, all my time and energy in the future is to get justice for Sister Haixiu.
Nothing other than this thing that can keep me alive or nothing else can give me any motivation.