"Then are you going to talk to Feifei about it? But, if this is true, don't you think it will be embarrassing? He has always liked Zhang Wenxin, but the person Zhang Wenxing likes is you. "Zhang Yuqian is right, once it is not handled well, it is likely to be a brotherly breakup, after all, it involves such a thing as feelings, it is really hard to say, everything is possible.

However, if we don't talk about it, this gap will always exist, and it will also affect the brotherly relationship. Zeng Yihao felt that his head was so painful, why did he have such a thing? Mixed with this kind of polyamorous love, he was really annoyed, and he had a headache to death.

Neither of them was in the mood to continue dating, so they hurriedly finished a meal and went home, each going to do their own thing. Zhang Yuqian was sullen in the dormitory, and the other 3 roommates came over to ask why.

showed a very far-fetched smile and said: "I'm fine, it's just that some small things have happened, it's not convenient to say, I'll just think about it alone." Zhang Yuqian didn't want to say more, the other roommates respected her decision and went back to do their own things, and didn't ask more.

Sitting alone at her table, Zhang Yuqian suddenly felt so tired, obviously they were brothers who came together, but because of a girl, she became so alienated, she felt that it was not worth it. Could it be that Mo Feifei forgot everything in the third middle school, if Zeng Yihao robbed his girlfriend, he would be excusable for being angry, but now Zeng Yihao didn't mean that at all, it was purely Zhang Wenxin's wishful thinking.

Zeng Yihao deliberately made a video with Mo Feifei, because there were many things that could not be said clearly on the phone, because he couldn't see the other party's expression, so it was easy to misunderstand based on the tone alone. The two brothers, who hadn't seen each other for half a year, suddenly found that they had long been speechless from each other, and they didn't know when they had nothing to say.

Two people, you look at me, I look at you, but they can't find a common topic. When I was in the third middle school, we could discuss mathematics, physics and chemistry together, we could stay up late together, eat together, and if we really went to college, everything was completely different, and the past was just the past.

"Can you tell me, why have we been so alienated in the past six months?" In fact, it was just a knowingly question, but Zeng Yihao still hoped to get an answer from Mo Feifei's mouth, otherwise he didn't want to believe it. "Is it really as others say, because Zhang Wenxin likes me?"

This is a topic that Mo Feifei is very reluctant to mention, so naturally the two of them divided into a class and became buddies. In the eyes of others, they will always only see Zeng Yihao's excellence, and ignore Mo Feifei, she didn't feel anything before, because he really felt ashamed. But when he knew that the girl he liked liked his buddy, he was really heartbroken, and he hated why he wasn't the best one.

"Whoever told you this, but since you know everything, then I will tell you the truth, I have been alienated from you for a period of time, and you have a reason for this, and it is indeed the reason you said. Mo Feifei mustered up the courage and said it very lightly, but he didn't feel good in his heart, for three or four years, the two of them had a good time together. "In my junior year of high school, I kept forcing myself to forget Zhang Wenxin and work hard to become excellent, just hoping that Zhang Wenxin could look back at me. But your light is too dazzling, and I am with you like a little star next to the sun and the moon, and that light is insignificant. ”

Jealousy is inherently human nature, but once you can't control that jealousy and let it rage in your heart, the consequences are unimaginable. "The two of us finally got together, because without your existence, I finally caught up with her. But as soon as Zhang Wenxin saw you during the winter vacation, I could see the light in her eyes, and she never gave me these things. Since I can't keep her heart, what's the use of keeping her people, I might as well let it go. ”

Zeng Yihao didn't know that he had invisibly brought such a big psychological shadow to Mo Feifei, he felt deeply sorry, as a good friend, he was extremely irresponsible. After listening to what he said tonight, he knew that there is a cause and there must be an effect, and now that the brothers have become like this, it is actually a long sign. "I'm sorry, I know what I said was useless, but I really ignored you. I didn't take your feelings into account, so everything you did was right, and I was the one who was wrong. ”

Now it makes no sense to say this, the two people can never go back to the past, and the estrangement between brothers is like a chasm, between two people, difficult to cross. "Regarding Zhang Wenxin's matter, I can only say that there is nothing to be done. I've never provoked her, and even I stay away from her, not just for Yuqian, but also because you like her. Zeng Yihao simply wanted to say that although he knew that after saying it, it would cause Fang Shaoyuan a lot of guilt, but he didn't want Mo Feifei to hate him with hatred.

"Yu Qian and I are going to hold hands until the end of the day, so all the girls are floating clouds to me, and I can only tolerate one of her in my eyes. I heard that you now have a new girlfriend, and I wish you happiness. After Zeng Yihao finished speaking, he unilaterally turned off the video, and when Mo Feifei saw the person who disappeared opposite, he felt very uncomfortable. After saying these words tonight, it is estimated that the brothers will not have to do it in the future, but the water that was spilled out of the words is now covered with water and difficult to collect.

After so many years of sincere friendship, I only found out that it was so fragile, and if I said no, it would be gone, Mo Feifei felt that he was the killer of this friendship, and he killed them with his own hands. Zhang Yuqian was very worried about the two of them, but she couldn't ask, so she could only be anxious.

Zhang Yuqian received a call from Zeng Yihao, she silently picked up her mobile phone and walked outside: "Yi Hao, you and extraordinary?" In the end, Zhang Yuqian couldn't help but ask, but from his loss, Zhang Yuqian guessed. "It's okay, you still have me anyway. ”

"Actually, I didn't know that there were so many things hidden in the future extraordinary heart, and I was too sorry for my friends. My light was too bright, and my friend was under pressure, and I didn't know it, and I invisibly caused him too much harm. Zeng Yihao said.

Zhang Yuqian suddenly didn't know how to answer, in fact, there are gains and losses, your light is very dazzling, there will be many people gathered around you, but when your light covers others, over time, others will feel uncomfortable. "If time could be turned back, I would rather be ordinary than wantonly hurt my friends in the name of a scholar. Today, if it weren't for the extraordinary and I said it, even I didn't know, hurt so many people. ”

"It's none of your business, you don't have to blame yourself for everything. If you don't have that much ability, don't take all the blame on yourself. Zeng Yihao, it's not a mistake to be excellent, if it weren't for your excellence, I wouldn't be where I am today. Zhang Yuqian said, just to simply want Zeng Yihao to feel better. "Yi Hao, don't worry, I will never leave you. Mo Feifei will have a day when he will think clearly, and he will not affect brotherhood because of Zhang Wenxin, an outsider. ”

Now it is not a question of who is right and who is wrong, and who should do it, but Zeng Yihao can't get over the hurdle in his heart. He now feels that it is because of his existence that he destroys the happiness of others, and he is the culprit. Mo Feifei hated him for being understandable, and he resented him.

"Zeng Yihao, why are you so big-packed, do you have such great ability? Do you think that you have to influence Zhang Wenxin's thoughts, now it is Mo Feifei who is drilling the horns of the bull, what does it have to do with you?" Zhang Yuqian couldn't stand Zeng Yihao's slump, and directly yelled loudly. "You are worried about it now, I feel that because of your excellence, he is depressed, but have you ever thought about me to deal with your Yingying Yanyan? If it weren't for your excellence and dazzling, why would my father be willing to let us get engaged early. If there is no profit, why would he do this? You are wrong to say that you are excellent, so you are willing to become ungood and give up on me, right?"

Zeng Yihao was anxious, he didn't expect Zhang Yuqian to have such a big reaction: "Yuqian, I didn't mean that, you just thought my brain was kicked by a donkey recently, it's not normal, what I said tonight was unintentional, don't you mind." "Now I don't want to lose my brotherhood without oil leakage in the rain overnight, and then lose my girlfriend too, Zeng Yihao feels that he really has nothing.

You know how precious my friendship with him is, and now that he says that about me, I feel very sad. It was because he knew that Zeng Yihao was uncomfortable that Zhang Yuqian diverted his attention and made him feel less guilty and guilty, and he would feel a little better.

Zhang Yuqian felt that it was necessary to talk about it, although it was too far away, but Zhang Yuqian could do anything for Zeng Yihao. Selfish, unreasonable, everything is good, anyway, Zeng Yihao is her reverse scale, but anyone who makes him unhappy is Zhang Yuqian's enemy.

This book was first published in Reading Rim