Chapter 480: She Holds Me
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What do you do when you learn that a girl has had a crush on you for many years, and the key is that the girl is simple and beautiful?
If you don't say it, I don't know what you're going to do, or what you're doing.
Now, such a thing has come to my head, is it lucky?
Probably.
Anyway, I'm already pretending that it can't be lucky.
For this matter, there are only a few thoughts in my head, one is to her, one is to reject her, and the other is to remain ambiguous with her like a few brainless handfuls, and the other is to escape.
However, these thoughts were destined to come together and leave me in a mess and overwhelmed.
But I know that in today's era, such things are not great, nor are they too scarce, and Lu Sha is not as pure as you and I think.
I don't believe it.
A crush is a trivial thing like falling in love and falling out of love.
If you fall in love with someone who doesn't love you, you may have the experience of trying to convince yourself, but no matter how you say that, not every little brother can please her, and not every little sister can please a bastard like me.
I have requirements for love, and I have even more requirements for going to bed, and only when it is really about to rot, I don't ask for it.
What to do?
Don't do it.
I sat on the narrow bed that could only accommodate one person, smoked a cigarette and silently looked at the girl who read the poem love story to me, and confessed to me, the girl who was still crying in front of me, Lu Sha, thought resentfully in her heart, this is really a fool!
I was silent.
Lu Sha was also silent.
I don't know how long it took, but I felt a little late at night and asked, "Do you have any wine here?"
After asking, I stood up again, walked out with my head down, and said dejectedly, "Forget it, don't drink it." ”
Lu Sha cried behind me and asked, "Liu Xia, what do you mean!"
I turned my head to look at Lu Sha for a while, and said with a smile, "I want to you, but I don't want to marry you." ”
Lu Sha didn't say a word, and the old paper in Tuantuan's hand smashed at me, scolding, "You bastard!"
I said indifferently, "How am I a bastard, this is the same as you like me, you said it, you like me, but do you have to ask for an answer?" I also said it now, I want to fuck you, as for whether you want to be fucked by me, it doesn't matter much to me, I don't want this answer, you want to be fucked by me, you will naturally come to me, but today is really not good, there is a little damage below, it hurts, you don't want me to do it, but I said it, and my heart is quite comfortable. ”
Lu Shaxing stared at me with wide eyes, and she didn't speak, not knowing what she was thinking.
It is estimated that it is quite devastating, a simple girl like her would never have thought that after she confessed, she would face such a situation.
I may have shattered all the illusions she had after her confession, but I still have to tell her in another way that I don't love her, but I love her.
I don't love her because I want to love too many girls, and I love her because I want to love too many girls.
She is one of them.
I don't think this girl with a bit of a look will know what I'm really thinking.
Otherwise, she would have told me to get out.
However, I was still self-righteous, what I did really earned Lu Sha a "roll" word to me.
The tone, no matter how you describe it, it's the kind of state that thinks it's very free, but it's not free at all.
At this point, Lu Sha is not as good as me, after I heard her words, I just got out, and I didn't mean to stay at all.
When I went downstairs, I was analyzing this matter and thought of something.
There is a folk song young man once said, he pretended to say: The purest like is, even if you reject me, I will never complain to you, but I will not get closer again, if you have a request for me, I will still do my best, but from now on, I will hide my like, no longer swagger, I will try to live well, I hope you too.
And I'm not that stupid young man, what I want to pretend to say is that in fact, for the person who is liked, it may be the same situation, and he will not get close again, let alone the person who likes him, but if the person who likes himself asks for himself, he will definitely do his best, hide his dislikes, and no longer swagger.
Literary and artistic?
It's really literary.
But this is another kind of high-end ambiguity, which is not at all the same as low-end ambiguity.
This ambiguity is called ......
Friends of the gun.
Scold, I'm a scumbag, a bastard.
Lu Sha is the person who likes me, and I am the one who is liked by her, if she begs me to her, without discussion, I will definitely do my best, and it doesn't matter if I fold.
Then again, I, the bastard, really never had the luxury of expecting a girl like Lu Sha to have a crush on him.
Sure enough, no matter how fucked a guy goes, there will be a girl who has a crush on him for a certain period of time.
It's the same with girls, no matter how bad they are, there are always men who are beating her up.
I walked to the outside of the clinic with a chic and indifferent look, the cold night breeze blew, my mood was immediately not blocked, I looked up at the sky, it was all smoke and night, and my heart was silently shouting, the sky is not the sky, it is the ocean!
Why do you cry out like this in your heart?
How do I know, I just feel comfortable.
But at this time, there was a sudden sound of running footsteps behind him, da, it was Lu Sha's high heels.
I was just about to turn around, and with a shake of my body, she actually hugged me.
Lu Sha was still crying, and she didn't speak, she cried, crying so that I was confused and upset.
I also sent her a word, "Get out!"
My temper is not so literary, and I will not be polite at all to a little lamb like Lu Sha who is sent to the door.
But no matter how much I pushed, Lu Sha didn't let go, hugged my waist and put her cheek on my side.
Suddenly, a taxi drove over, there was no way, I could only drag Lu Sha to the side of the road, frowned and said, "If you have something to say, can you let me go, my pants are a little tight, and I am a little injured and hurt." ”
What I said was absolutely true, it was already painful to take one step at a time, but now that I am being held by her like this, there is no space at all, and it hurts even more, I don't know if I can get better in two days.
Even though I was describing my current situation so bitterly, Lu Sha still held me on, and what's worse was that there was a person standing across the road, Cheng Pingping.
At this time, she was standing at the gate of the courtyard and looking at Lu Sha and me, I didn't have to guess at all, I knew what she was thinking.
I was depressed in my heart, what's wrong tonight, why am I so unlucky, not only did I hurt my sponge body when I made out with Duan Jie, but I also inexplicably provoked Lu Sha's big honey, and now I was seen by Cheng Pingping.
Thankfully, the other party is fortunately not a sister-in-law, otherwise he wouldn't want to sleep tonight.
The problem is, just as I was thinking like this, Cheng Pingping's sister-in-law appeared behind her, when did she come out to throw garbage badly, she had to come out so late to throw garbage.