Chapter 51: The Curtain Rises 3
I would have trusted the bright moon with my heart, but who knew that the bright moon shone on the ditch. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info - "The Pipa Story, the Thirty-first Out, a Few Words to Advise the Father" Yuan Gao Ming.
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Under the bright candlelight, I saw Yan Ziming's thin lips slightly open in front of the golden silk nanmu couch, and the words that were obviously raised a little bit higher spit out from Yan Ziming's mouth: "Xin'er, are you so eager to push me into the arms of other women? Don't you know how much I like you? How can you say such words to me! How can you be so ......?"
At this time, without waiting for Yan Ziming to finish speaking, Leng Qing, who had been sitting on the couch and looking at Yan Ziming with his neck up, suddenly stood up from the couch and stood in front of the couch face to face with Yan Ziming.
At the same time, I only heard Leng Qing shouting, and interrupted Yan Ziming's words with anger: "Yan Ziming, please tell me something!"
is completely different from the previous indifference, at this moment, Leng Qing exudes a thick anger all over his body. After drinking Yan Ziming's words, Leng Qing closed her eyes and took a few deep breaths to adjust the churning emotions in her body.
"Yan Ziming, after you first said that you like me, I think I should have said it many times if you refused like this. Since you have never been able to remember, I will tell you again today, clearly and clearly. Suddenly, when Leng Qing opened her eyes again, Leng Qing not only returned to her previous calmness, but even Leng Qing's tone of voice returned to her usual calmness.
It's just that from this moment on, every word and sentence spoken by Leng Qing, who was so calm from her expression to her tone that it was chilling, was like a heart-wrenching word to Yan Ziming-
Leng Qing, who was standing face-to-face with Yan Ziming in front of the couch, said: "Yan Ziming, between you and me, now, in the future, forever, can only be friends, and there will never be any other unrealistic feelings." ”
Leng Qing said: "Yan Ziming, you like me, that's your business, but I really don't have any love for you between men and women." Just because you like me, you can't expect me to like you too. ”
Leng Qing said: "It is true that I like you a little, but the only little I like you has nothing to do with any affection between men and women, just the kind of love between people and between friends! Just like I like Zhu Zimo, Lu Xueyue, Wang Quan and Mu Wen. This kind of 'like' is a kind of fraternity, and it has nothing to do with personal feelings. ”
Leng Qing said: "Yan Ziming, on appearance, strength, skills, and status...... You are the dragon and phoenix among people, and you are the envy and admiration of the world, but I am cold, I don't like you, no, I don't love you! On this point, I can swear here today -- this is a fact that will never, absolutely not change. ”
Leng Qing said: "Of course, it's not just that I won't love you alone, but I won't fall in love with anyone." Because 'love' is too luxurious, and I don't like luxury. ”
Leng Qing said: "Indeed, you are the prince of the Red Ice Country, and in the near future, you will still be the Son of Heaven of the Red Ice Country, such an unparalleled status is enough to attract any woman in this world." But I'm different from them, do you think that if you like me, I have to like you? No, I, Leng Qing, will never look at you differently because of your power and status. You're just you, a man named Yanxu, with a clear name. ”
Leng Qing said: "If you can't understand this, then I'll say it differently." Yan Ziming, for the rest of my life, until the moment I die, I am Leng Qing, and it is absolutely impossible for me to fall in love with you. ”
In the end, Leng Qing said to Yan Ziming: "Having said so much, I just want to tell you one fact - Yan Ziming, from now on, you don't waste any more thoughts on me, all your efforts are just a joke to me." Because I am a cold and sunny person, as his name suggests, I am cold-hearted and cold-hearted, no matter what kind of effort and dedication you make, you will never get the return you want here, and you will never get it. ”
With a calm expression, after saying these words in a cold tone, Leng Qing no longer looked at Yan Ziming who was standing opposite her, turned around silently, and walked towards the golden silk nanmu bed placed under the wall opposite the couch.
With Leng Qing's footsteps, the thick purple thick pendulum covered by Leng Qing's body swayed and rubbed on the ground covered with swarthy floor tiles in the left hall, making a subtle "trembling" sound.
The sound of the pendulum rubbing against the ground was not loud, but it was clear enough to hear Yan Ziming, who had internal strength.
And Leng Qing's steps were as slow as a step, but one step at a time firmer than the footsteps, as if stepping on Yan Ziming's heart, making Yan Ziming's heart, which had already sunk to the bottom, sink deeper into the ground......
Compared with Yan Ziming, who was in a low mood, Leng Qing, who was walking towards the golden silk nanmu bed, did not have any superfluous thoughts.
Leng Qing just felt tired, very tired and tired, she just wanted to find a place now, close her eyes, lie down quietly, so that her body and mind could rest.
Appealing those words, the harm to Yan Ziming is undoubtedly huge, and it can be described as a heart-wrenching word. However, in the same way, for Leng Qing who said these words, it also carries great harm......
When she said these heart-wrenching words, Leng Qing was undoubtedly uncomfortable and painful, and the discomfort and pain in Leng Qing's heart were comparable to Yan Ziming's discomfort and pain.
If she could, Leng Qing would not be willing to use such cruel words to hurt Yan Ziming, who has always been so good to her since she first met, and has carefully cared for her and taken care of her everywhere.
However, there are some things that can be avoided if Leng Qing is not unwilling. It's like Leng Qing doesn't want Yan Ziming to be affectionate to her, but Yan Ziming has been affectionate with her for a long time and has been affectionate for a long time......
Before, Leng Qing could still turn a blind eye to Yan Ziming's friendship with her, and get by with Yan Ziming, but now it is different, now, Yan Ziming is already a married man, Leng Qing is unwilling to let herself become an obstacle between Yan Ziming and Yan Qingqiu's marriage.
Even if there was no Yan Qingqiu's arrival, as early as some time ago, seeing that Yan Ziming's affection for her was deepening day by day, Leng Qing had suddenly realized that she really had to choose the right time, be ruthless, and cut off Yan Ziming's love for her, otherwise, the person who would be harmed in the end would still be Yan Ziming!
Today, it seems, is the "right time."
For Yan Ziming's sake, and at the same time for herself, Leng Qing thought about it, and she could only make this decision.
No, those heart-wrenching words are not the next policy, as long as Yan Ziming's affection for her can be cut off, for Leng Qing, any next policy is a top policy!
"Xin'er, do you know that the cruelest words in the world are none other than the words you said tonight. When Leng Qing crossed the inner hall of the hall on the left side and was about to walk to the golden silk nanmu bed placed against the wall, behind Leng Qing, Yan Ziming's soft voice suddenly came.
Different from Yan Ziming's magnetic and somewhat lazy voice in the past, this short sentence was spit out of Yan Ziming's mouth with endless bitterness, loneliness and desolation.
At this moment, after hearing Yan Ziming's words, Leng Qing stood still four steps away from the golden silk nanmu bed in front of her, but after Leng Qing stopped, she didn't turn around to look at Yan Ziming behind her, Leng Qing just turned her back to Yan Ziming and stood there quietly.
"I wanted to tell you these words a long time ago, but at that time I was afraid that I would hurt you by saying these words, no! I was afraid that I would offend you because of this, and I was afraid that you would throw me out of the palace in a fit of rage, so I never said it. However, after a while, he listened to Leng Qing's calm tone, but he responded to Yan Ziming's words very coldly.
Just now, when Leng Qing suddenly stopped because of his words, Yan Ziming, who was standing in front of the golden silk nanmu couch, had been staring intently at Leng Qing's back with his back to him, expecting Leng Qing to turn around and look at him.
But in the end, Yan Ziming's expectations were disappointed......
And after Leng Qing's words fell, after a long time, Yan Ziming, who was quietly staring at Leng Qing's back without blinking, seemed to have found his own voice, and said in a loud voice: "Xin'er...... Are you joking with me?"
There was a slight pause in his voice, but Yan Ziming muttered in a tone and added: "The Xin'er I know is not like this......"
"Do you know Xin'er?" At this time, Yan Ziming's voice did not fall, and in that room, Leng Qing followed Yan Ziming's words and whispered.
In the next moment, Leng Qing let out a somewhat harsh sneer: "This is really ridiculous words!"
Just sneering like this, Leng Qing, who was standing not far from the golden silk nanmu bed, turned around suddenly, and looked at Yan Ziming who was standing in front of the golden silk nanmu couch with extremely cold eyes across the two silver charcoal stoves that were burning vigorously in the center of the inner hall, staring at her with a slightly gloomy gaze.
Under the reflection of several bright candles in the hall, I saw Leng Qingfen's lips open slightly, and said with disdain: "How long have you and I only known each other? It's only been more than a month, not even two months, how do you know what I'm like? Yan Ziming, although you are the prince of this Red Ice Country, please don't think too highly of yourself, okay?"
Someone once said that in this world, there is a class of people who can make people go to heaven with one sentence, or they can make people go to hell with one sentence.
For Yan Ziming, Leng Qing is this that can make him go to heaven with one sentence, or it can be a ...... The one who sent him to hell.
Looking at Leng Qing from afar across the two charcoal stoves that burned vigorously in the center of the inner hall, and Leng Qing's eyes were extremely cold, Yan Ziming only felt that his heart, which was originally hot enough to burn everything, had gradually cooled into ice under Leng Qing's words one after another.
Yan Ziming even felt that as long as Leng Qing said one or two more words of heart-reproach, his heart could stop beating......
At this moment, Yan Ziming suddenly felt very scared, afraid that Leng Qing would speak again, and was afraid that Leng Qing's mouth would continue to say those heart-wrenching words that were enough to make him feel painful......
However, Yan Ziming couldn't speak, and couldn't say anything to tell Leng Qing not to say any more.
Yan Ziming's heart couldn't convey Leng Qing's heart, so Leng Qing's lips were still slightly opened, and he continued, in a calm and cold tone, and continued: "Yan Ziming, I once told you about my life experience, and I think you also know that now in this world, in addition to Zhu Zimo, I am still an acquaintance with you." ”
Leng Qing said: "I'm really afraid of offending you! Daliang Country is so far away, I'm afraid that if I don't even care about you anymore, I'm a woman outside the palace, so I won't talk about the inconvenience, just my face will cause me countless troubles." I don't want to offend you, after all, with your protection, I can live a more stable life!"
Leng Qing said: "But, Yan Ziming, anyone has a bottom line! At first, I really didn't want to provoke you, so I didn't say those hurtful words, but what kind of person do you think of me Leng Qing? Are you the kind of woman who can be someone else's concubine for the sake of life and status?"
Leng Qing said: "Yan Ziming, I vaguely remember that as early as the first time you said that you liked me, I told you that if you don't have a concubine, a wife, or a concubine...... Between you and me, there may be a little bit of possibility. ”
In the end, Leng Qing said: "But it's a pity that long before you and I met, your position as a concubine had already been booked. As early as when your marriage with Yan Qingqiu was finalized, you and I were already destined to be inseparable people. ”
These words, it seems that Leng Qing said them extremely easily, sentence after sentence, without even the slightest hesitation, as if Leng Qing had already planned to say this.
However, only Leng Qing herself knew how difficult it was for her to say these words!
She didn't want to...... She really didn't want to hurt Yan Ziming like this, but why? Why did Yan Ziming have to force her to say these cruel words! Between them, obviously they don't have to hurt each other like this, just be friends and confidants, isn't it?
God, if her words really hurt Yan Ziming, please forgive her!
She knew that Yan Ziming treated her very well, and if she could, she wouldn't want to hurt Yan Ziming!
However, her world has been completely closed since the moment the cause of Meng Yu's death was investigated.
What kind of love, what kind of love, these things are just the existence of harming others and herself to her Leng Qing!
She had already lost her dearest family twice! Although she was too young to understand anything the first time, so she didn't feel pain, but the second time she lost ...... She's really in pain, it's really painful!
She didn't want to, and she didn't want to experience the pain of losing her loved ones again.
So, Yan Ziming ...... I'm sorry...... (To be continued.) )