"You actually already knew it, didn't you? Do you really think that there is pure friendship between men and women, don't you think it's ridiculous and generous?" Guo Jiaxin's words lingered in her ears like the words of the devil, stirring her upset. As soon as he closed his eyes, those words would appear, and Zhang Yuqian would be exhausted. "You're simply taking advantage of his love for you and then taking advantage of his kindness to you. Zhang Yuqian, I used to think you were a good person, but in fact, you are a person who plays with other people's feelings. ”

Zhang Yuqian didn't want to refute other people's accusations, she had a clear conscience, and the reason why she was sad was because she had not found Liu Chengye's mind and felt guilty all along. Sometimes she asked him out with him, which invisibly created an illusion for him, and Zhang Yuqian felt guilty about this.

In desperation, Zhang Yuqian could only run to find Zeng Yihao, but he didn't expect Zeng Yihao to know about it. "Actually, I already knew, so I have always opposed you and him, and even did not hesitate to break up. Because he had bad intentions for you, I wanted to stop it, but I didn't expect him to tell you before leaving, which surprised me. This can also show that Liu Chengye can be regarded as a good person and has no attempt to destroy other people's feelings. There is nothing wrong with liking someone, but you can't destroy other people's feelings, and quietly bury this feeling in your heart, which is good for others, but it is inevitable that there will be some unfairness to yourself.

"Yu Qian, in fact, I know that you can feel it sometimes, but you don't want to admit it in your heart, you have always regarded him as a good friend, and you don't want to affect your friendship because of this. Zeng Yihao's words are not unreasonable, it is really Zhang Yuqian who is unwilling to think about it, after all, friendship is not easy to come by. "Since he has already gone abroad, you don't need to think about it, it is enough to keep friends in the future, and I believe that he will find his other half in the next few years. ”

Zeng Yihao has something in his heart, he doesn't want Liu Chengye to be able to occupy the position of Zhang Yuqian's best friend after leaving, and he has a pivotal position. Now only by erasing her uneasiness can she not remember Liu Chengye so much.

Zhang Yuqian said to herself: "Do you think that I am actually very bad, because I don't want to know, so I deliberately ignore it and enjoy his kindness to me in vain." I can even introduce him to a girlfriend indifferently, isn't this just a stab in his heart. ”

Suddenly I feel that I am a very bad and bad person, and I just take advantage of other people's feelings for me to enjoy the good that others have for me, but I can't promise anything to each other. The so-called blue-faced confidant, the so-called friend, is actually just an excuse. Zhang Yuqian looks down on herself very much now, and when her disguise is revealed, she really feels very ugly. Zeng Yihao didn't know what to say about her extreme self-blame, he used to mind the relationship between the two of them very much, but now that Liu Chengye has gone abroad, there is no need to hold on to it anymore.

Carefully comforting Zhang Yuqian, Zhang Yuqian said, I want to be alone quietly, so I left alone. Zeng Yihao also wanted to give him a little time, so that she could slowly sort out her thoughts, otherwise it would really not be the same thing to be so absent-minded every day.

Repeating the memories of the two people day by day, and then Zhang Yuqian felt that in fact, he had already revealed his thoughts, but he was just pretending to be stupid and unwilling to admit it. A person found a secluded corner, sat for a night, and after returning to the house, he was also silent, unwilling to chat with Zeng Yihao.

Looking at the closed door, Zeng Yihao really hoped that she would come out as soon as possible and not go on like this. Every day, he still goes to class the same way to the students, and he doesn't show any unhappy emotions, but he can still feel that kind of self-blame occasionally, Zeng Yihao is powerless. After Liu Chengye left, he was still a scourge, and Zeng Yihao hated him now, very much.

Fang Shaoyuan, who had been looking for several months and had not found anyone, suddenly came back, because the old man of the Fang family was seriously ill and his time might be running out. "I still haven't found him, I've been all over the new ones these days, and I still haven't met her. It's really not easy to find someone to do things in the vast sea of people, sometimes I want to give up, and now my grandfather is seriously ill, I can't go to her anymore, I can't be willful. ”

At this time, Zhang Yuqian wanted to tell him what she really wanted, but she didn't dare, because she didn't get the permission of others. She didn't know what Liu Jiulan's situation was now, but she couldn't make matters worse for the Fang family, otherwise the Fang family would be messed up.

In the end, after a battle between heaven and man in her heart, she still chose to hide it, although she felt very sorry in her heart when she saw Fang Shaoyuan so sad, she still didn't dare to say it. She knew that Fang Shaoyuan would never forgive her if he knew about it one day, but she was really helpless.

"Yu Qian, can you stop interfering with your emotions because of other people's affairs? You are so sad and sad for others, I really think that this is too much, don't worry about Liu Chengye's affairs, otherwise where do you put me?" Zeng Yihao's words made Zhang Yuqian suddenly wake up, and he was worried about Liu Chengye's feelings, so where did he put Zeng Yihao. "You can't go on like this, or I'll be really sad and sad. ”

Then Zhang Yuqian has been trying hard to hide her emotions, at least no longer adding trouble to others. Occasionally, when I think of Fang Shaoyuan and Liu Jiulan, I really want to find someone to talk to, but she doesn't dare to say it, and she can't say it when she hides things in her heart, which is really uncomfortable.

When she couldn't hold it back, Zhang Yuqian would ask Zeng Yihao in a roundabout way: "Yi Hao, if you have been doing something, and then you can't do it, and suddenly find that the people around you have shortcuts, but he refuses to tell you, will you be very angry?"

"This is another matter, if he has a hard time, I can forgive it, but I will still feel uncomfortable, after all, if he helps, I can avoid a lot of detours. After Zeng Yihao thought about it, he got such an answer, but Zhang Yuqian felt that it was not enough and continued to ask. "Well, why did you remember to ask me this question, did you encounter this situation?"

Still didn't dare to say it, so he could only divert the topic, Zeng Yihao felt weird, but in the end, he still didn't break the casserole and asked to the end, he was waiting for the day she was willing to say. Zhang Yuqian was embarrassed, especially when facing Fang Shaoyuan, she would feel that she was heinous.

tried to talk to Liu Jiulan, trying to get Liu Jiulan back, but it was all in vain. Liu Jiulan didn't want to see him, because her father had his sentence commuted for five years under the operation of the Fang family, as long as he reformed well, he could still reduce his sentence and regain his freedom was just around the corner, and she didn't want to affect her father's release from prison because of her children's affection.

Persuasion was fruitless, Zhang Yuqian's heart was under more pressure, and she even wanted to see a psychiatrist, because it was not easy to bear one. After the final decision, she chose to be selfish once and confessed leniently.

When he learned about Liu Jiulan's whereabouts from Zhang Yuqian's mouth, Fang Shaoyuan came back to his senses from the momentary joy, he had no way to forgive because of Zhang Yuqian's concealment, he remembered the despair of running around and working outside, looking everywhere but without results, he couldn't help it. "Actually, I already knew if it was or not, but you took me for a fool and told me to look everywhere, and even when you saw me so desperate, you didn't think about it, and you had to tell me the result. ”

In the face of Fang Shaoyuan's accusation, Zhang Yuqian had nothing to say, she knew that if Liu Jiulan knew that she had spoken out, she would not forgive her. "I know you won't forgive me, but I really can't help it. Now that I have said it, Liu Jiulan will not forgive me either, I know, I am now Zhu Bajie looking in the mirror, not a person inside and out, but I am really sorry. Chong Fang Shaoyuan bowed deeply, Zhang Yuqian felt uncomfortable when he saw him haggard.

Zeng Yihao sighed deeply after knowing it, Fang Shaoyuan was going to persuade him, as Zhang Yuqian's boyfriend, he was obliged to do so. "Shaoyuan, maybe Yu Qian knows, if Liu Jiulan is unwilling, it's normal for her not to say it, you shouldn't be so angry. ”

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