Chapter 79: Fang Shaoyuan's vulnerability

Drinking and drinking, Fang Shaoyuan actually cried, the man didn't flick when he had tears, but he didn't get to the sad place. Liu Jiulan's misunderstanding, the toughness of his family, these two mountains, crushed Fang Shaoyuan.

Stretched out his hand to wipe his tears, picked up a wine bottle and poured himself to death, Zeng Yihao wanted to obstruct it, and finally asked Zhang Yuqian to stop it.

Zhang Yuqian said: "Let him drink it, if he doesn't vent it, at least he will drive himself crazy." Although it is said that raising a glass to dispel sorrow is more worrying, but he needs to vent now, as a friend, it will not happen to him. What he said made sense, Zeng Yihao gave up and let Fang Shaoyuan drink.

"If one day, I also take revenge on you like this, will you be as sentimental as him and use wine to drown your sorrows?" Zhang Yuqian suddenly asked such a question.

Zeng Yihao was suddenly stunned, he didn't want to think about this possibility, and felt that it was nonsense. "There will never be a day when we are not the two of them, don't just substitute yourself. ”

"Nothing is impossible, there are too many unpredictable and uncontrollable things in life, and I am like that. The man who was obviously drinking on the side suddenly said such a sentence. "I used to think that I would never be separated from her, but in the end! I didn't even dare to get back together with her, because I knew that I couldn't get through that hurdle in my house. ”

The wine was sad and turned into lovesick tears, Fang Shaoyuan was just unhappy now, he suddenly wanted to tell his story and suffering, which he had never mentioned to others.

"My father's career was at its peak, and he saw the prospect of appreciation, while Liu Jiulan's father was reported for corruption and sentenced to 20 years in prison. The two mothers and daughters of the Liu family came to ask our family for help, but my father was unwilling and finally drove them away. When Fang Shaoyuan said this, he reached out again and wiped a handful of tears. "I was standing there that day, but I knew I couldn't change my father's mind. Moreover, if people are not for themselves, they will be destroyed by heaven and earth, and their own vital interests are more important than the so-called world friendship. ”

Because of this one who couldn't be saved, Liu Cheng was sentenced to 20 years in prison, and Liu Jiulan hated the Fang family from then on. On campus, Liu Jiulan couldn't bear the pointing and insults of others. happened to meet Fang Shaoyuan flirting with other girls again, this was the last straw that broke the camel's back, Liu Jiulan couldn't bear to collapse. It was so sad that a person jumped into the sea that made her choose to end her life.

"Then my parents, instead of getting help, were restricted in their freedom. After she jumped into the sea, I tried to beg my parents to help me and reduce the punishment, but they were all refused. This kind of helplessness, Zhang Yuqian and Zeng Yihao have not experienced, but from his words, both of them have their sorrows. "She's blaming me, but I'm really dying and not being saved, I have the intention to kill the thief, and I can't go back to heaven. ”

Tonight's Fang Shaoyuan is different from usual, today he is no longer heartless as usual, but very sad and fragile. The two of them looked at each other and decided to accompany him to get drunk and rest, hoping that their friends could be happy.

Before, his parents called, took a look, the number was displayed, and hung up the phone. After that, no matter how the phone rang, he hung up and just didn't answer. Even in the end, Fang Shaoyuan directly shut down.

After letting him indulge for more than an hour, Zeng Yihao turned on the phone, called Liu Jiulan, and didn't say anything, only said: "We are in the food stall opposite your high school, Fang Shaoyuan is pouring himself wine into death now, if you still love him, then you can come over." Otherwise, let him drink it himself until he gets alcoholic poisoning. ”

said that he didn't mind, it would be best for him to die, but he hung up the phone, hurriedly put on his shoes and ran out. looked at him from afar, constantly pouring himself wine, and the two people opposite him, instead of dissuading him, drank with him, Liu Jiulan couldn't stand in the corner and watch, she admitted that she was distressed.

"Aren't you his good friends, and you want him to abuse his body so badly? He snatched his wine bottle and threw it on the ground, blaming Zeng Yihao and the others. "Can you not spoil yourself, don't you know that someone will care about you?"

Fang Shaoyuan was already drunk, he felt as if Liu Jiulan was in front of him, but he felt dazzled again, shook his head, and found that the person was still there. hugged her, Liu Jiulan couldn't push her away. Zeng Yihao and the others felt that the time had come, so they left quietly, leaving the drunkard here.

Walking to the corner of the street, Zhang Yuqian said: "Zeng Yihao, I felt that we were very immoral, so I abandoned Fang Shaoyuan. ”

Zeng Yihao smiled evilly and said: "It's not righteous now, but when he gets up tomorrow, he will be grateful to us." With such a good beautiful scenery, let's not mention others, let's go there well, and the time we spend together is really too little. ”

went shopping hand in hand and threw Fang Shaoyuan to Liu Jiulan. Seeing that Fang Shaoyuan was so drunk that she was unconscious, Liu Jiulan was distressed. They all said that they were drunk and spit out the truth, listening to him reminiscing little by little about the past, saying sentence after sentence, I'm sorry! I said all the hardships he said, the more Liu Jiulan listened, the more she wanted to cry, it turned out that she had misunderstood him all along.

It's not that he can't save him when he dies, he doesn't care at all, it's that he really can't do anything. Listen to what he said, begging his parents again and again, and then returning in vain. Even if he relied on a series of methods such as hunger strike, he failed to achieve his goal, and Liu Jiulan burst into tears. This person used to love himself so much, and then he heard him mention that there was really nothing with that girl, Liu Jiulan felt that what she thought, why was it all wrong?

Helped him take a taxi to his rental house, returned to the rental house, and scrubbed him, Fang Shaoyuan still didn't wake up after such a toss. Liu Jiulan stayed up all night, touching the outline of his face, and then muttered to himself there. "After all, we missed too much, we really don't know how to make up for it, can we go back?"

The Fang family's concept of the door is deep-rooted, and Liu Jiulan feels that there is no way for her to enter now. Even after getting back together, it still can't escape the tragic ending after all. "Fang Shaoyuan, what should we do? I really like you very much, if there is no love, where does hatred come from. Hate someone, this is also the way not to forget a person. ”

Fang Shaoyuan, who was drunk, was in a daze, and heard someone talking, but he couldn't hear it clearly. He didn't know what kind of dream he had, in which he and Liu Jiulan entered the palace of marriage and were blessed by everyone.

It's just a dream, a dream that is hard to achieve. "Jiulan, don't leave me, when I can take power, I promise to give you a happy life. ”

This sentence made Liu Jiulan burst into tears, it turned out that this fool had always loved herself. Fang Shaoyuan was very fragile tonight, he vomited all the bitter water in his stomach, and in the end he said a lot, and Liu Jiulan heard it.

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