Chapter 165: Confession (1)
Heroic Spirit
On the day I met Lin Haoxuan, he rushed out of the elevator, and he was so anxious that I didn't have time to stop because of a gust of wind, so we both fell to the ground. And he kissed me on the lips, and my mind went blank and I didn't know what it was like to kiss. Later, when I think about it, I always smile and say to him, "I guess that's what people call Didong now." It is estimated that from that day on, our fate was doomed.
I became less and less disdainful of him, and he became less and less of a vegetable for me. Anyway, it's the kind that dislikes each other, but if you look at it now or tell it to the younger generations, everyone will snicker and say that we are called happy enemies.
A blind date event made the two of us officially form an alliance, but it needs to be mentioned, but he is destined to form an alliance with this girl, and this girl's temperament is very high. Yes, of course...... Belch...... Promised him. Hehe, but it doesn't matter, the children who were forced to go on a blind date should understand our helplessness at the time, anyway, they won't really be together, and they can still take what they need, it's a good deal. It's just that I didn't expect that we would end up together by fate, then fake engagement, then have feelings, then officially get married, and finally give birth to two such lively and lovely babies.
Heroic Spirit's eldest son: Mom, what you just said about lively and cute mean me, right?
Ying Lingling's youngest daughter: Nonsense, how can you use the word cute as a big man, so mom must be talking about me, right?
Ying Lingling: Husband, I have a headache, let's go back to the room and rest!
Lin Haoxuan: ......
Ying Lingling's eldest son and youngest daughter said in unison: Mom ran away again, I really convinced her.
A lot of things happened during this period, which made me gradually mix from an ignorant girl to a housewife, think about the way I have experienced a lot, there are happiness, happiness, pain and sorrow. At that time, you will laugh heartlessly when you are happy, and cry when you are sad, but it doesn't matter, no one will look at you, and no one will blame you, because you are young, because you are going through an age where you can make mistakes. Just like the song called "Childhood" depicts:
"On the banyan tree by the pond, I know that summer is crying loudly. On the swing by the playground, only butterflies are on it. The teacher's chalk on the blackboard is still desperately chirping and writing, waiting for the end of class, waiting for the end of school, waiting for the game of childhood ......"
Sometimes I still miss the old days, and I will force my husband to re-enact the original encounter scene with me, but every time I finish the performance, my husband is very euphemistically pointing to my rough waist and saying: "Wife, the size of this place needs to be changed, otherwise it will be easy to hurt me." "Hahaha, how's it going, my husband is cute, right?
Wang Yueyue
I don't want to go back in time, because there are some things that you don't want to go through again. I remember that when my parents died, I didn't have a single tear left, and others thought I was cruel, saying that my parents loved me so much, how could I not shed a single tear? But in fact, only I know how much I love them and how reluctant I am to them. But the experience of time has taught me that people can't be resurrected after death, this is an era of the jungle, they died, and I was the only one left in this world to live alone, so we let others see my vulnerability, because I didn't want to be bullied by others anymore.
My favorite person in my life is Lin Haoxuan, although he is older than me, he is not old at all, and he doesn't want to be with me like other boys because I am good-looking and have money in my family. I can't tell when I fell in love with this cool big brother next door, but I can't help it, I just like it, I can't extricate myself from what I like, and what I like is not understood. I know that in the eyes of others, my liking is a relatively perverted behavior, and I have almost lost my mind. But it doesn't matter, I'm glad I made the right choice.
After Aunt Song formed an alliance with me that day, she immediately sent a packet of rice porridge mixed with fetal medicine to Ying Lingling, although I really wanted to be able to become Brother Haoxuan's woman, but I didn't want Brother Haoxuan's children to be hurt. So I secretly followed, and stopped Ying Lingling in time when she was about to drink, which can be regarded as a good deed to accumulate virtue. For this reason, Brother Haoxuan forgave me for all the mistakes I had made before, and began to try to accept me, but he just regarded me as a sister.
The biggest lie I've ever heard in my life is: "Yueyue, Mom loves you", "Yueyue, Dad is for your good". I thought they were all right, but it wasn't until the day Aunt Lin returned to the Lin family that I met Aunt Song at the door, who was about to be taken to a mental hospital, that I realized that everything was a lie. Aunt Song told me that my current mother is not my biological mother, but my mother-killing enemy, she is my father's former junior, and in order to clamp the gate of the Wang family, she designed to kill my biological mother. But none of that matters anymore, because I'm tired and I don't want to worry about what is right or wrong.
On my way home, I saw a stray cat and felt that it looked like me, so I took it in my arms and climbed on the roof of a private house to look at the stars in the sky and wept. At this time, my ears rang with my least favorite song in my life:
"There is only a mother in the world, and a mother's child is like a treasure.
Thrown into the arms of your mother, you can't enjoy happiness.
Without a mother is the most distressed, a child without a mother is like a grass
Leaving the arms of my mother, where can I find happiness?
Only mothers are good in the world, and mothers' children are like treasures,
Thrown into the arms of my mother, I can't enjoy happiness! ”
But that time I listened to it, I found that I didn't reject this song anymore, but the more I listened to it, the more fierce I cried. Maybe it was thinking of my biological mother who I had never met, maybe it was thinking of my good-for-nothing biological father, or maybe I thought of my eloquent and scheming stepmother, anyway, I thought about a lot of people that night, and then, there was no more......
Aunt Song
I am Aunt Song, an old employee of the Lin family, and the eldest lady of the Song family, who was famous before. It seems to be beautiful, but in fact, there is a lot of helplessness behind it only I know, for the prosperity of the family, I am destined to be arranged to marry a rich man casually, ah, by the way, it seems to be almost like an ancient relative.
But I was born rebellious, and I was spoiled by my parents since I was a child, so after my parents died, I found out that those people who had always shown love for me actually covered their original ugly faces with hypocritical masks, and they saw that our family was wrecked, so they began to bully me openly and secretly.
But even so, my life is still quite good, every day to stretch out my hands for clothes, to open my mouth for food, very comfortable. And the neighbor has a daughter named Song Youran, although she is beautiful, but she can't enjoy such a good treatment from me, so I like to bully her since I was a child. But I don't know why she is still so good to me.
I was disgusted and automatically thought that she was trying to please me so that I could get myself into a bowl of rice. And then we grew up in a day where we were willing to fight and to suffer.
I met a beautiful man I liked, but it turned out to be a scumbag, and she became a bride instead of me, but married a good husband. And from the first time I saw Lin Gongzi, I regretted it, because I found out that I was madly in love with him. But he's my brother-in-law now, and I took it upon me to get that person. But I was still not convinced, and tried to win him over, and then I did a lot of more wrong things.
Later, I was admitted to a psychiatric hospital, and they did not forget me, and came to see me a few times, but then they did not come again, because from the night they last saw me, my life was still under the cold knife of a patient, but I did not blame her, but I was grateful to her, and perhaps, this is the best destination for me. I hope that after I die, people who have had a relationship with me in my life will forget about me, so that I don't have to suffer more memories in the next samsara.
I also hope that if there is an afterlife, I must play the role of a leisurely sister, who has always faced everything gently, not in a hurry or on fire, unlike me, who is like a powder keg every year. If anyone reads my story, you must take it as a warning and don't use your ignorance to continue to hurt those who truly love you, otherwise, you will only get a moment of happiness, but you will be accompanied by a lifetime of regret.
In fact, I don't want to die so early, because although Lin Haoxuan is not my biological son, I still have a small wish on him, that is, to be able to see his child born with my own eyes, after all, he was raised by me as my own son since he was a child, so I hate and hate Lin Haoyue so much, because I always thought that because she was the biological daughter of Sister Youran, she was indulged to bully my family's Haoxuan. There is another thing that everyone misunderstands, that is, the so-called bowl of porridge with abortion pills, in fact, I just wanted to fool Wang Yueyue's girl at that time, even if I hate Ying Lingling, I will never be ruthless to harm my own grandson. Oh, no, it was what I thought was my own grandson at the time.
But it doesn't matter, the dust settles, and our destiny ends. I would like to advise all the people in the world who don't know the people around you: don't wait until you lose to think about cherishing, and don't wait until you cry to know how deep that love is.
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