Chapter 134: You've always been in touch with him, haven't you?

knew that it was very immoral to peek at other people's chat messages, but in the end, Zeng Yihao couldn't help but read all the emails of the two of them. Maybe it's really King Xiang's intention to be a goddess without dreams, but as a legitimate boyfriend, I will still be sad to see these chat messages.

I really wanted to run out, sneak in the people who were watching the TV series outside, and ask what these chat messages were all about, but in the end, I chose not to mention them for fear of quarreling and losing.

But it's a pity that the method of covering up is not glorious, and when Zhang Yuqian moves in the future, he finds that his QQ is on. "I just wanted to get on my QQ and play a few games, and then I accidentally got on you." What Zeng Yihao said was the truth, Zhang Yuqian knew, but she found that the email sent by Liu Chengye yesterday was opened, and she knew what was going on. didn't blame Zeng Yihao for reading his chat email, but chose to explain.

"I hope you don't think about it, I'm just in a bad mood lately and want someone to talk to. I've bothered you enough, so I don't want my negative emotions to affect you anymore. Although you are my boyfriend and my last straw, I still feel that if I trouble you as always, one day you will dislike me and may leave me. I can't imagine that one day after you leave me, I have to live like this, I may break down. When these words came out, Zeng Yihao had a faint sadness, in the end, she still couldn't give her enough security, so it was very normal for her to think like this. You've read all the chat logs, and I won't explain much, what I actually want to say is that I am innocent with him, just an ordinary friend. ”

No matter how weak the later explanation is, Zhang Yuqian feels that this necessary explanation is still needed. Neither of them spoke anymore, and then left the computer on and sat silently for more than an hour.

"You've always been in touch with him, haven't you? I just have a boyfriend, and I admit that I failed a lot, and I can't give you enough security to make you completely dependent on me. "Every word Zeng Yihao says now, the tone is full of sadness, and it is easy for people to feel it, so Zhang Yuqian feels sorry for him in his heart." You know better than anyone else the grievances and grievances between me and him, so it is difficult for me and him to turn hostility into friendship, and we can live in peace before, largely because of you. ”

Speaking of which, Zhang Yuqian is not a fool, so she knows what Zeng Yihao means. He and Liu Chengye can't coexist, even if they are abroad for a month and one is at home, the two of them are still like fire and water.

The room was so quiet that even the sound of all falling to the ground could probably be heard. I've been one night when the two of us didn't watch a movie together, tired of being crooked together, but chose to sit face to face, speechless. The atmosphere between the two of them was very heavy, Zhang Yuqian bit her lip tightly and did not speak.

"Yes, I've been in contact with him by mail since he left the country, but only by mail. I know he's a hurdle for you, but for me, he's still a friend. Zhang Yuqian said this in a very serious tone and a very flat voice, stating this fact. Zeng Yihao suddenly didn't want to ask how to raise the teacher, and Zhang Yuqian admitted it too simply. "If you have to mind this, I don't know how to do it, but you're going to let me break up with him like I did last year, I don't think I can do it. Love and friendship, I think they can coexist, it's not a single choice, I have to make a choice. ”

Because friendship and love are not in conflict, although it is difficult to have pure friendship between men and women, it does not mean that after falling in love, you have to draw a clear line with all men, so the cost of this love talk is too high. There was silence again, silence was terrible, and the two of them thought about how to maintain a balance.

In the end, Zeng Yihao couldn't hold his breath and made compromises and concessions, anyway, Liu Chengye is abroad, and he can't reach it, and it is not so easy to pry the corner.

"I'm not a very stingy person, but I just simply hope that as your boyfriend, when you're sad and sad, the first person you think of confiding in is me, not Yoo Seungye, okay?" This is already the biggest concession, Zeng Yihao feels that for this love, he has made enough compromises. It's just a very simple wish, I hope Zhang Yuqian can rely on him and talk to him about everything, instead of going to Zeng Yihao. "Such a simple request, is it okay?"

Zhang Yuqian is not the kind of person who kicks her nose and face, Zeng Yihao's retreat made her see it in her eyes, and she also decided to keep boundaries with Liu Chengye. Since Zeng Yihao minds, then Zhang Yuqian will try her best to satisfy him, Liu Chengye is still heavier than Zeng Yihao.

talked to Ye Xiaoxiao on the phone, Ye Xiaoxiao listened to this matter and said: "Love is precious, friendship is more expensive, if it is for freedom, both can be thrown, do you mean this now?" ”

In fact, she is unwilling to give up this friendship, but she simply feels that she has the right and freedom to make friends and should not be interfered with by others, so Zhang Yuqian has always insisted on her own opinion.

"You are dying now, you are sure that Zeng Yihao can't let you go. But have you ever wondered? If one day, he gets tired of it and wants to let go, you will regret the decision you made today. Ye Xiaoxiao disagreed with Zhang Yuqian's behavior of eating in the bowl and looking at the pot, she felt that it was unfair to Zeng Yihao. I still hope that you can think carefully and understand what exactly you want. Don't lose your rare love for the sake of so-called freedom and the thorn in your heart. ”

In Ye Xiaoxiao's opinion, Zhang Yuqian's behavior hurt two boys at the same time, thinking about Liu Chengye while grabbing Zeng Yihao. Although Zhang Yuqian thinks about it unbearably, Zhang Yuqian's approach gives people this feeling.

"I understand what you mean, but I really don't want to give up my friendship because of Zeng Yihao's thoughts, then I will become his property and lose my own thoughts." I know it's not good to keep in touch with Liu Chengye, but deep down I can't break it, I don't want to break it, and I feel that the sacrifice is too great. "Xiaoxiao, thank you for reminding me, I will try my best to grasp the degree, and I will definitely not cross the thunder pool by half a step. I don't want to hurt either of the two, they're the most important people to me. ”

Everyone has their own ideas and choices, Ye Xiaoxiao can only stand in the perspective of a friend and give Zhang Yuqian a kind reminder, as for what she wants to do, it depends on her own meaning.

"Yu Qian, it's time to eat." Zeng Yihao behaved very normally, Zhang Yuqian knew that he must be uncomfortable, hung up Ye Xiaoxiao's phone, and took Zeng Yihao's hand. "I don't know how to prove that I mean something true to you, and I can honestly tell you that I have never liked anyone other than you. Liu Chengye, I swear to God, I will always be a friend to him, and I will not cross the thunder pool half a step. ”

Knowing the language without actual action, it seemed very pale and powerless, but Zhang Yuqian still had to speak. "Yi Hao, I didn't want to quarrel with you because of Liu Chengye from beginning to end, but every time we get into trouble because of him. My connection with him is just that I think of him as a friend, so I confide in him. Sometimes I really don't want to trouble you with everything, I'm afraid that one day you will dislike me as a burden to you, so you don't want me anymore, then my whole life will really be a shadow. ”

Speaking of which, what else can Zeng Yihao say and what can he say, he can only hold her in his arms and let himself forget about this matter. Liu Chengye is destined to be a knot in Yi Hao's life, and he comes out from time to time to stir up the situation. "Yu Qian, I will never dislike you, and I will not think that you will be my trouble, so there is no abandonment, you don't need to think so much. I don't mind about Liu Chengye's affairs, but I hope you don't have too much contact with him, I'll be jealous. ”

Zhang Yuqian also gave a guarantee that this matter was over.

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