Chapter 143: Attachment
A month passed in a hurry, and the life of volunteer teaching soon came to an end. On the day of leaving, the children cried heartbreakingly, and the girls began to cry, people are not grass and trees, how can they be ruthless, a month of getting along, enough to make them forget this group of lovely children.
I remember reading an article about volunteer teaching, a short time together, in fact, will leave a greater trauma to the child, maybe the child is just a passerby of you, and you are the child's indelible memory.
In the car, Zhang Yuqian saw Xiao Budian's disbelieving expression, and Zhang Yuqian cried. Through the car window, Xiao Budian looked at Zhang Yuqian blankly, without blinking his eyes, afraid that after blinking, his sister Yuqian would disappear.
"Yi Hao, I really want to go down and hug Xiaobu, but I'm afraid I don't want to go. Sending you a thousand miles must be goodbye in the end, and we still have to separate. The other girls were the same as Zhang Yuqian, reluctant to give up, and outside the car window were the group of lovely children, simple villagers, and those colleagues. "Yi Hao, we're going to come back in the future, okay?"
Tears rained down, the girl was really made of water, and she cried endlessly, but none of the boys present complained, but comforted in a soft voice. They are also reluctant, but machismo does not allow them to cry in public, and they can only express their inner reluctance by appeasing the girls.
The car started slowly, the children behind followed, Zhang Yuqian saw that Xiao Budian had fallen, her heart was like a knife, and then the car drove away, and this quiet mountain village could not be seen. There is no longer the hustle and bustle and activity of the car, everyone is silent, the driver has long been commonplace, turn off the music, afraid that a sad song will accidentally come out, so that the people in the car will touch the scene.
When they arrived at the airport more than an hour later, everyone parted ways, Zhang Yuqian and Zeng Yihao chose to go back to City C, but Zhang Yuqian went back to accompany Zhang Yubin, and she didn't care about the others.
The plane flew in the clouds, Zhang Yuqian looked out the window, of course she didn't want to appreciate the blue sky and white clouds, but missed everything in that mountain village. After slowly getting tired, Zhang Yuqian began to close her eyes and recuperate, and then fell asleep, sleeping until the plane landed.
didn't go home, nor did he go to Zeng Yihao's house, he dragged his suitcase to Luochi Xiaoju. The moment he opened the door, Zhang Yubin saw Zhang Yuqian, screamed, and didn't say a word when he came back.
"Why don't you say a word when you come back, just say so quietly, say I'll pick you up!" Zhang Yubin helped her place her luggage and went to the kitchen to work, Zhang Yubin was tired, so he didn't help. Of course, I don't expect his cooking skills to be good, Zhang Yubin just cooked a bowl of egg noodles, and it was sweet, Zhang Yuqian didn't like to eat it. "It's bad, it seems that the sugar was put as salt just now, and you don't like sweet noodles. ”
Zhang Yubin wanted to take the bowl away and cook a bowl again, Zhang Yuqian didn't let him, just eat it, he wasn't hungry anyway. "Brother, it's impossible for you and that sister, then you won't be alone and unintentional in the future, right?" Zhang Yuqian is quite worried about this, she naturally can't let go of her love in the depths, if she is obsessed with it for a lifetime, it will be a lifetime delay. Stretched out his hand and touched Zhang Yuqian's head, pinching his little face, Zhang Yubin was speechless.
Knowing is caring, but no one can say for sure about feelings, and he doesn't know when he will be able to meet the person who is tempted. Maybe I really don't want to love anymore, and when the time comes, I will obey my parents' wishes, and I will get it, and there is no need to be persistent. Zhang Yuqian pulled two bites of noodles, and really didn't want to eat them, so she stopped her chopsticks. "I promised to get a license with him next year, and when my parents divorced, I would separate it out, and there was no need for their consent to get married. ”
Hearing this news, he almost scared Zhang Yubin to death, what kind of ghost logic, how can marriage be a child's play, Zhang Yuqian is too bold. I really can't stand it, so I can only explain to her that you can't act recklessly, Zhang Yubin feels that the only girl must be optimistic. Although Zeng Yihao is good in all aspects, and he has been consistent in the past few years, it does not mean that he can marry Zhang Yubin, and Zhang Yuqian is still young, which is not authentic.
"Girl, marriage is by no means ordinary, I hope you can think about it with your parents, instead of agreeing one-sidedly. I know you have a lot of opinions about your parents, but I hope you can understand that your parents are more senior than us, so you should listen to their opinions. Zhang Yubin was so afraid that Zhang Yuqian's head would be hot, so in order to make his parents unhappy, he rashly made these decisions, and he couldn't regret it when the time came. "Take a step back, you are only in your early 20s, you have a good youth, and the love you experience is limited to each other, and you don't feel too monotonous. Maybe you will meet someone better in the future, so it's still too early to get married, and I suggest you wait another two years. ”
Zhang Yuqian lowered her head and didn't speak, Zhang Yubin was about to jump to his feet, it was really the emperor who was not in a hurry and the eunuch was in a hurry. If it weren't for such a sister, Zhang Yubin would not have come to be such a confidant big brother, and this kind of bad guy. Why is this girl's head not enlightened, she has said that she still doesn't have an attitude, what should she do when the time comes? Resigned to her fate, she turned her head and went into the kitchen, made a few side dishes again, and then boiled a pot of porridge out, Zhang Yuqian didn't want to eat that noodle at first glance. These noodles were soaked in soup and turned into dough, and all the color and flavor were gone.
"Brother cooking is this technique, you will eat it!" Zhang Yubin moved from sitting opposite to the side, because he still wanted to persuade again, Zhang Yuqian's marriage is not a trivial matter, if you are not careful, you will regret it. The old man is right, men are afraid of getting into the wrong business, women are afraid of marrying the wrong man, Zhang Yuqian and Zeng Yihao are too young, Zhang Yubin is not at ease.
"You tell me honestly, have you ever told your parents about these things, or did you decide unilaterally?"
"They don't need to take care of my affairs, each of them now has their own family, and who has taken care of me, you know that when I come back, I can only live with you, because I am homeless. This is what Zhang Yuqian said in her heart, she still hates her parents. Because she felt that she was abandoned by the world and her family, seeing that other people's families were harmonious and beautiful, and she was already alone, with a household registration book and a head of household, Zhang Yuqian said that it was not sad that it was fake. "Every time I come back, I would rather come to you, I don't like to go back to that home, because my mother has chosen to be with the Zhao family father and son, and I am like an outsider. I don't like to go to my dad at school, because people are also a family, and I am a person who intervenes. ”
If you choose to take a lot of things to heart, it doesn't mean that it hasn't happened, it doesn't mean that you don't mind, you just don't want to say more. Regarding the divorce of her parents, no matter how many years have passed, Zhang Yuqian still can't cross this hurdle, which has become a demon in her heart.
"Brother, I know that you are for my good, so you have been persuading me to think about it. But now I'm like a rootless duckweed, I need to dock, I need someone to shelter me, and Zeng Yihao is my choice. Tears flowed down unconsciously, reached out to touch a handful of tears, and then pretended to be strong, and then said: "Zeng Yihao has been with me for 5 years, and I know his personality very well, so I choose to believe him, and he said that in the future, it is really because he can't go on, then I will let it go! I got married this year, and then divorced is not just a matter of a few dollars? It's a big deal to enter the Civil Affairs Bureau again and get a certificate to come out." ”
The values of this kind of marriage were learned by Zhang Yuqian from her parents, Zhang Yubin was speechless for a moment, and he really didn't know what words to refute. "Girl, brother, you have to think about that sentence clearly, don't act recklessly, and don't sacrifice your own happiness for revenge on others, it's not worth it. My brother can't get his own happiness, but my brother doesn't want to settle and marry a random girl, so my brother has been waiting for true love. I know that Zeng Yihao is your true love, not a future, but you are really still young, and you may meet better in the future. Zhang Yubin's whole person is going crazy, this girl doesn't eat hard and soft, and she doesn't listen to what she says.
There is a deep sense of powerlessness that lingers in Zhang Yubin's heart, and what Zhang Yuqian decided is really difficult to change.
This novel comes from reading books