Chapter 451: Keeping the Marriage
Qin Yafu after work. didn't wait for Lin Zihang to pick up his car. saw Huo Weiting leading the two children over.
Not seen for a few days. Huo Weiting seemed to have lost some weight. Redness of the eyes. It looks a little haggard. The two little girls also looked unhappy.
"Wei Ting. How did you guys get here. Qin Yafu's heart was not very comfortable. Last time, I said I wouldn't see each other again. What does Huo Weiting mean by bringing the child so blatantly.
"Godmother."
"Godmother."
This time, the voices of the two children named Qin Yafu were a little timid. They didn't dare to pounce on her as they used to. Just stared at her pitifully with wide eyes.
Qin Yafu also resisted the urge to hug them. Awkwardly stood there and waved hello to them.
"Ye Qing is dead." Huo Weiting said softly.
"Hmm." Qin Yafu took her eyes off the children. Hung his head. "Last night. We're still together. β
"Oh." Huo Weiting nodded. "I heard about it in the afternoon, too. Just went to her house to have a look. β
"Hmm." Qin Yafu didn't know what to answer. Ye Qing disrupted the track of her life in her unique way. The determination made her feel pretentious even with sadness.
"Can you go to the cold drink shop in front and sit down?" Huo Weiting felt Qin Yafu's tense nerves. I have the heart to talk to her.
"Good. All right. Qin Yafu agreed a little reluctantly. She deliberately glanced around. Lin Zihang's car was not seen within visual inspection. Looks like. He really didn't come. I can't help but feel a little sad.
"Wait a minute. I'll give Zihang a call first. Qin Yafu thought for a moment. I decided to say hello to him. There was a crisis of confidence in their marriage. It's better to take the initiative yourself. Try to minimize misunderstandings.
The phone rang for a long time. Lin Zihang picked it up. The voice lazily said, "Hey." β
"You. Why didn't you come. Qin Yafu obviously thought very well. But at the moment of hearing him speak. Lost courage. It seems that it is difficult to communicate with him.
"Oh. I'm drinking. Lin Zihang hiccuped and giggled. Are you coming. You shouldn't want to come. You've never liked my life circle. β
ββ¦β¦ Drink less. Go home early. Qin Yafu was silent for a long time. In the end, I just persuaded him.
"Let's go." Hang up. Qin Yafu pretended to smile at Huo Weiting easily. One on one side. Take the little sister's hand and take the lead towards the cold drink shop.
Come to the cold drink shop. The little sister ran to pick something to eat. Only Huo Weiting and Qin Yafu were left on the table.
"I don't know Ye Qing. I don't know what grievances there are between you. Huo Weiting directly stated the purpose of coming to her. Just saw the hesitation in her eyes. It made him feel that there was no need to beat around the bush anymore. "Of course. Those have nothing to do with me either. Or rather. From now on. It doesn't have anything to do with you anymore. β
"Ahh Qin Yafu's eyes were a little unable to follow the figures of the two children. She was thinking. It would be nice if she had a child with Lin Zihang. Wouldn't there be so many worries?
Seeing Qin Yafu who was inattentive. Huo Weiting smiled: "Yafu." Do you know what your question is? β
"What." Qin Yafu finally retracted her thoughts. Sorrow arose again. More and more, she saw that her question was strict. I don't know how to solve it.
"You're using too much energy from other people." Huo Weiting's eyes were not big. But there is a spirit. He was staring into her eyes at the moment. "It is said that you should cherish the people in front of you. But not much can be done. So there are countless regretful things that happen. β
Qin Yafu was a little afraid to look at him. He was right. That's the mindset myself. I always want to cherish. But little action was done.
Ye Qing's life began. It should be very sad. But it's also because her psychology is always too dark. She doesn't see the positive side of her life. She always wrapped herself in resentment and couldn't help herself; And you. β
Huo Weiting paused. Smiled embarrassedly: "Forgive me for talking too much." I admit it. Everyone has shortcomings. I'm not magnifying your shortcomings. Just as friends. I hope you'll tolerate me speaking out from my heart. β
Qin Yafu nodded lightly: "Those who can speak directly are true friends." "Actually, she needs someone to talk to her right now. I feel that the pressure in my heart is also so great that it is the top of the sky. Don't dissolve it again. She's going crazy too.
"You don't have to be psychologically burdened. I just feel like you've got a shell too. A so-called self-protective hard shell. You always feel like you're not strong enough. For what you get. I didn't dare to accept it. Excessive anxiety. In your eyes. Poverty without anything is better than prosperity in the eyes of the clouds. But in fact. It's clearly yours. Just like that, I was pushed away by your rejection and ignorance. β
Qin Yafu was stunned. This was the first time she had heard it. But every word is fine. Straight to the bottom of my heart.
"Japhe. You're a good woman. Cheng dΓΉ is so good that any man who takes marriage seriously wants to marry. But you're not a good wife. Your persistent attitude towards life. and a kind character that is worthy of respect. But at the same time, it has become the fuse of your family conflict. β
Qin Yafu lowered her head. He was right. I always thought I was doing the right thing. In Lin Zihang's eyes, it is often at fault. It seems that the problem is still with me.
"I said it. I have a good relationship with my wife. It's the kind of husband and wife in the real sense. We respect and understand each other. In the three years we have been together, we have never blushed. She didn't even let me have any worries. Of course. It's not worth it. Now think about it. I'd rather she mess with me more. Let me know a little more about her joys and sorrows. Maybe. She's not going to be in such a hurry. But. Where can I sell such a thing as regret medicine? β
Huo Weiting's eyes filled with tears: "I admit it." When you're having fun with your kids. I seem to see the happiness of my wife coming back to me. But...... What is reality. Sadness that doesn't make people look back. I've been reflecting on it for a while now. Reflect on my feelings for you. Or the nostalgia for his wife. Or the excessive desire to give the children a complete family......"
Qin Yafu's heart moved. No wonder Lin Zihang was skeptical. It turned out that Huo Weiting also had some other thoughts. Seemingly. It's really too much of an afterthought.
Huo Weiting smiled: "Until today." knew that Ye Qing had passed away. I also heard from a friend about her extreme behavior. Suddenly, I understood the truth. It turned out. It has always been. You can't get it. It's the best. Japhe. Think about what you can grasp. It's not easy to meet the right person. Especially ......"
Huo Weiting smiled unnaturally: "Especially." The other person is right there for you. β
Qin Yafu pondered for a while before his words became clear. His phrase "the other party is by your side" means to live by your side. I couldn't help but sigh deeply: "Yes." Thank you. Wei Ting. I'll think about it. β
As the children happily selected a variety of ice cream flavors and returned to the table. only to find out that their favorite godmother has left.
Qin Yafu also deliberately walked away when the children were not paying attention. Huo Weiting was right. Since it is to be cherished. You have to have an attitude. I can't keep pestering them anymore. In case one is accidentally seen by Lin Zihang again. He still had to be angry.
Although his distrust of himself has a long history. But it's also because of my own lack of proportion. will cause his misunderstanding again and again. As for those text messages in Ye Qing's mobile phone. Let it go. After all, it's because there is a problem with the relationship between the two people. will let her take advantage of the loophole.
Think so. Qin Yafu made up her mind. From now on. Study hard to be a good wife. Put him at ease. Let their lives be smooth.
Qin Yafu went to the market first to buy some mung beans. She remembered hearing about it. Mung bean soup can relieve hangover. Other than that. It's getting hot. Drink more mung bean soup. It can also relieve the heat. She won't be able to cook anymore. Wash the beans. Add water to boil the soup. It's still easy.
Back home. Qin Yafu started to boil the beans into the pot.
I didn't get hungry for the past two days. Lin Zihang is not there again. She didn't want to get anything to eat. Work a day. My back hurts again. So. She was after the mung bean soup was boiled. Dry to warm Cheng dΓΉ. before it is put into a thermos bucket. Afterwards. I washed up briefly. Find the safflower oil and rub it yourself.
Involuntarily. She remembered when she first met Lin Zihang. He rubbed his neck that time. The hearts of the two people were like the panic of hitting a deer. It used to be so beautiful and pure.
What a good feeling. Walk into the marriage siege. It was supposed to be a time to reap happiness. but lost his original happiness. She kept talking about separation. But the purpose of her marriage to him. Is it just to divorce him?
Sain told her that she wanted to manage her marriage. But she didn't. On the contrary, it is getting worse and worse. It is said that the sheep will be remedied. It's never too late. She still hopes that there is still room for mending in her marriage......
Qin Yafu was in confusion in her thinking. Gradually lost in confusion.
I don't know how long it took. The earth-shattering knock on the door woke Qin Yafu up.
Her heart was beating non-stop. I sat up and was stunned for a long time. Only then did I understand that the sound came from outside my door. Don't think about it. Naturally, the angry enemy has returned.
Qin Yafu didn't even wear slippers neatly. One side responds. while running to the door.
Through the cat's eye. Qin Yafu saw Lin Zihang standing there swaying. Drunken and hazy. The look is ugly.
Qin Yafu opened the door.
Lin Zihang pounced all of a sudden. hugged her and said hatefully, "You did it on purpose." β
"What on purpose." Qin Yafu was inexplicable.
"You deliberately didn't open the door for me." Lin Zihang pushed her away casually. Fall on the couch.
"How could it be. Keeping you waiting outside the door. What's in it for me. Qin Yafu asked rhetorically. While helping him take off his shoes.
"Then why did I knock for so long. You've just come to open the door. Lin Zihang asked unhappily
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