After Sunny finished speaking, he looked at Ah Jiu's expression expectantly, but there was no expression on Ah Jiu's face, and Sunny's expression gradually changed from anticipation to disappointment......

Finally, Ah Jiu spoke: "I ......"

"Don't say it, I don't want to listen!" Sunny suddenly burst out and covered his ears: "I confessed to a boy for the first time in my life, I don't want you to reject me, I know you want to reject me, you reject me, you, you send a text message to tell me, don't be so cruel to me, don't say it......"

Sunny sat down on the sofa weakly, covering his ears and refusing to let go: "You go, send a text message to tell me the result, don't say it, please ......"

Ah Jiu smiled dumbly, nodded, and got up to leave. Sunny couldn't help but feel anxious when she saw that he was really gone, but she let him go, and she really couldn't get in the way of opening her mouth to stay, watching Ah Jiu change her shoes and open the door to leave, the light in Sunny's eyes became more and more dim, she had already begun to regret it, why should she compete with herself, she had expected this result a long time ago, didn't she? Why have you have to give it a try, where does this tendency to self-destruct come from? Do you have to be rejected so thoroughly to be willing?

"Ernie ......" Seo-hyun came out of the bathroom and hurriedly walked over when he saw Sunny crying. It's completely unnecessary to cover up at such a time, and it's too obvious to lie after spending so long in the bathroom and saying that you didn't hear it.

Sunny didn't want to cry in front of Seo Hyun, so he raised his hand to wipe it, sobbed and asked, "Did you hear it all?"

"Hmm," Seo-Hyun whispered, stretching out his arms and taking Sunny into his arms. Sunny didn't resist, leaning lightly on Seo Hyun's shoulder, and didn't make a sound. Seo-hyun didn't know what to do in this situation to make Sunny feel better, and the only thing he could do was to keep quiet - at least that wouldn't make the situation worse.

"That's what you think, right?" asked Sunny suddenly. Xu Xian was startled, but quickly calmed down, and said, "It doesn't seem to be ......" After a pause, Xu Xian said again: "It shouldn't be, well, it's not." ”

Sunny looked up at Seo Hyun. Crying: "This is the ......"

Xu Xian shook his head: "Ernie, it's really not, I just want to...... A little more experience with men, just like that, there is no ...... like Ernie who wants physical contact"

"Ahh

"Ernie said ......"

Sunny pressed Seo Hyun's hands and feet, and retorted loudly, "I didn't!

……

Ah Jiu got downstairs and got into the car. Leaning back in the chair in a daze. After a while, he simply lowered the back of his chair and lay down.

Ah Jiu's eyes were half-squinted, as if he was asleep, and his brain was in a state of activity and indifference. He was a little tired now, but he didn't want to fall asleep. He suddenly discovered a big problem in himself, which should be called 'cognitive impairment'. Today, from Sunny, he learns about a different Girlhood than he knew. Although it was only a corner, it was enough to collapse the character in his mind.

What does it mean to have an intimate relationship? What does it mean that Yuri's same-sex relationship is too good to count? He and Yuri have known each other for more than half a year. I didn't notice that Yuri was close to any of the same sex, and although when he was with Girls' Generation, the focus was 90% on Taeyeon, but as a top agent, he didn't even notice any clues...... After thinking about it, I can only attribute this mistake to his inherent thinking about girlhood too deeply.

Then he began to reflect, similar to the preconceived mind. Ah Jiu began to recall the process of getting to know everyone in his girlhood, and he found that he didn't deliberately understand what kind of person everyone really was, he just passively accepted what they were, and believed that they were like that. He overlooked one thing. Ordinary people still hide themselves in a camouflaged 'shell', let alone the girlhood as an artist? I can't blame others at all, I can only blame my own emotional intelligence arrears.

Sunny said the reason, he could actually understand. But he doesn't believe that Sunny can do it, and he doesn't have confidence in himself. As long as you are in contact, it is difficult not to have feelings, and when you have feelings, although you can endure not having a relationship - why do you want to find guilt yourself?

But deep down, he can't help but have a hint of yearning for the kind of relationship that Sunny depicts. According to Sunny's description, the relationship between the two people only exists for comfort, without being tied to feelings or restraints, and I don't know how many men dream of things. In fact, in Ah Jiu's existing relationship, IU almost played this role, but the premise was that she was not a sister. Ah Jiu can do all the things that Sunny depicts with IU, but since she is a younger sister, Ah Jiu must take on the responsibility of being an older brother. And the kind of relationship that Sunny is talking about, there is no need to bear any responsibility.

However, this is not a reason for Ah Jiu to hesitate, if the current relationship situation can be stable. Ah Jiu will not hesitate in such a relationship, he will refuse very clearly. But in the foreseeable future, it is estimated that in another two or three months, after Jessica's belly gets bigger, the matter of who the child's father is can't be hidden, more than 80% of the time Krystal will be angry and propose to break up, if at that time, lose Taeyeon, lose Krystal, although there is still a sister and Jessica, but one of these two people is a pregnant woman who needs to be taken care of, and the other is that her sister as an older brother can't put too much pressure on her, and the situation of being alone is not far away.

There really was a day when it seemed like I really needed solace.

Ah Jiu didn't dare to say that he didn't need solace anymore, and he realized that he wasn't that strong. He doesn't want anything to happen to Sunny, but it's really sad if people don't even have someone to talk to casually when it's so miserable.

After thinking about it, Ah Jiu took out his phone and sent a text message to Sunny.

[I need to think about it for a few days and give you an answer before New Year's Day].

After thinking about it for a while, he sent another text message to Xu Xian.

[Little liar, tomorrow is the day of the infinite challenge performance, where is the reading sharing session?].

After sending the text message, Ah Jiu threw his mobile phone in the co-pilot seat next to him, started the car, walked out of the gate of the community, and went straight to the art factory in Seocho District.

The brain is messed up again, so don't think about anything, let's go to the wall.

(To be continued.) )

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