(105) My decision

I looked carefully at Liu Laogui's eyes when he looked at Xiaoya, not the kind of pervert who looked like he was going to pounce directly when he saw a beautiful woman, but with admiration and like, a man in his forties, when he saw a nineteen-year-old girl, he would blush, I thought, Liu Laogui likes Xiaoya, right?

Now this idea is just thinking about it in my own heart. But when I saw Ah Feng arrange it like this, I thought Ah Feng should know something, so I'd better wait for a while and ask Ah Feng.

Xiao Ya and Liu Lao Ghost said something, I don't want to interject and say anything, just listen like that, obviously, Ah Feng doesn't want to disturb Liu Lao Ghost and Xiao Ya at such a time, I looked at Liu Lao Ghost's attitude towards Xiao Ya, and the worries in my heart that had just begun were gone, I thought, in such a city, people like Xiao Ya and me, if they can find someone who can protect themselves, it is also a good thing.

Fortunately, I met Ah Feng, and of course, I also hope that people like me can have such good luck and meet someone in my life who is like Ah Feng in my life.

After spending more than an hour in the private room, Xiaoya really didn't have anything to talk about with Liu Laogui, and it was estimated that Liu Laogui also saw it, so he took the initiative to say it himself. Brother Feng, Sister Xiaoyou, I'll leave first, and I'll come back another day when I have time. ”

Ah Feng didn't keep Liu Lao Ghost, I had a lot of things in my heart that I wanted to ask Ah Feng, naturally I had long hoped that Liu Lao Ghost would go, of course I wouldn't continue to keep Liu Lao Ghost, look at Xiao Ya again, I was already tired enough, and it was obvious that I wouldn't keep Liu Lao Ghost.

Liu Lao Ghost himself brought it up like this, Xiao Ya didn't mention how grateful she was, although she didn't show it on her face, but there was still no way to deceive people with her eyes.

Ah Feng and Liu Lao Ghost said a few polite words, and then sent Liu Lao Ghost out, it is estimated that Liu Lao Ghost only said that he wanted to sell Xinyue to Ah Feng, but in fact, there was no action, so Ah Feng would be like this, after all, Liu Lao Ghost is a guest now.

After Ah Feng went out, the tense emotions on Xiao Ya's face still didn't let go, Xiao Ya and Lan Lan were different, she couldn't get along like a friend in front of me, I knew this feeling, so I didn't force anything.

"Xiaoya, don't you like this feeling, don't you?" I asked Xiaoya, just like chatting, in fact, after being with Ah Feng, I felt that I had a sense of distance from many people and me, and I don't know why, maybe just like Sister Haixiu said, since I was with Ah Feng, I have been different from many people, although I can understand something myself, but if I accept and get used to it, it does take some time.

"No, I didn't like it, I just didn't know what to do for the first time. "Xiaoya said very seriously, I don't know if what she said is true or false, I looked at Xiaoya, but Xiaoya didn't look at me, it is estimated that the eyes are the window of the soul, since I decided not to explain anything, then simply guess and don't forget it, I think, Xiaoya must think like this in her heart.

I feel that if I continue to talk to Xiaoya like this, I won't gain anything, and I won't have any progress in my relationship with Xiaoya all of a sudden, so I decided to give my own affairs first, and when I met with Peng Le before, I said that I would still contact him.

That's because I wanted to help Peng Le, but after talking to Sister Haixiu, I decided to cut off contact with Peng Le completely.

If Ah Feng cares, then I can't help Peng Le, after all, I will be with Ah Feng in the rest of my life, not with Peng Le, to be honest, sometimes I hate people like Peng Le.

It's just that for so long, I myself didn't have the opportunity and determination to make such a decision, and now that I have, it's a good thing.

"Hey. Peng Le, I have something to say to you. "I made a phone call to Peng Le, and we have to make these things clear.

"Well, what's the matter, you can say it, Xiaoyou. When Peng Le's voice sounded, my soft heart still trembled slightly, after all, I am also a person who has intersected, and I am not a hard-hearted person, so when I make such a decision, I will still feel a little uncomfortable.

"Peng Le, no matter what happened between us before, or if you still feel that you owe someone between us, you can say it now, and we will make it clear. ”

This is the omen before I leave, I said to Peng Le, for a long time, Peng Le didn't answer me, I thought the phone hung up.

"Did you hear that?" I asked, Peng Le. Whether Peng Le wants to explain these things clearly or not, or whether he wants to face them or not, I have to make them clear.

"Hey. Peng Le, did you hear me?" Seeing that Peng Le didn't speak, I continued to ask Peng Le, and after a long time, I still didn't hear Peng Le's voice.

When I was about to hang up the phone impatiently, Peng Le's voice rang, it was an extremely desolate voice, I had never heard it before, Peng Le said, "Xiaoyou, are you really cruel to me like this?

Listening to Peng Le's words, I blamed myself very much in my heart, in fact, I really didn't want to say such things to Peng Le, but there is no way, sometimes people have to be so ruthless, if they are not ruthless, they will have no place to stand, I have to become up, so that I can make myself better.

"Peng Le, there are some things that must be made clear, and if you don't say it clearly, it will be unfair to you and me. "What I want to say was not originally like this, but after the words came out, it became like this, I feel that I am thinking about Peng Le, such words are not my intention, but there is no way, I can't say it clearly.

"Xiaoyou, I don't want to talk about other things now, can I not talk about these things yet?" Peng Le ran away, didn't want to face it, I listened to Peng Le say such things, and my heart became even more uncomfortable, such things can't be escaped.

"Don't hang up just yet, listen to me. I said anxiously, and suddenly I was afraid that Peng Le would hang up the phone like this, in this case, I would have to have contact with Peng Le in the future, and these were things I didn't want to continue at all.

"Peng Le, I know how you feel for me, but I have my own life now, and you also have my own life, we are already different people, such people will not have any intersections, even if we had those intersections in the past, it is nothing now, is it?"

"Xiaoyou, are you thinking for me? Xiaoyou, in fact, you don't have to embarrass yourself like this, I know your feelings for me, Xiaoyou, everything will get through, you believe me, I will never be stupid again." ”

Peng Le said, I knew that if I said this, Peng Le would think more.

Peng Le said this, I don't know how I want to continue to talk to Peng Le, in fact, I still don't want to say too hurtful things, but when I hear Peng Le say this, I know that I have to say cruel things.

"I didn't think about you, and I will never think about you, Peng Le, why don't you understand, I won't be with me or not, no matter what you do for me, I won't be moved, and I won't be with you because I am moved, do you understand when I say this?"

This is the most cruel thing I have ever said to Peng Le, I don't think I will say such cruel words to anyone in the future, and there will be no more such people in the future, Peng Le will be the last person like this in my life.

"If you still don't understand, then you really should go to the doctor, from now on, I Yu Xiaoyou and you Peng Le will no longer have any relationship. I continued, if Peng Le continued to pretend not to understand, then there was nothing I could do.

After I finished speaking, I waited for a few minutes, and seeing that Peng Le didn't speak, I hung up the phone directly, Peng Le didn't want to speak, so there was no point in continuing to wait.

After hanging up the phone, I don't know why, a tear fell, I didn't even notice it, I wanted to despise myself a little, and I didn't want to leave the person I liked, why did I make it as if I was going to cry to death, I really have no backbone, and I am the only one in this life.

I hung up the phone, and I kept my head down and walked by myself, still scolding myself for not being productive, and I felt that I had been wronged by something.

"Xiaoyou, what's wrong with you?" Ah Feng didn't know when he suddenly appeared, or Ah Feng had already appeared, I didn't notice until Ah Feng called my name and asked me what happened, I didn't look up at him.

"Oh? no, nothing. "Obviously, Ah Feng didn't ask me what happened, I don't count it as three hundred taels of silver here, forget it, and it will become more and more unclear if I continue to talk about it.

"You've got something to hide from me. I looked at Ah Feng and prayed in my heart that he would quickly open the topic, but he didn't seem to have such a plan, okay, then I'll open the topic.

"By the way, Ah Feng, what does Old Ghost Liu mean today?" I asked the doubts in my heart, firstly, because Ah Feng no longer wondered if there was anything in my heart to hide from him, and secondly, this is indeed what I want to know, something that kills two birds with one stone, I am naturally very happy.

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