Xie Yuting's eyes were red, and her heart was full of sorrow and despair.

I have also tried to make myself fall in love with this man, love his gentleness, love him for being self-motivated, and love him for her no matter what

Such an excellent man, he should have fallen in love with him.

However, every night when he hugged her to sleep, her mind would always flash that face, and she would wake up several times, almost calling out another man's name.

After so many years, her heart is full of apologies, full of apologies, so she washes and cooks for him, takes care of housework, and lives from a hard life to a well-off life, without the slightest complaint or grievance.

Because it's all she owes him.

She looked at the man who was squatting on the ground with her with red eyes, such a big man, but crying like a child in front of her, her heart ached. even hated herself, why should she be so selfish, even in the last period of her life, she still thought about the man who had abandoned her.

Her trembling arms hooked Xu Zhiwei's neck, and the two of them cried as if they were parting with life and death.

Xu Xinyi has never seen her parents quarrel since she can remember, and in her impression, her parents are a match made in heaven, and the relationship is so good that others are envious.

Every time I go to the supermarket or take a walk in the park, my father always puts his arm around my mother's shoulders, like a couple in love.

She will also be envious, holding her mother's hand and saying, "I will be like you when I find a boyfriend in the future, and I will be sweet all day long after I get married." ”

Xu Zhiwei and Xie Yuting would laugh at her: "Little girl, study hard and think about these issues in the future." ”

Xu Xinyi grimaced at them.

It wasn't until Xie Yuting knew that she was suffering from an incurable disease that she realized that a person's life can be so short, and there are many things that seem to have just happened yesterday.

She could no longer hide the secret in her heart. She was still thinking about him, and now, he's back.

*

Xu Zhiwei and Xie Yuting signed the divorce agreement on a gloomy afternoon.

Xu Xinyi is still in school. She didn't know everything, including her mother's illness, including their divorce.

Xu Zhiwei sat on the sofa and looked at the divorce agreement full of clauses without saying a word. I can't tell how sad I feel in my heart.

Since you promised her, you should fulfill your promise.

Still, he was worried about her body. said lightly: "I will sign this agreement, but you have to promise me one thing." ”

Xie Yuting raised her head slowly, her eyes were filled with thick mist, as if her tears would burst when she touched it.

"What's the matter?"

"Give me some time and I'll take you abroad for treatment. ”

Xie Yuting had a wry smile on the corner of her mouth: "The doctor said that my disease has reached an advanced stage, and the chance of cure is only one percent, it's useless, instead of letting me end my life early on the operating table, it is better to let me use the remaining time to do what I want." Let me die without regrets. ”

When Xu Zhiwei heard her say the word "death", his heart sank suddenly, he never thought that she would leave him, even if he really left him for other men in the future, then at least she was still alive, and he could still have a thought.

"Maybe foreign technology can cure your disease, as long as there is a glimmer of hope, we don't give up, okay?" Xu Zhiwei's eyes moistened again. His voice was a little hoarse and continued: "Why didn't you tell me earlier, no matter what, I am also your husband, how can you not tell me." ”

Xie Yuting lowered her eyes, her heart was like ashes, and she told you what to do, it would only make you suffer the same pain as me.

"Please, let me take you to the United States to see a doctor?" Xu Zhiwei almost pleaded to talk to her.

Xie Yuting staggered to him, hugged his neck, nodded slowly, but said confusing words: "Zhiwei, I'm sorry!"

That afternoon, Xu Zhiwei and Xie Yuting both signed divorce agreements. The two went to the Civil Affairs Bureau to go through the divorce procedures.

A few days ago, a big order in Xu Zhiwei's company was successfully won by himself, and the boss approved his half-month vacation as soon as he was happy.

And Xie Yuting also resigned and left the school.

The two went abroad under the pretext of traveling on business and without telling their daughter.

I searched all the hospitals in the United States, but after all, no doctor had the confidence to cure her.

Xie Yuting seemed to have guessed this result a long time ago, and did not react much, but instead comforted Xu Zhiwei: "Don't be sad, don't everyone have to die, I only passed a little earlier." ”

Xie Yuting said it very naturally, as if she had already seen through the red dust.

Xu Zhiwei leaned against the pillar of the hospital gate and smoked, his eyes were bloodshot, and his chin had grown green stubble because he hadn't shaved for a long time. It looks like a lot of vicissitudes.

"When are you going to see him?"

Xie Yuting knew who he was referring to, and paused and said, "Tomorrow afternoon." ”

"Okay!" Xu Zhiwei threw the cigarette butt on the ground and stepped on it with his foot: "Then let's go back and pack our luggage now, then have dinner, and take the earliest flight tomorrow morning." ”

"Hmm. Xie Yuting nodded, followed behind him a little dejectedly, and looked at his back in a daze. I was talking to him in my heart: "Zhiwei, if there is a next life, I must let me meet you first, so that I can love you alone with all my heart." ”

Xu Zhiwei and Xie Yuting's dinner was extremely long, from seven o'clock in the evening to half past nine.

The two have been silent and don't know what to eat.

Maybe you have too much to say, but you don't know how to say it.

Maybe because it's a lifetime to say goodbye, I don't know what to say.

Xu Zhiwei felt pain, painful that he had loved her for more than ten years, but he didn't get her heart. In the end, she will leave him forever and ever, so cruel, so ruthless.

The two of them thought about their own things and walked out of the restaurant in a trance.

They went to sleep in different rooms, and the next morning, Xu Zhiwei took her on the plane and personally sent her to his side.

Shen Chenchen closed Xie Yuting's diary and walked to the bed, and lay down straight.

muttered words in his mouth: "Do people really have a next life?" If there is really a next life, I hope that I will no longer be the biological son of that man, and I and my mother will not suffer those sins.

The wind outside the window rustled the leaves, and Shen Chenchen recalled that when he returned to the Happy Garden in the evening, there was not half a star in the sky. Tomorrow is going to be a rainy day.

Since Xu Xinyi hates him so much, he doesn't want to live with a dead face, so he will take an afternoon off with the head teacher tomorrow afternoon to look for a house near the school, and if he is lucky, he can move out in the evening.

He slept on his side outside the quilt, his eyes fixed on the lamp on the bedside table.

Suddenly the light came on under the door.

There was a knock on his door.

Shen Chenchen's head, resting on his arm, stretched forward. Just as he was about to ask if it was his mother, a pleasant voice sounded outside the door.

"Shen Chenchen, are you asleep?"

It's Xu Xinyi, what is she doing with herself so late? You don't want to drive him away now, right?

Shen Chenchen was still lying on the bed without moving, and she was happy to leave in a while.

Who knows, she still didn't give up, continued to knock twice, and half-twisted the doorknob with her hand: "I'll come in when you're going to fall asleep." ”

Shen Chenchen saw that the door was about to be opened, so he hurriedly took off his coat and got into the quilt, pretending that he was asleep.

Xu Xinyi turned on the flashlight on her mobile phone and touched it in.

Standing at the door, he looked inside with his feet crossed, and called him over and over again: "Shen Chenchen, are you asleep?"

Shen Chenchen closed his eyes tightly, the dim light hit his face, and he closed his eyes, without the indifference of the past.

Xu Xinyi tiptoed over.

Seeing that he was asleep, he moved the stool next to his desk to his bed and turned on the nagging mode: "Shen Chenchen, I just saw that the towel you gave me had blood stains on it, I want to come over and see if you are okay." ”

"Are you really asleep?" Xu Xinyi stretched out her hand and shook it in front of his eyes, seeing that he didn't react, and then said, "It seems that you are really asleep." ”

"Shen Chenchen, why are you that woman's son, I didn't hate you that much, and besides, you saved my life, but you are that woman's son, and I can't help but hate you. ”

"Who told you to take off your veil, are you dying, and you dare to wash your hair. Xu Xinyi puffed out her cheeks, "I don't mean anything else, I just came over to see your wounds, if it weren't for my injuries, I wouldn't be worried about you." ”

Xu Xinyi stood up from the stool as she spoke, bent his head over to look at the wound. The light was too dim to look closely, but there was no blood oozing from the wound. She was relieved.

His head was very heavy, and his arm was sore after only holding it for a while, and he was about to rest his head on the pillow sideways, but unexpectedly, his little hand slipped and his head fell directly.

Xu Xinyi was taken aback and hurriedly said sorry.

When Shen Chenchen's head fell, the wound just hit the pillow, and the pain was so painful that he almost didn't scold. It's just that I pretended to be asleep, so I had to continue pretending. He wanted to see what this clumsy girl was up to.

After Xu Xinyi whispered a few words of sorry, she suddenly felt that she was too stupid. He said to himself, "Why should I tell you I'm sorry, I sleep like a pig and can't hear." ”

Shen Chenchen really wanted to scold her in his heart, he ran to his room without sleeping at night, and he was sprinkling salt on his wound and nagging endlessly, what did this girl want to do?

Xu Xinyi had already slept a long time ago, and woke up again in the middle of sleep, thinking about her thoughts with her eyes open, she felt that Shen Chenchen had saved his life regardless of the danger of his life, not only did she not repay him, but also drove him away, and she also said such hurtful words, and she felt a little sad in her heart.

She's like that, with a knife mouth and a tofu heart.

So I decided to sneak into his room to see if he had anything to do, so that I could feel at ease.

She observed Shen Chenchen's room lightly, and the furniture that had been covered with a thick layer of dust became spotless. There seemed to be a faint fragrance in the room. If a few more dolls were to come in, people who didn't know would think it was a girl's room.

The notebook on the table caught her attention, and she curiously held it in her hand to open it to take a look.

As a result, the person on the bed suddenly and violently closed his eyes and coughed, and then came a huge turn, and his whole body was facing her side.

Xu Xinyi was startled, he would definitely wake up if he coughed like this again. If you wake up and see her here, how will you explain it?

Thinking so, I didn't have the heart to look at the book, so I put it back and quickly slipped out.

Hearing the sound of the door closing, Shen Chenchen slowly opened his eyes, sighed heavily, and put the notebook in the bottom drawer and locked it.

It's so dangerous!

This book is derived from reading the rim