Chapter 36: Tangled and sad

You can't be so selfish as a man, Zhang Yuqian kept chanting this sentence, and Zeng Yihao felt even more guilty in his heart. Xiang Zihan's suicide, Zeng Yihao definitely can't get out of it. You can protect the people you love, but that must not be on the premise of hurting others, so Zhang Yuqian can't accept it.

"Zeng Yihao, Xiang Zihan was lying on the hospital bed with a bloodless face, her mother was crying with tears, I called to accuse Liu Chengye, I never thought that the person I loved the most was the culprit. Zhang Yuqian now only knows in his mind that it was Zeng Yihao's fault, which caused Xiang Zihan to do something stupid.

The school was brightly lit, everyone was studying by themselves, and in the pavilion, Zhang Yuqian looked at Zeng Yihao with unkind eyes, eager to stare at Zeng Yihao with two holes.

For this, Zeng Yihao is also very sorry, things have gone off the rails, he feels guilty, but he doesn't know how to remedy it. Xiang Zihan's suicide pushed things to a dead end, no matter whose fault it is, someone will have to pay in the end.

Zhang Yuqian's accusations, Zeng Yihao was powerless to refute, because these are indisputable facts. "Zeng Yihao, if one day, I have a conflict of interest with you, will you choose to give up on me?"

Thinking of himself by others, Zhang Yuqian didn't dare to imagine that one day, two people had a conflict of interest, what would happen to Zeng Yihao? The more he thought about it, the more scared he became, feeling a chill, Zeng Yihao was full of bitterness, he would never give up Zhang Yuqian. "Yu Qian, I didn't think about this matter well, but you can't question my feelings for you. ”

I don't want to listen, don't listen, as long as I think of Xiang Zihan, Zhang Yuqian can't face Zeng Yihao calmly, she ran away, she needs to calm down alone. Zeng Yihao sat on the stone bench in the pavilion in a daze, the development of things tonight was beyond his control.

In the past, except for Liu Chengye, he would be flustered, but at other times, Zeng Yihao was still a very calm person. But today he was really scared, if Xiang Zihan had three long and two short, it would be a human life. The debt of human life can never be repaid.

Sometimes, is he really too ruthless? Zeng Yihao didn't know that as long as he wasn't a particularly close person, Zeng Yihao wouldn't care about the life or death of others, and Zhang Yuqian was not, but Zhang Yuqian was not so ruthless, she regarded Xiang Zihan as a good friend.

The night was shrouded, it was still very cold in March, and the people who were blowing were cold and swishing, Zeng Yihao didn't know if he was afraid or because of the cold, he was shivering. As the bell rang after school in the first and second years of high school, Zeng Yihao returned to the dormitory, but his mind was still confused.

took the time to go to the hospital to see Xiang Zihan on the hospital bed, the whole person was stunned, without focus, and lying on the bed unconsciously. Zeng Yihao left quietly, and he was deeply condemned in his heart for this situation.

finally understood why Zhang Yuqian was so angry, because Xiang Zihan really deserved the sympathy of others at this time. But anyone with a sense of justice will condemn the culprit, and Zhang Yuqian is just one of those who have a sense of justice.

Out of the hospital, Zeng Yihao was in a heavy mood, standing at the crossroads, he stopped. Looking at the people in a hurry, the flowing cars and horses, it is very lively, but it can't eliminate the loneliness in my heart.

Walking on the street, Zeng Yihao missed Zhang Yuqian very much, but he knew that this time, under the condemnation of his conscience, it would take some time for Zhang Yuqian to come out. He didn't want to disturb Zhang Yuqian, Mo Feifei was in class, and finally Zeng Yihao found Li Ye. Li Ye is a technical school student, and he comes and goes very casually, so he immediately drove a small electric donkey to find Zeng Yihao.

"Dude, get in the car. Li Ye parked the car in front of Zeng Yihao. Zeng Yihao got into the car neatly, Li Ye asked where to go, Zeng Yihao said casually. Li Ye secretly complained in his heart, where is it called casual, who will tell him?

"What's wrong with you, you quarreled with Zhang Yuqian?"

"It's okay, you can walk with me, I'm not in a good mood. Stopping at the supermarket in front, I went to buy a few beers. ”

"No, drunk driving is dangerous, I'll talk to you. Tell me something, and I'll listen. Li Ye knew that Zeng Yihao was not a person who casually showed his weakness, and today he probably had something in his heart.

Except for the seaside, Li Ye can't think of a good place, and it is impossible for two men to go to the park. During the day, the beach is sparsely populated, and two people casually park on a beach and rest under the coconut trees.

"Thank you, you can come and stay with me today. "Sometimes people are in a bad mood and want to be accompanied, and sometimes they want to be alone. Today, Zeng Yihao is the first one. Actually, reading a lot of books is not necessarily a good thing. ”

Li Ye didn't know how to answer this sentence, he was just a guest today, just accompany Zeng Yihao to talk. The others are powerless and can't help.

"When I fell in love, I found that after a long time, the contradictions fell out, and Zhang Yuqian and I quarreled too much this semester. I feel that the tacit understanding before is missing. Zeng Yihao talked a lot today, and it was all negative emotions. "Last semester we worked hand in hand, this semester, we have had two big fights, breakups, and cold wars, which is really annoying. ”

Love is really wonderful, sometimes honey blends oil, and sometimes they quarrel over trivial things. "I don't know about you, but I know that you and Zhang Yuqian are very suitable. "Li Ye's words are just nonsense.

Zeng Yihao didn't know that he and Zhang Yuqian had the right personalities, had common topics, and had common dreams. Perhaps, the pressure of the college entrance examination is too great, and Zhang Yuqian needs an outlet. We all know that when we are unhappy, the people closest to us tend to be hurt by us. Zeng Yihao knew all this, and just complained casually.

"Thanks, Li Ye. Send me back to school, if I don't go to class at night, I guess my homeroom teacher will go crazy. Li Ye went to drive without saying a word, anyway, he really regarded Zeng Yihao as a friend, so for Zeng Yihao's sake, he could do anything.

Ye Xiaoxiao talked to Zhang Yuqian for a long time today, but Zhang Yuqian was obviously not in a state, absent-minded, Ye Xiaoxiao said a lot, and Zhang Yuqian replied with a yes-huh-oh, I don't know what Ye Xiaoxiao said.

"Are you sad and guilty because of Xiang Zihan's matter, in fact, it has nothing to do with you, she can't grasp that degree herself. Liu Chengye is obviously not something she can control, she tries to do things she can't do, and it's normal to be counterattacked. "The truth is like this, but I don't kill Beren, but Beren dies because of me, and I can't get over it in my heart. "People are selfish, Yuqian, you don't have to do everything. Sometimes you treat some people with ruthlessness, but more often than not, once you meet someone you care about, you get into a mess. ”

Ruthlessness is to see who is right, coldness is to see who is right, Zhang Yuqian's ruthlessness is obviously standard. "You really understand me, but Xiaoxiao, sometimes I think, instead of being disturbed by seven emotions and six desires, it is better to break off love, what do you say?"

"In the world, who can break off love? Our parents and brothers, broken bones and tendons. Also, we always have friends around us, and those friends who are all over for us can't be abandoned. "Ye Xiaoxiao is like a Zen master, specializing in saving confused humans like Zhang Yuqian. "Xiang Zihan's matter, you have persuaded her, and you have done your best. ”

In a hurry, Zhang Yuqian almost said that Zeng Yihao had found Liu Chengye, and only later did Xiang Zihan commit suicide. Later, he forced the words back, more things are better than less things, Zhang Yuqian still couldn't say it in the end.

It's one thing to blame Zeng Yihao, but compared Zeng Yihao and Xiang Zihan, of course, Zeng Yihao is important. "Hey, what do you say Xiang Zihan should do in the college entrance examination? I told Lao Xie that I would help her, but Lao Xie didn't agree, saying that it would delay time. Lao Xie is also very practical, knowing that Xiang Zihan is useless this year, so he doesn't want to gamble on the future of other high-achieving students.

"If people don't die for themselves, we are helpless. The two of them went back to do their homework, and they loved and hated Zeng Yihao and Zhang Yuqian, what to do next, Zhang Yuqian didn't know yet.

This novel is from the Book King