Chapter 184: Because of Concern
Qin Yafu, Wu Xiqian, and Director Sang rushed to the hospital and saw Chang Yuan.
Compared with last night, Chang Yuan's face is much haggard, he has always paid attention to appearance, but now his beard is unshaven, his eyes are bloodshot, and even his nose is red, obviously crying.
It is said that the man has tears and does not flick, but he has not reached the sad place, and he can't imagine that he has guarded Wu Shanshan for so long, and he still can't bear the change in her condition.
When Chang Yuan saw Wu Xiqian and Director Sang, his eyes were complicated, he felt guilty about Wu Xiqian, after all, he had always been Wu Shanshan's helper to hide her, but as for Director Sang, he was a little disdainful, and his eyes did not look at Director Sang.
Chang Yuan only confessed everything to Wu Xixi before, and said that for the first time last night, he no longer avoided Wu Shanshan's troubles, and talked to her openly and honestly about the final arrangements in his life.
As Qin Yafu said, Wu Xiqian and Director Sang are Wu Shanshan's heart knots, and all her evasions are actually in the hope that the living people will no longer care about her.
Therefore, although Chang Yuan was reluctant to be with Wu Shanshan in the last days of her life, she still hoped that she would not leave with regrets.
He finally got through Wu Shanshan's work and agreed to arrange for them to meet today.
Originally, Wu Shanshan's sleep was not good, and at five o'clock in the morning, she woke up early, looking a little sluggish, and her state was not as good as every day.
Chang Yuan was already familiar with her situation, and considering that what she told her last night must have affected her feelings again, so he made a decision and hurriedly found a car to send people to the hospital.
It's just that the journey from the small mountain village to the city is long, and it is inevitable that the delay will be longer, and Wu Shanshan will become weaker and weaker.
When they arrived at the hospital, the person had already fainted, and the doctor did a simple examination and was pushed into the operating room for resuscitation. So far, it's been almost an hour since I went in, and there are no results.
Director Sang stood aside, pursed his lips, and after listening to Chang Yuan's words, he turned around and walked to the window, his eyes looked outside, and he didn't say anything.
Qin Yafu stared at Wu Xiqian nervously, worried that she would quarrel with Chang Yuan.
It is completely reasonable to say that Wu Xiqian suddenly heard about her sister's illness and turned her face, after all, it is indeed unkind for Chang Yuan to help her sister hide it from her so deliberately, but in this way, it will inevitably cause some unnecessary trouble, and I am afraid that it will also expose Director Sang's special identity.
However, it seems that this worry is superfluous, because, Wu Xiqian just looked at Chang Yuan's clothes in a daze.
It's because she's afraid that I know it's going to affect my studies, right? hah, I knew she would say that. She's so stupid, if she just leaves, you say, I won't see her for the last time, won't it affect me?".
Her eyes became resolute, making people unbearable to look at directly, and there was a sad smile on the corner of her mouth: "She is going to affect me for the rest of my life! Let me not be at peace for the rest of my life, she is so ruthless!"
Qin Yafu looked at her sad and distorted facial expression, her heart trembled, although her loved ones deceived herself like this, although it was kindness, it was actually the most cruel injury, this kind of life and death parting was far more painful than watching her life pass away little by little every day.
Qin Yafu felt more and more cold and arrogant in Wu Shanshan's temperament, she hoped that the people she loved would remember her best years and leave, right?
Such a starting point should be for the sake of the other party, right? Just like Lin Zihang didn't tell himself about that unspeakable thing, he didn't want to be sad about himself, right?
Qin Yafu remembered Lin Zihang's extremely disappointed eyes last night, deeply embedded in her internal organs, the pain that permeated her whole body, as if it would erupt at any time, making her unavoidable.
Qin Yafu unconsciously leaned against the wall, covering her mouth and shedding tears.
When Wu Xiqian found Qin Yafu crying, she was suddenly very disgusted, raised her hand and pushed her, and said loudly: "Why are you crying? My sister is not dead yet, you are crying?"
Qin Yafu was stunned for a moment, only then did she realize that she was too fragile, and now that Sister Wu's life and death were uncertain, she was crying here, so she couldn't help but walk away, stabilize her feelings, and honestly stand in front of the window, and also followed Director Sang to look outside blankly.
Director Sang never spoke, on his resolute face, the lines were still hard, and even his eyes were not much different from usual, or more indifferent, it seemed that the qiΔ here had little to do with him, he was just waiting for a message from his subordinates here.
It was Chang Yuan who was the first to break the peace, he sat on the side and stared at Director Sang, in his eyes, Director Sang should at least ask about Wu Shanshan's current situation, but there was no reaction, which made him feel angry.
He stood up suddenly and walked straight to Director Sang.
He was not as tall as Director Sang, and when he got closer, his momentum was weaker, and Director Sang's majesty on weekdays actually made him lose psychologically, and he asked with some confidence: "You, why don't you go to her?"
Director Sang sighed: "I really looked for it, but I didn't find it." β
Chang Yuan snorted disdainfully: "If you are willing to work hard, you can dig three feet into the ground." β
Director Sang nodded: "You're right, I'm not you, I don't have your tenacity, that's why she chose you as the person who accompanied her to the end, you did a better job than me!"
Chang Yuan was stunned on the spot, he had prepared a lot of rhetoric to ridicule Director Sang, at least in the face of Director Sang, he felt that he also had a winner's posture, but he didn't expect Director Sang to admit that he was inferior to himself so calmly, but now, he had nothing to say.
He stared at Director Sang in a daze, and asked in disbelief: "Don't you have feelings for her? Can't you see her heart of not caring about anything for you? How can you be so calm?"
Director Sang let out a long sigh, his brows furrowed even tighter, glared at him in displeasure, and said in a stiff tone, "If I am not calm and can exchange her peace, I am willing to jump from this building now!"
Qin Yafu shuddered when she heard this, what happened to these people? Director Sang, who was so deep, could actually say such heavy words?
She looked at Director Sang who was standing beside her attentively, and suddenly noticed that his narrow eyes were shining.
The corner of his eye seemed to notice Qin Yafu's gaze on him, and he hurriedly raised his head and forced back his tears.
Qin Yafu sighed softly in her heart: Why are these people suffering, why did they bother in the first place if they knew today?
Seeing the two operating rooms with the lights on "Operating", one of them is in and out frequently, and the other is very quiet, Chang Yuan said that the quiet one is to rescue Wu Shanshan, and he can't tell whether the busy one is more certain, or the quiet one is safer.
According to the usual ideal, many people go to the mixed surgery, which should be valued by experts, but it must be too dangerous, right?
The four of them waited out hopelessly, all preoccupied, but they couldn't communicate, just staying up minute by minute, looking forward to the result.
Finally, three hours later, the light that operated on Wu Shanshan went out, and the nurse pushed Wu Shanshan out of the unconscious.
Qin Yafu felt that her hands and feet were cold, and her timid steps moved forward, and she was very nervous in her heart, both eager to hear the results of the operation, but also afraid to hear them.
Qin Yafu seemed to be the only nervous person, these four people were stunned for a long time, but Director Sang was the first to react and asked, "Doctor, how is the patient?"
The male doctor in the surgical gown had big, bright and bright eyes, and he solemnly explained: "The patient's cancer has spread, but being able to support it for so long should be related to the environment where he lives and the proper care of his family."
This time, the problem is still that the love xΓΉ is too excited, and for the time being, it can be regarded as a thrilling escape. However, don't be too optimistic, the so-called lamp is running out, and it is a miracle that she can persist until now in her condition, and as for the day when it will stop completely, I hope you can be prepared in your hearts. β
Wu Xiqian just looked at her sister who was in a coma, there was no one else in her eyes, she touched her sister's thin cheeks, bare head, and the tears that she had held back for so long finally welled up.
Qin Yafu put her mind at ease, she didn't cry anymore when she encountered such a thing, she was afraid that she would be suffocated.
Several people worked together to push Wu Shanshan back to the hospital room, carry her to the bed, and wait for her to wake up.
The similar personalities between the sisters were reflected to the greatest extent at this time, the same forbearance and strength, after the sudden encounter, Wu Xiqian did not complain, but kept holding her sister's hand and never let go, muttering about the past between the sisters.
Qin Yafu felt that Wu Shanshan's optimistic attitude against the disease, and Wu Xiqian's acceptance of her sister's illness, should have something to do with Chang Yuan's previous story that their mother died of breast cancer, although her sister thought that only she remembered the real reason for her mother's death, in fact, her younger sister still felt it.
And this pair of sisters who depend on each other is estimated to have some very human experiences, although she has no way of knowing, but there is no need to deliberately think about it, I just hope that they can enjoy the last happy time now
After Wu Shanshan woke up, she looked around, and saw that the two people she had been avoiding were guarding her side, her pale and weak face showed joy, and she fled back from the ghost gate again, she seemed to look down on her tangled heart even more.
She smiled at Chang Yuan, blinked her eyes, and Chang Yuan tacitly walked to the side of the bed and squatted.
She slowly raised her hand that was not held by her sister, stroked Chang Yuan's cheek, and sighed in a low voice with trembling lips: "It's hard for you!"