Chapter 960: Fear of Loss

readx;?“ I'm just your sister, we each have families, and the closest person is our other half, Mr. Lan, don't confuse our relationship, okay? Or, please, don't let us even be friends? Qin Yafu finally couldn't help but say what was in her heart directly. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info

This person who Qin Yafu has always regarded as her own brother, after all, she has no blood relationship with herself, no matter how much she cherishes it, she is reluctant to let it go, and there is no reason to continue to indulge, she has to consider the feelings of other people.

Regarding this matter, Lin Zihang is the one who directly protested, not to mention whether what he did was excessive, after all, men have their own dignity, if he is always indifferent, then even Qin Yafu will doubt whether there is true love between them.

As for Tang Xiaolian, she is even more innocent, she worked hard to maintain her marriage, took care of her children with hardships, and often endured her mother-in-law's unreasonable troubles, but as a result, she was clearly not as important as Qin Yafu in the eyes of Lan Haijun.

Not to mention the unfairness of doing this to others, even from Qin Yafu's own point of view, she is just used to the family affection that has been with her for many years, but if he is so stubborn, it will inevitably go against her original intention.

After listening to Qin Yafu's words, Lan Haijun's eyes were sad, the corners of his mouth twitched, and he looked sad that he wanted to speak, but he didn't know where to start.

Qin Yafu pretended not to see Lan Haijun's pain, and said directly: "Mr. Lan, I call you Mr. Lan, it's not that I don't recognize our brother and sister relationship, on the contrary, it's actually the idea of respecting each other more and hoping that our respective lives will be better."

We all have a significant other, and I don't want our other half to live with misunderstandings that would lead to an unhappy marriage. ”

"What's there to be misunderstood? If we could, there would be no such thing, and since we had them, we wouldn't have done anything to stop them, right? Lan Haijun was finally enraged, and his speech was full of hysteria.

He waved his hand and asked angrily, "Yafu, I don't understand, because of Lin Zihang's jealousy, what is the matter with you avoiding me every day like a plague god?" Am I that annoying? Isn't everything I do and every word I say for your own good? ”

"Yes, you are for my good, but while you are for my good, have you ever thought that you have also broken other people's hearts? For example, today's incident, what do you mean by your mobile phone that you don't even know about your family? Qin Yafu was forced to be anxious, and finally turned out something she didn't want to ask.

"I, I said, you are the most special existence in my heart," Lan Haijun's attitude softened, and he defended quite aggrievedly, "I just want to have a different contact with you, you ......"

"Why should I have a different way to contact you?" Qin Yafu narrowed her eyes and asked in a mocking tone, "You are you, I am me, we each have cherished people, especially now that we have our own children, why do you want to keep any special people or things in your heart?" ”

"Yafu......" Lan Haijun called out Qin Yafu's name, suddenly choked, and his eyes quickly turned red, "Actually, you should understand that you are not just a simple sister in my heart...... Especially when my dad passed away...... If it weren't for you...... I, I can't hold ...... at all."

Hearing Lan Haijun mention Father Lan, Qin Yafu was stunned for a while, Father Lan was a very gentle and kind person, when he was alive, he didn't talk much, but he was equally patient with adults and children, and he never had a bad mood, irritability and anger.

Therefore, Qin Yafu always felt that Lan Haijun's way of dealing with the world should be inherited from his father, which made her particularly respectful.

Therefore, looking at Lan Haijun's efforts to restrain herself, but she still burst into tears, Qin Yafu finally couldn't bear it, she touched her pocket for a long time, but she didn't find a tissue, she only blamed her for coming out in a hurry, and she didn't even take her bag, so she had to rub her hands, and softened her tone and comforted: "Mr. Lan, don't ...... like this."

"Can't you call me Brother Navy?" Lan Haijun also felt embarrassed by his crying, but he couldn't stop the wanton flow of tears, so he had to turn around, face the direction of the car, leave his back to Qin Yafu, and discuss in a smooth tone as much as possible, "A title, it doesn't mean ownership, it's just a nostalgia for childhood, no matter how much Zihang cares, it can't change the affection we have known for so many years."

I don't expect you to make any changes, but because you have been a thought of me since I was a child, especially after my father passed away, when our mother and son had a miserable life, because of your comfort, I went through that difficult period fearlessly, and then wandered outside, without you, I would not be able to survive either......"

Lan Haijun mentioned the difficult years in the past, Qin Yafu also cried, after the death of Lan's father, Lan's mother and son relied on each other for their lives was indeed pitiful enough, facing the dilemma of the four walls of the family and the frail mother, he had just left school, and he used his immature shoulders to pick up the burden of life that did not match his age.

He went to the society early, he didn't know anything, he could only work as a coolie, and then because it was too hard and he couldn't make much money, he came to the provincial capital to develop, and finally found a way out and slowly stabilized.

However, outsiders can only see that the Lan family is living a better and better life now, where can anyone care about the pain that their mother and son have endured?

As a neighbor, the Qin family is not wealthy, but they also try their best to help, with the Qin family's food, there is no time for the Lan family's mother and son to go hungry, this kindness is also the warmth that Lan Haijun has always remembered in his heart, not to mention Qin Yafu's gentle and eager care, naturally he is in the cold and dark, the only driving force that illuminates and guides him forward.

It's easy to put the icing on the cake, but it's hard to send charcoal in the snow, and when people are in trouble, even a bowl of hot boiled water is enough to give people the courage to persevere.

Therefore, it seems understandable to say that Lan Haijun has an obsession with Qin Yafu.

However, after all, years have passed, and the past is the past after all, and Lan Haijun still remembers it, which can only show that he is very nostalgic and knows how to repay his kindness, and there is no need to take it out and recite it every day.

"The past is gone, no one can always live in memories, look at your current happiness, what is not satisfied?" Qin Yafu thought about it, but still tried to persuade him.

"But I'm afraid!" Lan Haijun turned to look at Qin Yafu, his eyes showed a rare panic, "When I heard about my mother's condition, I knew that I regretted it, regretted my previous neglect of her, and knew that her heart was not good early on, but I still left her to come to the provincial capital, go to Harbin, and return to the provincial capital again, and still choose to stay away, if it weren't for Xinyi, I still let her live so far away by her temperament, you say, how unfilial I am?" ”

Qin Yafu lowered her head, if she wanted to say that she didn't cherish her parents, why didn't she? Because of her own emotional problems, doesn't she also avoid it again and again?

"My dad is gone, I was still young at that time, although sad, more worried about how we orphans and widows will live, but now, I have the ability to support my mother, but I almost missed her illness, I, I am such a bastard!" When Lan Haijun said that he was excited, he slapped himself in the mouth.

The voice was crisp and loud, attracting the attention of passers-by, originally, the parking lot was a public place, Lan Haijun's crying and noisy behavior was already very attractive, and now he came to such a hand, which made Qin Yafu more and more uneasy.

She couldn't help but sigh: "Why are you suffering? Although Aunt Lan is a little dangerous this time, she is finally lucky, now that the medical skills are so developed, the detection is timely, and there are ways to relieve and relieve the pain, what else are you worried about? ”

"What do you do without risk? My dad is gone, and I can't stay anymore, but my mom ...... I'm so worried about her, she's going to ......."

"Since the professional doctors say it's okay, why should you worry about it?" Qin Yafu sighed in her heart, everyone is talking about other people's abilities, in fact, this kind of thing is enough for anyone, even if she is herself, if her parents are sick, she can't solve it, but no matter how uncomfortable he is, she can't help.

"What do you say I should do, Japherd?" Lan Haijun raised his hand and rubbed his face, feeling depressed in his heart, he was really helpless now, and he didn't know how to resolve this trouble.

"Jiren has her own natural appearance, Aunt Lan is such a good person, she will definitely be fine, don't have a psychological burden, after you go back, explain her well, when you get old, the more you experience, the more complicated your thoughts become, you have to pay attention, don't let her have surgery with pressure." Qin Yafu thought about it, and still comforted with kind words.

Lan Haijun didn't argue anymore, just lowered his head, stared at his shoes, and didn't say a word.

Seeing Lan Haijun's shoulders trembling slightly, Qin Yafu knew that he was still crying silently.

Alas! It is said that men don't flick when they have tears, but they haven't reached the sad place, she is so big, and it is Lin Zihang who cries the most when she sees her, and when she faces herself, she never spares her tears, but it can be regarded as a hero's shortness of breath and children's affection, his tears always fall into her heart, and her love dissolves in their tenderness and sweetness.

And Lan Haijun is relatively strong, courageous in this regard, he is more like the kind of iron man tender, the hardships of life will not make him succumb, his saddest two cries are on the illness of his parents.

The most difficult thing in life is not only the economic hardship, but also the helplessness in the face of the test of birth, old age, sickness and death.

Lan Haijun lost his father when he was seventeen years old, and his good family went to half the sky, the blow was cruel enough, and now he finally survived until he got married, had a daughter, and the happy days didn't last long, and he faced the aggravation of his mother's condition, although everyone said that the risk of the surgery to be done was not great, but it was understandable to say that he couldn't bear it.