Chapter Seventy-Four: I Don't Hate You, I Don't Blame You
Ji Zhu clenched his fist with one hand and slammed it on the wall in front of him, making a dull low sound with a "bang", as if he had exhausted all the strength of his life.
The wall was inlaid with all kinds of decorative gravel, uneven, and after this punch, Ji Zhu's white and slender fingers suddenly had a few more hideous and piercing blood marks.
Bright red blood snaked down the wall, ten fingers connected to the heart, but Ji Zhu didn't seem to feel pain at all. The clenched fist even rubbed it a few times on the sharp part of the wall, as if as long as this way, he could make the pain in his heart feel better.
But the thin pain on his hand, how could he be one ten-thousandth of his heart, a line of tears slipped from the corners of his eyes, Ji Zhu's hand hung down weakly, his body also softened, and he slowly slid to the ground......
I don't know how long it took for Ji Zhu to finally come out of those negative emotions, get up slowly, and after glancing in Bai Xiaoli's direction again, he turned around and walked out.
When he came back, Ji Zhu had an extra dinner plate in his hand, and the wound on his hand was also treated a little, which made it look less scary. But the loss and sadness in a pair of eyes can't be erased.
"Li'er, let's eat, let's eat?" Ji Zhu's deliberately lightened tone was a little sad in his tone, his eyes were slightly red, and his eyes were also stained with a little bloodshot, which was terrifyingly red.
And Bai Xiaoli just sat up quietly, wrapped himself tightly in the quilt, and a flash of surprise flashed in his eyes - after only a few hours, Ji Zhu seemed to be more than ten years old, and the whole person looked energetic and haggard.
Yu Guang caught a glimpse of the gauze wrapped around Ji Zhu's hand, Bai Xiaoli pursed his lips a few times and wanted to say something, but finally gave up, obediently took the plate in Ji Zhu's hand, and began to eat quietly.
After eating one bite at a time, seeing that Bai Xiaoli still didn't mean to speak, Ji Zhu smiled bitterly, packed up his things, and turned to leave.
"Azhu, I, I don't hate you, I don't blame you......" I have never been able to be ruthless to you.
A clear and somewhat soft voice sounded, and the tone was indifferent and firm.
Ji Zhu's footsteps paused slightly, and after choking a few times in his throat, he barely moved the corners of his mouth, but found that he seemed to have lost the ability to smile, and walked straight out without saying anything.
I don't care, naturally I don't blame it, I don't love it, I don't hate it, Li'er, I'd rather you and me have a big quarrel than the current calm and indifferent......
Ji Zhu's hand holding the dinner plate tightened inch by inch, and after a burst of force, his fingertips were a little deformed, but Ji Zhu still didn't retract his strength, because of excessive force, Ji Zhu's wound broke open again, and dark red blood gushed out, staining the gauze red from time to time......
After sitting quietly on the bed for a long time, Bai Xiaoli's mind still had what Ji Zhu had said before-Jing Yuchen and Xia Ruo, these days, they go in and out together, eat and live together.
In just eight words, countless pictures popped up in Bai Xiaoli's mind, in which the two were smiling lightly and intimate, but the heroine was not her......
My heart stabbed fiercely, as if someone had suddenly stripped off a piece, empty, and I always felt that something was missing.
"In the blink of an eye, everything turned into flying earth and quicksand, the history books were lightly painted, she waited for him, red face and white hair......"
The mobile phone rang again and again, and when it came to a few sentences near the end, Bai Xiaoli finally raised his hand as if he had just woken up from a dream, but found that he didn't know when he had already burst into tears.
Lifted the quilt and walked a few steps and took the phone. Bai Xiaoli couldn't help but smile bitterly, on the screen of his mobile phone, there was a big word Dong Chen.
"Xiao Li, aren't you at home these days? Not at the company, where are you?
"Xiao Li, nothing happened to you, did you?
"Xiao Li, where are you? If you want to hide from Jing Yuchen, I can help you, don't even disappear with the whole person. See the quick back!"
"Xiao Li ......"
The next dozen text messages came in, Bai Xiaoli didn't know whether it was warm or sour, and after the eyelashes were lightly fanned twice, Bai Xiaoli raised his head slightly, trying to curb his urge to cry, but his fingertips suddenly felt the vibration of the mobile phone again.
Hurriedly lowered his head, Bai Xiaoli's fingertips moved lightly, and he quickly typed a row of words, and the tears fell on the mobile phone without warning, and the magnified font of the crystal teardrops happened to be "Okay, don't read it".
"Achen, I'm fine, I'm at a friend's house, everything is fine, don't read it. ”
watched the prompt of the message delivered, and after a pause of a few seconds, he received a reply from Dong Chen. A few simple words provoked Bai Xiaoli's tears for no reason.
"Well, you're fine. At the end of the world, I am always waiting for you. ”
Holding the mobile phone, Bai Xiaoli quickly typed a few lines, after thinking about it, he deleted them all, typed again, and was just about to press the send button, his fingertips paused in the air for a long time, but they still didn't fall, and after a while, Bai Xiaoli glanced at the phone, but he still deleted them all.
I checked WeChat, QQ, text messages, and missed calls several times, but there was still no news related to Jing Yuchen.
Bai Xiaoli half-lowered his eyes, put away the loss in his heart, casually threw his mobile phone on the table, and slowly moved back to the bed, dragging the quilt over his head to cover all of his head......
The more he thought about it, the more irritated he became, Bai Xiaoli tossed and turned on the bed, and the scenes of the characters in his mind became clearer and clearer.
shook her head fiercely, but she still couldn't shake it off, these two people were like nightmares, tightly entangled with Bai Xiaoli, no matter how she struggled, she couldn't get rid of it.
"Jing Yuchen, you want me, what should I do with you......"
Bai Xiaoli's eyes suddenly opened, and he lifted the quilt in an instant, staring at the snow-white ceiling, secretly distracted. Thousands of pieces of information flashed in his mind, and Bai Xiaoli suddenly realized that Jing's shares had plummeted.
Sitting up with a rub, Bai Xiaoli turned over and got out of bed and took the mobile phone, and began to get up.
Only the word Jing was typed in the search engine, and more than a dozen indexes appeared one after another, all of which were negative news.
"Jing's stock plummeted, and the myth of three-year stable growth in the industry was shattered. ”
"Jing's president's office flirted and stepped on two boats. ”
"Jing's is down, and the industry leader is still the old Jiang's. ”
"Jing's ......"
Bai Xiaoli looked at it carefully one by one, and his heart continued to sink inch by inch. Obviously very sad, Bai Xiaoli's eyes seemed to be glued to the mobile phone screen, and he read the report of Jing Yuchen and Xia Ruo back and forth many times.
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This book was first published in Reading Book Worm