Chapter 0240 - Unstoppable (11)

As soon as the afternoon was over, I stepped forward and stayed in touch with the twilight.

He didn't say anything, and took me directly to a nearby restaurant, which was the first time we had dinner together since we came to Shenyang.

During this period, there was still no verbal communication. He just served me food as usual, and occasionally looked at me a few times, as if there was no emotion in his eyes. In order not to upset him, despite my bad appetite, I insisted on eating all the dishes he gave me.

I was angry with myself for a day, and when I faced such a twilight day, I still couldn't open my mouth when the words came to my mouth.

"What do you want to tell me?" Back at the hotel, he went with me to my room, and finally he opened his mouth.

I leaned closer to him, met his deep eyes, my heart beat rapidly faster, took a deep breath, and it was not difficult to say the words that I repeated in my heart, "Can you tell me, how did I upset you?" ”

Twilight's brow suddenly tightened, and my heart, which had only calmed a little, tightened again.

Isn't that going to make him angry again?

"I'm telling you?" Twilight strained and looked at me steadily, "Don't you know why?" ”

"I'm not a roundworm in your stomach." This man is strange enough, is he still in the mood for me to guess?

"There's nothing you're hiding from me?" Twilight pursed her lips and looked at me with a hint of anticipation in her eyes.

Conceal?

It seems that there is indeed one thing, and that is to go to the hospital to see a psychiatrist. But looking at his expression, it doesn't seem like that, right?

No matter what, I'll confess this matter first.

Twilight noticed the change in my expression, and the anticipation was a little more sufficient. After hearing me say, 'Yes,' my expression finally eased.

"I went to the hospital that day, but I didn't actually go for a check-up." I clasped my hands together and gave myself the greatest courage, "I actually went to see a psychiatrist, because I was not in a good state for the past few days, so I suspected that I was suffering from some kind of mental illness." ”

"What?" Twilight's surprise was a bit unusual.

I was afraid that he would be too worried, so I could only quickly continue to explain, "But after talking to the doctor, he clearly told me that I don't have any mental illness, so I didn't confess this to you." ”

Twilight's eyes were full of incredulity, and he stared at me without saying a word, an expression I had almost never seen before.

"Isn't that what you're talking about?" I suddenly realized that his reaction was not what I expected, but rather unbelievable, and very shocked and puzzled.

"Only this one thing?"

Heaven and earth conscience, I really only concealed this one thing, and it was to keep him from worrying.

"The doctor has a certificate there, don't believe me, you can go investigate." I was forced to be helpless, and I could only prove my innocence in this way.

Twilight pursed her lips, her gaze locked on the distance, and fell into deep thought again.

"I admit that it's wrong for me to hide it from you, but I also think it's a trivial matter, and there's no need for everyone to worry about it." Because this kind of thing is like this, I naturally don't want to. Now that they have confessed, it may be the only sensible choice.

"A trifle?" Twilight looked at me again, "You're sleepy every day now, and your appetite is not good, is this all a trivial matter?" He sighed heavily, "Lin Chuxia, is it because the doctor's level is not enough, or is your IQ not enough?" ”

"This ...... The doctor also said that if you are always in this state, you can go for a physical examination again, and you may still be too tired recently. ”

"Do you think that's justified?" Twilight stood up from the couch with a flaming breath, but subtly, his gaze was cold, cold.

Actually, I want to say that I think it's a little strange. But the doctors said that there was nothing wrong, so it was okay to recuperate. But these words were obviously not suitable for this situation, and I could only keep my mouth shut and look at him quietly.

Twilight clenched her fists, turned and walked out.

"Don't go." I couldn't care about being afraid or worried anymore, so I strode up and wrapped my hands tightly around his waist, "Will you stay tonight?" I pleaded, and it seemed that the communication had failed again, so for now, I had only one choice left......

I exerted all my strength and forced him to turn around, "Don't be angry with me, I won't hide it from you in the future, and I will report everything to you as soon as possible, isn't that okay?" ”

Still unmoved, Twilight leaned over to look at me coldly, "Can you do it?" ”

"Of course I can." I nodded without hesitation, "Forgive me, okay?" "Why do I feel like I'm coaxing a child of a few years old now, humbled to the extreme, but still unable to move, can only maintain such a minimum posture.

Twilight's expression finally softened, and she just looked at me quietly, as if waiting for something.

He was always clearer than me, and he thought that he would be able to 'escape' if he made sense, but now it seems that he still can't.

The previous few shadows have actually been dispelled by enough longing, we haven't been so close for too long, and even I am willing to admit that I miss that feeling a little.

I closed my eyes, wrapped my hands around his neck, and pressed my whole body close to his warm chest, little by little towards the soft lips, and then touched and felt it with all my body and soul.

My hand rubbed downward, finally resting on the button at the neckline, and before I knew it, I began to move further.

A pair of large hands suddenly grasped my hand, and those lips left me at the same time.

"What are you doing?" Twilight's eyes widened and she looked at me incredulously.

At this time, I was still immersed in the gentle kiss, and finally I was able to enjoy the kiss with all my heart as before, but this time, he refused.

What am I doing?

What do you think I'm doing?

I'm not easy to take the initiative, so, Twilight, are you rejecting me?

"Lin Chuxia, are you crazy?" Twilight grew angrier, as if I had just made out with another man, and he had caught me in bed.

"I ...... I'm apologizing to you......" I was hesitant, and finally I used a more euphemistic expression, "What's wrong with you?" ”

"If you really don't want it, you can just tell me, don't use it this way!" Twilight was already completely angry, even a little hysterical and desperate, "You want to do evil, don't pull me!" ”

"Why don't I want to do it, but still be so proactive?" I was also very aggrieved by his yelling, my eyes blurred with tears, and I could only watch his back disappear from my face little by little in a haze, "Even if you can't do it, how can you do it......"

Twilight ignored my cries, and as the door slammed shut, I collapsed to the ground.

What's wrong with him, could it be that the person who should really go to the doctor is actually him?

When did it become a mistake for me to take the initiative to show favor?

Could it be that the previous few times really left a psychological shadow on him, and now it is projected on me, making him feel that I am holding on to him, but what is going on with his accusations that do not match the preface and afterword, I really don't understand.

Tonight, I really tried and confessed everything sincerely. In the end, this result was unacceptable.

Perhaps, it is really necessary to give each other some time, calm down, and think about it.

In the next few days, I stopped being so active in posting upside down, and Twilight turned a blind eye to me and directly regarded me as an invisible person.

Ridiculously, in the play, Ruyi and the Twelfth Elder Brother started a period of tenderness and sweetness. During this period, Ruyi was once again snubbed by Emperor Yongzheng because of the traitor, and under the stimulation of the concubine, he was imprisoned in the cold palace to reflect on the wall.

And this gave Ruyi and the Twelfth Elder Brother a chance to get along.

It's all sweet drama, and it was supposed to be just me and Twilight to act, but now, it seems very awkward.

In the play, Lang is a concubine, Qin Se and Ming, so he is not obsessed with sweetness; Outside the play, he is the most familiar stranger, with a strong sense of alienation and an inexplicable knot.

A group of friends discovered the anomaly between us.

In terms of identity, Lan Zhiyuan and Chen Tian can only use work problems to secretly enlighten us. However, it is not possible to ask questions openly or give direct opinions.

Enron and Qiwei were more straightforward, and when we were in the third phase of the Cold War, we finally couldn't help it, took the initiative, and when we both were resting, we successfully locked me and Twilight in the lounge.

By the time I realized that I had fallen into Enron's trap, this guy had already locked the door outside. "You two hurry up and make everything you need to say clearly."

The other staff members are busy filming the scenes of Chen Tian and Mu Mu, and no one will come to the lounge at this time.

I can only say that I can't accept Enron's intentions. Perhaps, twilight is too.

I tried to get everything I had to say, but what happened?

In the past few days of the Cold War, I have been numbing myself with work, and my body is always in a state of exhaustion, which helps me to put these unpleasantness aside for a while.

However, when I really face this man, I still feel heartache.

Twilight sat in the corner, looking at the door. I didn't dare look over, so I didn't know if he was looking at me.

The tense nerves made my breathing start to be difficult, and gradually, I felt dizzy.

I hurriedly walked a few steps inside, propped one hand on the dressing table, and then barely stood still.

But the atmosphere here was too oppressive, and the consciousness became more and more scattered and chaotic, and the hand supporting the dressing table suddenly lost its strength, and the body lost its center of gravity again.

As I fell groggily, his footsteps approached, and finally he easily took me into his arms, "Early Summer", and he supported my body while calling my name with the same fervent concern as before.

I instinctively wrapped my arms around his neck and leaned back on the couch with him in my arms.

"What's wrong?" Twilight could no longer sit there calmly, and at this time it was even more worried.

I knew he loved me.

As soon as I thought of this, the grievances in my heart swarmed up, turned into continuous tears, and slipped down my cheeks drop by drop. I looked at him with tears in my eyes, and let him raise his hand to gently wipe my tears.