"Married?" Hongdou looked at An Xiaomo with his eyes when he heard Qin Leng finish saying this, without the slightest ecstasy. She couldn't see it on An Xiaomo's face, and she couldn't feel it in her heart.

Looking at An Xiaomo's expressionless face, Hongdou felt bitter in his heart, people who have been with him for so long are not the choice to accompany him until he is old.

Ou Yuntu was very satisfied with Qin Leng's arrangement, after all, this was what Hongdou expected, in Ou Yuntu's eyes, An Xiaomo was indeed a person who made Hongdou worthy of trusting for life, but the only thing Ou Yuntu didn't know was that An Xiaomo didn't like Hongdou.

Qin Leng is the one who insisted on letting An Xiaomo marry Hongdou, from the very beginning, everyone thought that An Xiaomo and Hongdou were the two of them who were talented and beautiful, perfect match, golden boy and jade girl.

On the way home in the evening, Qin Leng and An Yutong,

"Husband, is it really okay for us to do this?" In fact, An Yutong was also very conflicted in her heart, she hoped that An Xiaomo could be with Hongdou, but when Qin Leng announced the wedding to everyone today, she could feel the faint sadness on An Xiaomo's face.

An Xiaomo is a piece of meat that fell from An Yutong's body, everything about An Xiaomo, An Yutong can feel it, An Xiaomo is really unhappy, not happy at all.

Seeing An Xiaomo who didn't have a smile, An Yutong felt very uncomfortable, this son has grown up, and even she, a mother, doesn't understand it.

"What's wrong, look at what your son did, is that how I taught him?" Qin Leng rubbed his temples and continued, "The best way now is to marry Hongdou home, this is what our family owes Hongdou, otherwise what else can be done?"

Qin Leng knew that this was inevitable, not to mention that something like this had happened, that is, nothing had happened, and An Xiaomo had to marry Hongdou and go home.

"That's right, Red Bean, poor kid. "How can An Yutong bear to let Hongdou be so laissez-faire, these two children, this is too worrying. What did the two of them think, what was going on? An Yutong couldn't think about it.

An Xiaomo remained in the hospital, and in accordance with Qin Leng's will, An Xiaomo stayed to take care of the red beans.

Everyone in the ward left, and only Hongdou was left alone, Hongdou looked at the starlight outside the window, and had a lot of thoughts.

"I've done so much, is it all for this? What is the result?" The love that Hongdou is looking forward to is certainly able to grow old with An Xiaomo and melt into each other, but without love, how can we talk about growing old together.

Hongdou thought about the silhouette of these times, the past is vivid, the time when he and An Xiaomo sat under the big tree and read a book together, the time when she cheered for An Xiaomo, and the time when she shouted "Brother Xiao Mo" one by one, but all of this turned into foam and burst in the sun in the long river of time.

"The affairs of the two of you, we are not easy to participate as adults, communicate well, Hongdou is a kind girl, she will forgive you, I also hope you can forgive her" Ou Yuntu simply explained some things to An Xiaomo. He could see that the two of them didn't feel anything together, and now they didn't even talk much.

"Uncle, don't worry, I am measured and will not let Hongdou be wronged. "What An Xiaomo can do now is to take good care of the red beans, although he can't let go of Liu Chengcheng no matter what.

"Okay, okay, if you say that, I'm relieved. Ou Yuntu patted An Xiaomo's shoulder and smiled, "Then I'll go back first, and I'll work hard for you to take care of the red beans tonight." ”

"Okay, Uncle stay safe on the road. An Xiaomo sent Ou Yuntu away, smoked a cigarette in the toilet, dispersed the smell, and then returned to Hongdou's ward.

"Why do you sit all the time? Isn't it cold like this?" As soon as An Xiaomo came in, he saw that the upper half of the red bean's body was exposed to the air, and in the late autumn weather, the hospital had not yet implemented heating, and there was still some cold in the ward.

"No, it won't. Hongdou came back to his senses and looked at An Xiaomo who came over.

"The hands are still cold, why aren't they cold?" An Xiaomo reached out and touched the red bean's hand, it was cold and cold, just like when he was a child, he still remembered that at that time, the red bean would put his little hand like an ice cube into An Xiaomo's neck to keep warm, and An Xiaomo would let her go every time.

"Put it in there and warm up. An Xiaomo raised the quilt for Hongdou and put Hongdou's hand into the quilt.

Hongdou took out his hand again and put it into An Xiaomo's neck, like when he was a child.

"So you remember. An Xiaomo's thin lips opened lightly, it was obviously a sentence full of memories, but when it came out of An Xiaomo's mouth, he couldn't hear it at all, and he didn't have any emotion at all.

Hongdou looked up at An Xiaomo's face, with resolute lines, sharp edges and corners, deep eyes that were bottomless, there was no light there, and it was pitch black.

"Of course, that's a memory we both share. Hongdou's eyes flickered, as if he saw hope again, An Xiaomo still remembered, he remembered.

An Xiaomo stopped talking, took off the arm that wrapped the red bean around his neck, got up and sat on the sofa opposite the bed.

"Rest early, your body is still very weak" An Xiaomo put his legs on the armrests of the sofa and closed his eyes.

The last bit of starlight in Hongdou's eyes was also consumed by An Xiaomo.

"It turns out that this is the feeling of heartache, it really hurts. "Red Beans clutched his heart tightly with both hands, which was disappearing little by little, like weathered sand and gravel drifting away in the wind.

"Don't you want to ask me whose child this child is? Don't you really want to know?" Hongdou closed his eyes, opened them again, and looked in the direction of An Xiaomo vacantly, as if he had floated into a bottomless pit, without the slightest reaction.

After a long time, just when Hongdou was about to give up, An Xiaomo said faintly, "No matter who it is, it doesn't mean anything to the two of us now, does it?"

An Xiaomo still maintains her original posture, whether it is a child's matter or an abortion, An Xiaomo feels worthless for Hongdou, she shouldn't abuse herself so badly, no matter what it is.

"Don't you care at all? My first time, the first man was not you, don't you care?" Hongdou asked hurriedly, one question after another, she really didn't expect An Xiaomo to be so indifferent.

“…… Red beans" An Xiaomo snorted, how could he not care, how could he not feel distressed, he grew up watching the red beans that grew up, the naughty and cute red beans who cried and laughed behind him all day long and called him "Brother Xiao Mo".

He cares a lot, he knows that it's not love, but it's family affection, and it's longer than love.

It is precisely because I care that I want you to learn to live alone all the time, so I will make some unreasonable demands on you, and I will indulge your willfulness again and again.

However, An Xiaomo didn't say this, he thought in his heart sentence by sentence,

"yes, there's no point, yes, you just don't care. "Hongdou wants to cry but can't shed tears, she has cried too much, and the people who still care still don't care, who are she going to show it to now?

If you are not brave, who will be brave for you.

"Don't you really know?" An Xiaomo stared at Hongdou's eyes stunned, and asked very seriously, exuding a fierce aura.