Chapter 42: She said
"My business ......"
"Heh, actually, I envy your story. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info"
Yue Xi hugged his knees and said quietly, "And it stands to reason that I, as the military master of the Tang Dynasty, was forcibly brought here, so I shouldn't talk to you, the enemy of the Tang Dynasty, with kind words!"
Chen Guyu nodded a little embarrassedly, saying so, but he believed that this was still the kind Yue Xi before, and it was impossible for Yue Xi to make a move on him.
Yue Xi glanced at him, and seemed to see through his thoughts under his bright eyes, and chuckled: "It's not what you think, I don't remember those times in your story." Well, as you said, I'll tell you the story from my memory. ”
"Good. ”
"Hmm...... In fact, there doesn't seem to be much to talk about, there is nothing meaningful in my memory, the only thing worth remembering is that little home!"
"Home?"
"Right...... There was a disconnect in my memory, I only remember what happened when I was a child and what happened now, and as for the time in between, I don't remember anything anymore. ”
"Do you think I'm pitiful?"
She turned her head suddenly.
Chen Guyu shook his head and didn't speak, just listened carefully.
Yue Xi smiled and continued: "In my impression, I seem to have been born in a relatively good family, my father is a very ordinary person, my mother is gentle and virtuous, and the family has opened a tavern, so the family is very good. My parents were very kind to me, and my father often told me some big truths, although sometimes it was annoying, but very happy. Mother, she often protects me, she is just a rural woman, she has no education, but her father listens to her very much, often what she says, even if her father disagrees, he will smile and respond. ”
Chen Guyu quietly listened to her talk about what happened when she was a child, although Yue Xi was still wearing the crimson Tang Dynasty military uniform at this time, looking heroic, but Chen Guyu still saw her lonely heart, and she missed the past very much.
After a pause, Yue Xi said: "It's a pity, it's just a matter of memory, what happened later, I don't remember anymore, even ...... I don't even know what they look like, but I know that they are very kind and kind......"
There seemed to be tears flickering in Yue Xi's eyes, she raised her head, wiped it gently, and looked at Chen Guyu: "What's the matter, it's boring, I'm just an ordinary person, like everyone when I was a child, I was very ordinary and happy." ”
Chen Guyu was silent and shook his head: "Then do you know where your hometown is?"
"I don't know, my memory is blurred. ”
"In my story, that Yue Xi also has the same family, she is also very happy, but this happiness is destroyed, my father is a hero, but he was persecuted by traitors, and finally the family was ruined, everything was buried in the flames, and she was the only one who escaped. ”
Chen Guyu said quietly, staring at Yue Xi. Although Yue Xi didn't react, he still noticed the slight tremor of her body.
"It seems that this is a vague piece of my memory? You are right, my father is a hero, although I don't remember his appearance anymore, but I have the impression that he is a very powerful person!" Yue Xi smiled bitterly, although the memory was successfully connected with Chen Guyu's story, but I have to say that it is really not a pleasant thing.
"Later, it was the fault line in my memory, and on the other side of the fault, it was a few months ago. Yue Xi bit his lip and continued.
"A few months ago?"
"Yes. When I became conscious again, I had completely changed my identity, as if I had woken up from a huge dream, I had miraculously become the military master of the Tang Dynasty, and I was the four-grade military master of Chang'an, I knew everything about the army, but I couldn't remember what happened before I became the military master. No one could detect my anomaly, as if I had been living there all along, with iron walls and iron laws, and in less than ten years, I became the commander of the army near the top of such a pyramid, and even the generals at the higher levels appreciated me. Although I was quite confused, this kind of life was actually not bad, at least I had no worries about food and clothing, and I still had a lot of power, until that day, the garrison exercise, and the Tang Emperor came to the scene in person, and he fell in love with me. ”
Yue Xi showed a wry smile: "As the emperor, he has taken a fancy to me, I naturally have no way, and even in the eyes of other colleagues, I am the object of their envy, but I don't want it at all in my heart." Especially when I later learned that Emperor Tang didn't really take a fancy to me, he just adopted a so-called political marriage in order to better control the army in his hands, as for why he found me, I'm afraid it was only because of my identity and age. I became the best combination of interests in the hands of those generals, and I was so combined with the Tang Emperor, I couldn't get rid of it, and I couldn't refuse. ”
"How could you be willing to be a golden bird without any freedom!"
Suddenly, Chen Guyu muttered beside him, as if talking to himself, and as if responding to Yue Xi's previous words.
Yue Xi nodded: "I don't want to, but there is no way, so I had to close my heart, and even began to despair, until the convening of the Appraisal Table, Emperor Tang took me with the idea of announcing to the world, and then you appeared." Actually, I'm very grateful to that senior for taking me away from the Tang Dynasty, I'm very happy!"
She smiled softly, as if she was very comfortable: "And, as you said before, I would rather be a warrior galloping on the battlefield, or a general guiding in the barracks, no matter what it is, it seems that my connection with the army will never be inseparable." ”
"Do you know, after I woke up, the deepest thing in my mind was not the remnants of the memories from my childhood, but the so-called art of war, the arrangement of troops, and even the major classic battles of the Tang Dynasty, all of which appeared vividly in my mind, and this, I'm sure, I have never seen it before. ”
"Perhaps, I'm really the material for a general!"
This sentence, the girl changed her previous cold tone and said it very briskly. Chen Guyu looked up, Yue Xi's eyes shone slightly, and he seemed to think of something pleasant.
"I have a question. ”
"What?" asked Yue Xi.
Chen Guyu thought about it and said, "If you encounter an injustice, only you can solve it. You're going to save two lives because of that...... And you are a marshal, the front line is in a hurry, your time is very urgent, maybe an hour or two later, and the dead will be thousands...... Will you go up there and save those two guys?"
Yue Xi was stunned for a moment, opened his mouth and said, "I will naturally go to save those two people." ”
"Not true. Yue Xi immediately shook his head: "As a general, the most basic requirement is to be able to calmly analyze the current situation, time is always the most important thing in war, if I were that marshal, I would turn around and leave without hesitation, and rush to the front line as soon as possible." ”
"But, what about those two people, they're going to die......" Yue Xi muttered to himself with some ambivalence.
Chen Guyu smiled silently, this question actually appeared outside the main city of Shanhai at the earliest, the conversation between the little girl and Qiu Shuai. At that time, the little girl chose to save the two people. And now, after three years, the little girl has grown up and become the fourth-grade military master of the Tang Empire, but in the face of this, she still blurted out to save those two people.
Although she immediately changed her mind because of the soldier's thinking, wasn't what she said at the beginning the most true? Chen Guyu is now very sure that she is still the kind Yue Xi and will do anything for justice, but as time goes by, she has experienced more and more things, and she has begun to learn to think from another angle.
She once said, "I want to be a general." ”
At the beginning, it was because after becoming a general, he could seek justice from King Liang for his military exploits, but now, the memory of the past has been forgotten, but this obsession has remained, and with the knowledge in his mind, I believe that he will definitely be able to do it, the four-rank army master, there is only one step left from the general.
Chen Guyu looked up at the starlight in the sky, and sighed slightly, why shouldn't he? Three years ago, he was the same as Yue Xi, impulsive and believing in justice, and longing to settle the injustice, but now, if he faces such a problem again, he may choose the same as Qiu Shuai back then.
They have all grown up, their eyes are changing, their thinking is changing, and the only thing that remains unchanged may be the original heart.
It is better to look to the future than to focus on the present, people, to see farther.
The three years of the ruling view are the three years of self-cultivation. At least there, Chen Guyu learned a lot, but the evaluation of the general's platform, because of the appearance of Yue Xi and the mysterious disappearance of the ancient Tang Dynasty, his heart was completely messed up, so he was impulsive and arrogant, arrogant and self-righteous, and wanted to take Yue Xi away in an extremely explosive way, but the result was almost devastating, Qixi was seriously injured, and he almost died at the hands of the Tang Emperor.
Chen Guyu sighed slightly, this is all his own reason, the young man is impulsive, if he can be more tactful and patient, maybe he can easily solve such a thing.
However, this is also because of Emperor Tang's previous actions, which made him completely lose his patience, this is a person who does not keep his promises, and his words are not enough to forbear. Chen Guyu's eyes were a little cold, Sheng Tang's feud was settled, not to mention that he forced Yue Xi to marry him!
Yue Xi seemed to sense his thoughts, and said in a low voice, "You hate Sheng Tang?"
"Hate, whether from the perspective of the ruling, but myself, has formed a lot of grudges!" Chen Guyu hesitated slightly, and said: "You ...... To it?"
What he was worried about was Yue Xi's attitude, no matter what, Yue Xi was already the four-grade military master of the Tang Dynasty, and in the structure of the pyramid, it was almost at its peak.
Yue Xi chuckled: "I don't actually have any feelings for Sheng Tang. Although I am the military master of the Tang Dynasty, that is my identity when I am sober, and I have nothing to do with myself, I can't talk about disgust or liking, not to mention that the Tang Emperor forced me to marry him...... In my memory, coupled with your statement, my hometown may not necessarily be in this Tang Dynasty, so it doesn't matter. ”
"It's just that Sheng Tang is too strong, even though I am only a fourth-grade military master, but I can still experience the power of Haohan. ”
Chen Guyu shook his head: "Naturally, I won't go to the Tang Emperor for trouble now, now, I'm afraid that they will come to us for trouble, after doing such a big thing, the Tang Emperor's face will be lost, maybe, after we leave here, we will face the wanted of the entire Tang Empire!"
Speaking of which, both of them were a little silent, which was easy to say, but who could be easy to face the wanted of such a big empire?
"You can go back to the ruling view, there Sheng Tang shouldn't dare to attack easily!"
Chen Guyu was stunned, and did not say anything, although Senior Brother Ning came to save him, although he believed in the concept of ruling, but ...... For him, who has lived in the center of imperial power since he was a child, he has seen too many compromises and sacrifices, and it is really difficult to know how the judgment will treat him in the face of an angry Tang Dynasty.
"What about you?" he asked.
Yue Xi thought for a while and said: "Maybe, I will go to the Xichuan Empire, as you said, the dream in my memory should be to become a general, although I don't know what the original intention was, but it should be right to go like this, Xichuan, maybe a good place to go." ”
"Hmm. ”
Chen Guyu didn't say much, just nodded silently.
"We'll be friends, right?" he asked suddenly.
Yue Xi was stunned for a moment, and then a shallow smile appeared on his cold face: "Naturally, yes." ”
"Well, we'll see you again, you...... Don't forget me, I'll come to the Xichuan Empire to find you. ”
"Okay, I'll wait for you in Xichuan, I'll ...... Will try to get those memories back. ”
Although she didn't remember it anymore, she could feel the kindness, so she replied decisively.
Chen Guyu was also smiling, and there was a very happy feeling in his heart, he now knew very well that this was the Yue Xi who had been with him holding hands, that feeling would never be wrong, no matter what happened in the middle, it didn't matter if he came back from the dead or had a vague memory.
She doesn't remember everything before, but she's good, they're good, so he'll be good too.
Even though they may be separated again in the near future, Chen Guyu still feels a sense of relief.
Maybe all he cares about is the meaning of caring, he cares about them, relatives, friends, knowing that they are well, then everything is enough. At least, he won't be alone in this strange world.
Looking at the messy hair in the girl's ear, he gently smoothed it, and the girl was stunned, but did not object, just lowered her head slightly.
It's a good feeling.
The two quickly fell asleep.
Nothing was said all night.