Tuk-tuk, tuk-tuk. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

"Frost, I'll get a dress."

Xu Shuangchuan rubbed his eyes and looked sideways out the window. The early morning sun brightened the beige curtains.

She jumped to her feet, from lazy to agile, before using a tick, which was completely reflexive. The carp's stiffening movements were so fierce that her heart was pounding with fright, she bent down slightly, lowered her head and stared at her knees for a moment, before she suddenly exhaled, and finally came to her senses.

Today is the first day she has lost her job, and she doesn't have to rush to work.

Tuk-tuk, tuk-tuk, frost, frost.

Xu Shuangchuan took a breath, looked at the door, but without delay, got out of bed and went over to open the door.

Chen Chi wore a white shirt, a light gray tie, straight trousers, his whole body was neatly tied, he stood at the door refreshingly, his eyes came in, and he first turned around Xu Shuangjiang.

She wore a light green cotton nightdress, slept all night, a little wrinkled, and the ruffles matched her loose hair very well, both equally fluffy. The sleepy look on her face made her look flowery, and the whole person looked like a simmering cat.

Chen Chi looked into the room again. The curtains were closed, the light was bright and dark, filtering out a pale yellow light, and the room was dyed transparent amber, and the quilt on the bed was piled up, different from the flat bed with four corners straightened when he used to go in and out.

"Frost Frost," Chen Chi stepped forward, and Xu Frost faintly smelled the refreshing smell of aftershave, "I'll take a coat, I have an important meeting today." ”

"Hmm." Xu Shuangchuan nodded, copied the cotton slippers that had not yet changed seasons, walked to the window, opened half of the beige curtains, and pushed the window open by half.

It must have been a sunny day, it was only May, and the sky over the city was as bright as a summer morning, and at a glance I felt that there was heat in the air, and it was about to be released when the sun rose a little more.

Chen Chi took out a coat from the closet, turned her head to look at Xu Shuangxia, she stood quietly by the window, looking out. He waited silently behind her for a minute or two, but she didn't turn around.

"Frost." He called.

Xu Shuang turned her head, half of her face was outlined by the morning light, and the other half melted into the quiet of the room.

Chen Chi's eyes swept from her forehead, between her eyebrows, and the bridge of her nose to the delicate collarbone under her neck, and asked softly, "What are you doing at home today?" ”

“…… Drying quilts. ”

"It's good." Chen Chi smiled and advised, "Don't be too tired. ”

"Hmm."

"Frostshuang," Chen Chi paused and reiterated, "There is no rush at work, take a good rest at home for a few days, I'm showing you a chance." ”

Xu Shuang glanced at Chen Chi and instructed lightly: "Help me close the door when I go out, and I'll sleep for a while." ”

"Okay, then you sleep, I'll go to work."

Xu Shuangchuan lay back on the bed, and through the door, he heard the door slam shut, and then the whole room was so quiet that no sound could be heard.

She looked up at the ceiling, unable to continue her sleepiness for a while, so she slowly began to think about it, and took stock of what she could do.

The mattress has to change seasons, the winter clothes have to be put away, and there are a lot of miscellaneous things.

In the evening, Chen Chi returned home and saw food on the table. The dish is simple, a plate of red amaranth and a bowl of pork ribs and winter melon soup, covered with mesh.

"Frost, I'm back." He appeared in the bedroom doorway.

Xu Shuangchuan heard the movement at the gate earlier, and then raised his head from the computer: "There are leftovers on the table." ”

"Have you eaten yet?" Chen Chi said with a smile.

"I've eaten it."

Chen Chi ate by himself, it only took five minutes, and another five minutes to wash the dishes by himself, wipe his hands before entering the bedroom.

"Frost."

Xu Shuang closed the computer file, raised his head again, and glanced at the bank card in his hand.

"The password hasn't changed, you still hold it." Chen Chi handed it over.

Xu Shuang didn't answer, and said with his eyes: "You can take it yourself." ”

"I'll leave you here." Chen Chi sat on the edge of the bed, as if casually putting the card on Xu Shuang's bedside table, changed the topic, and chatted briskly, "What are you doing?" ”

"Nothing." Xu Shuangjiang glanced sideways at the bank card, paused, and said lightly: "You put your card away, or put it in the bedside table drawer over there, if there is any big expenditure that needs money, I will tell you." ”

"Okay." Chen Chi opened the drawer of Xu Shuangxiao's bedside table and glanced inside, it was very plain, and there was no other miscellaneous items in the small book with her password pressed on the medical record book. "I've put it in a drawer."

Xu Shuang frowned, opened his lips slightly, but didn't say anything, lowered his head and opened the solitaire game.

One more word, and then the next one, she no longer has the mental strength.

Chen Chi sat for two minutes, and the room was silent for two minutes. "Frosty ......" he was about to speak, when his phone rang, "Hey? He picked up the phone, stood up, looked at Xu Shuangchuan apologetically, and made a gesture to go out to talk, Xu Shuangchuan didn't even raise his head, and seemed to be operating the computer very carefully.

Chen Chi only glanced at the top of her jet-black hair.

Xu Shuangjiang waited for him to turn around and walk to the door of the room before raising his eyes to look at his back. After a while, his call came from the small study. She stood up, took out the bank card in the drawer, and glanced at Chen Chi's name on the card.

In the old days, she kept Chen Chi's bank card, which naturally seemed to be a matter of course. Now, on the first day of her unemployment, Chen Chi gave her her her bank card, which made her feel a sense of shame.

She felt a sense of shame.

But she didn't bother to talk to Chen Chi more. She didn't want to mess with Chen Chi, he had already paid the rent, so to be fair, she would bear the small living expenses and some housework. She didn't want to mess with Chen Chi either, she didn't want to touch any more of his property, just now she asked him to put the bank card in the bedside table drawer that belonged to him on the other side of the bed, instead of her drawer.

A long time ago, during the first Christmas holiday after they met, she went to live in Chen Chi's apartment for the first time, and when she was shopping, Chen Chi helped her pick out a pair of home slippers, and her thinking diverged, and the bird was next to him like a person, secretly thinking about whether the money of the two people was put together in a daze, or the popular AA system.

At that time, it was sweet and shy to think about this kind of question, but now she finally knows that there is no need to worry about it at all, and when a certain moment comes, she will know.

Xu Shuangchuan took the card, walked around the bed, and opened his drawer. Now this drawer is empty, unlike before, Chen Chi will put the mess of mobile phone charging cables, pens, and business card holders in it. When Xu Shuangchuan cleans the house, he inevitably gives him regular tidying. Once, she found a lighter inside. He didn't smoke in the bedroom, but put a lighter, which made Xu Shuangchuan very angry at the time, but he wasn't there, so she didn't ask. She put the lighter in the kitchen, which was where it was supposed to be, and he never noticed, didn't even remember to ask. Later, she took the expensive lighter home and lit mosquito coils for her mother.

The trivial things are mixed up with the days, and now, like this drawer, is empty.

Xu Shuangchuan put the bank card in.

She still returned to her seat by the window, silently opened the file she had closed earlier, and continued to enter the cost of today's supermarket shopping into the worksheet. From today onwards, she will have to calculate her salary savings and count every expenditure to ensure that unnecessary purchases are eliminated.

There is still a long way to go.

A sense of security comes only from yourself. No matter when and where, what you will do, and what you have, is the dependence of eating, dressing, and walking calmly. What is shared from someone else's hands is ultimately useful.

Anyone can use it.

This is what Lu Qing told Xu Shuang. Today, who Lu Qing is, what he looks like, what temperament and charm he has, and what he has said and done with Chen Chi are no longer questions that Xu Shuang did not let go of when he stared at the ceiling with tears in his eyes at midnight.

Such a person, smiling and smiling, knocked out Xu Shuangchuan's simple definition of a sense of security.

A sense of security, only if you have the ability to give yourself, you can be willful and do not set a deadline.

Xu Shuang took stock and sighed secretly, there are not many of what she will have at the moment, so she wants to save money.