Chapter 106: Old Love Is Gone

No one will wait for you in the same place, this sentence really made Liu Jiulan realize, she couldn't cry, it came too fast that day. The old man of the Fang family is not in good health, he said that his time is short, and his only wish is to watch Fang Shaoyuan get married, but Fang Shaoyuan has not reached the legal age, so he can only choose to get engaged.

"Dude, I won't be a free man in a week, but I really want to ask Liu Jiulan in person, does she love me? But for me, it's useless to ask, because there is no point in it. "Fang Shaoyuan's sadness, Zeng Yihao knows that Liu Jiulan will regret her original decision one day." I have imagined many times that I will marry Liu Jiulan, but I didn't expect that the object of my engagement was not her. ”

Zeng Yihao sent a message to Zhang Yuqian, asking her if Liu Jiulan would like to talk to Fang Shaoyuan on the phone, with such regrets, Fang Shaoyuan may be uncomfortable for the rest of his life. Rather than this, the long pain is better than the short pain, and it is so sad to save it by cutting it off in two. More than ten minutes later, Zeng Yihao's mobile phone rang, and the caller ID was the number of a city in the south of the Yangtze River, which was estimated to be Liu Jiulan. Sure enough, it was Liu Jiulan, who had not heard from her for a long time, Zeng Yihao said a few words, and then gave the phone to Fang Shaoyuan: "Pick it up, Liu Jiulan, if you have something to say, don't hold it back." ”

Excitedly, the phone couldn't be held steadily, and it kept shaking, "Liu Jiulan, is it you?" ”

I don't know what they said, it's just that Fang Shaoyuan's face is getting darker and darker, Zeng Yihao knows that Liu Jiulan's words must have disappointed Fang Shaoyuan. "Your father is important, then I ask you, what am I in your heart?" Fang Shaoyuan was very excited, Zeng Yihao was really afraid that something would happen to him.

"You're a passerby in my life, and we had the privilege of sitting next to each other on a train, but I got off. And you're still in the car, and one day someone will get in the car, sit next to you, and accompany you to the end. "Liu Jiulan couldn't bear to cry, she must not show it, otherwise everything will be difficult." Fang Shaoyuan, live a good life with your fiancée, don't be obsessed with the past, I wish you happiness. ”

I really couldn't stand Liu Jiulan saying these heart-wrenching words, Fang Shaoyuan scolded her mother, told her to shut up, and said it instead. "Yes, I'm getting engaged, the bride and I are the right family, we are a beautiful and famous family, my parents like it very much, and they are beautiful." Zeng Yihao knew that it was angry when he heard it, and wanted to stop Fang Shaoyuan and Liu Jiulan from falling in love and killing each other.

Fang Shaoyuan waved it away, and then said, "You think I will always wait for you, I have waited for you for half a year." The first two years were just because the master didn't want to fall in love, not because he couldn't forget it. His heart was also dripping blood, but Fang Shaoyuan had lost his mind and kept saying things against his will.

"Liu Jiulan, thank you for your blessings, I will definitely grow old with my fiancée, raise my eyebrows, and live up to your blessings." After finishing speaking, he hung up the phone and gave the phone to Zeng Yihao, now Fang Shaoyuan is about to go crazy, Zeng Yihao doesn't dare to provoke him. "Why do you have such an expression, just make it clear, save yourself from remembering. I won't be stupid in the future, it's not worth it. ”

That's what he said, but what he thinks in his heart, only he knows, Fang Shaoyuan is now a typical duplicity. Zeng Yihao respected Fang Shaoyuan's decision, so he didn't say much, but sat with him.

"Once the sea was difficult to water, except for Wushan is not a cloud, I don't know if I can come out in the future." That loneliness, that sadness, Fang Shaoyuan is really affectionate. "Who has such a tragedy as me, I will be the bridegroom next week, but I don't realize it at all. In fact, I want to say that it will definitely be a tragedy in the future, and it will delay people for no reason. ”

It's really straightforward, but parents don't understand it, they will always think that if they fall in love for a long time, they will definitely live well in the future, but in fact, it is not. But a heart has been given to others, so it means that there is no place to accommodate others, and Fang Shaoyuan's whole heart has already been given to Liu Jiulan.

He is uncomfortable here, and the person on the other side is crying silently, and if crying can solve the problem, then she will cry to death. Sitting on the sofa alone and crying for one night, the next day her eyes were red and swollen, and her voice was hoarse. picked up the mobile phone, wanted to call someone to talk to, rummaged through the phone records, and found that he couldn't find a confidant, and finally chose Zhang Yuqian.

Because it was still very early, and Zhang Yuqian didn't have a morning class, she didn't get up when she slept in the dormitory, so she picked up her mobile phone in a daze and answered the phone.

As soon as she heard the voice, she knew that she hadn't woken up, Liu Jiulan felt very embarrassed, but since she was awake, she urgently needed someone to listen to her, so in the end she could only choose to talk to Zhang Yuqian. "He said a lot of heartless things to me last night, and I knew that I had no ability to redeem it, and he became someone else's fiancé, and I was just in the past."

I knew this was the case, why bother in the first place, since this road was chosen by myself, then I had to finish it on my knees. It's pointless to say these things now, when the time comes, she has persuaded her so many times, and she has chosen to leave bent on leaving, so everything Liu Jiulan has to endure today. Zhang Yuqian but felt that the poor person must have something to hate, all of this today is caused by herself, as far as she said so resolutely, for her father can leave, so who can blame?

Liu Jiulan kept crying and talking, Zhang Yuqian didn't express her personal opinions, just listened, now she just needs someone to talk about it often, listen to her say all her grievances. It is not that someone needs to comfort her, to find out how she can do it, how to redeem it, because this is a foregone conclusion. Then she just sprinkled salt on the wound, and it was better to say nothing and let her heal the wound alone.

"If you hadn't left at the beginning, wouldn't the ending be different?" Since they all chose it that way at the beginning, the current ending must be endured, and it is useless to say more. "I regret my decision now, and then I didn't leave, there was no accident at home, and I must be very happy with him now."

There is no if in the world, there is no regret medicine in the world, Liu Jiulan is self-inflicted, no wonder others. The more she listens to her, the more angry she becomes, Zhang Yuqian actually wants to scold her and wake her up, she used to persuade her well, but she didn't listen, now she is crying, what's the use of crying.

got out of bed, ran outside the balcony, closed the balcony door by the way, the roommate was still sleeping, Zhang Yuqian didn't want to disturb others because of the phone.

"It's no use crying now, you need to adjust your mindset and try to forget him. He is now a stranger to you, and I believe that the words he said last night were said after he made a lot of determination. Since you left, you already envisioned today's outcome, so you don't need to be so sad now. "Zhang Yuqian still failed to say cruel words in the end, but chose to persuade her bitterly, as for whether she can listen to it or not, it depends on her personally." I don't think you should be sad, there is no point in crying now. ”

Liu Jiulan cried even more sadly after hearing this, she was now bypassing the bend, and she felt very uncomfortable. I understand the big truth, but how difficult it is to really put it into practice. "I'm really sad that I'm wrong, but I don't know what I'm going to do, and now I'm helpless." The crying eyes and voice were hoarse, but she was still crying, and Zhang Yuqian felt very irritable after hearing it. But she endured her temper and patiently explained to Liu Jiulan. After talking a lot, she found that she couldn't do anything but cry, and Zhang Yuqian was so annoyed that she was going to die.

I stayed up until midnight last night, and now I was woken up early in the morning, and I was already very angry when I got up, and Zhang Yuqian's patience was exhausted. "How many times have I advised you before, but you insisted on going your own way, always thinking that he would wait for you, but in the end, he was not waiting for you. You've always been confident that he loves you enough, but now you know it's not. ”

"In fact, all of this is your own doing, how can there be so many good things in this world? Your father can be freed early, and he is still waiting for you in the same place, because he thought too well, and now that something has gone wrong, you will feel so sad. Zhang Yuqian's final tone also changed, and there was a little more harsh in her words, Liu Jiulan stopped crying and didn't dare to cry anymore. I can't control you now, and we can't stop the engagement party over there, so there's no way. ”

In the end, Liu Jiulan hung up the phone by herself, collected the line, and chose a person to lick her wounds alone. Zhang Yuqian was made very irritable by Liu Jiulan, and she couldn't sleep after tossing and turning, and finally chose to get up and pack up her things and go out to the library for self-study. She couldn't learn in the library, and it was Liu Jiulan and Fang Shaoyuan who had always been the two bad things lingering in her mind. Zhang Yuqian was appointed to pack up his things and go to the commercial street to eat, which is called a big meal to alleviate the current depression.

This book was first published in Reading Book Worm